by Ian Irvine
Colm nodded. ‘They did it to everyone, even the babies. With quicklime!’
‘It must have hurt.’
‘It still does, sometimes, and that was six months ago.’
‘You’ve been here six months?’
‘Yes, but we lost our home a long time before that. On my ninth birthday.’
‘How old are you now, Colm?’
‘Twelve and a half. I can join the army when I’m fourteen, if I’m big enough.’
‘Don’t be in too much of a hurry,’ said Nish.
‘I’ll be signing up on my birthday,’ said the boy proudly. ‘We have to fight for what is ours, else we may as well lie down and die.’
Nish felt a thousand years old, though he was only twenty. Colm would be sent to the front with minimal training and would probably be dead in a month. The tragedy had been played out a million times and was not going to end until humanity was no more. Well, perhaps what he, Nish, knew might make the difference, if only he could get out of here and find someone in authority.
From not far away came the barking of hounds. Someone screamed. ‘Come on!’ said Colm. ‘They’ve brought the dogs in. If they catch us, they’ll beat us half to death.’
Nish wormed his way out, the boy beside him. ‘Where are we going?’
Colm had his head around the corner. ‘It’s clear. Follow me.’
They ran a zigzag path between the hovels, Nish doing exactly as the boy told him to. Everything stank here. They dropped into a gully running with human waste, leapt the brown stream and continued along the other side. The ground was bare apart from bright-green, slimy strands of algae growing in the flow. Further down, Colm ducked into an embayment where a flood had undercut the bank, leaving a hollow the size of a small barrel.
‘This isn’t much of a hiding place,’ Nish said doubtfully.
Colm dug a chip of stone out of the wall with one finger, tossed it aside and excavated another. ‘We’ll only be here a minute. Give me your hand.’
Nish held it out. Colm turned the chip of stone around until he had a sharp edge and scored it across the back of Nish’s hand.
Nish yelped and tore his hand away. ‘What are you doing?’
‘You’ve got to have a mark,’ said the boy. ‘Without it, you’re nothing!’
Nish gave him his hand. The boy pressed harder, making a series of bloody cuts. Nish flinched.
‘It’s only a scratch,’ Colm said scornfully.
‘Heroes still feel pain, Colm.’
When it was done, Colm dabbed the surplus blood away, comparing the marks with the raised red welts on the back of his own hand. ‘It’s not very good, but it will probably look like the real thing, from a distance.’
‘What if they check it and discover it’s not?’
‘You could run for your life, but it’ll be worse when they catch you. Best thing is to just take the beating.’
‘Why do the guards hate us so much?’ Already Nish felt it was ‘us’ and ‘them’.
‘It’s not the guards who will beat you in the workhouse. It’s the boss refugees. They don’t want any attention, in case their own schemes are found out.’
They were off again, up the stinking gully, then towards a large ramshackle building made of reused timber. It looked as if a dozen houses, all different, had been pulled down to make it. A sentry, dressed in clothes as ragged and filthy as the boy’s, stood outside.
‘How do we get in?’ Nish hissed.
Colm did not answer but, after checking that the sentry was not looking, darted across the space between the gully and the side of the building, lifted a couple of loose boards and wriggled inside.
Nish only just managed it, his shoulders being as wide as the opening. He emerged in a gloomy space with timbers running along above his head, and more in front of him. Beyond were dozens of pairs of dirty feet. He was under a wide workbench that ran along the side of the building.
Colm turned right, crawling down next to the wall. Before long he stopped by a pair of grubby feet. Next was a smaller pair, clad in sadly stained and tattered slippers.
‘Stay down until I say so,’ he whispered in Nish’s ear, and with a twisting movement like an eel on a hook, Colm was out, up and standing between the two pairs of feet.
‘Where have you been, Colm?’ came a weary, worn-out female voice. ‘I’ve been worried sick about you.’
‘Just around,’ said Colm. ‘I –’
‘Get to work, son.’ The man’s voice was equally lifeless. ‘We’re behind in our quota and your slackness –’
‘I’ve found him!’ Colm hissed.
‘Can you fix this one?’ said his mother as if he had not spoken. ‘It doesn’t want to go together again.’
Silence, in which there was an occasional click or rattle, a muffled curse.
‘I’ve found the man who floated in on the balloon.’
‘Lose him! They’re looking for him and we don’t want to attract attention to ourselves, boy. I’ve told you that a hundred times.’
‘But –’
‘It’s dangerous, Colm,’ said the dead voice. ‘Keep your head down. Do your work. Say nothing. Never catch anyone’s eye.’
‘I might as well be dead!’
‘He’s a spy! Or in the pay of the enemy. We could all die if he’s linked to us. And there’s your sisters to think of, Colm. It’ll be worse for them. I didn’t think I’d have to remind you of that.’
‘He’s a hero!’ Colm said stubbornly. ‘He’s going to help us get Gothryme back.’
‘It’s gone forever,’ snapped the man. ‘We’re refugees and we will never get anything back. We’re lucky to be alive.’
‘We’re unlucky to be alive,’ said Colm. ‘What’s the point to life when we’ve lost everything, even our Histories?’
‘We can’t eat our Histories.’
‘I’m going to go back if it takes me all my life. Gothryme is my due and I won’t give it up.’
‘Anything you can’t carry on your back is worthless; it’s like chaining yourself to a rock.’
‘You don’t even tell us our family Histories any more.’
‘If you cling to the past, you’ll never make a new future.’
‘This man can help us. You should hear what he’s done, father. He’s a hero.’
Smack. Colm fell to his knees. For a second his eyes met Nish’s, then he climbed to his feet again.
‘I won’t hear another word, son,’ said the father. ‘The man is a liar and you’re a little fool for being taken in by him.’
TWENTY
Nish pulled himself against the wall, where it was darkest. His pockets were empty. He had not a copper nyd to his name, nor anything else he could use to buy or bribe his way out. He had no weapons, no means of defending himself. All he had were his wits. He might have given way to despair, but lately Nish had thought his way out of a number of difficult situations. Leaning back, he closed his eyes and went through his options. He could only see three.
Declare himself to the guards at the gate, tell them who he was and where he had come from. Likely result: a merciless beating and being thrown back into the camp, where the powers that ran it could well give him another beating. It didn’t seem worth the risk.
Try to get over the palisade in the night and escape. Colm’s little remark made that into an unpalatable option, though Nish knew that guards were seldom as vigilant as rumour had it. On a dark night, or a rainy one, there must be a chance.
Failing that, let’s see what he could do with the boy. Colm had proven trustworthy but Nish was wary of pressing him too hard. Family always came first.
He spent the whole day under the table. It grew increasingly hot and humid until Nish could think of nothing but cool water. His last drink had been with the scrutator the previous day. Had he really come all this way in only a day? He had no idea how long he’d been unconscious. It felt like another year; another life. The scrutator would not be back to the manufactory yet, and
Ullii … Poor Ullii. How was she coping? He could still hear her screams.
The hours dragged by. The building stank of unwashed bodies. There was not a breath of fresh air to be had and he felt as if he were suffocating. Nish looked up at the underside of the bench, where the grain of the timber made sawtooth patterns reminiscent of the crest of a lyrinx. He swallowed.
Considering so many people worked here, the workhouse was uncannily quiet. All he heard was the shuffle of feet, an occasional clearing of the throat and the muted tap and click of mechanical parts being put together. Nish manoeuvred an eye to a gap between the boards, looking up along the bench. The workers were putting together small clockwork mechanisms, possibly for something like a clanker.
Thwack. Someone let out a reedy scream, quickly cut off.
‘Half-rations for three days. Work harder!’ The voice was close by.
Nish made himself as small as possible but felt sure he would be discovered. A thick pair of hairy calves went by, attached to the filthiest feet he had ever seen. They smelled like ordure.
The feet stopped. Something struck the bench above Nish’s head so hard that small objects jumped. He did not dare to breathe. He could hear the heavy breath of the supervisor. The room was completely silent. Everyone else was as afraid as he was. Nish’s nose began to itch but he resisted the urge to scratch it.
‘Get on with your work!’ the man roared and the dirty feet moved away. The clicking and tapping resumed.
Nish endured the day. Should he declare himself, or leave it to the boy? He waited. In the early afternoon the work stopped briefly while lunch was taken at the benches. Nish could smell the water by then and had begun to shake with hunger. He was practically fainting when a thin hand reached below the bench, holding a battered wooden mug.
Nish drained it in a single swallow and immediately regretted that he had not made it last. He put the mug into the waiting hand. Shortly it reappeared with a generous chunk of black bread.
Nish eked that out, taking the tiniest of nibbles, which was just as well since it was full of hard, burnt grain and grit he might have broken a tooth on. After that he pillowed his head on his arms and slept.
When he jolted awake it was dark outside but the work was still going on. What had disturbed him?
‘Don’t start that again,’ Colm’s father hissed. ‘You’re not too old for a beating, boy!’
‘He’s here,’ Colm whispered.
‘What are you talking about?’
‘The man is right here, under the bench. His name is Cryl-Nish Hlar and his father is a perquisitor.’
The silence stretched out, then the man dropped a wooden spanner, bent down to pick it up and stared at Nish.
Nish held his gaze. ‘It’s true,’ he said softly. ‘He is Jal-Nish Hlar, Perquisitor for Einunar, and I have come all this way on scrutator’s business. I beg your help in his name.’
The man ducked away again, forgetting his spanner. Reaching forward, Nish handed it up to him.
‘Which scrutator?’ Colm’s father said out of the corner of his mouth.
‘Xervish Flydd!’
The work resumed on the bench, and only some minutes later did Nish hear any more.
‘You have ruined us, Colm,’ his mother muttered. ‘This will be the end of your family.’
‘Why couldn’t you mind your own business?’ his father said. There was no anger in him now; just despair. ‘Why, Colm?’
‘You taught me to do what I thought was right, no matter how painful.’
‘Those rules don’t apply any more,’ his father said in a low voice.
‘Just look at the poor man! He’s got wounds everywhere but it hasn’t stopped him.’
Both mother and father bent down, inspected Nish, then stood up again.
‘Of course you can’t denounce him,’ said Colm’s mother. ‘That would also attract attention.’
‘We have to,’ said the father.
‘He’s not much more than a boy,’ muttered the mother. ‘He doesn’t even have a proper beard.’
‘Tell him to go, boy,’ said Colm’s father.
‘I won’t betray him. You tell him.’
Again Nish heard a slap, but thankfully Colm remained defiant.
‘If he is a perquisitor’s son,’ the mother quavered, ‘and on scrutator’s work, to refuse him will mean our deaths.’
A metal cover-plate was knocked off the bench. The father’s face appeared in front of Nish. The mother and son closed up on either side. ‘What business?’
‘I can’t tell you, but I carry information vital to the war. I must find a way to escape and meet a querist or perquisitor. Or failing that, an officer in the army.’
‘Very well,’ said the father. ‘I know my duty. We will be leaving shortly to go back to our quarters for the night. When I give the signal, come out between me and Colm. Walk carefully, looking down. Show me your hand.’
Nish held it out and the man examined the bloody scratches. ‘It may do, if they don’t look too closely. We have no friends here, but people know us, and in this camp anyone will betray their neighbour for an extra bowl of fishhead soup.’
The call came. Nish ducked out from under the bench and stood up between Colm and his father, who was a big man, nearly a head taller than Nish. He took a sideways glance. The building had three aisles and a line of people was forming along each of them. There would have been hundreds. Most were as haggard, thin and dirty as the boy. Few looked anywhere but at the earth floor.
The line crept forward. Nish felt a fluttering in his stomach. He had saved himself several times, by his own initiative, assisted by a generous helping of good fortune. Fortune could turn against him just as swiftly, and then he would die.
They approached the door, where each of the workers was delivered a dollop of gruel into their mug, and a slab of black bread. Nish had no mug. He was going to fall at the first hurdle. Panic told him to run but he fought it. He looked back. The father had realised the problem but did not know what to do about it. Nish was going to be discovered with the family and they would all be punished.
It was too late to get out of the way; they were only half a dozen places from the end of the line. Nish leaned forward. ‘I’ve no mug,’ he whispered in Colm’s ear.
Colm passed his own back, picked up a fragment of metal lying on the bench and, with an unobtrusive flick, sent it flying down the row. It struck a hairy man on his protruding ear. He whirled and swung a blow at the man behind him, who struck back.
The fellow serving the slops came out from behind his bench, flailing at the struggling men with his wooden ladle. Colm snatched a mug from the back of the bench and held it out.
The fight was over quickly. No one wanted to attract the attention of the guards outside. The line paced by, Nish received his ration of slops and his lump of bread, the serving man taking no notice of him, and then they were through the door.
He passed the guards and was halfway across the yard when one yelled, ‘Hey you!’
Nish froze, whereupon a hard hand went down on his shoulder and squeezed. ‘Keep going. Don’t look around.’
Nish did as he was told, expecting the soldiers to come running after him, but no one did. As he rounded the corner he saw, out of the corner of his eye, an unfortunate fellow being beaten between three laughing guards.
‘It’s their game,’ said the father. ‘Some poor wretch always turns around, and then they beat him for it.’
It took an anxious ten minutes to cross through the labyrinth of huts, shacks and hovels to the dismal space Colm and his family called home. Built from scraps of timber and canvas, chinked in with grass and mud, it was meaner than the hut of any primitive tribesman.
Inside it was barely long enough for the father to lie down. The earth floor was covered in bracken and reeds. The walls were hand-smeared mud, the roof a piece of rotting canvas smaller than a single bedsheet. They had nothing else in the world.
Two girls crouched withi
n. The older, who might have been fifteen, was a small, unattractive creature, her hair positively dripping grease, her face full of spots and scars, and her teeth horrible black stumps. The younger, no more than five, was pretty, with wavy chestnut hair and green eyes.
‘This is Cryl-Nish Hlar,’ said the father, whose name was given as Oinan. ‘He is an important man. He will stay with us for a little while and we are going to look after him. No one will ever mention his name. Cryl-Nish, this is my wife Tinketil, my older daughter, Ketila, and my other daughter, Fransi.’
Ketila hid her face, and a flush crept up her throat. Poor girl, Nish thought, to suffer such a handicap, especially when her sister is such a beauty. He shook hands with Oinan, with Tinketil and with a solemn, staring Fransi. Ketila would not look at him. Her hands fluttered over her mouth.
‘Ketila,’ said Oinan sternly.
Putting one hand behind her back, she held out the other. Nish took it and she gave him a little shy smile that went all the way up to her eyes. It revealed perfect white teeth, and it quite transformed her. She must have been wearing something in her mouth to make them look so horrible. Perhaps the spots and the scars were fake too.
‘Teeth, Kettie!’ snapped Oinan.
‘They hurt, father,’ Ketila said, soft and pleading.
‘Oh, let her be,’ said the mother. ‘Have you no brains at all, husband? She can put them back if anyone comes.’
Tinketil boiled a tin mug of water over a handful of roots, cleaned Nish’s wounds and covered them with precious lard.
The parents said no more about Nish, nor spoke to him either. After a while Ketila and Fransi settled on the bracken against the far wall. Nish lay on his side facing the entrance. Oinan and Tinketil whispered to each other for a long while, a furious argument for all that they spoke so softly. Nish did not catch a word of it and finally he slept.
He was woken before dawn by a flickering light at the back of the hut. Tinketil was kneeling in front of Ketila, applying the spots to her face with a clump of hair glued into the split end of a twig. The smaller girl was still asleep. Oinan was not there.
Shortly he reappeared, carrying his dinner mug. ‘Hold out your hand, Cryl-Nish.’