“But what about makin’ her a good wife?” Keith looked at his nephew. Already, he could feel that strong drink pulsing through his veins, magnifying his emotions. “I dinna prepare her for her role in life and now she is sufferin’. ’Tis my fault, all of it.”
Artis patted the man in a feigned show of comfort. He didn’t understand his uncle’s sadness because, to him, a fine warrior was better than a fine wife any day.
“Dunna worry, Uncle Keith,” he said. “All will work out the way it should. Rhosie should never have married the Sassenach tae begin with. She should have remained here, with us. She should have remained with the people who accept her for what she is.”
Keith was quickly growing sad and miserable, realizing that the way he raised his daughter did not do her any justice. The de Wolfe son should have been presented with a wife; instead, he’d married a warrior. That never bothered Keith until this very moment because it occurred to him how ill-prepared Rhoswyn had been going into the marriage. He didn’t know why that had never occurred to him before.
He’d been a selfish man and an even worse father.
“She said that she was happy with him,” he muttered, rising from the table. “She was happy with him but the man was shamed by her warrior instincts. I’m not sure that’s something she can ever overcome. ’Tis part of her.”
It seemed to Artis and Dunsmore that he wasn’t looking for an answer to that particular dilemma. He was muttering as he left the table and crossed the floor, heading out to deal with his problems on his own. Only when the man quit the hall did Artis turn to his brother.
“Ye heard him?” he hissed. “De Wolfe is comin’ here!”
Dunsmore nodded eagerly. “When he does, we’ll be a-waitin’ for him. Right intae our very own trap!”
Artis poured himself more alcohol and poured his brother some as well. Collecting his cup, he lifted it to his brother as if to toast their good fortune.
“Tae family,” he said quietly.
Dunmore lifted his cup in return. “Tae what belongs tae us.”
Never were truer words spoken.
*
The sun was down by the time Sibbald’s Hold came into view.
It sat in a small valley amidst rolling green hills, surrounded by smaller farms that dotted the land. There were sheep everywhere; between the three-quarter moon and the remnants of the setting sun, Troy could see the little white dots on the darkening hills. He could smell them, too. Surrounding Sibbald’s enclosure was a large herd, managed by several men and dogs, and he’d had to identify himself before they’d let him pass. Even then, they men followed him all the way to the walled enclosure.
The enclosure was bathed in a moonlit glow, with spots of golden light coming from the windows of the tower itself. Sibbald’s tower was comprised of a large L-Plan tower, three stories in height. L-Plan towers were usually those that were originally built as a single tower but somewhere over the years, were expanded with a wing that literally made the tower in the shape of the letter “L”.
Troy had seen a few of these L-Plan towers over Scotland through the years, as the Scots seemed to be fond of adding those additional wings to expand the footprint of the structure and maximize space in the smaller fortresses. But the thick, impenetrable L-Plan tower was nearly the only thing Sibbald’s Hold had – it was in an enclosure with walls that weren’t very tall and, in fact, Troy could look over the top of the walls and see the enclosure within. The place was overrun with dogs, with an entire pack coming out to sniff him and his horse, who didn’t take kindly to the canines.
Dogs yelped as the horse kicked out and swung its big head, chasing the dogs away. But the moment they entered the bailey, they only went a few steps before coming to a halt because the bailey was so small. The tower was directly in front of them. There was a stable to the east, small outbuildings to the north, and then the massive tower stretched above them.
Troy couldn’t help but notice that the men who had followed them from outside the walls were now standing behind him. He could feel their suspicion in the darkness. Unwilling to take a silent stance now that he’d arrived, he turned to the men gathered behind him.
“My name is Troy de Wolfe,” he said. “I am Rhoswyn Kerr’s husband. I am assuming she is here and I have come for her. Bring me Keith Kerr.”
There was some hissing and shuffling going on. Men were pushing each other in the darkness until someone finally broke off from the pack and ran into the tower. When that happened, Troy dismounted his horse, as did Audric, and the two of them stood in tense silence as they wait for Keith to make an appearance. There was a great deal of tension and unease filling the air around them, for a myriad of reasons.
“Do ye truly believe she’s come here, m’laird?” Audric muttered, leaning in Troy’s direction. “Those men did not tell ye if she is.”
Troy was looking up to the big tower. Lights were filtering out from the tiny windows, telling him that there were people, and life, inside.
“Mayhap they do not know,” he said. “It is possible that she simply slipped in, but if she hasn’t come here, then we must enlist Keith to help search for her. Either way, this was the best place for me to come under the circumstances.”
Audric shrugged in agreement, but the truth was that he was uncomfortable with the gang of men behind them. He was Scots, and a priest to boot, but Troy was English and a knight. He was a direct threat. He knew Troy must have been uncomfortable, too, but to the man’s credit, he seemed perfectly at ease, even when the Scots began to hiss insults at him.
“Cù Beurla,” one of the men behind Troy snarled.
Having a mother who was Scottish, Troy had grown up having Gaelic spoken to him on occasion. He knew the language, so when one of Keith’s men called him an English dog, he was well aware of it. And he barked back.
“Bi faiceallach cò thu a chanas tu ri cù Sassenach,” he said, loud enough for them to hear. “Tha an cù seo na mhadadh-allaidh agus tha e a ’ruith ann am pasganan.”
Be careful who you call an English dog. This dog is a wolf and he runs in packs. It was a calm statement of fact and an even calmer threat. After that, they didn’t hear any more disparaging comments directed at Troy. He didn’t even turn around to see the expressions of surprise on the faces of the men behind him when they realized he could understand him. Next to him, he heard the priest hiss.
“Do ye know the Gàidhlig, then?” Audric asked with some awe. “Ye speak flawlessly.”
The corner of Troy’s mouth twitched. “I told you that my mother is Scottish,” he said. “She taught us the language when we were quite young. It has come in handy here on the borders.”
Audric’s gaze lingered on the man. “Ye are a man of many talents, de Wolfe,” he said. “I think I am comin’ tae like ye, just a little.”
Troy’s grin broke through as he turned to the man. “Just a little? I should think I would be your favorite person in the world by now.”
Audric snorted but he was prevented from replying as men began to come out of the tower. Several men Troy didn’t recognize until Keith suddenly came into the moonlight. Then, he could see the man clearly. He didn’t even give him a chance to speak before he was walking towards him.
“Is she here?” he demanded.
Keith’s expression suggested he wasn’t at all surprised to see Troy. Having just left his nephews in the hall, he’d been standing in the foyer of the tower, mulling over his bad choices with his daughter, when one of his men had come to tell him that Troy de Wolfe had arrived. Oddly enough, he’d felt a surge of satisfaction with the news that Troy had arrived. But satisfaction for what? That he’d been right? That the English was as predictable as he thought he was? But satisfaction also mingled with doubt – so the man had come for Rhoswyn. It was his right, as her husband.
But did he want to send him away? Keith truly couldn’t decide.
“Why would ye think that?” he finally asked.
Troy wasn’t in the mo
od for an evasive old man. “Because she has run away from me, presumably to return home. Is she, or is she not, here? Because if she is not, then I will not waste my time talking to you. I must go look for her.”
Keith paused, still debating on how to reply. Truthfully, there was only one thing he could say to the man who seemed rather frantic. He relented.
“She is here,” he said.
That brought about a good deal of relief on Troy’s part; Keith could see it. “Is she unharmed?”
“She is.”
Keith didn’t seem willing to give out any more information, but Troy had expected more of a response. The man seemed very resistant to Troy and his purpose. With that in mind, Troy handed the reins of his horse over to Audric as he moved closer to Keith.
“Well?” he said. “Where is she? I must speak with her.”
Keith looked at the man; he could see the strain on his face, even in the moonlight. Concern, he thought. Or was it fear? Did the man simply want his property returned to him and nothing more? A little tipsy from Artis’ liquid fire alcohol, Keith was in his own world of concern. A mistake he’d made had cost his daughter a great deal and, in truth, he had something to say to de Wolfe about it before he headed to Jedburgh to seek an annulment from the man who was ashamed of his daughter’s warrior instincts. As of this moment, that was still his intention – an annulment. But he wanted to let de Wolfe know why. What he’d done hadn’t been fair to either his daughter or his daughter’s husband. He should have known that marrying a warrior to a warrior would not have been a good match.
Crooking a finger, Keith pulled Troy away from the gathering of men that had formed behind him. He pulled him across the darkened yard, over towards a big Yew tree that stood nearly in the center of the compound. The heavy branches stood out against the night sky, black outlines of limbs. When they were beneath the tree and away from prying ears, Keith turned to Troy.
“She came home this afternoon and has only now stopped weepin’,” Keith said, somewhat critically. “She said ye dunna need her any more. She says ye’re ashamed of her for her fightin’ instincts. Ye knew she was a warrior when ye married her, de Wolfe. Why should her warrior instincts shame ye?”
Troy sighed heavily. So his sharp words had hurt her, enough to send her home to her father in tears. He felt like an ogre, a vicious beast with a sharp tongue and the anger to unleash it. But he could see that Keith was vastly displeased about the situation so he hastened to relay his point of view. Rights or no rights, he had a feeling he would have to go through Keith to get to his wife at this point. Like a good father, Keith was intent on protecting his daughter.
“I am not ashamed of her warrior instincts,” he said evenly. “But she has to learn to control them. She has to understand when it is appropriate to give in to those instincts and when not to. Did she tell you what happened?”
Keith nodded, folding his arms across his chest in a rather unfriendly gesture. “She did.”
Troy didn’t think he was any closer to seeing Rhoswyn at this point so he hastened to tell Keith the whole story. “We were in Jedburgh,” he said. “There were some enemies of my father in town and when they confronted me, your daughter suddenly put herself between me and four armed men. She had no armor, no protection, and simply a small dagger she was threatening them with. She could have easily been killed but she did not seem to understand that. And the truth is that I never told her that she had shamed me; I told her that she made a fool of me trying to fight armed men who were challenging me, not her. It was not her fight but she stepped into it without thought to the consequences.”
Keith had to admit that it sounded a good deal like his daughter. She was aggressive, always wanting to be right up front in a battle. She rarely listened to her father’s commands so he could only imagine that she didn’t think she needed to listen to her husband’s. Perhaps de Wolfe had been given a good reason to scold her.
“Then why did she tell me that ye said ye dinna need her?” he asked.
Troy let out a grunt of exasperation, of regret. “I told her I needed a wife, not a warrior,” he said. “I told her that if she could not be what I needed her to be, then mayhap I did not need her at all. In truth, I was so frustrated and angry at that point that I said something I should not have said. I did not mean it. But that woman is as stubborn as I am and my anger got the better me.”
Keith knew, very well, what it was like to be overwhelmed with frustration where Rhoswyn was concerned. Aye, he knew that well, indeed. He could feel himself relenting from thoughts of an annulment because hearing the story from Troy, it sounded like it was just a misunderstanding, something his daughter might have instigated. Certainly, Troy wasn’t acting like a husband who didn’t need, or appreciate, his wife.
“Then ye do need her?” he asked. “Or, at the very least, ye want her returned?”
Troy nodded firmly. “I do,” he said. “My lord, I know that our marriage was… unexpected. But in spite of that, it has not been unpleasant. Your daughter is a woman of good character, of strength, and of determination. You should have seen her the day after our wedding, trying to learn how to run a household and cook a meal. She tried so very hard and I was deeply impressed with her efforts. She knew absolutely nothing about the undertaking, but she did her best. We were in Jedburgh today because I was purchasing fabric for new clothing for her and perfumes and soaps, everything that a lady needs. We were getting along fine until the enemy soldiers confronted me and she felt the need to intervene. I hurt her feelings and, for that, I am deeply sorry. But she will never know unless I can tell her. Now… will you please let me see her?”
He spoke eloquently and with conviction. Keith believed him without question and the idea of annulment was gone. Clearly, this was a man who appreciated Rhoswyn. What had she said? That she’d been happy as Troy’s wife? Keith could see now that the feeling seemed to be mutual. But there was something else his daughter had told him; he wondered of Troy was even aware.
“I dunna believe she would have been so upset with all of this had she not developed feelings for ye,” he said quietly. “She loves ye, laddie. Did ye know that?”
Troy just stared at him. That seemed to bring all of his impassioned pleas to a halt. He didn’t say anything for a moment but Keith saw him swallow, hard, in the moonlight.
“I do not know how that is possible after having only known me for a few days,” he finally said. “Mayhap she only believes it is love because…”
Keith cut him off. “Rhosie never says anythin’ she doesna mean. If she says she loves ye, then she does.”
Troy didn’t know what to say about all of that. There was such turmoil in his heart that it was difficult to speak at all.
“Will you please let me speak with her?” he begged softly. “Keith, I must. Do you not see that?”
He called the man by his Christian name. Somehow, in this situation, it seemed appropriate, and Keith didn’t mind. All he could see was a man in front of him who was earnest and repentant, a man who seemed to truly want to make amends for harsh words. He hadn’t said that he’d loved Rhoswyn in return, or even that he had feelings for her, but his expression told Keith that there was emotion in the man. He felt something for Rhoswyn even if he couldn’t voice it.
Even though Rhoswyn had said she did not wish to see him, Keith had a feeling she would change her mind come the morrow. If she truly loved the man as she said she did, then she would come to see reason, eventually.
Better give her the night to do it.
“She is deeply upset,” Keith said after a moment. “I fear if ye speak tae her tonight, it will do more harm than good. She said she dinna want tae see ye, so ye need tae let her sleep on it. Rhosie can get herself worked up and then she is beyond reason, so give her the night. I’ll let ye speak with her on the morrow.”
She dinna want tae see ye. That wasn’t the answer that Troy was looking for but he had to respect it. The last thing he wanted to do was upset Rhoswy
n more.
“As you wish,” he said, sounding depressed. “Will you at least tell her I am here, even if she does not want to see me?”
“I will tell her.”
There was nothing promised beyond that and Troy understood. He’d never felt quite so despondent. “May I at least find shelter in your stable for the night?” he asked. “I do not wish to leave the grounds in case she will see me.”
Keith nodded, pointing in the direction of the stable. “There is a sod house behind the stable that me men sometimes use,” he said. “Ye can sleep there tonight. Hopefully, tomorrow will bring a brighter day for us all.”
Troy simply nodded, watching the man as he turned and headed back into the tower. Once Keith disappeared from view, there wasn’t much he could do except retreat to his borrowed shelter and wait out the night. There was no way he was leaving without speaking to Rhoswyn. Without telling her how sorry he was and how he didn’t mean it when he said he didn’t need her.
He needed her more than words could express.
If that meant he loved her, then perhaps he could no longer deny it.
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
He caught a flash of blond hair, brushing by him.
It was a sunny and bright day, with the green hills of Northern England surrounding him. Troy was standing in a field of some kind with a stream rushing through it. He could see the water bubbling and hear laughter all around him. Another flash of blond hair ran past him and he turned to see a figure he knew, very well.
Helene was dressed in a white gown, all flowing and long. Her blond hair was unbound, falling in soft waves to her buttocks, and she looked as she did when she had been a very young woman, right before they had married. She was tiny, and curvy, unlike the rest of her family who had been tall and slender. Helene didn’t follow that mold, but Troy thought she was the prettiest de Norville daughter of the bunch. That was why he’d married her.
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