Sleeping Where I Fall: A Chronicle

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by Peter Coyote


  Since there is only one culture now and we are all in it, each of us has the opportunity to press for positive change at every point where we live, eat, work, play, and shop. Each of these portals offers a jiujitsu-like leverage point where consciousness and political power can be leveraged to create more wholesome, fair, and environmentally sustainable alternatives to free-market nonsense. I call it Ceremonial Exchange—the effort to make each life choice reflect the deep knowledge of interdependence and reciprocity we now understand to be the fundamental universal truth. We can invent options, if they do not exist, so that our social institutions and collaborations begin to aggregate and achieve power. Such work is often invisible, attitudinal, and cultural rather than directly political, but it cuts deeply and its effects, once embedded in the society, are more enduring than the political fashions of the moment.

  Change is always slower than the imagining of it. Knowledge of that simple fact is the immutable watershed between youth and older age. Young men and women move in a different time scale than their elders and their impatience fuels accelerated change. What they lack is the breadth of experience to anticipate where some of those changes might lead, and the length of time it may take to produce results. Changes from within the culture will not appear as radical and dramatic as alternate lifestyles once did; however, they will be more enduring.

  Paul Hawken’s fine book, Blessed Unrest, suggests that if the world is considered a single body, the global aggregation of small efforts to save the environment and insure social justice is a gigantic force mimicking the body’s immune system’s response to threat. The millions of souls pressing for positive change may collectively recalibrate the planet towards a condition of more dynamic, healthy equilibrium.

  Personally, I strive to be less angry at the indulgence which has created this perilous moment. My Buddhist practice informs me that greed, anger, and delusion arrive along with each human being and that I must remember that I am as much the problem as the corporate executive I fantasize throttling. Meditation offers me the tools to keep society safe from me on the street, and there is always more that we can do on a personal level to root indulgences out of our own lives.

  I would like to see counter-cultural grit and entrepreneurial dedication to new thinking and paradigms reemerge, integrated with the social-networking models and the potential of the internet. I would like to see again people pouring into the streets, expressing outrage at the deceptions perpetrated on them and the horrors perpetrated in their names. Impoverished Zapatistas are doing it in Mexico. Bolivian Indians are being shot attempting to eject the corporations stealing their water. Nigerians, Ecuadorian Indians, Tamils, Nepalese peasants, Tibetan Monks, people without shoes and food are standing up to corporate oppression and asserting the primacy of their humanity and their right to exist without being exploited.

  What I do not see often are the children of the richest, most entitled, indulged, entertained, diverted, and distracted culture on earth abandoning their toys long enough to band together and demand that the political system be cleansed and passed on in wholesome good order.

  I am partial to the colorful, highly visible style of my compañeros from the Sixties, but finally I see no essential contradictions or discontinuities between their values and those of many of today’s young people. The best are trying to wrest normalcy, social justice, livelihood, and a clean environment from corporate control and the culture’s lunatic impulse to transform the entire biosphere into money. I am happy to pass on to my children this record of a time when their parents gambled much for them. Despite our errors I hope they will be proud of their lineage. When I finally disintegrate into the ethers and drop my tattered banner, I hope that one of them might be moved to snatch it up and wave it defiantly. After all, what is a life but the acting out of an example, making it available as a model for others to inhabit? In the end, we did what we did not because we thought we would win, but because it was the only way we could conceive of being fully human, fully interdependent and reciprocal with our fellows and the rest of Creation. I hope our examples will not be overlooked, or unfairly impugned, as today’s young people press forward to claim their power and protect the earth for the quick, the green, and the living.

  Mill Valley, California

  April 2009

  1. National Constitutional Center Survey, 1998.

  2. National Assessment of Education Foundation, 1990s.

  3. National Science Foundation Survey, 1995.

  4. Shipler, David K., The Working Poor. New York: Alfred A. Knopf, 2004.

  Index

  Note: Some individuals’ names have been changed to protect the guilty.

  Ace of Cups, 123, 136

  actors:

  in CETA program, 329–31

  in commedia dell’arte, 12, 32, 35, 36–37

  imagination as tool of, 72–73

  “life acting” concept of, 64–65, 66, 67, 72

  parallel reality of, 33–34, 65

  Stanislavsky technique of, 37

  Actors’ Workshop, 8, 9–10, 11, 16, 227

  African Student Movement, 125

  Albion, Inga, 136, 147–48, 150

  Albion, John, 136, 147–48, 150, 216, 219

  Alli (child of Samurai Bob and Judi Quick), 275

  Allegra Joe, 136

  Allread, Artie, 134

  Allread, Charlene, 134, 136

  Allread, Gary, 134, 136

  Allread, Holly, 134

  Allread, Marsha. See Thelin, Marsha Allread

  Allread, Sidney, 136

  Allread, Susie, 134

  Almodóvar, Pedro, 5

  Alpert, Richard, 75

  Altamont, 120–24

  Anderson, Chester, 86

  Angels. See Hell’s Angels

  Angus (speculator), 281–82

  Ansen, David, 191

  Antonioni, Michelangelo, 149

  Apple Records, 163–65

  Arcata house, 130

  Archer, Sandy, 13–14, 37, 55, 58–59, 227

  Ariel. See Coyote, Ariel Low Owl/Lowell

  Arlene (Slade’s target), 178

  Artists’ Liberation Front, 77, 117

  Asawa, Ruth, 335

  Atomic Energy Information Group (AEIG), 297

  Baleen, Carol, 304

  Ballard, Roy, 95

  Barbara (uptown woman), 280

  Bare Minimum, The (free fishing boat), 108, 217–18

  Barger, Sonny, 122

  Barzhagi, Jacques, 333

  Batman, Billy (Jahrmarkt), 101, 108, 323

  Bat People, 108, 145

  Bay-Laurel, Alisha, 209

  Bean, Bennett, 65

  Bear, Chloe, 261

  Bear, Colleen, 261–62, 268

  Beatles, 160, 163–66

  Beinfeld, Harriet. See Korngold, Harriet Beinfeld

  Belafonte, Harry, 44

  Ben Eagle, 215

  Bennet, Les, 220

  Bennett, Willis, 223

  Benton, Anthony, 6, 18, 20

  Benton, Duane, 134–35

  Benton, Jessie, 6–10, 16–20, 67, 167

  Benton, Thomas Hart, 6–7, 20

  Berg, Aaron, 227, 231

  Berg, Ocean Rush, 227

  Berg, Peter, 18, 19, 71, 237, 276, 319

  and Altamont, 120

  and Caravan, 216, 224, 227, 229–30, 245, 253

  children of, 227

  and Diggers, 34–35, 77, 81, 86, 89, 91, 95, 98–99, 145

  and guerrilla theater, 33

  and Mime Troupe, 32–35, 82, 144

  and Olive Pits, 57–58

  and Planet Drum, 321, 324

  and Trip Without a Ticket, 89

  Berman, Wally, 101

  Bernstein, Anne, 55

  Bess, Eva “Myeba,” 132, 148–49, 150

  Big Brother and the Holding Company, 97, 135

  Binjo (Red Rocker), 246, 247, 258

  Bisson, Terry, 65, 191, 192, 245, 246

  Black Bear Ranch, 130, 147, 148–58
r />   bear of, 155–56, 157

  and Caravan, 216, 220–23

  creation of, 143, 148–50

  daily life at, 92, 131, 150–53, 157

  and Forest Service, 157–58, 251

  sociological studies of, 153

  and timber cut, 250–51

  Black Elk Speaks (Neihardt), 71

  Black Man’s Free Store, 95

  Black Panthers, 88–89, 95, 100

  Blake Street Hawkeyes, 4, 5

  Blasenheim, Nina. See Minault, Nina Blasenheim

  Blau, Herb, 8

  Bloomfield, Michael, 204

  Bob, Samurai, 137, 274–76, 298, 299–301

  Bobbie, Texas, 299

  Bolton, Arthur, 340–41, 342

  Boone, Julie, 236

  Boyd, Doug, 170

  Brand, Stewart, 298

  Brautigan, Richard, 78–79, 323

  Brecht, Bertolt, 10, 82

  Breslin, Jimmy, 104

  Broderick, John, 39

  Bronson, Joanna (Rinaldi), 137, 138, 284–85, 288–89, 307, 309–10

  Bronson, Kathleen, 307

  Brown, Edmund G. “Jerry”:

  and arts council, 4, 333, 334, 341, 343

  and Department of Education, 345

  election loss of, 344

  and legislature, 341

  Brown, Lynn, 144

  Bruce, Lenny, 49

  Brustein, Robert, 60

  Bryceland, California, 257

  Bullington, Bryden, 111, 181

  Butcher, Brooks, 77, 323

  Butterfield, Paul, 204

  Buttons (Cockney), 163

  Cadillac Ron, 281

  Caidell, Bill, 262

  California State Arts Council, 4–5, 332–45

  and Asawa, 335

  and Bolton, 340–41, 342

  Coyote as chair of, 339–44

  and Governor Brown, 4, 333, 334, 341, 342

  and Hodge, 338–39, 342

  and Jackson, 335

  and Mackendrick, 334–35

  and Mathieu, 335

  and Purifoy, 337–38, 342

  and Snyder, 332–33, 336–37, 341

  and State-Local Partnership, 343–44

  and Valdez, 335–36, 343

  Caravan. See Free Family Caravan

  Carey, Martin, 303, 321

  Carey, Susan, 303

  Carl (Julie’s lover), 236

  Carla (dancer), 205, 243, 244, 249–50, 253

  Carlino, Lewis John, 242, 244

  Carlino, Natale, 242

  Carl Street house, 130

  Carol (Gypsy Trucker), 217, 243

  Cass (Jim Koller’s ex), 194, 195, 215, 225

  Cato Indians, and peyote meeting, 253–61

  Cedar, John, 220

  Cerruti, Nino, 3

  CETA (Comprehensive Education and Training Act), 329–31, 332, 334

  Chatwin, Bruce, 19

  Chen Ke Liang, 158

  Chesbro, John, 93

  Chipita, 215, 255

  Chocolate George, 96, 97–98

  Chogyam Trungpa, 253

  Chris (chauffeur), 265

  Christianson, Muniera, 329

  Ciranjiva, 140

  Clancy, Elly, 315–16, 317

  Clancy, Jim, 285, 298, 316

  Coburn, James, 149

  Cohen, Allen, 133–34

  Cohen, Leonard, 105

  Cohon, Benjamin “Jack,” 23–24

  Cohon, Morris, 22–31, 61–62, 156, 313

  background of, 22–24

  brokerage firm of, 264–70, 271, 272, 278–79

  and Coyote’s childhood, 26–29, 238–39, 240–41

  and daughter, 27

  death of, 237–41, 242

  health of, 235, 266–67

  Jewish identity of, 25–26, 30

  at Olema, 207–9

  and Turkey Ridge, 60, 240, 269–70, 276, 285, 286, 296, 298, 299, 308, 315–16, 318

  violence of, 24–25, 26–27, 62

  wake for, 242–43

  Cohon, Peter. See Coyote, Peter

  Cohon, Ruth Fidler, 24, 62–63, 271

  and Coyote’s childhood, 27–28, 238–39

  and Coyote’s visit, 268–69, 276

  finances of, 29, 265, 267–68, 269, 273, 277, 280, 315

  and husband’s death, 29, 237

  and husband’s health, 235–36

  at Olema, 207–8

  and Turkey Ridge, 268, 274, 315

  Cointelpro, 111

  commedia dell’arte, 12, 32, 35–37

  Communication Company, 85–89

  Comprehensive Education and Training Act (CETA), 329–31, 332, 334

  Condrin, John, 45, 51

  Conner, Bruce, 101

  Cook, Bill, 343

  Corey, Mary, 191–92, 247, 304

  Corso, Gregory, 54, 126, 281–82

  Coyote, Ariel Low Owl/Lowell (daughter), 78, 159, 215, 223, 304, 305, 320

  birth of, 179, 184–85

  and Caravan, 227, 231

  in Englewood, 268

  at Huerfano Valley, 225

  at Mount Tamalpais, 224

  at Olema, 192, 194, 201, 207

  in San Francisco area, 313, 314, 317, 331–32

  at Turkey Ridge, 270, 274, 292, 293, 301

  Coyote, Nick (son), 347

  Coyote, Peter (Cohon):

  and Actors’ Workshop, 8, 9–10, 11, 16

  adopted name of, 66

  army deferment of, 74

  on arts council, 4–5, 334–44

  in Canada, 51–55

  as CETA artist, 329–31, 334

  childhood of, 24, 25–30, 238–39, 240–41, 265–66

  family background of, 23–24

  as father, 223, 225, 304, 305, 347 (see also Coyote, Ariel Low Owl/Lowell)

  and Jessie, 6–10, 16–20

  and Magic Theater, 345

  and Marilyn, 312, 331–32

  and movies, 4, 345–46

  and Sam, 84–85 (see also Ewing, Eileen)

  sister of, 27

  and Wall Street, 271–73, 276–82, 308

  and withdrawal, 28–29, 268–69

  See also Diggers; Cohon, Morris; Cohon, Ruth Fidler; San Francisco Mime Troupe; Turkey Ridge Farm; Wills, Nichole

  Crane, Les, 82

  Crazy Kevin, 226, 228, 231, 252

  Cromwell, Oliver, 68

  Crosby, David, 4

  Crow (dog), 268

  Cunningham, Imogen, 330

  Cutler, Sam, 120–21, 123–24

  Dachtler, Doc, 229

  Dachtler, Shelly, 229

  Daggett, John, 148

  Darm, Peggy “Sigh,” 274, 276

  Darvin (in Orleans), 223

  Dave (from San Quentin), 218–19, 220, 223

  David (from Triple A), 250

  Davis, R. G. (Ronnie), 16

  and arrests, 54, 55

  and Artists’ Liberation Front, 77

  on commedia dell’arte, 36–37

  and Mime Troupe, 13–14, 17–18, 32–33, 34, 36–37, 51, 57, 59, 94 (see also San Francisco Mime Troupe)

  and Minstrel Show, 39, 45, 47, 51, 54

  Dead-Ox Canyon, 229–32

  “Death of Hippie” parade, 135

  “Death of Money, The,” 96–97

  Decroux, Etienne, 16

  Dee (Sweet William’s partner), 125

  Degelman, Charlie, 243, 315, 329

  de Kooning, Willem, 143

  Detata, John, 134

  Deukmejian, George, 344

  “Devil Dance” (Coyote), 250

  DeWilde, Brandon, 100

  Diane (Eileen’s friend), 172

  Dick the Burglar, 182–83

  Digger (mechanic), 136, 227

  Diggers, 34–35, 57, 63–66, 68–73, 84, 86–91, 94–102, 272, 280, 349–51

  and Altamont, 120–23

  and anarchy, 34, 68, 202

  and anonymity, 70, 71, 82, 94

  and authenticity, 64, 99, 350

  and Black Panthers, 88–89, 95, 100

>   Communication Company, 85–89

  counter-culture created by, 64, 73, 95, 111, 140, 349–50

  donors sought by, 82, 104–5, 132, 149, 151

  and Easy Rider, 100–102

  ethical concerns of, 109–10

  and feminists, 86, 132–33, 247, 288–89, 304

  festivals of, 78–79, 91, 94–95, 96–97, 135

  Free Bakery, 92, 130, 217

  Free Bank, 70, 117, 131–32

  and freedom, 69–70, 77, 81, 94, 106, 136, 141, 179, 202, 258, 350

  free fishing boat of (Bare Minimum), 108, 217–18

  Free Food, 70–71, 80, 117

  Free Stores of, 80, 89–91

  and Haight-Ashbury, 75–83, 89, 93

  and Hell’s Angels, 95, 96–98, 110–12

  houses liberated by, 147, 149 (see also specific locations)

  and ideological analysis, 70

  Invisible Circus of, 78–79, 146

  and “life acting,” 64–65, 66

  in Los Angeles, 98–102

  negotiations of, 104, 194

  in New York, 103–6

  original movement of (England), 68

  reputation of, 93, 98, 99, 160

  and socialist tradition, 68

  sociological studies of, 153

  and Trip Without a Ticket, 89, 93

  and video camera, 227

  See also Free Family; Free Family Caravan; Olema commune

  Di Prima, Jeannie, 150

  Disciples of Thunder commune, 188–89, 190

  Doctor Feelgood, 161–62, 166, 169

  Doubleday, Vicky, 167

  Doyle, Kirby (Radio Doyle), 146, 150, 153–54, 323

  Dragon Lady (Mai-Ting), 227, 244, 249, 253, 255–56

  Duncan, Robert, 8–9

  Dylan, Bob, 104, 106, 326

  Eagle, Ben, 215, 255, 256

 

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