by Andre, Bella
“What is the bottom line?”
“The bottom line is, you can’t quit because Dottie’s not there, and you would never leave Conner and the other cowboys without a replacement. So, what are you really going to do?”
“I don’t know. Crying feels pretty good.”
“Then, have a—”
“He asked me to marry him,” Delaney told her.
Surprised silence. “And you said—”
“No! I said no, of course.”
“Why? You just told me you love him.”
Delaney sat up. “Beck, can everyone in the salon hear you?”
“Only the bigger gossips. Why?”
“Wouldn’t want them to miss anything, that’s all. Tell them I can’t marry a man who doesn’t love me.”
“If he doesn’t at least like you, why’d he ask you to marry him?” Rebecca asked.
“Because it’s best for the baby. That’s what he said.”
“But he’s never brought up the M word before. Why the change of heart?”
“I don’t know.”
“He’s got a point, though, about it being good for the baby.”
“You’re not helping,” Delaney said.
“I’m sorry. I’ll have to give you a condensed version of my counseling—”
“I know, Mrs. Peters is waiting. Go take care of her.”
“I’ll call you back,” Rebecca promised.
“Don’t bother. Just meet me and Aunt Millie and Uncle Ralph at the diner tonight. I said I’d take them out for their anniversary.”
“And they want me there?”
“No, I want you there. The way I’m feeling, I need a buffer, and you’re good at drawing attention.”
“I think that’s a compliment.”
“See you at six.”
“WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL US?” Aunt Millie demanded, as soon as the waitress led her and Uncle Ralph to the table where Delaney and Rebecca were already waiting.
“Tell you what?” Delaney asked, as foreboding settled in the pit of her stomach. After what had happened with Conner in his office this morning, she didn’t need another confrontation. She hadn’t been able to forget the intensity of his kiss or the head-over-heels, free-falling sensation that said her heart was no longer her own.
Uncle Ralph shoved the table toward Delaney and Rebecca so Aunt Millie could fit inside the red vinyl booth. “About Clive Armstrong’s grandson being the father of your baby.”
Morning sickness hadn’t bothered Delaney for over two weeks, but she felt ill now. “How did you hear?” she asked in resignation.
“Bertha Young told Ralph at the grocery store. Can you imagine his embarrassment, having to hear that way?” Aunt Millie said.
Uncle Ralph nodded to confirm that the way he’d learned the truth had been treacherous indeed and Delaney shot Rebecca a furious look. “Thanks,” she muttered. “You just had to set everybody straight.”
“They were bound to find out sometime,” Rebecca said. “I don’t understand why it was a secret to begin with,” Aunt Millie put in, clearly unhappy. “Especially from us. Conner Armstrong needs to own up to his responsibilities.
It’s not right for a man to get a woman pregnant and just walk away. And we thought he was so nice.”
Delaney sighed. Now she had to tell them how she’d gotten pregnant. She couldn’t have them going around blaming Conner for something that was entirely her fault. Soon the whole town would be giving him dirty looks and muttering disparaging remarks behind his back. She opened her mouth to explain, but Rebecca silenced her with an elbow and started right in herself.
“These days, things are a little different than they used to be,” she said, treating them all to a sample of what she thought Delaney should say. But Delaney already knew it wasn’t going to help. Aunt Millie and Uncle Ralph saw things one way, and after seventy-five years, that was the only way they were going to see them.
“Women think for themselves now,” Rebecca went on, “make their own decisions—independent of their parents or a man, I might add—and women have babies on their own all the time. Especially women Delaney’s age.”
“That might be what you think, missy,” Aunt Millie snapped before Rebecca could really warm to her subject. “But we all know how loose your morals are.”
“The point is, you don’t have the right to meddle in Delaney’s life anymore.”
“Meddle! Did you hear that?” Millie cried to the table at large. “We’re family! We have every right to meddle, if that’s what you want to call it. We’re talking about our daughter and our grandbaby here. If we don’t take care of them, who will? Certainly not you. You’re probably the reason Delaney’s in this mess to begin with. I’ve always told her you’re a bad influence.” She shook her finger at Delaney. “Now you know why, Laney. Just listen to the way she speaks to me!”
Rebecca’s eyes narrowed, which wasn’t a good sign, so Delaney tried to calm everyone before Rebecca turned into a heat-seeking missile and Aunt Millie started brandishing her cane. “What Rebecca’s trying to say is—”
“We weren’t born yesterday,” Uncle Ralph broke in. “We know what Rebecca’s trying to say. She thinks we’re too old-fashioned. But right is still right and wrong is still wrong. Conner has a responsibility to this baby, and I’m going to make sure he lives up to it.”
“No! You can’t get involved,” Delaney cried. “You need to let me handle the situation. I mean it. I don’t want anything from Conner. He isn’t to blame for this—”
Rebecca nudged her again and pointed toward the entrance, and Delaney’s words fell away. There was Conner Armstrong striding across the lobby, heading straight for their table.
“Oh, no. You’ve already called him, haven’t you.”
Aunt Millie nodded smugly. “You don’t have anything to worry about. He said he’d meet with us. And I didn’t even have to call his grandfather.”
Rebecca made a sound of disbelief, and Delaney dropped her head in her hands. “Only in Dundee,” she moaned. “Only in Dundee.”
“WHAT? NO SHOTGUN?” Conner said.
Pulling up a chair, he sat in the aisle, angling the lower half of his body so he could cross his legs as well as his arms while he waited to hear what the old couple had to say. Whatever it was, he still didn’t understand why they couldn’t have said it over the phone. Delaney looked as though she wanted to disappear, but that hardly made Conner feel better. He’d asked her to marry him. She’d turned him down. Then Millie had called, spouting off about his “responsibility to the baby.”
If only he’d said no to Delaney at the Bellemont...
“I appreciate the fact that you’re here,” Millie said, nodding stiffly like an old schoolteacher about to rap his knuckles with a ruler. “We thought it would be prudent to discuss what should be done about this situation.”
“I told them it’s none of their business, but they won’t listen to me,” Rebecca piped up.
Delaney was moaning something about living in a small town and how maybe she should’ve grown up a ward of the state, but Millie was clearly too provoked by Rebecca’s challenging tone to pay Delaney much attention.
“This baby is my grandchild, which definitely makes what happens here my business.”
The waitress delivered some chips and salsa, and Rebecca began eating, but no one else seemed interested. Delaney stopped muttering, but she looked too ill to eat, and too tired to deal with a conversation as potentially upsetting as this one. Conner felt a sudden impulse to tell them all that she needed to go home and rest, that they could handle this later. But then he reminded himself that she was the reason they were all here in the first place—and that maybe he could use Millie and Ralph’s help.
“So, what do you have to say?” he asked, directing his question to Millie. It was Delaney who answered. “Nothing. She has nothing to say. Aunt Millie and Uncle Ralph are just... To understand what they’re doing, you’d have to know them. They mean well. Just
keep telling yourself they mean well. It’ll help.”
“We’re trying to make sure you do the right thing,” Aunt Millie said.
“And what is that?” Rebecca muttered between chips. “You think he should marry her even though he doesn’t like her?”
“A child needs a mother and a father,” Ralph said. “What’s wrong with the younger generation, anyway?” he asked Millie.
“I’m not that young. I’m thirty years old,” Delaney said. No one responded.
“Marriage might sound like a great solution, but it’ll never work,” Rebecca argued.
“Is anyone listening to me?” Delaney cried.
“Then, they should’ve thought of that before they—” Ralph glanced at Millie “—before.”
Delaney sat up taller. “This is my life and my baby.” Rebecca leaned forward, crunching chips as she talked.
“Don’t you think putting a child through a painful divorce would be more harmful than never giving that child a father to begin with, Ralph?”
“My baby will have its father,” Conner stated in no uncertain terms.
“See?” Rebecca drew the salsa closer to her. “Problem solved. He’s going to be a father to the baby.”
Millie levered her upper body halfway across the table, coming almost nose to nose with Rebecca. “Why don’t you just stay out of this?”
“Why don’t you let Delaney—”
Delaney stood up, the decisiveness of her movements finally catching everyone’s attention. “Time out,” she said. “That’s it. Conner and I are leaving.”
Millie and Ralph blinked up at her. Even Rebecca looked mildly surprised. “What is it, dear?” Millie asked.
“This is between Conner and me. We’ll decide what’s going to happen with our baby and what isn’t. Then we’ll let you know.”
Our baby. The words alone felt like someone had just dumped a bucket of ice water over his head. And here he was trying to make matters worse by adding a wife!
Millie wore an injured expression, but Delaney gathered her purse and slipped out of the booth.
“I’m going with you,” Rebecca said, sounding equally indignant.
Delaney shook her head. “No, like I said, this is between Conner and me. We’ll talk, then I’ll call you all later.”
Rebecca assumed the same injured expression Millie wore, but Delaney ignored it and turned to him. “Are you coming with me or not?”
He watched her staring down at him, her dark hair pulled back, her face scrubbed clean of makeup, and wondered, for the first time, if marriage, even a convenient marriage like this, would really be so bad. He wanted more for his child than what he’d experienced in his own life. He wanted legitimacy, a conventional home, a strong marriage, a complete family. It was all just a little premature.
And he wasn’t sure he could get there working backward....
Chapter Eighteen
DELANEY SAT in the old white pickup, refusing to look at Conner as he drove, even when he pulled off the main highway onto a side street that ended in a cul-de-sac of unfinished lots.
“This okay?” he asked, stopping in front of a mustard yellow subdivision map that announced the sale of five quarter-acre lots.
She nodded. He shifted into park and let the truck idle, and she turned to face him, wondering what in the world they were going to say to each other after this morning.
At first they said nothing. They sat staring at each other as though the silence was too profound to break.
“You’re still not gaining any weight,” Conner finally said.
“Not yet,” she responded. “But I will.”
“When?”
She shrugged. “Soon.”
“What happens if you don’t?”
“I could miscarry. Then all your problems would be solved, right?”
He slung one arm over the steering wheel and squinted into the distance, toward the mountains. “I’m not hoping you’ll miscarry,” he said gruffly.
“Then, what are you hoping for? We can’t go back in time.”
He didn’t answer her question, but he asked one of his own. “Why did you go to Boise in the first place? What happened to falling in love before making a baby? You’re a beautiful woman with a—” he hesitated “—great body. You’re well-liked around here. What were you thinking?” Uncomfortable with his scrutiny, she turned back to the window, which overlooked green, waving grass and, farther off, a stand of shady trees. “I’m thirty years old and I haven’t met anyone special. I wanted a baby before it was too late, and I was afraid it would never happen.” She looked at him again. “Haven’t you ever done anything wrong, not out of some diabolical urge to hurt and destroy, but simply because you wanted something so badly?”
He sighed. “Actually, I’ve done plenty of things wrong, but I’ve always erred on the side of giving up too soon. I’ve never really fought for anything—until now.”
“Until now? What does that mean?”
He studied her. “I’m going to fight for this, Delaney.”
“This?”
“The ranch. The baby.”
Fear trickled down Delaney’s spine, but she couldn’t bear to ask him, just yet, how he meant to fight for the baby. “I thought your grandfather was putting the ranch up for sale.”
“I’m going to buy it. Then I’m going to turn the ranch around, make it work.”
“So that means you’re staying here in Dundee.”
“Exactly.”
She digested this information, unsure whether she was happy about it or not. “And the baby? Are you willing to settle for joint custody?”
“No. I want you to marry me.”
Marry him... They were back to that. “Marriage is more than having a baby together,” she said. “What about love?”
“A lot of people who are in love get married, and their marriages end in divorce. Love is no safety net.”
“But we wouldn’t even start with that much. What happens if—” she ran a hand through her hair “—if one of us has an obnoxious habit the other can’t tolerate? Or what if one of us meets Mr. or Ms. Right and regrets our...our arrangement?”
“We’ll agree now, that if it ever comes to that, we’ll split amicably and settle for equal custody of our child. As far as assets go, we’re starting with practically nothing, so whatever we accumulate together we’ll split. The baby will have my name, you’ll have whatever financial support I can provide, and I won’t shame my grandfather in front of the people he most respects, people he’s known his whole life.”
So that was it. He was doing it for his grandfather. “Will he cut you out of his will if you don’t make good?” she asked.
“It’s not about money.”
Then, it was something deeper. She’d put Conner in a bad position, and he was doing his best to rectify things. How could she stand in his way?
Fidgeting with the strap of her purse, Delaney thought about being married to him, taking his name, making love with him, living with him on a full-time basis—and felt her heart beat faster. Part of her wanted nothing more. The other part showed her a picture of a miserable future with a husband who resented her. Could she live with a man who didn’t love her, for anyone’s sake? “If either one of us is miserable, we just agree to split amicably. Isn’t that the gist of what you said?”
He nodded.
“And a traditional upbringing would definitely be better for the baby. I know that.”
“Definitely.”
She took a deep breath to ease the tension knotting her stomach. “Okay.”
“Okay what?”
“Let’s get married.”
He almost smiled, then seemed to catch himself. “When do you want to do it?”
“As soon as possible.”
“You want a church wedding?”
“I’m sure that’s what Aunt Millie would prefer.”
“What would you like?”
“That’s what I want, too.”
Chapter Nineteen
THE FOLLOWING DAY, Conner checked his watch to make sure it wasn’t still too early, then called his mother from the office.
“We’ve set a date,” he said as soon as she answered. “When?”
“In three weeks. Can you come?”
“Of course. I’ll book my flight right away.”
He could hear the smile in her voice, but it didn’t bring him the pleasure it normally would have.
“I can’t believe some lucky girl has finally stolen your heart,” she said.
Delaney had actually stolen something a little farther south than his heart, but saying so would only prejudice his family against her, and Conner was approaching this marriage the way he was approaching the ranch—with the intention of making it work. So he changed the subject.
“Do you think Grandfather will be up to the trip by then?”
“He’s out of the hospital and already trying to work. It’s all I can do to slow him down. I’m sure he’ll be able to come.”
“Good.”
“You do love this woman, right, Conner?” she asked. “You’re positive you’re doing the right thing?”
Conner dodged her first question by answering her second. “I don’t think there’s any way to be a hundred percent positive, is there, Mom?”
“No, I guess when we get married, we all take a risk. But love is worth the risk. And if you’ve chosen her, I’m sure I’ll love her, too.”
Conner shifted uncomfortably. “I hope so.”
“That real estate offer you asked me to look for came in, by the way,” she said. “I was planning to call you, but I was waiting to see how Dad’s going to respond.”
“Is it a good offer?”
“Stephen didn’t seem too excited about it. I think they’ll submit a counteroffer.”
“Well, mine’s on its way,” Conner said. “Your what?”
“My offer.”
“I’m sorry, I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“I want to purchase the ranch.”
“Conner, I’m not sure I know you anymore,” she said after a silence.
Conner couldn’t help chuckling. “You want me to go back to my old ways?”