Well, shit.
“Sami, relax. I’m not going to go off because you slept with Ally’s dad or that he spent time with her. My issues are my issues. I don’t want you hurt that’s all, but I have to say, seeing them together and the way he looked at her and listened. How all of them listened to her, though I admit the ‘my ears are bleeding looks’ were amusing to me, they already have accepted her. And I will support any decision you make in regards to him.” Her words only made me love her more.
I wasn’t going to share what I had found out about him with her, not when she was letting her misgivings go a little. I saw the old Carly showing through. The one before we moved here because her dad had pulled his shit. No way was I going to tamper with that.
“We’ll see. You staying a while?” She hadn’t moved from the door.
“No, going home to catch a little sleep. Switched a couple shifts so I could have some time to spend with your dad when he comes.”
“Don’t forget Reed is coming too.”
“Who could forget that.” She turned and opened the door. “I won’t see you till Saturday. And by the way, Speed did say to tell you he would see you later. Don’t do anything I wouldn’t do.” She walked out and then yelled over her shoulder, “Oh, I forgot, you already have.”
“Bitch.”
“You know it.” She laughed and got in her truck and drove off.
What I wanted to tell her was I wasn’t going to be doing anything, ‘cause I had no plans to be used. Sharing Ally, fine, but I had no intention of being part of the deal. I didn’t care that I heard a motorcycle and looked out the window to see him driving by last night. And I had no intention of sharing the fact I thought it was sweet when I saw him at the cemetery standing in front of a headstone, which I figured was his dad’s, right after he came back as I was driving home that day. Nope, not sharing any of that. Satisfied, I closed the door, a little nap sounded good before I had to go to work. Maybe Ally would lay down too.
Speed
Soft Tails was busy when we parked our bikes and headed in. Tank and Rock were talking at the door when we entered.
“Brothers,” they both said at the same time when they saw us.
“Hey, guys. Club’s busy tonight. How you doing?”
“Good, Speed. You going to do right by our girls?” My eyebrow went up and Crusher slapped my back.
“News sure does travel fast through the club these days.” Everyone chuckled at Crusher’s observation.
“Glad you men have been watching after them, but I think you meant my girls, Tank.”
The smile split his face and he stuck out his hand, “She’s in her office.” I took it for what it was meant for, brothers looking out for each other and their families.
We walked through to find a table and some of the members I hadn’t seen since Church saluted us with their beers as we walked by.
“Hey, Speed.” Roscoe stopped me before I’d gotten halfway across the floor. He was sitting with a few of the club’s older members.
I slapped him on the back, “How’s life treating you, Roscoe?”
“Good, Speed. You going to do right by my girl?” Christ, on one hand I was glad to see my brothers cared but this ‘my girl and our girls’ was going to get old, I just knew it.
“Roscoe, glad you care about her, but that would be ‘my girl’ not yours.” The men sitting at the table with him snickered. And Roscoe winked.
“That’s what I wanted to hear.” I slapped his back again and started to the empty table in the back, it would give me a great view of the whole club and I would see Sami whenever she walked through.
“Man, those two are going to turn this club upside down. I’ve never seen any of them this taken with anyone.” I was almost certain Flirt was right.
I waved them ahead of me and pointed to the table that was empty, “You guys go sit and order, I’m going to go ahead and make my rounds to stop this my and our shit.” I started for the bar and their laughter followed me. Fuckers.
‘Our girls’ were repeated by Stem and Frankie, then I pushed through the door to the kitchen and saw Perry at the sink washing a few dishes. When he heard the door open he turned.
“Speed, good to see you, son. You claiming my girls?” What the fuck? Did every man who came in contact with those two fall or what? I was going to a mile long list of asses to kick, MY girls had lived here for a while.
“Perry, good to see you. I have a list of asses to kick, don’t make me add you to it. I’m going out to have a beer or two with my friends, maybe get to see MY girl while she works.”
“Sucked you in already, have they?” He chuckled and stuck out his hand. I laughed and took his hand to shake.
“One hundred percent.” Perry turned back to his dishes and I walked out to join my friends.
We’d sat at the table for about an hour before she walked out of the office and I watched her make her rounds to her people. As I watched her, I didn’t have to say anything to know I was going to be a lucky bastard when she accepted that she was mine. Then I thought of Ally, ‘that’s a bad word’ deal.
“What the hell you smiling at, brother?” Devil nudged me, then followed the direction I was looking.
“Seriously, man, you are a goner.” Hell, no sense in lying.
“I know, and I’m man enough to admit it.” He shook his head.
Lindy stopped by to see if we were ready for another round, then went to the bar to fill our order. I watched Sami go back in the kitchen and by the time she came out, Lindy was on her way back to our table. She’d just stepped between me and Flirt to set the beers down when Sami looked over and saw me. She continued to walk through, only she avoided our table and was at the other side talking with Roscoe.
Huh, what the hell, she had smiles and laughs for him, then when she looked back over toward me the smile went away. Oh hell, something was off. She finally walked toward me as Lindy walked off.
“Everyone doing okay tonight?” The guys acknowledged it was going great but they didn’t turn from watching Syn start her routine.
“Come here.” I watched her eyes flash as she looked at me.
“I don’t think so. Have a good evening.” She went to walk past and I stopped her with my hand on her arm. She looked down at it then back to me.
“Excuse me, could you remove your hand?” Oh yeah, something was up, I’d find out but I wasn’t going to make a scene so the brothers could watch.
“Sure, you’re working, I get it.”
She rolled her eyes and walked off. She’d be lucky I didn’t spank her ass when I got to her house tonight.
“Wow, you sure the ‘my woman’ is understood by her. ‘Cause if she is like that in bed—you’d have to fuck her with long johns on.
“Shut up, Coast.” My brows pulled together as I watched her head back into her office. I was going to see what the fuck was going on and stop it before it got any worse. I pushed back my chair and started for her office. Yeah, we were going to have a chat.
Sami
He didn’t knock, he just walked right in and shut the door behind him. My expression had to be one of shock when I heard the lock slide into place. His facial expression one of a man who was pissed. When his mouth opened I was more than ready.
“Want to tell me what crawled up your ass?”
“No, go see if Lindy will talk with you.” He had no clue what I was talking about from the look he was returning.
“Watch the attitude, darlin’. Don’t want to turn that soft pale ass bright red.”
“Sure, to do that you would have to be in my bed. You won’t be so it’s really no concern of mine.”
“Ah, I don’t think you understand what is going to happen.”
“I understand perfectly. But Lindy would probably accept it, maybe even reciprocate with a blowjob.” I flipped my hair over my shoulder.
“Heard about that, did you?” He acted as if that was acceptable.
“Why yes, inadvertently, but
I’m not going to make you give up any play toys. I just am not going be one. That’s all.” Hopefully that would get him out of the office.
“Hmm… I see. You want me to leave and I will, but it will be after I show you something.” He didn’t have a right but he was pissed now. Fucking good for him.
When he should have been headed for the door, he was stalking toward me as if I was his prey. If I went by the promise that was shining in his eyes, I should be scared. He walked around the desk, grabbed my arm, pulled me out of the chair, and before I could protest, I was bent over the desk, his hand meeting my ass. The heat from the smack radiated through the material and I should have been upset that I was being manhandled, instead my pussy clenched and I felt myself grow damp. How could I be mad at this man and turned on at the same time?
He crowded behind me, his erection pushing into my ass and the moan echoed off the walls. I found myself pushing back into him, wiggling, wanting to be taken.
“Ah, that’s it, my girl thinks her attitude will stop me from claiming what’s mine. She doesn’t want to give in but she will.” Speed thrusted his hips and I moaned again from the pressure of his cock, I wanted to feel the skin on skin, the material of our clothing was an unwanted barrier.
He backed away and I felt the loss of his weight until my skirt was pushed to my waist and his hand smoothed over my ass cheeks to slide between my legs, cupping me.
“Babe, you’re wet already and I’d love to experiment with what got you to this point but my dick is aching to be surrounded by your tight pussy.”
The rip of material and my thong was out of his way. With the sound of a zipper, my stomach tightened with the anticipation of what would come next. The wait wasn’t long as his weight hit and his cock entered me in one hard thrust. I gasped, then pushed back and moaned as my head was jerked back by him grabbing my hair.
“Loving the ponytail, babe.” His words came out strained. “No more getting pissy ‘cause I had a blowjob. This is where my dick wants to be and will be from now on.” He pulled out, tightened the grip on my hair, and slammed back in. “That’s is it, babe. Feel it, your pussy tightening, not wanting to let go, it wants my dick, only mine. Tell me, Sami, say it. Let me give you what you need.” The dirty talk, the fullness, everything, I was dooming myself to heartbreak and I couldn’t stop it as I gave him what he wanted.
“Fuck me, I want you to fuck me, damn it,” I barely got the words out before he snapped. My head was pulled back, his teeth nipped at my neck and as he pounded into me, my mind shutdown and I felt. Felt him. Just him.
We crested together and his full weight slumped against me as my head laid on the desk. When our breathing leveled, he lifted off bringing me with him and he sat me in the chair. I watched as he tucked himself back in his jeans, his shirt following, neither of us speaking. The kiss to my forehead had me blinking, then he walked around the desk. When he reached the door, he looked over his shoulder.
“Babe, might want to fix your clothes before you come out, you’ve got the fucked on my desk look going on.” The door opened and closed as he left.
Chapter Seventeen
Sami
The woman who looked back at me in the mirror was not the same as the one from just a week ago. The green in her eyes shined, her cheeks were rosy, and she had bed head. The woman looked well loved and she should since she’d spent the night being ravished, fucked, and even had love made to her slowly as the sun rose that morning.
I loved the look of the new woman and I hoped she stayed. I blinked and pushed the hair away from my face, turned toward the shower and started the spray, letting it only warm for a minute before stepping in.
After my shower I dressed, made the bed, and prepared to go down to start breakfast. Carly would be over, Ally would be getting up and my dad and brother would arrive not long after.
My thoughts went to the man who left my bed this morning. Speed had spent every night in my bed since the night at the club. I’d sat at my desk a while after he’d left the office until I had no choice, I was the manager and had to take care of business. When I’d walked out into the club it was like being under a microscope, eyes on me, smirks on every man there associated with Black Hawk, including the man who had ‘caused it. He was a smug bastard but I couldn’t help the inwardly smile then and I couldn’t help now.
“Someone got laid last night, again I might add. He’s determined to get you, either on your own or by spoiling you with sex nightly until you fall in a puddle of goo.” Carly laughed as she walked into the kitchen.
“I didn’t hear you even come in.” How was I not going to have my dad and brother asking questions if I couldn’t even stay focused?
“You were somewhere else, maybe with a certain biker?” She wagged her eyebrows up and down.
“Not one word. I mean it. I haven’t talked with Ally about Speed yet. I don’t need my brother and my dad going into protective mode or worse, murder. I want to be able to tell them and not have them go off. You know they will.” It hadn’t helped that right before Speed left this morning he reminded me I was now down to two days left of my week. I wanted my daughter to have a father but a part of me still didn’t want to risk myself. It had nothing to do with him. He spent time with Ally before she went to bed, in the morning he fixed breakfast and ate with her before he left. And that only made me feel more like shit for holding off telling her. When the two were together, there was no doubt they were already close and cared for each other. I was the one holding back, the one with doubts of forever with a man I was still getting to know, and the one who was afraid to let her feeling be known for the fear of rejection.
“Earth to Sami.”
“I swear if you don’t stop, I’m going to slap the crap out of you. For someone, who a few days ago, suffered from issues with MCs, you sure have changed your tune.”
The smile left her face and I felt like shit, it wasn’t her fault I was nervous about discussing any of this with my dad. “Sorry, uncalled for.” I moved around the kitchen to stay busy, if I stopped there was a good chance of a breakdown.
“You’re happy, which makes me happy. And I know you are worried about what your dad is going to say but, Sami, he wants you happy too. With all the crap going on at Haven, you being here, I think you will be surprised how he reacts to everything. I promise not to spill before you get the chance to tell him. I’ll even try not to kill Reed when he starts in on his relentless teasing of us. The man is older than we are, yet he reverts back to eight when he is around us.” She was right about that, Reed had always been a pain in our ass growing up.
Ally was dressed when she walked in the kitchen, “When is Grandpa and Uncle Reed getting here?” She bounced where she stood, looking between me and Carly.
“Excited are you, shortgirl?” Yet another name that had Ally giggling.
“Yep, is Speed coming too?” Carly looked at me and smirked. Yeah, I couldn’t wait long to talk with my dad, Ally would spill all if she had an opening.
“No, sweetie, he’s busy today. Today is about your grandpa, okay?”
“Okay. But will he come for a sleepover tonight?” I glared at Carly when she laughed, which only made her laugh harder. But before more could be said, we heard the sound of bikes and Ally took off for the front door. Seemed my dad and brother had arrived.
“What’s going on, Sami?” My dad came in the back door. I’d come in the house to get everyone something to drink while we waited for dinner to be ready. The day had gone smoothly and Ally hadn’t even mentioned Speed in front of him or my brother. I needed to come clean before she did, I just hadn’t found the right time to talk with him.
Wild Bill stood patiently waiting for me to answer him. “Nothing, everything is going great here. A little sad you can only stay tonight and have to go back in the morning but I understand.” He’d planned to stay two days but something happened before he left Haven, he wouldn’t say what because “it’s club business” the standard response was given,
so they needed to get back.
And I was running out of time.
“You’ve been acting normal and the key in that is acting. Something is going on and I want to know right now.” He was digging in, I knew, when his arms crossed over his chest. He wasn’t going to give up and I cracked. We were alone in the house; Carly, Reed, and Ally were outside. Reed had the grill going and Carly and Ally were kicking a ball around in the yard. Might as well give it up, he wouldn’t kill his own daughter, maybe.
“Dad, I need to tell you who—” The doorbell cut me off and my dad headed for the door. I sighed, when he came back I would just blurt it out, then deal when it was over.
“Who are you?” I rushed out of the kitchen at my dad’s tone and slid to a stop when Speed looked over my dad’s head at me. This was so not going to be good. Speed left this morning because he knew my dad was due. He said he’d give me time.
“Kane Weston, Enforcer at Black Hawk, call me Speed.”
“They know I’m visiting, I called and cleared it. Maybe you need to be better at retaining info.” My dad’s voice changed into club president voice. The one that said “Don’t fuck with me.” I tried to give Speed the “what are you doing” stare but he ignored me and when he spoke I seriously thought my head was going to explode.
“Yeah, we know you are here.”
“Then why are you standing at my daughter’s door?
“My dad asked you a question, asshole. This is my sister’s house?” My head turned when Reed spoke, I hadn’t even heard him come through the house. Bells, everyone was going to start wearing fucking bells.
Speed
I’d chuckle at the look on Sami’s face if her dad hadn’t been standing there, looking like he was ready to go down. She favored him, the dark hair, green eyes, but the facial features and height, she must’ve inherited from her mother.
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