He’d lose everything, including his wife who I knew from hacking into her shit already had one foot out the door. I’d sent her a nice little message telling her to ask her husband what he’d done to cause his daughter’s disappearance.
I knew she had, you could see the strain between them in the latest interviews they’d done for the cameras. He wasn’t looking too good himself but I didn’t give a fuck. So why was I feeling this guilt? Why now that everything was just as I’d hoped was I feeling like I’d crossed the line?
I rested my head against the tree and looked up at the sky, for the first time hearing the cry of the birds as they flew overhead. I felt as if I’d been walking blind for the past year and a half, like the sun had been hidden behind the clouds all this time.
“What have you done Royce? Fuck! My wife always did say my anger was going to get me in trouble one of these days. It was too late to turn back now, she was carrying my child. In that moment I missed her more than I’d ever missed anything in my life.
I should hate that, hate that I couldn’t be away from her for more than a few minutes before feeling that pull as if there was an imaginary string holding us together. I saw her little face all the way back to the cabin and was running by the time it came into view.
My heart raced sickeningly in my chest now for a different reason. I shouldn’t have done it, I should’ve taken the fight to him. Fuck, what have I done? I opened the door and braced myself to see her now with these new confusing feelings playing havoc with my mind. I pulled the mask on over my head and felt sick doing even that, but I needed her.
She was lying on her back with her eyes closed and her breath even in sleep. My heart squeezed just a little at the look of innocence on her face. She didn’t hear me approach and I stood next to the bed looking down at her and my hand reached out to touch.
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She opened her eyes slowly and turned her head my way. I saw the question in her eyes, as if she knew that something had changed. I held her eyes with mine as my hand moved down her thigh and back because I couldn’t resist touching her.
I opened my mouth to say something to her but closed it again. What could I say? How could I possibly make this right? She opened her legs wider as if in invitation and the move made me tear up. My eyes flew to hers and she had a quizzical look on her face.
I still couldn’t find the words to give her, so I looked away. I let my hand trail to her pussy and played in the hair that had grown back there before dipping my fingers inside. She moaned and pushed up and into my hand.
My mind tormented me. I was seriously thinking of letting her go, of dismantling everything I’d set out to do. But how could I let my child go? I can’t. I’d been so sure when I started this. There was no doubt in my mind. Why now? “I want you.”
It was the first time I’d asked and the statement surprised both of us. She didn’t say anything either, just continued to watch me as I finger fucked her. She didn’t have to answer with her mouth, her body told me everything I needed to know.
Pulling my fingers from her body, I crept up on the bed between her legs and held her pussy open for my tongue. Her scent reached me and my mouth watered for that first taste of her young sweet cunt. I wasn’t thinking about anything else now but getting inside her.
I tasted her with my tongue and we both sighed with pleasure before I took her ass in my hands to more easily pull her on and off my stiff tongue. If her hands were free I knew they would be pulling my head into her cunt. She loves having her pussy eaten out.
I lapped at her until my tongue was coated with her juices before taking her clit between my teeth. She screeched and lifted her ass off the bed as much as she could with her arms, and legs restrained. I rotated between nibbling on her clit and digging my tongue into her cunt.
“Oh, please-please-please…” She was almost where I wanted her, mindless with need, but I could still feel a bit of tension in her, her last vestige of resistance. I knew just how to erode that though, how to break down all her defenses until she accepted all of me without reservation. I needed her to accept me fully, just this once.
With her ass held in one hand and my mouth clamped down on her pussy, I drove the middle finger of the other hand into her tight ass. Her pussy tightened around my tongue and her hoarse cries rang out in the room. I ass fucked her with my finger, adding another as I drove my tongue deeper into her pussy.
Her body strained to get closer as I pulled my fingers from her body. I left my tongue at the opening of her pussy as I worked my hand down her leg to reach the chain that tied her to the bed. I don’t think she even realized what I was doing as she was too caught up in greedy pleasure.
Once both legs were free I fed her more of my tongue before leaving her body and licking my way up to her tits. I kept her distracted with her nipple in my mouth as I released her hands and just as she realized she was free, took her ass in both hands and drove my steel hard rod into her cunt.
She bucked and screamed and just as I expected, her nails scored down my back, breaking the skin. I fed her my tongue as her pussy clamped down on my cock and sucked me in deeper. She wasn’t sophisticated enough to hide her response from me, that could be because I was her first. Mine was the only cock she’d ever ridden, the only one she knew.
“That’s it. Take my cock you greedy little bitch.” My words inflamed her and she moved her ass wilder as her legs came up around my ass, her heels pounding into my firm flesh as she opened and lifted her pussy for me to go deeper, harder.
I fucked her into the bed, pounding her pussy without mercy. I had no fear of hurting the child I’d planted in her womb, I knew that I wouldn’t harm my son or daughter by deep fucking their mother. So I let go and gave her all the cock her hungry pussy needed as she sucked on my tongue while her pussy wept cunt cream all over my cock.
My balls were already wet from her juices, one of the things I love most about fucking her. Apart from the tightness of her untried cunt, it was her copious amounts of pussy juice each time I fucked her that got to me. I pulled away from her mouth when she needed to breathe and buried my face in her neck.
My teeth went into her flesh, marking her and her arms tightened around me. Her soft cries kept my dick hard as I slid in and out of her faster, harder, going deeper. The bed was barely holding up under us as my excitement grew. “My baby is in you.” My heart squeezed with bittersweet emotion as I thought fleetingly of the child I’d lost.
I can’t let her go; I just fucking can’t. Maybe I can salvage this, there has got to be a way. I made a promise to myself to do whatever it takes to make this right as I fucked her. I eased my powerful thrusts as I lifted up on my arms and looked down at her.
She moved on my cock as I held still and let her take what she needed. “Cum on my cock again.” As I said those words I realized that for the first time I wasn’t trying to get a rise out of her. I was just a man fucking his woman. There was no animosity between us, no vengeance no past.
She grabbed my ass and fucked herself harder and I started to move. I watched her face as I fucked in and out of her and saw the lust written there. She was enjoying this, at least I had that. No way her body could react this completely if she didn’t feel something, at least that’s what I hope.
“Give me your mouth.” I didn’t have to ask twice. I let her lead this time, taking her tongue into my mouth and playing around with it until she moaned and came gently on my cock. I sucked hard on her tongue as my hips sped up and she went wild.
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For the first time since I’d had her in my bed she became the aggressor. She pushed until I was on my back and once again we were both surprised by the move. She looked down at m tentatively waiting for me to scold her, but instead I palmed her tits and jutted my hips up in a silent message for her to move.
She planted her hands on my chest and moved her ass back and forth, rocking her cunt on my cock. I pulled her down and took her nipple in my mouth as our hips moved together, pi
cking up speed as we went.
Her hips sped up and I knew she was close. I stopped all movement to see what she would do. She bit my chest. “Ouch!” I glared up at her fighting back the laugh that burned in my chest. I’d never laughed with her before. “What was that for?” I rubbed the spot and slapped her ass.
“I want to cum Royce.” I grabbed her ass and slowed her movements, keeping her on the edge. It was playful, and I found that I liked playing with her in my bed. “Kiss me.” She bit my lip because I still wouldn’t let her fuck herself to completion. I let go and let her do as she pleased and she took full advantage.
She screamed out her climax, her body moving faster and faster until her pussy tightened and her cunt juice ran down my cock to my balls. “You done?” I didn’t wait for an answer before turning her to her back and pounding into her hard. She came quickly again and I pulled out and put her on her hands and knees.
I sucked her pussy from behind, licking her escaped juices onto my tongue before kneeling behind her and taking her ass in my hands. I let my cock lead the way and eased into her. She arched her back to take me as I slid deeper into the flush pinkness of her cunt.
I reached around for her swollen clit and squeezed it between my fingers. She hissed and arched her back deeper and my cock slipped into her cunt until my balls slapped her pussy. “Shit, stop.” I was afraid I’d hurt her but after the initial shock of having more of me inside her, she started moving again, tentatively at first.
Once she was sure that her body hadn’t been torn she picked up speed again. I became fixated, my eyes glued to her ass until she slammed herself back hard in a bid to get me to move. Taking her slender hips in my hands I fucked into her testing the waters as I watched my cock slide deeper than it ever had before.
When she didn’t cry out in pain I felt safe enough to give her the full force of my powerful thrusts. For the first time since I’d put her under me, there was no other thought in my head but her. Her and the child she carried, the child I’d planted in her womb out of vengeance.
“Oh damn.” I rested my head on her back and fought back the nausea. We were both still as I fought my own mind. I almost pulled out in disgust but she wouldn’t let me. Whether she knew something was wrong or not, I don’t know, but she refused to let me leave her, clamping down on my cock forcefully.
It didn’t take much to get me back in the game. I pushed all other thoughts from my head and concentrated only on her and making her happy. I let my hands roam over every inch of her I could reach. “So soft!” She whimpered when my cock jumped inside her, knocking into the walls of her pussy.
“Do that again.” She looked over her shoulder at me silently asking what I meant. Instead of an answer, I flexed my cock inside her again and she made the same sound. While she looked at me I leaned over and waited to see what she would do. She met me halfway and accepted my tongue into her mouth.
It might be the softest kiss we’d ever shared. I wrapped my arms around her and we started to move together in sync. No words needed to be spoken for both of us to know that something had changed. I opened up myself and allowed myself to feel. I should’ve known when I found myself watching her sleep that something vital had changed between us. But I’d gone too far, hadn’t I?
When her body convulsed under me I rode her though her orgasm before pulling out and putting her on her back again. This time I allowed myself to caress her gently as I fucked in and out of her slowly, gently.
I held her face in one hand as I teased her nipple with the other and she wrapped her legs around me. I ran my tongue along her lip, “open”, she opened her mouth without question and let me in. I closed my eyes against the emotion that welled up inside me and just felt.
I felt every twinge of her pussy, every score of her nails as they scraped along my back. I heard every breath she took and every tremble of her little body as she accepted my length into her tight body. It wasn’t long before the need to cum had me moving faster, surging deeper until what felt like a Mack truck slammed into me and I came hard enough to lose my senses.
When I’d finally caught my breath and could feel my body again I was crushing her beneath me. She was so tiny. The reality of all that I had done came full force and hit me hard. I reared back and look down at her really seeing her for the first time.
What had I done? I choked up as I recalled everything I’d said and done to her in the last month and a half. I’d snatched her away from her life, changed her forever with my actions. I felt like a complete monster as I looked down at her but still the words wouldn’t come.
I kissed her lips one last time before easing out of her body as gently as I could. I left the bed and walked down the hall to the office. I came back to her and without a word, dropped the file that I’d put together on her dad next to her before heading for the shower.
I hung my head and let the water wash over me as I came to terms with what I’d just done. That file contained everything that could put her dad in jail, what I should’ve done from the beginning. Would she hate me for what I’d done to her, will she understand why I’d lost my fucking mind? Of course she’s going to hate you, you ruined her fucking life.
I stayed in the shower until the water grew cold and I had no choice but to go out there and face her. I flicked the water off and spent an inordinate amount of time drying off before wrapping the towel around my hips and pulling on a tee shirt I’d left hanging behind the door.
I looked at the mask I’d dropped on the vanity and my pulse raced. If I walked out there without that now it would change the whole game. I could find my ass in jail for all the things I’d done. But as a man who was coming back to his senses, I didn’t have a choice.
I walked into the room to find her sitting at the edge of the bed with her face in her hands. From the way her shoulders shook, I knew she was crying. I was across the room in a few steps. “I didn’t mean to make you cry.” She stopped crying long enough to look at me and then flew over the bed to the other side.
She looked around the room wildly as if looking for something and my heart fell. She hated me. “Who are you?” She looked beyond me as if expecting someone else to walk into the room. Shit, she’d never seen me without the mask.
I pulled the shit off over my head and her eyes flew to my tats. She calmed and kneed her way back across the bed to sit where I’d found her. She started crying harder now and I wanted to comfort her, but didn’t know if I should touch her. When she looked up at me with such pain in her eyes, I knew I had to.
Sitting on the bed next to her, I wrapped my arms around her, expecting her to rebuff me. Instead she laid her head on my chest and bawled. I eased back on the bed bringing her with me and held her close as her body shook with her tears.
She was doing what I had not been able to, not since I stood over the tiny coffin that held my son. I stared up at the ceiling as she cried it out. It felt like an hour had gone by when she sniffed and wiped her face.
“Do you want to talk?” My voice sounded hoarse to my ears and I cleared my throat. She had a lot of questions, mostly about how sure I was that everything in the file was true. “It’s true, my wife all but named him before she died. She remembered the car and I found it on surveillance video just a few miles from where they were killed.”
Her hand went to her stomach and I felt cold seep into my bones. “That’s why.”
“Yes.”
“I’m so sorry.”
“What?” I held my breath not believing what I’d just heard. She fought her way out of my arms and sat up beside me.
Her face was ravaged with tears, her eyes swollen her nose red. I reached up and caught an escaping tear as it rolled down her cheek. “I’m sorry that he did that to you.” Of all the things I’d expected her to say that wasn’t it. It only made me feel even worse.
“What are we going to do now?” That was the question wasn’t it?
“I’ll take you home tomorrow.” It almost burnt a hole in my tongue to s
ay the words out loud. She was the only thing I’d been close to since I lost my family. Even when she was my enemy she was the only human contact I’d had in almost two years.
She’s so young…
“What about the baby?” She looked at me out the side of her eye and I felt bile rise in my throat. Did she want to get rid of it? What the fuck? How could I have fucked up so royally? “The choice is yours.” I knew it was a lie even as I said it. I would do everything in my power to keep my child alive.
“We have to deal with dad first unless I want to go into hiding for the rest of my life.” I looked at her sharply, not believing what I heard. “What are you saying Katya?” I sat up next to her and watched her carefully. If she was playing me I’d know.
“I’m saying that I don’t like what you did to me, but I understand why you felt like you had to. I’m still mad at you and it’s going to take some time for me to forgive you for what you did, it wasn’t fair to me I had nothing to do with what he did. But if there’s any part of the guy I met online in there, then you can’t be all bad. I think I’d like to meet him.”
I got what she was saying, but it took a minute for her words to ring true. There’s no way I could be that lucky. No way that after all the curve balls life had thrown my way that I could walk away from this unscathed. But she seemed so sincere. I had no choice but to believe her.
“Do you know what you’re saying?”
“I think so. But what about you? I’m just an object to you aren’t I? Maybe that’s not what you want.”
“That’s not true. I didn’t always know…when I took you I was in a bad place, my head was all fucked up. I couldn’t see past making him pay and taking something of his. I don’t know what happened. Maybe it was the baby, maybe it started before that…I think I’m in love with you.”
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