‘You’ve killed her,’ he whispered. ‘My baby.’
‘She was no one’s baby, Thadeus. You made sure of that. She was a monster, and one you created. I almost wish I’d let her kill you.’
‘She wouldn’t have killed me,’ he snarled through gritted teeth. ‘Couldn’t you see that? She loved me. She was my little girl. And you’ve murdered her. You may as well do the same to me. It’s all over now.’
‘Not quite, it isn’t. I’ve got some questions for you. If you answer them, I’ll make it quick. If you don’t, it’ll be slow and it’ll be painful.’
‘Fuck you, Milne,’ he spat, sending flecks of thick white saliva onto my jeans. ‘I’m not going to make your life any easier. Our secrets will die with us and there’s nothing you or any other bastard can do about it. Because you’ve got nothing left to threaten me with. The only thing you can do is end my life, and I’m ready for that now. Today’s as good a day to die as any.’ He spread his arms out, welcoming my final shot. ‘So go on, do your worst.’
So I did.
I did things to him that I’m ashamed of, because those things debased me and dragged me far too close to his dank, black level. I ignored his cries for mercy, I ignored the blood that splattered my clothes, I ignored the stomach-churning disgust that grew as I applied the pressure. I ignored everything except the task of making him talk, knowing full well that both the ghosts of my past and the ghosts of his would never forgive me if he didn’t.
And talk he did. In the end, he told me everything, and when he’d finished, I bent down and used the pistol that Nicholas Tyndall had provided me with to shoot him once in the head, an act which put us both out of our misery. I think at that moment he was pleased to go. Not because he really was in pain, although doubtless there was an element of that, but for other less obvious reasons. I genuinely believe that somewhere in his dark heart there was a part that was weighed down heavily with guilt, particularly where Emma was concerned. I believe that he loved her, and I believe too that she loved him. It was a corrupt, twisted love but it was there nevertheless, and by his actions when she was a child, he’d betrayed that love, and knew it.
It didn’t make me feel any more sorry for him. Eric Thadeus had ended the life of Heidi Robes, and in doing so had sentenced her father to a life behind bars for a crime of which he was not only innocent, but also a victim. Only the cruellest of minds would have countenanced that. Thadeus was scum. He deserved everything he got. But Emma? I tried not to think about her.
Instead, I turned away and left them there together.
44
Eric Thadeus told me that Jason Khan died – and Asif Malik died with him – because of a television programme.
This, effectively, was what started everything off. Jason had known for some time about the abuse his girlfriend, Ann Taylor, had suffered at the hands of her father and his so-called friends in the days when she still lived with him. Her trial for GBH had taken place before Jason met her, and having come to terms with the details of her past herself, she’d told him everything when they’d become lovers, including the fact that she’d witnessed a murder seven years before.
Thadeus confirmed that the murder victim had been Heidi Robes, and that she’d been killed during a violent sex game that had got out of control. Usually the parties they held never went that far, or so he’d claimed. I wasn’t so sure.
Thadeus called his group of paedophiles the Hunters, and there was a perverse hint of pride in his voice when he mentioned their name. One of the Hunters, and a participant on that night, was Les Pope. Pope had been charged with getting rid of Heidi’s body and framing her father, John, in order to keep suspicion as far away as possible from the group. According to Thadeus, Pope had used one of his lowlife clients to do the dirty work, something that the client had obviously done very efficiently, given how things had turned out.
Even when Ann’s account of the murder became public some years later, and the second participant from that night, Richard Blacklip, was subsequently arrested, things still hadn’t got out of hand. Blacklip got bail, was supplied with a false passport and a ticket to Manila, and then it was simply a matter of Pope telephoning Tomboy to organize his murder, thereby avoiding the possibility of a problematic trial, where the truth of the Robes murder might have come out.
And up until two months earlier, the truth looked like it might have remained buried for ever. I’m sure it would have done, too, if it hadn’t been for the television programme.
I don’t suppose either Jason Khan or Ann Taylor made a habit of watching Newsnight, BBC2’s late-evening current affairs programme, but for some reason – call it fate, if you like – they were both sat in front of it on the evening when the producers chose to interview the newly installed Lord Chief Justice, Tristram Parnham-Jones.
I still wonder what Ann’s reaction must have been. She’d never seen the face of the man in the black leather mask – the most violent of all her father’s ‘friends’ - but she remembered his voice clearly enough. Would always remember the smooth, controlling tones of the person who’d molested her and then taken a knife to a screaming and pleading Heidi Robes. And now this man – who, years later, must have continued to haunt her dreams – was the one on the television talking. There was, she was adamant, no mistake.
But what could she say? The police hadn’t found any evidence to back up the claims made at her trial regarding the murder she’d witnessed, and no one had been charged in connection with it. Who was going to believe her now, if she started accusing the most senior judge in the land of being a child murderer on account of his voice? I could see her point. They’d think she was mad. She’d already been threatened with a spell in a psychiatric institution once, and would be fully aware that claims like that, from someone with her background, would probably get her carted straight off to one.
But Jason was different. Jason was a street thug and a hustler, whatever his rushed conversion to Islam might have suggested, and he would have sensed an opportunity to make some serious money. His problem, of course, was how to use the potentially explosive information he was holding to best effect, so he turned to his solicitor – a man he knew to be corrupt – for help organizing some form of lucrative blackmail.
What Jason didn’t know was that Pope was only representing him in legal matters in order to remain close to Ann and keep tabs on what she was or wasn’t saying. The Hunters, it seemed, were very careful and very thorough, and initially that thoroughness paid off. Pope strung Jason along, while simultaneously planning his murder. But Jason must have got wind of what was going on, because he’d phoned Asif Malik, a senior detective and fellow Muslim, requesting that they meet up urgently. Presumably (although no one knows for sure), Jason was going to spill the beans.
His phone, however, was being tapped on Thadeus’s orders, and the call was picked up by the Hunters, who were now keen to get him in the ground as soon as possible. Billy West watched Jason leave his home to go to the meeting, and instead of killing him there and then and saving Malik’s life, he’d got greedy and shot them both.
There had been five men present on the night of the Heidi Robes murder. Five Hunters: Eric Thadeus; Les Pope; Richard Blacklip; a man called Wise who, Thadeus told me, had died of cancer three years previously; and Tristram Parnham-Jones.
Only Parnham-Jones still survived.
45
I left the house the way I’d come in and headed back to the Jaguar, dialling 999 as promised, to call an ambulance for Bill.
I couldn’t hear anything from Theo in the boot when I reached the car, so I got inside, turned on the engine and started driving. I had no idea where I was going.
As I drove, I thought through the case, and in particular Simon Barron’s part in it. How had he got so close to Emma and Thadeus, when everyone else on the investigation was convinced that the man behind the slayings was Nicholas Tyndall? I’d never know, of course, but as a former detective myself I could surmise. My guess was t
hat Barron had realized some years ago that by convicting John Robes of the murder of his daughter, he’d made a terrible mistake. I felt sure that somewhere further down the line he’d come across the name Richard Blacklip and discovered that he was part of a wide and well-connected paedophile ring. Obviously there couldn’t have been a great deal of evidence against any of them for anything, but something about them must have led him to believe that it was they, not her father, who had murdered Heidi. This would have put him in a terrible position, made worse by the fact that, according to what Thadeus had told me, John Robes had committed suicide in prison several years earlier. Unable to tell anyone else of their possible involvement for fear of what it would do to his own reputation, it may well have been this knowledge, coupled with his unending sense of guilt, that had pushed Barron into premature retirement.
However, like all coppers, he could never entirely let go. So when the Met issued a rallying call for retired detectives to come back and help in London’s burgeoning murder investigations, he’d volunteered. I don’t suppose he’d known at the time how much the Malik/Khan case impinged on the one that had caused him so much pain, but it wouldn’t have been that difficult for him to make the connection once he’d found out Ann Taylor’s real identity. The problem, from Barron’s perspective, was that no one on the investigation seemed that interested in Ann’s death or the light her testimony of child abuse years earlier might throw on the case, so he’d used the North London Echo’s investigative journalist, Emma Neilson, to publicize his suspicions. He’d fed her information, ignorant of her own duplicitous role, hoping that her articles would prompt a rethink of strategy within the investigation. I don’t suppose Emma had been too keen to draw attention to the fact that Ann’s death might not have been suicide, but she would have had little choice but to adhere to Barron’s wishes and write the articles if she wanted him to remain onside.
And then Barron had found out something that suddenly made him a dangerous liability. It could well have been the name of someone else involved. He’d probably even confided to Emma who it was, and, in doing so, sealed his own fate. She’d lured him to an isolated meeting place, doubtless with the promise of information of her own, and had then silenced him for ever, nearly succeeding in getting me arrested in the process. Very neat. And very ruthless. She really had been a cunning operator.
But something nagged at me, something that I just couldn’t get out of my head. You see, it was the timing. Heidi Robes had been abducted and murdered seven years ago. According to Thadeus, one of Pope’s lowlifes had got rid of her body and planted the false evidence of her father’s guilt. Tomboy Darke had left London for the Philippines seven years earlier, having made enough money (by his account, as an informant) to set up a business there. One of Tomboy’s criminal trades when he’d been back in England had been burglary. Coincidence? Let me tell you something, speaking as a copper: there’s no such thing.
It was eleven o’clock when I pulled off the M1 just short of Leeds and drove until I found a deserted lay-by. I got out and switched on the mobile, ignoring the banging coming from the boot. As I walked across a piece of scrubland towards some trees, I dialled our dive lodge in Mindoro. It would be a little after seven in the morning there.
Lisa, our part-time receptionist, answered. It was nice to hear her voice and it was a good line.
‘Mr Mick,’ she said. ‘How are you?’
I told her I was good and she asked when I was coming back. ‘Never,’ was the answer, but I didn’t tell her that. Instead I said it would be soon, and she said she’d look forward to it. I asked her if Tomboy was there.
‘Yes, he is around here somewhere. I get him for you. See you soon, Mr Mick.’
A minute later, he was on the line. ‘How are things?’ he asked.
‘Take a walk,’ I told him. ‘So you’re out of anyone’s earshot.’
He asked me once again how things were. He sounded nervous, but not unduly so.
‘Cold,’ I said. ‘What’s it like there?’
‘Warm,’ he answered. The conversation was awkward, but then I’d expected that. ‘I’m in the dive shop now,’ he said eventually, ‘and there’s no one about. You can talk.’
‘Good.’ I sighed, wishing that it hadn’t come to this. We’d been good mates once. Even a week ago. Now, though, the whole world had changed. ‘I know everything, Tomboy.’
‘What do you mean?’ There was no mistaking the nerves in his voice now.
‘You know what I mean. I know about the girl Pope and his friends killed at their little get-together all those years back, and I know that they used you to get rid of her body.’
‘What are you talking about?’
‘Her name was Heidi, by the way. Heidi Robes. And she was twelve years old. And her old man, the one whose house you broke into to plant the evidence, he’s dead now. He was found guilty of her murder, even though they never had a body, and he finally topped himself two years back. He’d lost his wife first, then his only child. I’m amazed he lasted as long as he did.’
The silence at the other end of the phone spoke volumes. Tomboy didn’t have to say anything; we both knew that what I said was right.
‘You’ll never be able to bring either of them back, and you’ll never be completely able to shake off the guilt of what you’ve done all in the name of greed, but you can do one thing to make things a little better. There’s one man amongst those paedophiles who’s so far escaped the fate that’s coming to him, and he’s now the Lord Chief Justice in the UK, if you can believe that. He raped that girl, and one way or another, even after all this time, I’ll bet he left some DNA evidence on her. They weren’t so clued up about it seven years ago. So what I want you to do is tell me where you buried the body.’
Tomboy cleared his throat. ‘I don’t know what to say,’ he croaked, sounding like he’d just lost his life savings on a horse that had fallen a yard short of the finishing line.
‘You do. I’ve just told you what to say. I want to know the location. It’ll never get back to you, I promise.’
‘Mick ... Dennis ... Look, I ...’ His voice trailed off. ‘Pope was blackmailing me, you know? I had to do it. I wouldn’t have done normally, you know that. He found out I’d grassed up Billy West for a job he’d done, and he was threatening to tell him. You’ve got to believe me.’
‘The location, Tomboy.’
He told me that he’d taken her to woodland down in Dorset, not far from the coastal town of Swanage. ‘There’s a lake in the middle. She’s in there, weighted down with chains. Or she was, anyway. In a wooden box.’
I made him give me directions and he tried to remember as much as possible while I wrote it all down in my notebook, the phone pressed to my ear. By the time he’d finished he was crying. ‘I wish I hadn’t done it, Dennis, but he made me. He had stuff on me. He could have had me killed. I did it because it was my only chance of escape.’
Part of me wanted to tell Tomboy that I understood, but in the end, how could I? ‘You’re very lucky that you’re six thousand miles away,’ was all I could manage.
‘Is that it, then?’
‘For us, yes. Just hope I never decide to come looking for you.’
I rang off, and stood for a while staring at the spindly bare trees in front of me as they rose up like gnarled, many-fingered hands in the winter night; wondering if I’d done the right thing by coming here and tearing up the past. It would have been so much easier if I’d never heard about Malik’s death; had never shot Slippery Billy West, or found out about his part in the whole bloody chain of events. If I’d simply carried on life in paradise with my old mate Tomboy, ignorant of what he too had done in his past. Diving, drinking, letting one day drift into the next.
But the world never works like that. Life’s hard, and it’s unfair. And if ignorance is bliss, then knowledge is essential. There are some terrible people walking the earth, and even now they might be coming for you or me. If you’re not watching, not acting
, not neutralizing them, then one day they’re going to have their hands around your neck, and it’ll be too late.
People say that one man can’t justify being judge, jury and executioner. Some have even said it to me. I suspected Parnham-Jones himself would say it. And in many ways I can agree. But there are times when you need to take a short cut to justice. Because the alternative – letting the guilty get away with crimes too sickening to contemplate – simply doesn’t bear thinking about.
As I turned to walk back to the car, the phone rang again. I didn’t recognize the number so I picked up and said nothing.
‘I called to see how you’re doing,’ said Nicholas Tyndall. Bizarrely enough, after all that had happened that day, his voice came across like a breath of fresh air.
‘It’s over,’ I told him wearily.
‘And the people who’ve been trying to fuck up my business?’
‘All dead. Including the reporter.’
‘Miss Neilson? You know, I always had a feeling about her.’
‘Well, she was a part of it. A lot more cunning and a lot more vicious than either of us gave her credit for.’
‘You’re not upset she’s gone?’
‘I’m upset she was what she was.’
‘We’re all what we are, my friend.’
He was right, but I still couldn’t help wondering what Emma would have been like if she hadn’t had Eric Thadeus as a father. And that was the sad thing: we’d never know.
‘Do I owe you any money?’ he asked.
‘No, we’re quits. You might get a bit of heat for a while, but it’ll be over soon, I promise you.’
‘That’s what I like to hear. Thanks for your good work. Maybe we’ll do business together again some time. I could always use men like you.’
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