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“Off to bed already?” Grace laughed, but the insinuation stung, and Jane told herself that this particular part of her weekday routine really needed to stop. And it would. Soon. Sure, it was more comfortable to live in pajamas, but the day was still young enough for people to stop by—people who were fully clothed and, unlike her, willing to go out in public.
“It’s a dreary day,” she explained good-naturedly, taking Grace’s umbrella from her hand. “I have homemade minestrone soup if you’d like to stay for dinner.”
Grace nodded and followed her into the kitchen. “Luke has a Board of Education meeting tonight,” she explained as she set her bag on the floor and slid onto a counter stool. From above them there was a thump and a scamper of feet. Grace laughed and pointed to the ceiling. “Is she dancing?”
“I love my daughter, but I don’t think the Moscow Ballet is in her future,” Jane said with a rueful grin.
“How was class today?”
“Good,” Jane said pensively. It had actually been very quiet compared to previous sessions. She should probably view that as a good thing, considering how rambunctious the girls in one of her summer classes had been. Between the squealing and jumping, she’d had to start carrying a bottle of ibuprofen in her dance bag.
Grace raised an eyebrow. “You don’t seem very sure about that. Has Rosemary been trying to set you up on more dates?”
“Jeez, no.” Jane laughed. She’d allowed her boss to set her up on a series of eye-opening dates last spring, all of which confirmed her belief that she was better off alone. One of her dates hadn’t like children, and had consumed so much booze she’d had to tell the hostess to take his keys. Then there had been Brian. She had pinned so much hope on the man pitched as a bespectacled doctor. He was sweet, even if he had turned out to be a male nurse instead of a surgeon, but he didn’t make her heart flutter, and besides, he had now been in a long-term relationship since about a week after their dinner date. She’d tried to tell herself that was for the best, that she hadn’t felt that spark, but she couldn’t deny the part of her that felt the sting of rejection. The lack of attraction had clearly been mutual.
So, yes, she was alone. Not by choice, but she would embrace it. What other choice did she have?
“Rosemary thankfully hung up her matchmaking hat after she finally got Anna and Mark back together,” Jane said, smiling at the thought of her sister and Rosemary’s nephew living so happily together after years of stubborn silence. “If my little string of dates taught me anything, it’s that dating is no fun at all.”
“You just haven’t found the right guy yet,” Grace encouraged.
“Show me someone who is uncomplicated, committed, emotionally available, and crazy in love with me and my daughter, and then I’ll reconsider. Until then, I’m happy right here.”
“At home in your pajamas.” Grace held her gaze.
“That’s right.” Jane nodded. “I’ve had enough dating for one lifetime, thank you very much.”
Grace gave her a stern look. “You know how I feel about that.”
Yes, Jane did, and she wasn’t about to continue this conversation. Now that Grace was getting married and Anna was equally in love, it seemed both sisters were more focused than ever on seeing their youngest sister settled down and happy.
“Yes, well, my classes were fine today,” Jane said briskly. She paused, wondering why she felt so bothered by the day. Enrollment capped at ten students per class, but her three forty-five Intro to Pointe class had just four students, and Rosemary had been unusually quiet when she’d left for the day.
Oh, well, the session was just beginning, and seasonal colds were already going around. Perhaps a few of the girls had been sick, or would be late joiners. Surely they’d want to audition for The Nutcracker, after all.
“It was very calm. Very… stress-free.”
“With Rosemary?” Grace didn’t look convinced, and Jane had to laugh at that. Her boss could be demanding, but Jane was too grateful for the work to complain. If Rosemary hadn’t stepped in and offered her a teaching position at the studio last winter, she wasn’t sure she would have had the nerve to confront Adam on the affair. It was just the ray of hope she needed to prove to herself that she could stand on her own two feet. She’d given up any hope of a ballet career to marry when she was just nineteen, not to mention a college education. Her husband had been her life, and now she had to live one without him in it.
Jane took a loaf of sourdough bread from a bag and set the oven to preheat. “So, to what do I owe the honor of your visit?”
Grace’s eyes twinkled as she gave a slow smile. “I found Sophie’s flower girl dress.”
“For real this time?” Grace had already changed her mind on her own wedding gown six times, and she was yet to commit to the flower arrangements, even with the big event only a few weeks away.
“I just want it to be perfect.”
“I know.” Jane felt bad for giving her sister a hard time. She’d been a bride herself once, caught up in all the little details that seemed so trivial now. She should have spent less time worried about flowers and more time worried about her future husband and the little voice that kept warning her to walk away. “Let me see what you picked out.”
Jane hurried to the island and leaned in as Grace rummaged through a glossy bridal magazine, stopping at a picture of a little girl wearing a deep crimson ball gown in raw silk, with a thick ivory bow at the waist. After the chocolate brown option Grace had proposed last week, Jane knew that Sophie would be thrilled with the idea of wearing this dress.
“Should we get Sophie?” she asked, grinning.
“She had better like it,” Grace said. “These dresses take at least three weeks to arrive. I’m really cutting it close.”
Jane grinned. “Sophie! Sophie, come on downstairs. Aunt Grace has something to show you!”
Soon there was a thump, heavy enough to make the sisters wince and then giggle, followed by a pounding of small feet down the wooden stairs.
“What is it, what is it?” Sophie announced breathlessly as she scampered into the kitchen.
“You’re in your pajamas, too, I see,” Grace remarked, taking in the pink nightgown with the ruffle trim. She gave Jane a pointed look, and Jane pulled in a deep breath, telling herself not to let it get to her. So, yes, she had become a bit of a hermit in the months since Adam had moved in with his girlfriend, but could anyone blame her? Her husband had cheated on her, lied to her, and then proceeded to move in with his mistress just three miles across town. Briar Creek was small and word traveled fast—even if she was the wronged party, and even if she did have the support of many, she didn’t need the sympathy. Or the reminder. She just wanted… She popped the bread into the oven and set the timer. She just wanted to feel safe, she supposed. And what better way to feel that way than to stay home, surrounded only by those you let in?
“Sophie, look at this dress,” Jane said. “Do you want to wear that when you’re a flower girl?”
Sophie jutted her chin at the picture Grace held up and shook her head. “I’m going to wear a blue flower girl dress.”
Jane and Grace exchanged a look of alarm. This was at least the eleventh dress Grace had fallen in love with, usually before finding one she loved even more the next day or, in the case of the chocolate brown gown, to have it be boycotted by the flower girl herself. Time was running out for further indecision. This dress was going to have to work.
“But honey, Grace and Luke are having fall colors for their wedding. Remember how we looked at those pretty red and orange flowers?” And the green ones, and the purple ones…
“But my flower girl dress is blue! Blue velvet! Kristy said so.”
Jane slid her eyes to Grace, who stared at her, not blinking.
“What do you mean Kristy said so?” Grace pressed gently, when it became clear Jane was unable to ask.
“Kristy showed me my dress. It’s blue velvet with flowers around the neck.”
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sp; Jane was having trouble breathing. Her chest felt tight, and her heart was pounding. She stared at Grace, willing her oldest sister to make this right, to clear this up. Grace bit down on her lip, studying her niece, confusion knitting her brow.
“Kristy said you’re going to wear a blue dress for my wedding?”
“No! For her wedding!” Sophie cried, frustration causing her plump little cheeks to grow pink. “When she marries Daddy!”
Jane felt the blood rush from her face, and for a moment she thought she might be sick. Or faint. She slumped into a chair, listening to Grace make cheerful conversation with Sophie in a blatant attempt to smooth over the situation, but her mind was spinning. Adam was getting married—to the woman he had left her for! He had strayed from their marriage, ripped apart their family, and yet he was ready to settle down with a new wife, live the life they should have shared and could have—if he’d loved her.
Tears prickled the back of her eyes, but she blinked quickly, refusing to let them fall in front of Sophie. There would be plenty of time to cry tonight—God knew she wouldn’t get any sleep now, ultra-soft flannel pajama pants or not.
It was so easy for Adam. He’d gotten bored of one wife and quickly found another. He didn’t have to live with an emptiness in his heart, or think of something funny that had happened that day and find there was no one in the bedroom to tell it to—and that it was too late to pick up the phone and call someone. He didn’t have to stand at the playground on a Saturday afternoon and watch other smiling couples push their child on the swings, feeling like his heart was twisting with each breath—because Adam was actually one of those happy couples!
He’d moved on. He’d found someone. He didn’t have to go on dates, try on new people, see if they fit. While she… she was still trying—in vain, it would seem—to make sense of her new life, the life she hadn’t chosen, and to forget the one that had been taken from her.
“Jane?” Grace’s voice was overly bright, her smile bared, her green eyes electric. “Why don’t we have some of that delicious soup?”
“I’ll set the table!” Sophie volunteered. She took three placemats from the basket on the counter and began arranging them on the pedestal table. “Daddy said it’s important for me to help, so I can show a good example.”
What was she talking about? Jane moved slowly to the slow cooker and lifted the lid, feeling her stomach stir from the aroma. She couldn’t eat if she tried. Adam was living the easy life, wasn’t he? No harm done, on he went. No regard for her, or the damage he had caused. No glance back. Must be nice. Must be nice indeed.
“Daddy said I’ll have lots of responsibility when the new baby comes.”
The glass lid fell from Jane’s hand, shattering in the ceramic sink. Grace’s hands were on hers instantly, but she wasn’t cut. Not physically at least.
“What did you just say, Sophie?” she managed, even though she didn’t want to know, she didn’t want to know anything.
“There’s going to be a baby, Mommy!” Sophie’s eyes danced with excitement. “I get to be a flower girl! And a big sister!”
Jane swallowed the lump in her throat, trying to process everything, waiting for the wounds to seal shut again. She’d told herself she was better alone, that she preferred it that way. If she didn’t give her heart away, it couldn’t be broken. This was a fresh reminder.
Grace’s hand was still tight on hers. “You sure you don’t want to give dating another try?” she asked half-heartedly, but concern darkened her eyes.
Jane nodded firmly, but the tug in her heart said otherwise.
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Contents
Cover
Title Page
Welcome
Dedication
Acknowledgments
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Epilogue
A Preview of Hope Springs on Main Street
Fall in Love with Forever Romance
Newsletters
Copyright
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