The flower bed had been some sort of admission to myself that I might be here awhile. That I couldn’t go back to an apartment or a condo. That my life didn’t allow me the luxury of close neighbors.
Richard had remarked as we drove up, “Nice flowers.”
“I couldn’t just leave it bare.”
He made a noncommittal noise. Nearly three months away from each other and even without the marks, he knew me well enough to know when not to say something. It bugged me that I had been unable to leave the flower bed barren and ripped. I hated the fact that I’d been driven to make it pretty. No, I am not comfortable with my feminine side.
Richard and Jamil carried Gregory in on the stretcher that the hospital had loaned us. Lillian had pumped the wereleopard so full of painkillers that he was feeling no pain. I was grateful for that. Awake, he had a tendency to whimper and scream.
Strangely, Cherry turned out to be a nurse. She’d taken one look at Gregory and suddenly turned into a professional. A layer of confidence and competence crawled out of nowhere. She was like a different person. Once Gregory let her touch him, didn’t reject her help, Cherry was calm. Though truthfully, it wasn’t until Dr. Lillian had seemed to trust Cherry that I did, too. Lillian was confident that she could help us put Gregory into traction and not injure him further. I trusted Lillian’s opinion, but I still didn’t trust Cherry. I might not have approved of Richard smacking her around, but I agreed that anyone who left you behind to die wasn’t trustworthy. No shame in being weak, but I’d never trust her at my back.
Vivian wouldn’t let Zane carry her into the house, even though walking was obviously painful. She clung to my arm with both her small hands. Truthfully, her hands weren’t any smaller than my own, but somehow she seemed fragile. It wasn’t size, or even just the rape, but something about Vivian herself. Even wrapped in the borrowed red coat and a scruffy blue robe that Lillian had loaned her, Vivian looked delicate, feminine, lovely in an almost ethereal sort of way. It’s hard to look lovely and ethereal with half your face swollen tight with bruises, but she managed it.
She stumbled on the rock walkway to the house. I caught her, but her knees buckled and I came damn near dropping her on the rocks.
Zane tried to help me, but Vivian let out a small sound and hid her face against my shoulder. Once we hit the car she hadn’t wanted any man to touch her. It had been Zane who untied her, but it seemed to be me she looked upon as her rescuer. Or maybe I was just the only female rescuer, and female was safe right now.
I sighed and nodded my head. Zane backed off. If I’d been in jogging shoes or even flats, I’d have just carried Vivian into the house, but I was wearing three-inch spike heels. I could not carry someone nearly my own body weight wearing these shoes. If I kicked the shoes off, then the dress would be so long I’d trip. I was beginning to really hate this outfit.
“Vivian.” She didn’t respond. “Vivian?” She was still sliding towards the ground. I braced my legs far enough apart to get as much leverage as I was going to get in the shoes, and was ready for her when her legs collapsed completely. I might have been able to carry her in a firemen’s-carry even with the heels, but I’d seen her body and there were deep bruises on her stomach. Slinging her over my shoulders would hurt. I managed to lift her in my arms, but I knew better than to try and walk.
“Get Cherry,” I said.
Zane nodded and went into the house.
I stood there holding Vivian, waiting for help to arrive. The July sun beat down on my back through the black coat. Sweat trickled down my spine. Cicadas filled the heat with their buzzing song. There was a small army of butterflies feeding on the flowers. Don’t tell, but I drank at least one cup of coffee every day out here watching the stupid things. It was all very picturesque, but I was getting impatient. How long did it take for Zane to tell Cherry to get her butt out here? Of course, maybe she was busy with Gregory and his fearful injuries. If she was, it could be a while. It wasn’t that I couldn’t stand there holding her. It was that I felt stupid wearing heels so high that I couldn’t carry her into the house. It made me feel girlish in the worst way.
I tried to wait by counting how many different species of butterflies were visible. Tiger swallowtail, spicebrush swallowtail, greater frittilary, giant sulphur, black swallowtail, red-spotted purple, and painted lady. A trio of tiny blue hairstreaks spun into the air like glittering bits of sky. Beautiful, but where the hell was Cherry? Enough of this. I started very carefully forward, my ankle twisted and I had to throw myself backward to keep from dumping Vivian to the rocks. I ended up on my butt in the flower bed, crushing the border of rose moss flat and taking a few zinnias with me. The cosmos towered over me, some of them as tall as six feet.
Vivian gave a small moan, blinking her one good eye open. “It’s all right,” I soothed. “It’s all right.” I sat there holding her, half rocking her, with my butt in the flowers and my feet almost straight out in front of me. I’d managed to keep my feet through vampires, shapeshifters, human servants, and arsonists, but a pair of high heels had set me back on my ass. Vanity, thy name is woman. Though whoever wrote that had never seen an issue of GQ.
A tiger swallowtail nearly as big as my outstretched hand fluttered near my face. It was pale yellow with sharp brown stripes on its wings. It hovered over Vivian, then finally settled on my hand. Butterflies will lick the sweat from your skin for the salt, but usually you have to hold still for it. If you move, they float away. This insect seemed determined. Its proboscis is not much thicker than a straight pin, a long curved tube, but you can feel it like a tickling line.
It was maybe the third time in my life that I’d had a butterfly feed off my skin. I didn’t try to chase it away. It was cool. Its wings pulsed up and down very slowly as it fed, its tiny feet almost weightless against my hand.
Cherry walked out the door, eyes widening when she saw me. “Are you hurt?”
I shook my head, still careful not to scare away the butterfly. “Just can’t get the leverage to get back up.”
Cherry knelt by us, and the butterfly glided away. She watched it for a moment. “I’ve never seen a butterfly do that.”
“It was after the salt in my skin. Butterflies will feed on dogshit or spoiled fruit, too,” I said.
Cherry made a face. “Thanks for ruining another idyllic image.” She took Vivian out of my arms, wobbling on one knee. Vivian moaned in her arms as Cherry stood, trying to get the balance of it all. Lifting isn’t just strength. It’s balance, and an unconscious body is not the best thing for balance. “You need a hand up?” she asked.
I shook my head, getting to my knees.
Cherry took me at my word and just walked towards the house. She was smarter than I’d first thought. Of course, if I’d spent the night in Padma’s tender care, maybe I wouldn’t have made a good first impression either.
I was trying to fluff up the crushed flowers when the butterfly came fluttering back. With it hovering around my face I felt the first prickling brush of power. If it had been dark, I’d have said “vampire,” but it was broad daylight.
I stood up and slipped the Browning out of the coat pocket. The bright yellow-and-brown insect batted at my face with paper-thin wings. What had been fun a moment before was suddenly ominous. For the first time in my life I brushed a butterfly away as if it had been something loathsome. And maybe it was.
I am not implying that the butterfly was literally a vampire. They couldn’t shapechange, not to my knowledge. Of course, they couldn’t be out in full daylight either. They were the council. Did I really know what they were capable of?
The butterfly floated away from me towards the woods on the far side of the driveway. It fluttered back and forth, back and forth, like it was waiting for me. I shook my head. I felt silly holding the gun with just the butterfly there by the woods. But something else was out there. I stood in the summer heat, feeling the sun beat down on the top of my head. I should have been safe. At least from vampires. It wa
sn’t fair that they changed the rules.
I was about to go into the house and yell for backup, when I saw a figure. Tall with a thick hooded cloak pulled around him. Even with the cloak I knew it was a him. Shoulders that broad and that height, and I even knew it was Warrick. Except it couldn’t be him. He wasn’t even close to powerful enough to be out in daylight.
I stared at that tall shape in the shimmering white cloak. He stood so still, as if he were carved from marble. Even Mr. Oliver, the oldest vamp I’d ever seen had avoided direct sunlight. But there Warrick stood like a ghost that had learned the trick of walking about in daylight. Of course, he wasn’t walking. He stood in the wavering shadows of the trees. He didn’t try and come out into the direct light of the clearing. Maybe he couldn’t. Maybe that thin band of shade was all that kept him from bursting into flames. Maybe.
I walked towards him. I stretched my senses, but his was the only power I felt. It could be a trap, an ambush, but I didn’t think so. If they meant to trap me, it wouldn’t have been this blatant. But just in case, I stopped a good distance back from the woods. If I saw any movement I’d yell for help and run for the house. Might even get off a shot or two.
Warrick stood with his head bowed so low, the hood completely hid his face. He stood immobile, as if he didn’t know I was there. Only the wind making a soft folding line in the white cloth showed any movement. He was like a statue with a cloth thrown over it.
The longer he stood there motionless, the more eerie it seemed. I had to fill the silence. “What do you want, Warrick?”
A shiver went through him and he raised his head slowly. Rot had spread across that strong face. His skin was green and black as if that thin layer of tissue were holding in centuries of death. Even his blue eyes had dulled with a film, like a fish that had been dead too long to eat.
My mouth was hanging open. You’d think after what I’d seen Yvette do to him, it wouldn’t have shocked me, but it did. Some sights you don’t grow jaded about.
“Is Yvette punishing you?” I asked.
“No, no, my pale mistress sleeps in her coffin. She knows nothing of this visit.” His voice was the only thing that remained “normal.” The voice was still strong and firm. It didn’t match what was happening to his body.
“What’s happening to you, Warrick?”
“When the sun rose I did not die. I thought it was a sign from God. That He was giving me permission to end this foul existence. That He had given me the chance to walk into the light for one last time. I walked into the rising sun and did not burn, but this happened.” He raised his hands out of the cloak, showing me the greying flesh. The fingernails were blackened, even the ends of the fingers seemed shriveled.
“Will it heal?” I asked.
He smiled and even with that horrific visage, it was a smile full of hope. His rotted face showed a light that had nothing to do with vampire powers. The butterfly hovered above his face. “God will call me to his arms soon. I am after all a dead man.”
I couldn’t argue with him there. “Why did you come here, Warrick?”
A second butterfly joined the first, then a third. They fluttered above his head like a carousel. Warrick smiled up at them. “I have come to warn you. Padma fears Jean-Claude and your triumvirate. He will see you dead if he can.”
“That’s not news,” I said.
“Our master, Morte d’Amour, has given Yvette orders to destroy you all.”
That was news. “Why?” I asked.
“I don’t believe that any of the council truly believes that Jean-Claude means to set up his own rival council in this country. But they all see him as a part of this new legal vampirism. They see him as part of a change that may sweep away our old existence. The old ones who have power enough to be comfortable do not want any change in our status quo. When the vote is taken, Anita, there will be two against you.”
“Who else gets to vote?” I asked.
“Asher has the proxy for his mistress, Belle Morte, Beautiful Death. He hates Jean-Claude with a fine, burning hate like sunlight through glass. I do not think you can count upon his help.”
“So they have all come to kill us,” I said.
“If they had come merely to kill you, Anita, they would have done so by now.”
“Then I’m confused,” I said.
“Padma’s fear is too strong, but I believe our master would be content if Jean-Claude gave up his seat of power here and joined the council as he was meant to.”
“The first challenger that comes along will take him out,” I said. “No thanks.”
“So Jean-Claude keeps saying,” Warrick said. “I am beginning to think that he underestimates himself, and you.”
“He’s cautious, and so am I.”
A host of butterflies had formed above his head. They fluttered around him in a multicolored cloud. One landed on his hand, bright wings fanning softly as it fed off the rotting flesh.
His power thrummed along my body. It wasn’t council-level power, but it was master-level. Warrick was a master vampire, and he hadn’t been last night. “Are you borrowing power from someone else?”
“From God,” he said.
Of course.
“The longer we are away from our master, the weaker Yvette grows, and the stronger I grow. The Holy Fire of God’s eternal light has entered my body once more. Perhaps He will forgive me for my weakness. I feared death, Anita. I feared the punishment of hell more than I feared Yvette. But I walk in the light. I burn with God’s power once more.”
Personally I didn’t believe God had a private torture chamber. Hell was being cut off from God, cut off from his power, his energy, Him. We walked through his power every day of our lives until it was like white noise, something we ignored or failed to hear. But somehow lecturing Warrick on the fact that he’d let Yvette torture him for centuries because he feared eternal damnation, which I didn’t in fact believe existed, seemed pointless. Nay, cruel.
“I’m happy for you, Warrick.”
“I would ask one boon of you, Anita.”
“A boon is a favor, right?” I asked. Didn’t want to agree to something and be wrong.
“Yes,” he said.
“Ask.”
“Do you have a cross upon you?”
I nodded.
“Show me, please.”
I didn’t think this was a good idea, but…I pulled the silver chain up until the cross sparkled in the sunlight. It didn’t glow. It just dangled.
Warrick smiled. “The Holy Cross does not reject me.”
I didn’t have the heart to tell him that the cross didn’t always glow around all vampires. It seemed to wait for one that meant me harm, though there were exceptions both ways. I, like Warrick, didn’t question God’s wisdom. I figured He knew what He was doing, and if He didn’t, I really didn’t want to know.
Warrick walked to the edge of the tree line. He stood there in the white cloak with its black lining, hesitating. I watched the struggle on his face. He wanted to cross into that last band of pure sunlight and was afraid to. I didn’t blame him.
He stretched out his hand to the trembling edge of solid golden light, then fell back. “My courage and my faith, they still fail me. I am still not worthy. I should stride into the light and grab the Holy Cross and hold it unafraid.” He covered his face with his darkened hands. The butterflies lit on every inch of naked skin, wings fanning. There was nothing to see but the white cloak and the fluttering insects. For a moment the illusion was perfect that the butterflies were all that was inside the cloak.
Warrick spread his hands slowly, carefully, so as not to disturb the insects. He smiled. “I have heard the masters speak of calling their animals for centuries but have never understood until now. It is a wondrous bond.”
He seemed happy with his “animal.” Me, I’d have been a little disappointed. A butterfly wasn’t going to be much defense against the sort of animals that most vamps could call. But, hey, as long as Warrick was happy, who wa
s I to bitch?
“Yvette made me swear an oath to God on some of her secrets. I have not betrayed my word, or my oath.”
“Are you saying there are things I should know that you haven’t told me?” I asked.
“I have told you all I am free to tell, Anita. Yvette was always clever. She manipulated me all those years ago to betray all I held dear. She bound me with oaths before we arrived on your shores. I didn’t understand it at the time, but I do now. She knew I would see you as a person of honor. A person who protects the weak, and does not abandon her friends. You make the council’s talk of honor and responsibility seem a pale pretense.”
Saying thanks didn’t seem enough, but it was all I had. “Thank you, Warrick.”
“Even when I was alive there was a vast difference between the nobles that truly led and tended their people’s needs, and those who just took from them.”
“It hasn’t changed that much,” I said.
“I am sorry to hear that,” he said. He glanced upward, maybe at the sun, maybe at something I couldn’t see. “As the sun approaches its zenith I feel weaker.”
“Do you need a place to rest for the day?” I asked. The moment I said it, I wasn’t sure I should have made the offer. Did I really trust him down in the basement with Jean-Claude and the gang, without me to watch him every minute? Not exactly.
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