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by Thianna D.


  Alexis nodded and pulled herself up into a half sit, grimacing at the ache in her butt. “That was your hardest swat?” she asked tentatively.

  “With my bare hand. With a paddle, it would be exponentially worse.”

  She was never not-eating again. In fact, she was following his rules to the letter. Except for the omission about Shorty. That he didn’t need to know.

  The limits list had tons of activities and he was right—most of them were unfamiliar to her. There were a few things she recognized. “Well, I know spanking,” she said as she pointed to it.

  “In a discipline context. I’ve never spanked you erotically.”

  She cocked a brow. “It hurts. How can it be erotic?” Her ass was likely to still be pounding the next day. There was no way that could be sexy or exciting or anything good.

  Ryan shook his head and smiled. “I wondered that once upon a time, oh… two years ago. But pleasure and pain are two sides of the same coin. And if upped in the right combination, they can have an explosive effect. Some subs enjoy it. Some don’t. It’s awesome when I can make a sub come from getting him or her excited and then slamming my hand down at the right moment where they come, screaming.”

  A screaming orgasm. She’d thought it was just a drink. But having seen enough of the BDSM stuff, and the fact she knew Ryan wouldn’t lie to her, she had the feeling he was being literal. How would a screaming orgasm feel?

  “What’s abrasion play?” she asked as it was one of his current fetishes.

  “It’s using some sort of abrasive item on the body. Everything from sandpaper to a toothbrush to, well, anything that would abrade the skin or genitals.”

  Alexis expected to shudder in disgust, so she was surprised when heat flooded between her legs and she realized she was interested. “Um…” She glanced up at him and then back at the paper.

  “Lexi?”

  “If I wanted to try one of these things…”

  “Are you interested in abrasion play?” The excitement in his voice was tangible.

  “I think so.” She was embarrassed and turned on at the same time. How could that be?

  “Hold on.” He got back off the bed and pulled out some more paper from the drawer. “Since you’re interested, why don’t you fill out your list at the same time? This will give us a great starting point in scening together.”

  Scening together. Oh God. Ryan tying her up. Rubbing things over her. Making her scream as she came… Her hand shook as she took the pen he handed her. Time to put on some baby bumpers and jump into the kink pool.

  By the time they’d gone through the list and she’d marked a few things that intrigued her, Alexis was exhausted. And excited. And wanted Ryan to fuck her.

  “Now,” he said as he looked at her list. “This is a great starting point, Lex. I’m excited to do them with you. For tonight, I have a question for you.” Something about his tone had her give him her full attention. “Alec’s sub wants to try DP and he asked me to help.”

  DP she had just found out, was double penetration. Crazily enough she could understand why James would be interested. Being the center of a Dom cookie sounded fun. “Help?” she said as his words soaked in.

  “Yeah. Tonight at the dungeon, he’s going to let James try out DP. And while he’s going to fuck James’s mouth, he asked me to do his ass.”

  Her core clenched and liquid trickled out of her pussy. How could that excite her? Because it did.

  “So you would scene,” she said, using the term, “with Alec and James. But no other woman. Right?” She thought the idea of watching him fuck James was kind of hot. But if it was a woman, she didn’t think she could handle that. She still had issues with the gal who allowed him to tie her up on Wednesdays.

  “Only with Cassie on Wednesdays for shibari. Though if you want to try that out, you can come with me,” he said eagerly. “I’d rather tie you up.”

  Warmth bloomed in her chest and she started to laugh. “I must be going out of my mind. That has to be the most romantic thing I’ve ever heard.”

  He grinned wickedly. “It’s kink, love. Now, is that a yes or a no? I want to let Alec know if he needs to find someone else.”

  “So if I said no?”

  “Then I wouldn’t do it.” Ryan shrugged. “I’d love to be part of the scene, but you’re more important.”

  She, Alexis Natalya Amari, was more important than something. With a squeal, she hugged him tight. “That’s a yes. And I want to watch.”

  He grinned, his eyes twinkling. “I think we can add voyeurism to your kinks. And that’s a good thing.” He winked. “I love to watch, too.”

  “Unless it’s your folks,” she teased and quickly got off the bed and ran toward the bathroom.

  “Eww,” he called out and from the smack of feet on hardwood, she knew he was after her. If he caught her, she was in for the tickling of a lifetime.

  Alexis looked forward to it.

  Chapter Twenty-Eight

  With the sun down, the breeze off the water was cool. Alexis held Ryan’s hand as they walked toward the dungeon. At his request, she wore the chainmail dress. She wasn’t sure whether to be excited or freaked out about what she was about to see. True, she’d seen quite a bit at the Faire, but she’d never peeked into the dungeons. In fact, she’d skirted most of the stages as well. So she’d never seen a real scene. Tonight she would see several.

  When they got to the small lane that led to On Your Knees, Ryan paused and pulled her to the side as another couple walked by. “Lex,” he said quietly and she looked up at him. “Tonight you’re going to see things that might shock you. Or surprise you. Or make you go ‘what the fuck?’ All I ask is you try to take it in with the idea that even though it might not be your thing, that it’s okay for them to do it.”

  Confused, she cocked her head. “What are you warning me about?”

  Ryan smiled. “James is going to be there in his puppy form—for the first time in public. He’s scared to death people will laugh at him or put him down.”

  “What’s his puppy form?” she asked. He’d mentioned something about puppy play, but she didn’t understand it.

  “Well, I don’t know exactly what his costume consists of, but I’m sure it will have ears and a tail and possibly a full face mask. He’s a puppy. We’ll treat him like we would any puppy we don’t know. Always—and this actually counts for all couples—always ask the Dom of a couple if you can address his or her sub. But in this case, we’ll need to ask Alec if we can greet his puppy and then do it as though he was a puppy. Reach out a hand for him to sniff. Scratch him behind the ears. That sort of thing.”

  Okay, that was weird. But thinking about the shy accountant with the three-legged dog, she could kind of see it. “Okay. So keep my opinions to myself,” she stated with a nod.

  He laughed. “I want you to be honest with me. If you’re shocked at something, turn your face into my chest or back so that nobody else sees it. Everyone knows you’re new at this, Lex. They won’t expect perfection and if they do? Fuck ’em. I’m the only person you need to follow tonight. And I want you to tell me if you like something or don’t like something. Just try not to look horrified.”

  Try not to look horrified. It was a battle from the moment they stepped inside the dungeon. There were groans and grunts and screams, not to mention the sound of snaps and cracks. Suddenly she understood why they called it a dungeon. Torture was going on.

  Everywhere she looked, someone was doing something. Though with the low lighting and the sheer amount of equipment and people, she couldn’t really see anything specific. Just a mass of movement.

  “Come on,” Ryan encouraged, pulling her further in. “Let’s join Alec and James.”

  As they walked down the aisle between machines, she glanced over at a female who was bound to a table with what looked like clothes pins all over her breasts and pussy. Alexis gulped and moved a little closer to Ryan. She wasn’t reacting right. Her mind was somewhat horrified. Her
body, on the other hand, was interested. How could it be interested in that?

  He glanced down and smiled. “You okay? Feel free to get as close as you need.”

  She might have to crawl inside him by the end of the night if the clothes pins were any indication of how things would go.

  Alec stood off to the side and once she caught sight of James, she understood Ryan’s warning. It was a shock seeing him sitting back on his heels, with furry paws on his hands and floppy ears on his head. But that wasn’t the most surprising part. He wore a full mask that kind of made him look like a poodle.

  “I didn’t think we were starting until eleven,” Ryan said as they walked up to them.

  With an amused expression, Alec nodded. “Not officially. But from what I hear, the DMs got the place cleared out by nine so they could start cleaning it and once the ferry took off, the action started.”

  Ryan laughed. “After the craze of the last two days, I’m not surprised. All that heat building up. Everyone wants to release.”

  “Exactly. And might I say, your girl is looking pretty tonight. That dress does her justice.”

  Alexis had been busy realizing that Shorty was gone and feeling extreme relief. Hearing Alec’s words made heat flood into her cheeks. She knew the dress looked good. But it also gave a lot away.

  “Thanks.” Ryan turned to her. “Thank Alec for his compliment.” It came as a command and it sent tendrils of excitement down her spine.

  “Thank you,” she whispered, her eyes darting between Alec and James.

  “May we greet your puppy?” Ryan asked.

  “Of course. James needs to meet more people. He’s a shy puppy. Stand, pup,” Alec said and James rose up onto his knees slowly, glancing up at Alec before looking straight ahead.

  There was more to his puppy costume than the ears, mask, and paws. Now that he stood, she saw the thick leather dog collar and leash as well as the tail coming out of his ass. His cock was full and hard, hanging low from his body. Her eyes widened in surprise and more heat flooded her face. That had to be uncomfortable.

  “Hello, James.” Ryan held out his hand, palm down and James nuzzled it. Ryan moved his hand over James’s head and onto his back, scratching a little. “You’re a fine puppy, boy.”

  When he stepped back, she glanced up at Ryan. He nodded so she moved in and followed his lead. She held out her hand to be sniffed and then scratched James behind his ears. He leaned into the touch and she giggled. Just like a puppy. She placed her hand palm down on his back and petted him lightly. His hips moved back and forth slightly as if wagging his tail.

  When she stepped back, Alec said, “Pup, sit.” James sat back on his heels.

  A high-pitched wail filled the air and she jerked around toward it.

  “It’s okay,” Ryan said and pulled her close, rubbing his hand up and down her back. “Christine just came. I’m assuming Craig’s been torturing her for a while?”

  “A good hour,” Alec said with a chuckle. “I think they were the first ones to arrive. He’s been using his tipped flogger. Her back’s a beautiful sight. So…” His pause made her turn toward him. He was looking straight at Ryan.

  “Yes. Tonight’s a go,” Ryan said eagerly. His cock pressed against his zipper and against her side.

  “Perfect. Then let’s find a bench and introduce my pup to double penetration.” James perked up and looked between Alec and Ryan. At least she assumed he looked. The mask was full and she couldn’t see his eyes.

  They walked through the equipment and she couldn’t help but watch James as he walked on all fours. It didn’t look comfortable, but he didn’t look unhappy. His skin was almost as dark as hers, but she could still see a pale flush over his back and buttocks. He must be excited about what was coming.

  Hell. She was excited to watch what was coming. Did it make her sick—that she wanted to watch her boyfriend fuck a man?

  “Here we go,” Alec said and they stepped up to a leather bench. “Sit.” James sat back on his heels and Alec moved the bench up to his waist.

  “Lex,” Ryan said. She turned toward him, finding it difficult to take her eyes off James. “Why don’t you lean against the wall? You’ll have a clear view of us and yet will keep you nearby.” Alexis turned and realized they were very close to the wall so she walked over and leaned up against it.

  A few feet away, Christine sat on a mat, covered in sweat and smiling like crazy. She’d just had a screaming orgasm. Alexis tensed in excitement. What would that feel like?

  “All right, pup,” Alec said, drawing her gaze back to them. “Stand.” James went up on his knees. “Good pup. Now I need you to stand on your human feet.” James lifted a paw and Alec took it, helping him to stand up. At human height, his cock wasn’t as big as she’d thought it was. But now she knew why it was hard. There was some sort of thick ring around the base.

  She fidgeted from side to side, her body a mass of confusion. Why was all this turning her on?

  “Don’t come,” Alec said in a firm tone and he pulled the ring off James’s cock. The poor guy looked like he could blow at any moment. “Good pup.” He tossed the ring into a bag and removed the dog mask. Then he pointed to Ryan. “Thank Master Ryan for helping tonight.”

  James turned toward Ryan, his body shaking, though she had no clue if it was from nerves or excitement. “Thank you, Sir, for helping Chief and helping me experience DP.”

  “You’re very welcome,” Ryan said with a wink. “I look forward to fucking your ass, pup.”

  Heat flooded Alexis’s entire body and she squeezed her thighs together as more liquid trickled out of her pussy. If they kept this up, she would need a shower to get all of it off her legs.

  Alec guided James to the bench and helped him straddle it, trapping his dick between James and the bench. “Don’t come until you absolutely can’t stand it,” he said in a commanding tone. “

  James whimpered but nodded. “Yes, Chief.”

  Alec slipped some sort of cloth into James’s hand and then tossed something to Ryan. “Double up.”

  At first she was confused, until she watched as Ryan unzipped his jeans and pulled out his cock. He rolled on two condoms. Her entire body trembled as she watched the scene unfold. The dungeon could have caught on fire and she never would have noticed.

  Alec unhooked his leather pants and pulled out his cock. It was thicker than Ryan’s and he shoved it into James’s mouth.

  Ryan grasped the bottom of James’s tail and pulled. When it came out, she realized the tail was attached to some sort of metal plug. Just like with that chicken costume Kendrick had shown her. He hung the tail upside down from a nearby bar and pressed his cock to James’s entrance. He looked at Alec and raised an eyebrow. Alec nodded.

  Ryan grasped hold of James’s hips and pressed in. He moaned and a long whimper came from James as he pushed all the way in. “Fuck,” Ryan gasped as he was all the way in. “Love your ass, pup.”

  Alec grinned. “I’m partial to it. Now come on. He’s been hard for a good hour now. Let’s send him over the edge.” He pulled out and when he thrust in, Ryan pulled out. When Ryan thrust back in, Alec pulled out.

  It was like they’d been doing it forever. Push. Pull. Push. Pull. It’s synchronized fucking. Alexis smacked her hand over her mouth so she wouldn’t laugh at the thought. Of course the laughter died away as she kept watching. It was the hottest thing she’d ever seen. Alec fucking James’s mouth while Ryan fucked his ass.

  A garbled wail left James’s throat. Ryan cried out, his head snapped back, and she watched as he came. He was gorgeous. Absolutely stunning. His mouth was open, his eyes heavy-lidded, and a light sheen of sweat covered his brow.

  Alec grunted a couple times and she blinked as the two of them pulled out. He patted James’s cheek and smiled. “Your orgasm made Ryan come.”

  “Yes it did,” Ryan said with a laugh as he removed the condoms and put his cock back inside his jeans. “You’ve got a nice tight ass, James.”
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br />   James looked up at Alec. “Thank you, Chief,” he said, sounding half asleep.

  Alec smiled, his eyes crinkling. “You’re welcome, pup.” He leaned down and gave James a rough kiss before pulling away.

  James looked over his shoulder. “Thank you, Sir.” He turned toward her and gave a cautious smile. “Thank you, Lexi.”

  She smiled back. “That was amazing to watch.”

  He grinned. “Even more amazing to feel.” She giggled and he groaned as Alec helped him to his feet.

  Ryan walked up to her and backed her against the wall. He leaned his forehead against hers. “You enjoyed it?” he asked in a husky voice, his eyes boring into hers.

  “I did,” she admitted. “It was hot.”

  He grinned and to her surprise, reached down and pulled up her skirt.

  “Ryan?” she squeaked.

  “Shh. Just letting you sample one of your interests.” Once he had her skirt high enough, he slid his fingers to the apex of her thighs. “Open your legs, Lex.” Frozen, she couldn’t move. “Now, Alexis.” Oh that voice. It made her tremble and her core weep. She pushed one foot over. His fingers slid between her thighs and he moaned. “You’re so fucking wet.”

  Sopping might have been a better word. When he moved his fingers through the wetness, she moaned. He stroked over her clit and slid his fingers inside her pussy. “So wet for me,” he murmured. “So turned on by watching me fuck James’s ass. Beautiful, dirty girl.”

  She glanced up at him, afraid that was a bad thing.

  “I love that,” he went on. “Love that watching us turned you on, Lex. Love that you’re so wet that I could fuck you easily right here, right now.”

  Her eyes widened at the thought. Fucked against the wall. Where everyone could hear them. Why was that so exciting?

  “You want it, don’t you?” he asked, grinning. “You want me to take you here and have everyone hear your moans and gasps. I told you that you belonged here and that just proves it.”

 

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