by Anna Collins
“Are you sure you want me to kiss you? Are you a lesbian for real?” Jane asked unable to believe what she was experiencing.
“I have a rule in my bedroom. No talking. Whatever you need to talk, we will do it post sex. Just tell me you agree and then I am going to take you to places you never knew existed.”
Jane couldn't comprehend whatever she heard. It was all a bit too much, but fucking Sarah Maroon was everything she would have ever dreamt of. Sarah was hot, sexy and wild. If Jane said no, she would always regret it. She wanted to see Sarah’s flawless and gorgeous body and she wanted to touch her everywhere. She nodded even though she had a feeling this might not go down the right way. However, sometimes we let our hearts rule and not our minds and Jane could feel her lust overpowering her brain as she nodded.
The moment she said yes, Sarah turned into a sex kitten and she immediately unbuttoned Jane’s blouse. She then unzipped her skirt and it fell to the ground. Jane was in her red silk bra and her matching trim panties. Sarah moaned at the perfect bikini figure which Jane had and kissed her cleavage and licked seductively.
Jane had wanted to get her hands on Sarah too ever since she had walked down the stairs. She licked her neck and kissed it softly then traveled downwards, leaving her bite marks on her cleavage.
As Jane slowly undressed Sarah, she found that she was wearing a lace bra that showed her beautiful tits. Sarah didn’t have any panties on and Jane could feel herself being turned on just by seeing how beautiful she looked.
“Looks like you already had sex in mind,” Jane teased.
“Shh. No talking in bed, remember,” Sarah hissed and pushed Jane on the bed. She was all set to take the command as she wanted to fuck Jane so hard that she would forget every other damn thing in the world.
She kissed her big breasts and took her tits in her teeth and bit them ferociously which made Jane moan a little too loudly.
“Oh my God, Sarah!” Jane moaned out loud as Sarah licked the tip of her breasts and bit her nipples several times, making them erect.
Sarah didn’t want Jane to make any noise. She wanted to make her body scream for her and not her mouth. She kissed Jane passionately and sucked her tongue inside. As Jane closed her eyes, she could feel Sarah’s essence all over her body. Each and every cell of her being was getting relaxed as Sarah kept savoring her mouth with her tongue. She was finally relieved and gave up.
She surrendered her body to Sarah and let her drive her senses as per her wishes. Sarah let go of that long and passionate kiss and licked Jane’s breasts. Jane felt her nipples getting erected as Sarah sucked them hard and wildly than the last time.
Jane didn’t say anything at all. She closed her eyes and let Sarah do her magic. Sarah didn’t have any intentions to stop and started to squeeze Jane’s breasts. She took a firm grip on her breasts and squeezed them hard. She didn’t want to take it slow. She was a hungry lioness and wanted to make love to Jane, the moment she laid her eyes on her.
She was hungry for Jane’s kiss and wanted to savor each and every inch of her body. Jane had never been in a situation like this. She had always been the active one, who would be fucking other girls, but things were different with Sarah. In Sarah, she could find her lioness, and she surrendered herself entirely to her.
She was utterly attracted to Sarah, and it was certainly like a dream come true to her. Sarah was having the time of her life playing with Jane’s breasts. Jane had crimson nipples and a huge pair that Sarah kept sucking. She licked the top of her right breast and put it in her mouth.
“Ah! Sarah!” Jane whispered her name swiftly and started feeling a surreal sensation coming from her right breasts that were inside Sarah’s mouth. Jane could feel her breast melting in her mouth as Sarah kept brushing her nipples with her tongue. Jane’s other breast was experiencing the touch of Sarah’s hands as she kept squeezing them hard. Jane was having a party in her mind as her soul has found a partner in Sarah.
After a long session of savoring her breasts, Sarah decided to go down and passed several kisses on her breast and stomach. Sarah kissed her belly and circled her tongue over her navel. Their bodies were entwined with each other, and without even a shred of cloth, there was nothing that could separate them. They were naked in front of each other and there was not even a thing that they would hide.
Sarah massaged her vagina and the moment she licked Jane’s clit with her tongue, Jane’s entire body felt an electrifying experience. It felt like her entire body was set on fire as Sarah started to lick her vagina in utter passion. Jane had never felt as horny as she reached a different level of pleasure with Sarah.
Sarah kept circling her tongue around Jane’s vagina and touched the tip of her tongue with her clit numerous times, making Jane hungry for Sarah’s love.
“Oh! Fuck me already!” Jane moaned out loud that boosted Sarah’s moral and she decided to dig in. She knew that Jane couldn’t wait for it anymore and gave her the pleasure of her entire lifetime. She dug her tongue into her hole and reached the insides of her vagina.
Jane started to breathe heavily as she realized that she was experiencing an outlandish feel. It was without a doubt, the commencement of the best orgasm of her life, and it was just not going down.
Sarah kept escalating her orgasm with her tongue rotating around her vagina. She pressed her tongue inside and would occasionally pull it out, but only to circle it all around Jane’s vagina again. She lubricated her vagina and the nearby parts with her tongue and was about to step it up a little.
Jane kept breathing heavily as she was experiencing a surreal feel. Just when she thought that Sarah was done loving her, Sarah dug her middle finger inside her vagina.
“Oh my God, Sarah! Fuck! Oh!” She screamed – one part out of pain and the rest ninety-nine part out of unadulterated passion.
Sarah dug her finger inside and started to fuck Jane harder than her imagination. With every push, she would make way for more and leaned toward her. She started to suck her breasts and started to bite her nipples wildly while she was squeezing her other breasts with her hands.
Sarah’s right hand was busy giving Jane’s vagina the most memorable time of her life. As her fingers danced around her vagina, they made space for more. She doubled up and used two fingers this time to penetrate her.
She kept fingering her and giving her the best time of her life. Jane closed her eyes and she kept moaning out loud. She was hungry for Sarah and started to sweat. Sarah was making her worked up by taking her to the places that she had never visited before. It was the wildest and passionate intercourse of Jane’s life and she wanted to make that wild love to Sarah for the rest of her life.
She closed her eyes and felt Sarah’s presence inside of her. Sarah was able to lubricate her vagina and made way for one more finger. With three main fingers, she kept fucking Jane while she moaned in pleasure. She would keep sucking her breasts and played with her nipples. Jane knew that she couldn’t hold for anymore. She was already at the peak of her orgasm for minutes now and had broken all the boundaries.
“Sarah!” she screamed her name loudly as she reached the tip of her orgasm and came down. She started breathing heavily in order to give her heart some rest. It was the most memorable sex of her life, different, yet passionate. Sarah let go of her grip as Jane came back to her senses and opened her eyes.
“Oh my God, Sarah. That was… amazing!” she said, as she kept resting on her bed, looking into Sarah’s beautiful green eyes.
“You were amazing!” Sarah said and kissed Jane one more time.
As Jane closed her eyes, she wanted to stay at that moment forever. She locked Sarah in her arms and didn’t want to let her go. She touched her breasts and wanted to have a taste of them. She bit Sarah’s lower lip in order to let her know that she was hungry for her love.
“I want to kiss each and every inch of your body, Sarah!” Jane said and decided to live up to each and every word.
She started kissing her body and co
vered each and every part of it. She licked her neck and went down all the way to her breast. She kissed her soft breasts and was turned on by how flawless they looked. Sarah had a huge pair of breasts and her pink nipples were inviting Jane to take a bite.
Jane bit the forbidden fruit and it tasted delicious as hell.
“Oh my God! Jane, you are so sexy!” Sarah said and Jane bit her nipples.
Jane kept circling her tongue around her breasts and took a few furious bites of her nipples that turned them erect. Sarah was turned on by Jane’s presence and for a moment, she would feel her breasts melting in Jane’s mouth as she started to suck them hard.
Sarah knew that she was with a pro and knew the tricks and small gestures that would turn Sarah on. From the way she would lick her breasts to the way she would brush her vagina, everything about Jane was different. Sarah had been with a few women in her life before, but it was not the same. Things were so different with Jane, as each and every cell of her being knew that Jane was the one for her. Even though it was the first time when they were making love to each other, it didn’t feel like an accident or something that happens out of the blue.
It seemed like a perfect experiment conducted by the God, and their bodies collided with each other like a perfect big bang.
“You are amazing, Jane!” Sarah moaned as Jane kept brushing her vagina.
Jane’s hands were inspecting Sarah’s vagina as she went down and circled them around her sensitive parts. She kissed her navel and kept licking the space between her navel and her clit, which made her even hungrier for Sarah. She could taste Sarah’s mesmerizing essence on her tongue and finally decided to seize the moment.
She licked her clit and circled her tongue around her vagina, which only made Sarah’s entire body shiver. Jane was having a great time making love to Sarah and finally entered her tongue inside. Sarah closed her eyes and let Jane do her magic. She knew that Jane was a master and absolutely loved the way Jane savored her skin.
Sarah started to breathe profoundly as Jane entered inside of her. She had no intentions to stop and took Sarah to the places she had never visited before. Each and every bone in Sarah’s body was dancing in liaison as Jane gave her an unforgettable orgasm. She came right there in her mouth and had the most amazing sex of her life. She closed her eyes and let that moment sink. She wanted to remember each and everything about Jane.
She inhaled the air and could smell Jane’s presence and their love in it. She could breathe that air forever, without going to any other place. She didn’t want to visit any other place, any other country. She had found her entire world in Jane.
It had been two months since Sarah and Jane have been together and it felt like their entire life had been linked. They had become inseparable and would be with each other for almost every single day. When Jane entered Sarah’s room, almost two months before little did she know that Sarah would end up becoming the most important person in her life and that too in such a short duration!
Every day, after completing work, Jane would come to Sarah’s place and they would have a great time together. They would order for some delicious meal and would explore each other’s body while sharing some exquisite cuisines. Even on weekends, they would stay inside and talk to each other. They would either spend their time cooking together or watching a hopeless romantic movie. They loved spending time with each other and it had its own perks, but Jane wanted more.
They would make love to each other, every night with untamed wildness. The passion and intensity of their lovemaking were beyond their own comprehension. Their body and soul craved for each other, and somewhere, deep within, they knew that there meant to be with each other, but Jane knew that she couldn’t live an unfulfilled life.
Jane started to feel that she was Sarah’s dirty secret and wanted more than that. She wanted a lifetime of togetherness with Sarah and not just a few movies or sex. She wanted everything – the whole of her, but Sarah was letting her taste only a fragment of her life.
It was one of those Friday nights when Jane came to Sarah’s place directly from her office. Sarah welcomed her with a hot cup of chocolate, something that Jane absolutely loved.
As she took a sip of her drink, she realized that she wanted to live that kind of day for the rest of her life. She wanted to come home to Sarah every day, but Sarah had an entirely different world.
“Who am I to you, Sarah?” Jane finally asked her that made Sarah stop working. She was reading some official papers but stopped when she realized the gravity of the moment.
“Where did that come from?”
Sarah asked her and came closer. She moved her seat so that she could sit right in front of Jane, facing her deep blue eyes. She knew that Jane was feeling a little insecure and wanted to try hard in order to make her understand her insecurities.
“You know who you are to me,” she said while brushing her hair.
“I think I do, for a moment, but then I realize that I am nothing more than your secret. We never go out; we never meet each other’s friend. I don’t know anything about your life beyond this room. It feels like I am your secret and we are never going to have the kind of life that I imagined,” Jane gave her an honest reply.
“I know it’s different, but you are that one person with whom I can share everything that belongs to me – from my bed to my bathrobe, my passion to my insecurities. Isn’t that enough for you, Jane?”
“I thought it was, but it’s not. I am not asking you to come out of the closet and tell the entire world about your sexual orientation because that would be wrong and selfish of me. But can you, at least, give me an answer, a security, something to hold onto… Tell me that we are going to have a future together and that a few years down the lane, we would meet each other’s parents and would have a great life. Can you do that for me?” Jane had tears in her eyes as she said those words. Unintentionally, she has asked Sarah to make a choice at that moment. She didn’t want to scare her, she didn’t want her to make that choice right there, but her insecurities took her hold of her senses. She became utterly emotional and wanted Sarah to choose her.
Sarah took a deep breath as she realized that she had to make a choice. She couldn’t let Jane walk away from her life, but at the same time, she couldn’t destroy her hard-earned reputation. She finally realized that it didn’t matter whatever choice she would make, but she would end up losing an extremely significant part of her.
“You are out – the entire world knows about you and I find that as a turn on. You are so confident about your sexuality and you flaunt it out in the public without any fear, but I am not like that. I can never do that, I know it. I can never tell the entire world that I love girls. This will destroy my reputation and it will take back everything that I have earned in my life. I love you, Jane. I love you right here, right now. Isn’t that enough for you?” Sarah said with tears in her eyes.
Jane took a deep breath and kissed Sarah passionately while closing her eyes. She wanted to remember that moment forever. Somehow, Sarah knew what Jane was about to say, even before speaking a word.
“No. It’s not enough. Sometimes, love is not enough.”
Jane said and walked out of the room. Sarah stood up and tried to catch her and Jane left the room.
“Where are you going, Jane? Stop! Come back!” she tried to chase her down, but it was futile. Even before, she could realize what exactly happened, she ended up losing the best thing that had happened in her life.
Heartbroken would be an understatement. Jane was broken beyond repair. She kept walking away from Sarah’s place and found a bench, facing an almost abandoned street in the middle. The city was almost quite as it was dark. Jane knew that it was not safe for her to roam around like that and taped her phone to call a cab.
The moment she unlocked her screen, several notifications started to pop. Her phone started to buzz several times and it was not showing any sign to stop. She opened the notifications which led her to her Twitter app.
/> She couldn’t believe what flashed in front of her eyes.
“I love you, so much @Jane_Nader. You are the love of my life – come back to me!”
She read Sarah’s tweet with a picture of them kissing each other. It was all out. She finally came out of the closet and broadcasted that message on Twitter for the entire world to know.
There were thousands of gratification and congratulatory messages for that tweet. People were congratulating her for her brave move and a lot of them were insisting Jane to go back to her. Jane couldn’t believe that Sarah could do something like that for her.
She heard someone’s footsteps coming towards her. She didn’t have to look up, as she knew it was Sarah.
“I don’t know what to say, you didn’t have to do this for me!” Jane said, looking at Sarah who was wearing a gorgeous red dress.
“You don’t have to say anything, Jane. I didn’t do it for you – I did it for me, I did it for us. I couldn’t build my entire life on a false foundation. I had to do this,” she said and walked a little closure.
“This is so brave of you, Sarah. I am so proud of you!” Jane hugged her tightly. She didn’t want her to go.
“I don’t know why I was even afraid. People are taking it so constructively and my inbox is full of congratulatory messages. It was like as if the entire world was waiting for me to come out!”
Sarah smiled as she felt fortunate to be with Jane, who helped her bring out the best in her.
“You made this happen, Jane. Thank you!” She breathed a sigh of relief.
“I love you so much, Sarah. You are amazing!”
Jane kissed her wildly and under the moonlit sky, they kept kissing each other. In each other, they found a new home for themselves.
SCIENCE FICTION: WANTING TO BELIEVE
Prologue
Have you ever felt that there’s something not quite right with you? That there’s some missing piece that you can never quite put your finger on. This how I have felt my entire life, as if I’ve been walking through the world in a haze and that the world around me is a false one, nothing but an illusion. Over the years, I’ve tried to fool myself into believing that this is how everyone feels. That each morning when they wake up that they don’t belong, that they have no place in the universe, or at least on Earth.