by Jo Beverley
Somewhere in the distance, Ruth was making introductions, but Sillikin disregarded formalities to trot forward and stare. That wasn’t a good sign.
“Sillikin, heel,” Kitty commanded, and, thank heaven, her dog obligingly trotted back to her side. Kitty dipped a curtsy. “Good morning, Lord Dauntry.”
He bowed. “A pleasure to meet you, ma’am.”
Kitty heard a silent again.
Pride afflicted her with an urge to break the arrangement first, but that would be foolish indeed. Innards churning with nerves, she sat and waved him to a nearby seat. Ruth mentioned last-minute arrangements and left, but Kitty saw her only from the corner of her eye. She couldn’t stop looking at Lord Dauntry, rather as one might watch a predator that seemed likely to attack. His eyes were a light and rather icy blue.
He sat on a facing chair and crossed his legs. “Well, Mrs. Cateril?”
“Very well, sir.”
“I wasn’t asking how you are, ma’am. What questions do you have for me?”
Questions? Her mind went blank. “Mrs. Lulworth told me the essentials, sir.”
“Are you not curious about the inessentials?”
The wretched man was toying with her! “I assume she didn’t conceal that you are stark, staring mad?”
No reaction apart from a raised brow. “I might have concealed it from her, but indeed, I’m not. Are you?”
“No.”
“Excellent. I also have all my teeth.”
“So do I.”
“Yet more harmony.”
Oh, you wretch. Now she understood his abrasive manner. He’d come here to end the arrangement, but was going to avoid any hint of jilting her by making her do it. Well, he could work for his prize. She’d play his game, returning every shot, forcing him to produce the coup de grâce.
Now he was using silence. She saw the small piano in the corner of the room. “Is there a pianoforte in . . . the Abbey, my lord?” Thank heavens she’d spotted the hazard and not attempted the full name. Ruth and Andrew spoke of his house as the Abbey, so she’d not yet heard anyone say “Beauchamp.” She still didn’t know how it was pronounced.
“There is,” he said, “though I’ve heard no one play it.”
“Has the house in general been neglected, my lord?”
“Not as far as I can tell, but I know little of such matters. I was in the army, and since leaving, my home has been rooms in London.”
For a moment she envisioned rooms similar to the ones in Moor Street she’d lived in with Marcus, but she dismissed the notion. No one had such deep polish and surety without luxury and privilege from the day they were born.
“I have no living family,” she said. “Is that the case with you, too, my lord?”
“My parents and three of four grandparents are dead. I have two much older sisters, both married. We’re not close. Some distant female cousins dangle on the family tree, but I don’t know ’em.”
Solitary, but careless of it. Like a cat. A fine-blooded cat, sure of its position in the world and that all should do it reverence. The cat was playing with a mouse, but this mouse wouldn’t be trapped. She let silence settle.
“Of course, I have my new family,” he said. “At the Abbey.”
The reason for all this. “The previous viscount’s mother and daughter, I understand. The situation must be difficult for them.”
“And for me. Your husband was the son of a baron?”
“My father was a shopkeeper.” There’s your exit, sir. Take it.
“A bookseller, I understand, and a scholar of some repute.”
Dammit. Of course Ruth would have told him that.
He continued. “Your husband was an officer gallantly injured at Roleia.”
“He was, my lord. You, too, were a soldier. You escaped without injury?”
She didn’t mean it to be as insulting as it sounded. She would have apologized, but he seemed unmoved. “Superficial wounds only. I’m sound in wind and limb. Are you?”
She deserved that riposte. “Yes.” She recognized an opening. “You will have noted that I have no children, my lord. That must be a concern to you.” Another escape. Take it.
“Must it? If the viscountcy dies with me, I won’t turn a hair.”
“Of course not, being dead,” she said tartly. “But when living you will want to provide for the continuance of the title. Any man would.”
“Ma’am, until a few weeks ago, I’d never given a thought to the viscountcy of Dauntry, so its future is unlikely to disturb me now or in the hereafter.”
“Are you ever disturbed?” Oh, dear. That shouldn’t have escaped.
He stared, as well he might. “It rarely serves any purpose.”
“Yet you don’t seem idle.”
“Activity is generally most effective when taken calmly. Do you have any other questions?”
She’d won. He was going to end it. But she did have one question plaguing her. “You truly don’t consider yourself blessed to have so unexpectedly become a peer, my lord?”
“Rather more like one of the flies that the wanton gods amuse themselves with for sport. Perhaps we are done?”
With a silent apology to Ruth, Kitty met him halfway. “We are, my lord. We know this will not do.”
“You don’t consider yourself blessed by this unexpected opportunity, Mrs. Cateril?”
“I doubt anyone likes to be a fly, my lord. Or toyed with for sport.”
He nodded in acknowledgment of that jab. “Why will our arrangement not do?”
Damn him. He was going to make her say it. “My origins are quite low, and though you didn’t ask, I bring only a pittance to a marriage. On top of that, our encounter yesterday was unfortunate.”
“Your appearance today might have reassured me, ma’am. As might your dog’s obedience. Why is it staring at me?”
“She stares at people when they upset me in some way.”
“How very perspicacious.” He looked back at Kitty. “You lived your married life in London?”
Not a further inquisition. Kitty gave him the victory and stood. “My lord, have done with this. We cannot marry.”
He rose smoothly. “Why not?”
Seeking any reason, Kitty found one. “My mother-in-law could not bear it.”
At last that disturbed—or at least surprised—His Sleekness. “Why?” he asked.
Sillikin stepped closer to him. Kitty had no idea what the dog had in mind, but she picked her up to prevent mayhem. “My marrying again would offend against my husband’s memory. I wouldn’t want to hurt her.”
“Yet you came.”
“To see Ruth. I apologize for wasting your time, Lord Dauntry, and regret that I cannot oblige you.” She dipped a curtsy. “I hope that won’t affect your relationship with the Lulworths.”
“I’m not so irrational.” He made no move to leave. “Do I understand that you intend to return to your husband’s family and live under a pall for the rest of your life?”
“It’s a pleasant manor house,” she protested.
“Where you’ll be compelled to wear the sort of clothing you had on yesterday.”
“You’d break a mother’s heart without a blink?”
“I’d find a way around the problem.”
“Oh, please do!” At her tone, Sillikin yipped, and it was like a call to order. “I apologize, my lord. I shouldn’t sink to squabbling.”
“If you have done so, so have I, and I never squabble. If the problem of your mother-in-law was swept away, would you consider my offer of marriage?”
“It can’t be.”
“Extend your imagination, ma’am.”
He snapped it as a command, so she did. Could she marry this man? Moments ago she’d been sure she couldn’t. That she couldn’t bear him. Now she was reminded
of the alternative. So could she marry him?
His title was almost as perfect a fit as his clothing. He was daunting. Like glass or marble, Lord Dauntry seemed smooth and impenetrable, and clearly that was his nature as well. However, “smooth” and “impenetrable” might also mean calm and controlled. She wasn’t attracted by such coolness, but she could tolerate it, especially as he intended to spend much of his time in Town.
Sillikin licked her chin. “You have wisdom to offer?” she asked, then blushed for it. She glanced back at Lord Dauntry but saw no disapproval. She saw nothing she could make sense of. He was waiting as if he would wait forever, and, yes, as if it were a matter of turnips or cabbages.
“Why?” she asked.
He didn’t pretend confusion. “I need to make a practical marriage as soon as possible. Apart from occasional lapses and an odd habit of conferring with your dog, you seem a direct, forthright woman who is not easily overwhelmed. Moreover, if you will excuse frankness, you are easily to hand and have the endorsement of Mrs. Lulworth, whom I admire. Why are you hesitant?”
“My mother-in-law . . .”
He waved that away with a gesture of a rather beautiful hand. “This marriage will be very advantageous to you. You will become Viscountess Dauntry and have all the wealth and privilege that entails. As husband, I will do my best not to distress you in any way, as long as you do the same for me.”
There was a subtle threat in that, but one she understood. She wasn’t to object to his absence or anything he did when away. That would be no challenge. She could imagine the kind of mistress this man would have, and the woman was welcome to him, as long as his peccadilloes took place far from her.
Peccadilloes.
Petty sins.
She didn’t think Viscount Dauntry did anything in a petty way, but she’d be insane to refuse this opportunity, and the longer he waited patiently, the more she believed in his disinterested control.
She spoke before she lost courage. “I accept your offer, my lord.”
“And your mother-in-law?”
She blushed for the deception. “As you implied, by coming here, I’d already decided not to be ruled by her concerns. If she’s distressed, I truly regret that, but I can’t live in mourning forever.”
“Grief can be a consuming emotion, but the grieving are generally able to see sense. A love match might wound her, but I won’t replace her son in that way. I suggest that you write to her and explain my predicament, presenting the marriage as a practical and charitable act.”
“That’s cunning.”
“You see my attempt to ease her mind as a fault?”
In a way, Kitty did. It was as if he were moving pieces on a chessboard, but she could see how it might work. She’d prefer not to add to Lady Cateril’s pain.
“You could also claim to need a purpose in life,” he suggested.
How had he guessed that would weigh with her mother-in-law?
“I’ll write the letter,” she said.
“Good. Shall we marry tomorrow?”
“Tomorrow!”
“I’ve already acquired a license.”
She took a step back. “You were so sure of me, sir?”
“My dear lady, for a few shillings I could be prepared. That is all. Mrs. Lulworth supplied all the necessary information.”
It was completely logical, but what sort of person did such a thing?
“I would prefer to wait.”
“For what?”
“For Lord and Lady Cateril’s blessing! If I write as you suggest, to marry before they even receive the letter would make any hint of consulting them hollow.”
His lids lowered slightly, just maybe because she’d trumped his ace. She was hard put not to grin. She might be falling in with his plans, but she’d relish preventing him having it all his own sleek and dauntless way.
If there had been annoyance, it was masked. “Then will it suit you to marry in a week?”
Kitty would prefer a month, but she could find no reasonable objection. Over a week she’d get to know him better and be able to truly settle her mind. There would still be the possibility of retreat.
“It will, my lord.”
He bowed, she curtsied, and then he left.
Ruth rushed in. “Well?”
“Perhaps.” Kitty sat on the sofa before her legs failed her.
“Why only perhaps?”
“Anything could happen in a week.”
“You’re to marry in a week?” Ruth said, delighted. “What a tease you are!”
“Not so fast.” Kitty explained about the letter to Lady Cateril. “I’m not sure what I’ll do if she responds with anguish or fury.”
It was a lie. Her doubts were internal. Until the vows were said, she could still back out and she might very well want to.
Ruth sat beside her. “You can’t return to Cateril Manor, Kitty. You can’t let Lady Cateril chain you in that way.”
“That’s what he said. Is he always so impenetrable?”
“Do you not like him?” Ruth asked, dismayed. “If so, you mustn’t marry him.”
“I don’t know how I feel toward him. As you put it, he’s unobjectionable. I can’t express any reasonable objection, but . . .”
“You have doubts?”
A legion of them, but Ruth was clearly close to tears at the thought of the plan falling through.
“I’ll write the letter,” Kitty said.
“This is a very odd way to go about a marriage.”
“This marriage has been odd from the start.”
Ruth patted her hand. “A week will give you time to get to know him better.”
“Exactly my thought.”
Kitty went to her room, trying to assemble the right words. She didn’t want to wound Marcus’s mother any more than she already had, but she rebelled at any notion of asking permission. She sat and took out a sheet of paper, suddenly seeing the way. She needed her clothing and possessions sent here. The reason, the marriage, would be almost incidental information.
She uncapped the inkwell, dipped her pen, and began careful sentences. When it was finished, she read it over, then folded and sealed it. There. Committed.
She looked up and through the window saw Lord Dauntry talking to Andrew near the stables. His simple clothing did indeed look Town fine next to Andrew’s cheerfully rumpled style.
Sleek.
Polished.
Marble.
Deep instincts wanted to throw the letter on the fire.
As if to prevent that, Sillikin came over to paw at her skirt.
“We have no other chance at a comfortable life, do we?” Kitty said. “And I’m not committed yet. Not until the vows are said. By then I’ll be more settled in my mind. He is interesting, Sillikin. Cool and smooth as marble, but there’s more beneath. I’m sure of that. The question is what lies beneath—good or bad?”
* * *
Braydon encountered Andrew Lulworth near the stables.
“Should I wish you happy?” Lulworth asked.
“The bird is not yet in hand,” Braydon replied. “Mrs. Cateril is to write to her mother-in-law.”
“Why?”
“To inform her. The woman seems unbalanced by grief.”
“The loss of a child is never forgotten.”
“Will her daughter-in-law’s remarriage kill her?”
“I’ve never known such a case. Consider old Lady Dauntry. A devoted mother who was deeply distressed by her son’s death, along with that of her grandson. She was almost mad with it for a time, I understand, but she resumed her life within a month.”
“And the running of the estate. Has she always done that?”
“Probably. Certainly as long as we’ve been here. The fifth viscount was often away. Parliament, hunting, shooting, a
nd such.”
Ivor was grazing in the paddock, but came at a call. Dauntry set about saddling the horse himself.
Lulworth came to help. “How is the dowager taking your authority? You’ve never said.”
“With outward sorrow and inner bile.”
“Then how’s she going to react to your wife?”
“I dread to think.”
“I don’t detect the shivers.”
“I’ve faced worse.”
“And won, I’m sure. Ruth’s flying in alt at the thought of her dearest friend so close.”
“Flying is a perilous business,” Dauntry warned.
“Not for birds.”
“None of us have wings.”
“Taking refuge behind precision? My wife is anticipating high delight.”
“Which might also lead to a tumble.”
“It won’t break her heart,” Lulworth said. “Do you have one?”
Braydon took a breath. “If we squabble, you’ll make a liar of me. I’m not heartless and I do have nerves. In arranging this marriage, I’m engaging in more of a blind chance than I’m accustomed to. But as always, I draw up a strategy to win.”
Chapter 8
Kitty put her letter in the hall to go off with other correspondence, then returned to her room to consider what to wear for her next meeting with Dauntry. They’d come to an agreement, but he could still back out.
Might he come for dinner? She’d wear the violet silk this evening, just in case. Tomorrow the blue linsey-woolsey, but by then he’d have seen most of what she had with her. She should have brought more. If Lady Cateril sent her belongings it would probably be by cart, and that could take the week. She laughed, shaking her head. For nearly two years she’d thought little of clothes other than the desire to move out of mourning, and here she was, in such a fuss. Dauntry wasn’t going to reject her now because her wardrobe wasn’t sufficiently varied.
The engagement to marry had happened so quickly, however, and now it felt insubstantial and slippery, as if it could slither away with any wrong move.
It is settled, she told herself.
Nothing will change.
Which meant she must plan for her wedding.
What to wear for that?
The village would turn out to watch any wedding, but especially if they heard the local magnate was involved. She wasn’t the right sort of bride for a viscount, but she must look right. The green print, the russet, or the blue stripe?