by Anthology
There was nothing more to write.
The situation was not novel in literature. He had read many treatments, and even written a rather successful satire on the theme himself. But here was the truth itself.
He was that most imagination-stirring of all figures, The Last Man on Earth.-And he found it a boring situation.
Kirth-Labbery, had he lived, would have devoted his energies in the laboratory to an effort, even conceivably a successful one, to destroy the invaders. Vyrko knew his own limitations too well to attempt that.
Vrist, his gay wild twin, who had been in Lunn on yet another of his fantastic ventures when the agnoton struck—Vrist would have dreamed up some gallant feat of physical prowess to make the invaders pay dearly for his life. Vyrko found it difficult to cast himself in so swashbuckling a role.
He had never envied Vrist till now. Be jealous of the dead; only the living are alone. Vyrko smiled as he recalled the line from one of his early poems. It had been only the expression of a pose when he wrote it, a mood for a song that Tyrsa would sing well . . .
It was in this mood that he found (the ancient word had no modern counterpart) the pulps.
He knew their history: how some eccentric of two thousand years ago (the name was variously rendered as Trees or Tiller) had buried them in a hermetic capsule to check against the future; how Tarabal had dug them up some fifty years ago; how Kirth-Labbery had spent almost the entire Hartl Prize for them because, as he used to assert, their incredible mixture of exact prophecy and arrant nonsense offered the perfect proof of the greatness and helplessness of human ingenuity.
But Vyrko had never read them before. They would at least be a novelty to deaden the boredom of his classically dramatic situation. He passed a more than pleasant hour with Galaxy and Surprising and the rest, needing the dictionary but rarely. He was particularly impressed by one story detailing, with the most precise minutiae, the politics of the American Religious Wars—a subject on which he himself had based a not unsuccessful novel. By one Norbert Holt, he observed. Extraordinary how exact a forecast . . . and yet extraordinary too how many of the stories dealt with space-and time-travel, which the race had never yet attained and now never would . . .
And inevitably there was a story, a neat and witty one by an author named Knight, about the Last Man on Earth. He read it and smiled, first at the story and then at his own stupidity.
He found Lavra in the laboratory, of all unexpected places.
She was staring fixedly at one corner, where the light did not strike clearly.
“What’s so fascinating?” Vyrko asked.
Lavra turned suddenly. Her hair and her flesh rippled with the perfect grace of the movement. “I was thinking . . .”
Vyrko’s half-formed intent toward her permitted no comment on that improbable statement.
“The day before Father . . . died, I was in here with him and I asked if there was any hope of our escaping ever. Only this time he answered me. He said yes, there was a way out, but he was afraid of it. It was an idea he’d worked on but never tried. And we’d be wiser not to try it, he said.”
“I don’t believe in arguing with your father—even post mortem.”
“But I can’t help wondering . . . And when he said it, he looked over at that corner.”
Vyrko went to that corner and drew back a curtain. There was a chair of metal rods, and a crude control panel, though it was hard to see what it was intended to control. He dropped, the curtain.
For a moment he stood watching Lavra. She was a fool, but she was exceedingly lovely. And the child of Kirth-Labbery could hardly carry only a fool’s genes.
Several generations could grow up in this retreat before the inevitable failure of the most permanent mechanical installations made it uninhabitable. By that time Earth would be free of agnoton and yellow bands, or they would be so firmly established that there was no hope. The third generation would go forth into the world, to perish or . . .
He walked over to Lavra and laid a gentle hand on her golden hair.
Vyrko never understood whether Lavra had been bored before that time. A life of undemanding inaction with plenty of food may well have sufficed her. Certainly she was not bored now.
At first she was merely passive; Vyrko had always suspected that she had meant the gambit to be declined. Then as her interest mounted and Vyrko began to compliment himself on his ability as an instructor, they became certain of their success; and from that point on she was rapt with the fascination of the changes in herself.
But even this new development did not totally rid Vyrko of his own ennui. If there were only something he could do, some positive, Vristian, Kirth-Labberian step that he could take! He damned himself for having been an incompetent esthetic fool, who had taken so for granted the scientific wonders of his age that he had never learned what made them tick, or how greater wonders might be attained.
He slept too much, he ate too much, for a brief period he drank too much—until he found boredom even less attractive with a hangover.
He tried to write, but the terrible uncertainty of any future audience disheartened him.
Sometimes a week would pass without his consciously thinking of agnoton or the yellow bands. Then (he would spend a day flogging himself into a state of nervous tension worthy of his uniquely dramatic situation, but he would always relapse. There just wasn’t anything to do.
Now even the consolation of Lavra’s beauty was vanishing, and she began demanding odd items of food which the hydroponic garden could not supply.
“If you loved me, you’d find a way to make cheese . . .” or ” . . . grow a new kind of peach . . . a little like a grape, only different . . .”
It was while he was listening to a film wire of Tyrsa’s (the last she ever made, in the curious tonalities of that newly rediscovered Mozart opera) and seeing her homely face, made even less lovely by the effort of those effortless-sounding notes, that he became conscious of the operative phrase.
“If you loved me . . .”
“Have I ever said I did?” he snapped.
He saw a new and not readily understood expression mar the beauty of Lavra’s face. “No,” she said in sudden surprise. “No,” and her voice fell to flatness, “you haven’t . . .”
And as her sobs—the first he had ever heard from her—traveled away toward the hydroponic room, he felt a new and not readily understood emotion. He switched off the film wire midway through the pyrotechnic rage of the eighteenth-century queen of darkness.
Vyrko found a curious refuge in the pulps. There was a perverse satisfaction in reading the thrilling exploits of other Last Men on Earth. He could feel through them the emotions that he should be feeling directly. And the other stories were fun, too, in varying ways. For instance, that astonishingly accurate account of the delicate maneuvering which averted what threatened to be (he first and final Atomic War . . .
He noticed one oddity: Every absolutely correct story of the “future” bore the same by-line. Occasionally other writers made good guesses, predicted logical trends, foresaw inevitable extrapolations. But only Norbert Holt named names and dated dates with perfect historical accuracy.
It wasn’t possible. It was too precise to be plausible. It was far more spectacular than the erratic Nostradamus often discussed in the pulps.
But there it was. He had read the Holt stories solidly through in order half-dozen times, without finding a single flaw, when he discovered the copy of Surprising Stories that had slipped behind a shelf and was therefore new to him.
He looked at once at the contents page. Yes, there was a Holt and—he felt a twinge of irrational but poignant sadness—one labeled as posthumous.
This story, we regret to tell you, is incomplete, and not only because of Norbert Holt’s tragic death last month. This is the last in chronological order of Holt’s stories of a consistently plotted future; but this fragment was written before his masterpiece, The Siege of Lunn. Holt himself used to tell me that he
could never finish it, that he could not find an ending; and he died still not knowing how The Last Boredom came out. But here, even though in fragment form, is the last published work of the greatest writer about the future, Norbert Holt.
The note was-signed with the initials M.S. Vyrko had long sensed a more than professional Intimacy between Holt and his editor, Manning Stern; this obituary introduction must have been a bitter task. But his eyes were hurrying on, almost fearfully, to the first words of The Lost Boredom:
There were three of them in the retreat, three out of all mankind safe from the deadly yellow bands. The great Kirth-Labbery himself had constructed . . .
Vyrko blinked and started again. It still read the same. He took firm hold of the magazine, as though the miracle might slip between his fingers, and dashed off with more energy than he had felt in months.
He found Lavra in the hydroponic room. “I have just found,” he shouted, “the damnedest . . . unbelievable—”
“Darling,” said Lavra, “I want some meat.”
“Don’t be silly. We haven’t any meat. Nobody’s eaten meat except at ritual dinners for generations.”
“Then I want a ritual dinner.”
“You can go on wanting. But look at this! Just read those first lines!”
“Vyrko,” she pleaded, “I want it.”
“Don’t be an idiot!”
Her lips pouted and her eyes moistened. “Vyrko dear . . . What you said when you were listening to that funny music . . . Don’t you love me?”
“No,” he barked.
Her eyes overflowed. “You don’t love me? Not after . . . ?”
All Vyrko’s pent-up boredom and irritation erupted. “You’re beautiful, Lavra, or you were a few months ago, but you’re an idiot. I am not in the v habit of loving idiots.”
“But you . . .”
“I tried to assure the perpetuation of the race—questionable though the desirability of such a project seems at the moment. It was not an unpleasant task, but I’m damned if it gives you the right in perpetuity to pester me.”
She moaned a little as he slammed out of the room. He felt oddly better. Adrenalin is a fine thing for the system. He settled into a chair and resolutely read, his eyes bugging like a cover-monster’s with amazed disbelief. When he reached the verbatim account of the quarrel he had just enjoyed, he dropped the magazine.
It sounded so petty in print. Such stupid inane bickering in the face of . . .” He left the magazine lying there and went back to the hydroponic room.
Lavra was crying—noiselessly this time, which somehow made it worse. One hand had automatically plucked a ripe grape, but she was not eating it. He went up behind her and slipped his hand under her long hair and began stroking the nape of her neck. The soundless sobs diminished gradually. When his fingers moved tenderly behind her ears, she turned to him with parted lips. The grape fell from her hand.
“I’m sorry,” he heard himself saying. “It’s me that’s the idiot. Which, I repeat, I am not in the habit of loving. And you’re the mother of my twins and I do love you . . .” And he realized that the statement was quite possibly, if absurdly, true.
“I don’t want anything now,” Lavra said when words were again in order. She stretched contentedly, and she was still beautiful even in the ungainly distortion which might preserve a race. “Now what were you trying to tell me?”
He explained. “And this Holt is always right,” he ended. “And now he’s writing about us!”
“Oh! Oh, then we’ll know—”
“We’ll know everything. We’ll know what the yellow bands are and what becomes of them and what happens to mankind and—”
“—and we’ll know,” said Lavra, “whether it’s a Soy or a girl.”
Vyrko smiled. “Twins, I told you. It runs in my family—no less than one pair to a generation. And I think that’s it—Holt’s already planted the fact of my having a twin named Vrist, even though he doesn’t come into the action.”
“Twins . . . That would be nice. They wouldn’t be lonely until we could . . . But get it quick, dear. Read it to me; I can’t wait!”
So he read Norbert Holt’s story to her—too excited and too oddly affectionate to point out that her longstanding aversion for print persisted even when she herself was a character. He read on past the quarrel. He read a printable version of the past hour. He read, about himself reading the story to her.
“Now!” she cried. “We’re up to now. What happens next?”
Vyrko read:
The emotional release of anger and love had set Vyrko almost at peace with himself again; but a small restlessness still nibbled at his brain.
Irrelevantly he remembered Kirth-Labbery’s cryptic hint of escape. Escape for the two of them, happy now; for the two of them and for their . . . it had to be, according to the odds, their twins.
He sauntered curiously into the laboratory, Lavra following him. He drew back the curtain and stared at the chair of metal rods. It was hard to see the control board that seemed to control nothing. He sat in the chair for a better look.
He made puzzled grunting noises. Lavra, her curiosity finally stirred by something inedible, reached over his shoulder and poked at the green.
“I don’t like that last thing he says about me,” Lavra objected. “I don’t like anything he says about me. I think your Mr. Holt is a very nasty person.”
“He says you’re beautiful.”
“And he says you love me. Or does he? It’s all mixed up.”
“It is all mixed up . . . and I do love you.”
The kiss was a short one; Lavra had to say, “And what next?”
“That’s all. It ends there.”
“Well . . . Aren’t you . . . ?” Vyrko felt strange. Holt had described his feelings so precisely. He was at peace and still curious, and the thought of Kirth-Labbery’s escape method did nibble restlessly at his brain.
He rose and sauntered into the laboratory, Lavra following him. He drew back the curtain and stared at the chair of metal rods. It was hard to see the control board that seemed to control nothing. He sat in the chair for a better look.
He made puzzled grunting noises. Lavra, her curiosity finally stirred by something inedible, reached over his shoulder and poked at the green button.
Vyrko had no time for amazement when Lavra and the laboratory vanished. He saw the archaic vehicle bearing down directly upon him and tried to get out of the way as rapidly as possible. But the chair hampered him and before he could get to his feet the vehicle struck. There was a red explosion of pain and then a long blackness.
He later recalled a moment of consciousness at the hospital and a shrill female voice repeating over and over, “But he wasn’t there and then all of a sudden he was and I hit him. It was like he came out of nowhere. He wasn’t there and all of a sudden . . .”
Then the blackness came back.
All the time of his unconsciousness, all through the semi-conscious nightmares while doctors probed at him and his fever soared, his unconscious mind must have been working on the problem. He knew the complete answer the instant that he saw the paper on his breakfast tray, that first day he was capable of truly seeing anything.
The paper was easy to read for a paleolinguist with special training in pulps—easier than the curious concept of breakfast was to assimilate. What mattered was the date: 1948—and the headlines refreshed his knowledge of the Cold War and the impending election. (There was something he should Remember about that election . . . )
He saw it clearly. Kirth-Labbery’s genius had at last evolved a time machine. That was the one escape, the escape which the scientist had not yet tested and rather distrusted. And Lavra had poked the green button because Norbert Holt had said she had poked (would poke?) the green button.
How many buttons could a wood poke poke if a wood poke would poke . . .
“The breakfast didn’t seem to agree with him, doctor.”
“Maybe it was the paper. Makes me ru
n a temperature every morning, too!”
“Oh, doctor, you do say the funniest things!”
“Nothing funnier than this case. Total amnesia, as best we can judge by his lucid moments. And his clothes don’t help us—must’ve been on his way to a fancy-dress party. Or maybe I should say fancy-dress!”
“Oh, doctor!”
“Don’t tell me nurses can blush. Never did when I was an intern—and you can’t say they didn’t get a chance! But this character here . . . not a blessed bit of identification on him! Riding some kind of newfangled bike that got smashed up . . . Better hold off on the solid food for a bit—stick to intravenous feeding.”
He’d had this trouble before at ritual dinners, Vyrko finally recalled. Meat was apt to affect him badly—the trouble was that he had not at first recognized those odd strips of oily solid which accompanied the egg as meat.
The adjustment was gradual and successful, in this as in other matters. At the end of two weeks, he was eating meat easily (and, he confessed, with a faintly obscene nonritual pleasure) and equally easily chatting with nurses and fellow patients about the events (which he still privately tended to regard as mummified museum pieces) of 1948.
His adjustment, in fact, was soon so successful that it could not continue. The doctor made that clear. “Got to think about the future, you know. Can’t keep you here forever. Nasty unreasonable prejudice against keeping well men in hospitals.”
Vyrko allowed the expected laugh to come forth. “But since,” he said, gladly accepting the explanation that was so much more credible than the truth, “I haven’t any idea who I am, where I live, or what my profession is—”
“Can’t remember anything? Don’t know if you can take shorthand, for instance? Or play the bull fiddle?”
“Not a thing.” Vyrko felt it hardly worthwhile to point out his one manual accomplishment, the operation of the as-yet-uninvented electronic typewriter.
“Behold,” he thought, “the Man of the Future. I’ve read all the time travel stories. I know what should happen. I teach them everything Kirth-Labbery knew and I’m the greatest man in the world. Only the fictional time travel never happens to a poor dope who took for granted all the science around him, who pushed a button or turned a knob and never gave a damn what happened or why. Here they’re just beginning to get two-dimensional black-and-white short-range television. We had (will have?) stereoscopic full-color worldwide video—-which I’m about as capable of constructing here as my friend the doctor would be of installing electric light in Ancient Rome. The Mouse of the Future . . .”