by Julie Kenner
She shivered against him, and the movement snapped his brain back to the moment. In a rush, he realized the wetness pressed against him wasn’t just from her tears. Her T-shirt and sweats were soaked from standing on the deck in the storm.
“You’re cold.” He drew back enough so he could lift her into his arms. The enormous boots on her feet slid right off to clomp against the floor. “You need dry clothes.”
She didn’t fight him when he carried her into the great room and headed for the stairs. Just sniffled and swiped her arm across her nose. “I don’t have any other clothes. These were the only ones Silas gave me.”
Ari stopped at the bottom of the steps. Skata. She was right. That dress she’d been wearing when he’d brought her here was nothing but rags now.
He moved for the hallway that led to his rooms before he thought better of it. She didn’t say anything as he carried her in, set her on the bed, then pulled a blanket from the foot and wrapped it around her shoulders. “I’ll find you something dry.”
Still she didn’t answer. Just clutched the blanket around her and stared off into space, her damp hair hanging around her face, her bare feet dangling above the hardwood floor.
She looked wrecked. As wrecked as he felt most days. Telling himself it wasn’t the same, he moved into the closet and stared at the shirts hanging from the rack.
But he didn’t see them. Suddenly, all he could see was the way she’d looked pinned against the bookshelf in his library last night. The way her breasts had lifted with her shallow breaths. The way her leg had trembled against his when he’d moved in close. The way her lips had parted and she’d lifted her mouth to taste him, an offering he’d been too afraid to accept.
His blood warmed all over again, and arousal flickered through his belly then rushed into his groin. It was wrong, so very wrong considering how vulnerable she was at the moment, but he wanted her. Wanted her spread naked before him. Wanted her writhing in pleasure. Wanted to feel her close around him as he slid into her from behind. She was a nymph built for sex, and he was a virile warrior who’d been locked away for far too long. It was basic biology that he should want her this much. But a little voice in the back of his head whispered now—right now—part of that wanting had very little to do with sex and everything to do with the fact wanting, craving, taking could make both of their pain and memories disappear. If only for a little while.
Skata. He blinked several times when he realized he was trying to justify it all to himself. Aside from the fact he hadn’t been the least bit civil to her since she’d arrived, he’d just told her the truth about her village. She was in the next room falling apart because of him. There was no way in this world or the next that she’d ever want him again. And that was assuming she’d even been interested in the first place.
Disgusted with himself, he chose a long-sleeved henley he knew would be way too big for her and hide her trim little body from view, then headed for the bedroom. After she was dry and dressed, he’d shuffle her off to her own room and forget this night ever happened. And tell himself it was a good thing he’d come to his senses before it was too late.
Plan in place, Ari stepped back into his bedroom, then stilled. The wet shirt and sweats she’d been wearing lay in a heap on the hardwood floor. Blood pounded in his ears as his gaze skipped to the right, where she sat cross-legged on the sheepskin rug in front of the fireplace, the blanket wrapped tightly around her, her faraway gaze staring into the flames.
Naked. She’s naked beneath that blanket.
Blood rushed into his cock, making him hard in an instant. But he fought back the arousal and told himself to hold it together a few more minutes as he walked toward her.
He held the shirt out. “I found you something dry to wear.”
“Does it ever go away?” She didn’t turn to him. Didn’t reach for the garment. Didn’t even look up. Just continued to stare into the flickering flames. “I thought it did. I thought I was past it. But knowing all of this...it’s sharper than before.”
She was talking about pain. The pain of loss, the pain of heartbreak. The pain of betrayal. He knew all three intimately.
He didn’t answer. Didn’t move. Focused only on keeping his emotions trapped behind the wall he’d erected to stay semi-sane. But the hitch in her voice hit him hard, right in the center of his chest.
Unable to walk away like he knew he should, he laid the shirt over the arm of a side chair and sank to the floor next to her. “It gets easier.”
“Silas told me it’s been fifty years. It’s not easier for you.”
Ari rested his elbows on his updrawn knees and stared into the fire, irritated Silas had told her about his past, thankful at the same time because it meant he didn’t have to talk about it now. He thought about those fifty years as he watched a flame dance over the log and wished he had sage advice for her, but knew he really didn’t. “If you’re lucky, you learn to live with it. And you don’t let it define you.”
“But yours defines you.”
“My situation is different.”
Daphne continued to stare into the flames. “What was her name?”
Ironically, it was no longer pain that consumed Ari when he thought of his soul mate. It was emptiness. Emptiness for a life he’d never have again. “Penelopei.”
Daphne was silent several seconds. Then softly, she said, “‘Duty crumbles to ashes in the fires of love.’ My father said that once. He wasn’t a nymph. Just a human. Caught between two worlds. He left his job, his responsibilities, everything for my mother.” She shook her head. “I don’t know anything about that kind of love. Not like them. Not like you.”
Ari held back a huff. “I don’t know much about love either. Penelopei sure as heck didn’t love me.”
Daphne finally turned his way, her soft green eyes no longer tormented by the past, but filled with a thousand questions. Questions that made his belly tingle. “But she was your soul mate. Silas said—”
Gods, she was gorgeous. More gorgeous than she probably knew. And he had no right being anywhere near her. He looked back at the fire so he didn’t do something stupid. Like grab her and never let go. “Silas likes to romanticize the entire thing. I think it makes him feel better about choosing to stay here with me.”
She stared at him, eyes wide and curious, waiting for more. And though he didn’t look at her, though he knew he shouldn’t go on, that he had no reason to tell her any of this, for the first time in forever he found himself wanting someone to know the truth.
“Silas told you I found her on one of my missions in the human realm, didn’t he?”
She nodded.
“And that she was injured?”
“Yes.”
“When I came across her, her dress was ripped to the thigh, her leg scraped and bleeding. She begged me to help her. Told me Zeus had been chasing her. That she was trying to get away. I believed her. Took her back to Argolea, knowing she’d be safe from him there, and tended her wounds. Penelopei was...” He watched a flame devour a branch and couldn’t help but see the similarity in the way Penelopei had devoured him. “She was like wildfire, consuming everything in her path. When she wanted something, she didn’t let consequences influence her desires.”
Disgust rushed through him when he remembered how he’d dropped everything for the female, even his duty. How he’d so easily walked away from his family. He shook his head. “As thanks for saving her, she seduced me. It was then I realized she was my soul mate. This may sound silly but sex is a powerful medium. Every Argonaut in the history of Argonauts has found his soul mate that way. What I should have keyed into, though, was the fact a soul mate is a curse, not a blessing.”
“You’re talking to a nymph,” Daphne said softly. “I know how powerful sex can be. I’ve seen it firsthand. Zeus’s desire for it destroyed my village.”
And Ari’s desire had destroyed not only his life, but his son’s as well.
Guilt crept in. A guilt he’d tried so long to
ignore, but it was there. It was always there, hovering in the background, telling him there was no way he could ever make up for the pain he’d caused his son because of his blinding desire for Penelopei. For a soul mate who’d never truly seen him as anything other than a pit stop.
“Penelopei quickly grew bored of me and life in Argolea,” he went on, “and when Zeus’s Sirens showed up to take her back to the god, she was more than willing to go. To her it was all a game. Jumping from one male’s bed to the next.”
He sounded bitter. And maybe part of him still was. Because thanks to Penelopei, his whole world had shifted. Not because he’d loved her and lost her but because a stupid curse had made him crave a manipulative and shallow female.
“When the Sirens arrived at my home outside the capitol city of Tiyrns,” he went on, “I wasn’t willing to let her go. I was blinded by the soul mate connection and convinced if I could just get her to stay, everything would work out. A standoff resulted. The Argonauts came to my aid. But she didn’t want to stay and struggled against my hold. The Sirens thought I was going to harm her. Before any of us could stop it, a battle broke out. In the chaos, Penelopei was killed.”
And there was the crux of the rest of his guilt. Knowing that because he hadn’t been able to control his desire, not only had he abandoned his son, but a female had died. “It wasn’t my blade that struck her,” he finished, “but I killed her just the same. If I’d let her go, she’d still be alive.”
“Maybe.” Daphne looked back at the fire. “If I hadn’t gone to the creek that day, maybe my parents would still be alive too. Then again, maybe not. We’ll both never know. And maybe that’s the point. Maybe we’re not meant to know. When I was a child, my mother told me that life was a series of events that make zero sense at the time, but which come together to reveal a greater good in the end. I forgot that until just now. Maybe what happened to you stopped Penelopei from tormenting another male. Maybe Zeus’s fascination with her—and you—stopped him from ruining another family’s life, like he ruined mine. Maybe everything happens for a reason.”
He turned to look at her, at her profile set against the flickering flames. There was strength inside her. A strength he wasn’t sure she knew was there. There was also simplicity. Something he craved in his confusing, fucked up, crazy world. “Are you saying you believe in some unseen Fates pushing us around like pawns on a chessboard?”
“I don’t know.” She shrugged. “I just know that if someone had told me a week ago I’d be sitting here like this with you, I would have laughed and said they were insane. Everything’s changed in a short amount of time, and not by my doing. There has to be a reason for it.”
He glanced back at the fire. He didn’t believe in reasons. He didn’t believe in the Fates. Where were the Fates when his world fell apart? Where were they when he started having blackouts and went nuts? No, he believed in what he could see and touch. And right now, what he could see and touch was way too close and much too vulnerable, especially when his arousal was still up and his own vulnerability hovered on the edge. “Be careful. People call me insane, and they’re not far off the mark.”
“Those people don’t know you. I’d say you’re way more sane than I am.”
He huffed. “You haven’t seen me at my finest.”
“Yes, actually, I have.” She leaned close and kissed his cheek.
Her lips were soft and sweet and gone way too fast. And though he knew he shouldn’t, he turned to look at her. “Why did you do that?”
“To say thank you for stopping me from going after Zeus and his Sirens. I wouldn’t have gotten very far in the snow without a coat. You saved my life, Argonaut. Again.”
Their eyes held. Heat and electricity crackled in the air, warming his skin all over, sending a rush of heat straight to his belly. He didn’t know if she felt the charge the way he did, but as the firelight danced over her smooth features and she continued to hold his gaze, her eyes slowly darkened and a warm flush grew in her cheeks, telling him she was feeling something. Something dangerous. Something wicked. Something he might not be ready for.
“Don’t worry,” she said softly. “I’m not going to seduce you to extend my thanks.”
A wave of disappointment washed over him even though he knew he had no right. But then she leaned close once more, and he sucked in a breath, afraid to move, afraid to hope, afraid to do anything but go stone-still.
Her luscious mouth stopped millimeters from his own, more sweet and hot and tempting than any mouth had ever been. And in a husky whisper, she said, “I can’t, because you’ve already seduced me.”
Chapter Six
Daphne knew she was playing with fire, but she no longer cared. Before Ari could push her away, she pressed her lips to his.
He tensed against her mouth. Every muscle in his body went rigid. And though she tried to keep it back, doubt rushed in. Doubt that she’d misread the look in his eyes. That he wasn’t attracted to her like she thought. That his being nice to her here was simply that: politeness and not motivated in any way by the same desire she’d been fighting ever since she awoke in this hold and realized the sexy, rugged, wounded Argonaut had saved her life.
Slowly, she eased back, breaking the kiss. He didn’t speak. Didn’t move. Just stared at her with those mismatched eyes that seemed to flicker just like the firelight. And in the silence her mind tumbled for excuses, for something she could say to ease the sudden awkwardness. She was a nymph, trained in the art of seduction by Sirens. Awkwardness wasn’t supposed to happen to her. But then he wasn’t supposed to happen to her either, and here she was, hoping for something that had absolutely nothing to do with her mission. Wanting—
“Where do you think you’re going?” His arm snaked around her back and pulled her in close to the heat of his body. “That wasn’t nearly enough.”
Daphne drew in one quick breath before Ari’s mouth closed over hers, but relief filled her lungs, seeped into her body, and made her more lightheaded than any wine. She opened instinctively, drawing his tongue into her mouth, groaning at the sweet, masculine taste of him filling her senses. His lips were soft, his mouth wet and alluring, and when he leaned closer and kissed her harder, she knew she was lost.
She let go of the blanket, pressed her hands against his chest, then shifted her weight and straddled his hips. The blanket fell to her waist. He didn’t break the kiss, continued to nip and suck and lick like he couldn’t get enough. Inching forward, she slid her fingers up his pecs then across his soft, scruffy jaw. His hands found her waist, tugging her even closer. His mouth turned greedy beneath hers. Hot. Wild.
Settling herself on his lap so she could rub against his rock hard erection, she let him take the lead, wanting only to taste him deeper, to feel him everywhere.
“Daphne.” He pulled his mouth from hers and pressed kisses along her jaw as he swept his rough fingers up her back. “Daphne,” he whispered again before nipping gently at her earlobe.
Desire enflamed every inch of her skin. She groaned, tipped her head back so he could trail his wicked teeth and tongue down the length of her neck, rocked her hips against the thick line of his cock straining to be set free.
He flattened his hands against her shoulder blades, trailed his lips down her neck and across her upper chest, then pressed forward with his forehead, forcing her to lean even farther back. “I know I shouldn’t, but, gods, I want you.”
She lifted her head. Watched as arousal danced across his flushed features. Wanted only that and more. Wanted to see him on the edge of control, like she was now. “Then take me.”
His mismatched gaze slid back to hers. Held. Didn’t once waver. And the way he watched her, as if she were the only thing he ever wanted, only made her heart beat faster in anticipation. He looked back down at her breasts. “You don’t know what you’re offering.”
Oh, yes she did. Suddenly, she knew exactly what she was offering. And it had nothing to do with Zeus or the Sirens. It had only to do with
him.
Capturing his face in her hands, she tipped his eyes back up to hers. “I know exactly what I’m offering. You’re not the monster people say you are, and I’m not afraid of you. If I was, I wouldn’t be here now. I wouldn’t be wet just from the thought of you.”
A growl rumbled from his chest, one filled with lust and hunger and need. Sliding his hand up her back to cradle her head, he pulled her mouth toward his and devoured her. She moaned and kissed him back. His fingers found the blanket at her waist and yanked. Then he rolled her onto the plush sheepskin rug and climbed over her.
Yes, yes, yes... Her legs fell open as he licked into her mouth. Her hands trailed to his shoulders and thick arms. He pressed kisses down her neck again. Kisses that made her hotter and wetter, and she arched her back, offering more, wanting everything. Gripping the fabric of his shirt, she pulled, needing heat, wanting skin. He eased away long enough so she could tug the shirt over his head, but when she reached for the snap on his jeans, he captured her hands.
“Not yet.” His bare chest grazed her oversensitized nipples as he pinned her wrists to the floor above her head with one hand. “I’m not done exploring.” He let go of her wrists, his lusty gaze scraping every inch of her skin, making her strain for his touch. “Don’t move these. Or you’ll regret it.”
It was a warning, not a threat. And she hadn’t lied. She wasn’t the least bit afraid of him, not after the way he’d saved her life, healed her, and tonight shown her more compassion than she ever deserved.
A smile pulled at her mouth, and she wriggled against the carpet as his fingertips grazed her ribs and skimmed across her hip. “How will you make me regret it?”
He laved his tongue over her right nipple. “I won’t let you come.”