Shortly afterwards Mike brought me a mug of hot soup. He stayed and talked to me whilst I drank it, speculating wildly about the Mary Deare. Then he, too, turned in and the blackness of the night closed round me. Could there really have been nobody on the bridge? It was too fantastic—an empty ship driving pell mell up the Channel. And yet, cold and alone, with the pale glimmer of the sails swooping above me and the dismal dripping of mist condensed on the canvas, anything seemed possible.
At three Hal relieved me and for two hours I slept, dreaming of blunt, rusted bows hanging over us, toppling slowly, everlastingly. I woke in a panic, cold with sweat, and lay for a moment thinking about what Hal had said. It would be queer if we salvaged a ship, just like that, before we’d even . . . But I was asleep again before the idea had more than flickered through my mind. And in an instant I was being shaken and was stumbling out to the helm in the brain-numbing hour before the dawn, all recollection of the Mary Deare blurred and hazed by the bitter cold.
Daylight came slowly, a reluctant dawn that showed a drab, sullen sea heaving gently, the steepness flattened out of the swell. The wind was northerly now, but still light; and some time during the night we had gone over on to the other tack.
At ten to seven Hal and I were in the charthouse for the weather report. It started with gale warnings for the western approaches of the Channel; the forecast for our own area of Portland was: Wind light, northerly at first, backing north-westerly later and increasing strong to gale. Hal glanced at me, but said nothing. There was no need. I checked our position and then gave Mike the course to steer for Peter Port.
It was a queer morning. There was a lot of scud about and by the time we had finished breakfast it was moving across the sky quite fast. Yet at sea level there was scarcely any wind so that, with full main and mizzen set and the big yankee jib, we were creeping through the water at a bare three knots, rolling sluggishly. There was still a mist of sorts and visibility wasn’t much more than two miles.
We didn’t talk much. I think we were all three of us too conscious of the sea’s menace. Peter Port was still thirty miles away. The silence and the lack of wind was oppressive. ‘I’ll go and check our position again,’ I said. Hal nodded as though the thought had been in his mind, too.
But pouring over the chart didn’t help. As far as I could tell we were six miles north-north-west of the Roches Douvres, that huddle of rocks and submerged reefs that is the western outpost of the Channel Islands. But I couldn’t be certain; my dead reckoning depended too much on tide and leeway.
And then Mike knocked the bottom out of my calculations. ‘There’s a rock about two points on the starboard bow,’ he called to me. ‘A big one sticking up out of the water.’
I grabbed the glasses and flung out of the charthouse. ‘Where?’ My mouth was suddenly harsh and dry. If it were the Roches Douvres, then we must have been set down a good deal farther than I thought. And it couldn’t be anything else; it was all open sea between Roches Douvres and Guernsey. ‘Where?’ I repeated.
‘Over there!’ Mike was pointing.
I screwed up my eyes. But I couldn’t see anything. The clouds had thinned momentarily and a queer sun-glow was reflected on the oily surface of the sea, merging it with the moisture-laden atmosphere. There was no horizon; at the edge of visibility sea and air became one. I searched through the glasses. ‘I can’t see it,’ I said. ‘How far away?’
‘I don’t know. I’ve lost it now. But it wasn’t more than a mile.’
‘You’re sure it was a rock?’
‘Yes, I think so. What else could it be?’ He was staring into the distance, his eyes narrowed against the luminous glare of the haze. ‘It was a big rock with some sort of tower or pinnacle in the middle of it.’
The Roches Douvres light! I glanced at Hal seated behind the wheel. ‘We’d better alter course,’ I said. ‘The tide is setting us down at about two knots.’ My voice sounded tense. If it was the Roches Douvres and the wind fell any lighter, we could be swept right down on to the reef.
He nodded and swung the wheel. ‘That would put you out by five miles in your dead reckoning.’
‘Yes.’
He frowned. He had taken his sou’wester off and his grey hair, standing on end, gave his face a surprised, puckish look. ‘I think you’re under-rating yourself as a navigator, but you’re the boss. How much do you want me to bear up?’
‘Two points at least.’
‘There’s an old saying,’ he murmured: ‘The prudent mariner, when in doubt, should assume his dead reckoning to be correct.’ He looked at me with a quizzical lift to his bushy eyebrows. ‘We don’t want to miss Guernsey, you know.’
A mood of indecision took hold of me. Maybe it was just the strain of the long night, but I wasn’t sure what to do for the best. ‘Did you see it?’ I asked him.
‘No.’
I turned to Mike and asked him again whether he was sure it was rock he’d seen.
‘You can’t be sure of anything in this light.’
‘But you definitely saw something?’
‘Yes. I’m certain of that. And I think it had some sort of a tower on it.’
A gleam of watery sunlight filtered through the damp atmosphere, giving a furtive brightness to the cockpit. ‘Then it must be the Roches Douvres,’ I murmured.
‘Look!’ Mike cried. ‘There it is—over there.’
I followed the line of his outstretched arm. On the edge of visibility, lit by the sun’s pale gleam, was the outline of a flattish rock with a light tower in the middle. I had the glasses on it immediately, but it was no more than a vague, misty shape—a reddish tint glimmering through the golden haze. I dived into the charthouse and snatched up the chart, staring at the shape of the Roches Douvres reef. It marked drying rock outcrops for a full mile north-west of the 92 ft. light tower. We must be right on the fringe of those outcrops. ‘Steer north,’ I shouted to Hal, ‘and sail her clear just as fast as you can.’
‘Aye, aye, skipper.’ He swung the wheel, calling to Mike to trim the sheets. He was looking over his shoulder at the Roches Douvres light as I came out of the charthouse. ‘You know,’ he said, ‘there’s something odd here. I’ve never actually seen the Roches Douvres, but I know the Channel Islands pretty well and I’ve never seen any rock that showed up red like that.’
I steadied myself against the charthouse and focused the glasses on it again. The gleam of sunlight had become more positive. Visibility was improving all the time. I saw it clearly then and I was almost laughing with relief. ‘It’s not a rock,’ I said. ‘It’s a ship.’ There was no doubt about it now. The rusty hull was no longer blurred, but stood out clear and sharp, and what I had taken to be a light tower was its single funnel.
We were all of us laughing with the sense of relief as we turned back on to the course. ‘Hove-to by the look of it,’ Mike said as he stopped hauling in on the main-sheet and began to coil it down.
It certainly looked like it, for now that we were back on course her position didn’t seem to have altered at all. She was lying broadside on to us as though held there by the wind and, as we closed with her and her outline became clearer, I could see that she was stationary, wallowing in the swell. Our course would leave her about half a mile to starboard. I reached for the glasses. There was something about the ship . . . something about her shape and her rusty hull and the way she seemed a little down at the bows.
‘Probably pumping out her bilges,’ Hal said, his voice hesitant as though he, too, were puzzled.
I focused the glasses and the outline of the vessel leaped towards me. She was an old boat with straight bows and a clean sweep to her sheer. She had an old-fashioned counter stern, an untidy clutter of derricks round her masts, and too much superstructure. Her single smoke stack, like her masts, was almost vertical. At one time she had been painted black, but now she had a rusty, uncared-for look. There was a sort of lifelessness about her that held me with the glasses to my eyes. And then I saw the lifeboat
. ‘Steer straight for her, will you, Hal,’ I said.
‘Anything wrong?’ he asked, reacting immediately to the note of urgency in my voice.
‘Yes. One of the lifeboats in hanging vertically from its davits.’ It was more than that. The other davits were empty. I passed him the glasses. ‘Take a look at the for’ard davits,’ I told him and my voice trembled slightly, the birth of a strange feeling of excitement.
Soon we could see the empty davits with the naked eye and the single lifeboat hanging from the falls. ‘Looks deserted,’ Mike said. ‘And she’s quite a bit down by the bows. Do you think—’ He left the sentence unfinished. The same thought was in all our minds.
We came down on her amidships. The name at her bows was so broken up with rust streaks that we couldn’t read it. Close-to she looked in wretched shape. Her rusty bow plates were out of true, her superstructure was damaged and she was definitely down by the bows, her stern standing high so that we could see the top of her screw. A festoon of wires hung from her mast derricks. She was a cargo ship and she looked as though she’d taken a hell of a hammering.
We went about within a cable’s length of her and I hailed her through our megaphone. My voice lost itself in the silence of the sea. There was no answer. The only sound was the sloshing of the swell against her sides. We ran down on her quickly then, Hal steering to pass close under her stern. I think we were all of us watching for her name. And then suddenly there it was in rust-streaked lettering high above our heads just as it had been during the night: MARY DEARE—Southampton.
She was quite a big boat, at least 6,000 tons. Abandoned like that she should have had a salvage tug in attendance, ships standing by. But there wasn’t another vessel in sight. She was alone and lifeless within twenty miles of the French coast. I glanced up along her starboard side as we came out from under her stern. Both davits were empty, the lifeboats gone.
‘You were right then,’ Mike said, turning to Hal, his voice tense. ‘There wasn’t anybody on the bridge last night.’
We stared up at her in silence as we slipped away from her, awed by the sense of mystery. The rope falls hung forlornly from the empty davits. A thin trailer of smoke emerged incongruously from her funnel. That was the only sign of life. ‘They must have abandoned ship just before they nearly ran us down,’ I said.
‘But she was steaming at full ahead,’ Hall said, speaking more to himself than to us. ‘You don’t abandon ship with the engines going full ahead. And why didn’t she radio for help?’
I was thinking of what Hal had said half-jokingly last night. If there was really nobody on board . . . I stood there, my hands braced on the guardrail, my body tense as I stared at her, searching for some sign of life. But there was nothing; nothing but that thin wisp of smoke trailing from the funnel. Salvage! A ship of 6,000 tons, drifting and abandoned. It was unbelievable. And if we could bring her into port under her own steam . . . I turned to Hal. ‘Do you think you could lay Sea Witch alongside her, close enough for me to get hold of one of those falls?’
‘Don’t be a fool,’ he said. ‘There’s still quite a swell running. You may damage the boat, and if this gale—’
But I was in no mood for caution now. ‘Ready about!’ I called. And then, ‘Lee ho!’ We came about on to the other tack and I sent Mike below to get Ian out of his bunk. ‘We’ll jog up to her close-hauled,’ I told Hal. ‘I’ll jump for the ropes as you go about.’
‘It’s crazy,’ he said. ‘You’ve a hell of a height to climb to the deck. And supposing the wind pipes up. I may not be able to get you—’
‘Oh, to hell with the wind!’ I cried. ‘Do you think I’m going to pass up a chance like this? Whatever happened to the poor devils who abandoned her, this is the chance of a lifetime for Mike and myself.’
He stared at me for a moment, and then he nodded. ‘Okay. It’s your boat.’ We were headed back for the ship now. ‘When we get under her lee,’ Hal said, ‘we’ll be pretty well blanketed. I may have some difficulty—’ He stopped there and glanced up at the burgee.
I had done the same, for there was a different feel about the boat now. She was surging along with a noise of water from her bows and spray wetting the foredeck. The burgee was streamed out to starboard. I checked with the compass. ‘You’ll have no difficulty standing off from her,’ I said. ‘The wind’s north-westerly now.’
He nodded, his eyes lifting to the sails. ‘You’re still determined to go on board?’
‘Yes.’
‘Well, you’d better not stay long. There’s some weight in the wind now.’
‘I’ll be as quick as I can,’ I said. ‘If you want to recall me in a hurry signal on the fog-horn.’ We were doing all of four knots now and the ship was coming up fast. I went to the charthouse door and yelled to Mike. He came almost immediately. Ian was behind him, white-faced and still sweaty-looking from his bunk. I gave him the boat-hook and told him to stand by in the bows ready to shove off. ‘We’ll go about just before we get to her. That’ll take the way off her and you’ll be all set to stand-off again.’ I was stripping off my oilskins. Already the rusty sides of the Mary Deare were towering above us. It looked a hell of a height to climb. ‘Ready about?’ I asked.
‘Ready about,’ Hal said. And then he swung the wheel. Sea Witch began to pay off, slowly, very slowly. For a moment it looked as though she was going to poke her long bowsprit through the steamer’s rusty plates. Then she was round and I made up the starboard rudder as the boom swung over. There was little wind now that we were close under the Mary Deare. The sails flapped lazily. The cross-trees were almost scraping the steamer’s sides as we rolled in the swell. I grabbed a torch and ran to the mast, climbed the starboard rail and stood there, poised, my feet on the bulwarks, my hands gripping the shrouds. Her way carried me past the for’ard davit falls. There was still a gap of several yards between me and the ship’s side. Hal closed it slowly. Leaning out I watched the after davit falls slide towards me. There was a jar as the tip of our cross-trees rammed the plates above my head. The first of the falls came abreast of me. I leaned right out, but they were a good foot beyond my reach. ‘This time!’ Hal shouted. The cross-trees jarred again. I felt the jolt of it through the shroud I was clinging to. And then my hand closed on the ropes and I let go, falling heavily against the ship’s side, the lift of a swell wetting me to my knees. ‘Okay!’ I yelled.
Hal was shouting to Ian to shove off. I could see him thrusting wildly with the boat-hook. Then the end of the boom hit me between the shoulder-blades, the jar of it almost making me lose my hold. I hauled myself upwards with desperate urgency, afraid that the stern might swing and crush my legs against the ship’s side. There was the slam of wood just below my feet and then I saw Sea Witch was clear and standing out away from the ship. ‘Don’t be long,’ Hal shouted.
Sea Witch was already heeling to the wind, the water creaming back from her bows and a white wake showing at her stern as she gathered speed. ‘I’ll be as quick as I can,’ I called back to him, and then I began to climb.
That climb seemed endless. The Mary Deare was rolling all the time, so that one minute I’d be swung out over the sea and the next slammed against the iron plates of her side. There were moments when I thought I’d never make it. And when, finally, I reached the upper deck, Sea Witch was already half a mile away, though Hal had her pointed up into the wind and was pinching her so that her sails were all a-shiver.
The sea was no longer oil-smooth. Little waves were forming on the tops of the swell, making patterns of white as they broke. I knew I hadn’t much time. I cupped my hands round my mouth and shouted: ‘Mary Deare! Ahoy! Is there anybody on board?’ A gull shifted his stance uneasily on one of the ventilators, watching me with a beady eye. There was no answer, no sound except the door to the after deck-house slatting back and forth, regular as a metronome, and the bump of the lifeboat against the port side. It was obvious that she was deserted. All the evidence of abandonment was there on the deck—the empty
falls, the stray pieces of clothing, a loaf lying in the scuppers, a hunk of cheese trampled into the deck, a half-open suitcase spilling nylons and cigarettes, a pair of sea boots; they had left her in a hurry and at night.
But why?
A sense of unease held me for a moment—a deserted ship with all its secrets, all its death-in-life stillness—I felt like an intruder and glanced quickly back towards Sea Witch. She was no bigger than a toy now in the leaden immensity of sea and sky, and the wind was beginning to moan through the empty ship—hurry! hurry!
A quick search and then the decision would have to be made. I ran for’ard and swung myself up the ladder to the bridge. The wheelhouse was empty. It’s odd, but it came as a shock to me. Everything was so very normal there; a couple of dirty cups on a ledge, a pipe carefully laid down in an ash-tray, the binoculars set down on the seat of the captain’s chair—and the engine-room telegraph set to Full Ahead. It was as though at any moment the helmsman might return to take his place at the wheel.
But outside there was evidence in plenty of heavy weather. All the port wing of the bridge had been stove in, the ladder buckled and twisted, and down on the well-deck the seas had practically stripped the covering from the for’ard holds and a wire hawser was lying uncoiled in loops like dannert wire. And yet that in itself didn’t account for her being abandoned; another tarpaulin hatch cover had been partly rigged and fresh timbering lay around as though the watch on deck had just knocked off for a cup of tea.
The chartroom at the back of the wheelhouse shed no light on the mystery; in fact, the reverse, for there was the log book open at the last entry: 20.46 hours—Les Heaux Light bearing 114º, approximately 12 miles. Wind south-east—Force 2. Sea moderate. Visibility good. Altered course for the Needles—north 33º east. The date was March 18, and the time showed that this entry had been made just an hour and three-quarters before the Mary Deare had almost run us down. Entries in the log were made every hour so that whatever it was that had made them abandon ship had occurred between nine and ten the previous night, probably just as the mist was closing in.
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