by Logan Chance
“Let them walk in. I need to bury my cock so far inside you a medic needs to carry you out of here.” He bucked his hips into my hand. “Cheap and dirty? I kind of like that. Do you want me to use you?” He pushed his pants down just below his trim hips, and his long lashes brushed against my cheek as he steadied his cock at my entrance.
My smile was wide as I answered, “Yes, use me like a cheap and dirty girl.”
One long thrust and he planted himself deep inside me. “Oh fuck, I love your tight cunt.” He rocked into me like his world was ending. With his mouth near my ear, I could feel his growls of excitement on each push and pull of his dick. Every touch from him made me want more. I didn’t care that we were in a bathroom. This was all I needed to get this through the hell that awaited me back at the table.
With his hands on my ass, his lips so close to mine, my body temperature rose as he kept plunging deeper.
The way he fucked me with reckless abandon made me want to be more daring. I wanted to be filthy for him like he was for me. So I decided to experiment with a little dirty talk. “Theo, I want to be your dirty whore tonight.” Okay, that wasn't so bad.
His head shot back, shocked eyes meeting mine. “Fuck, that turns me on. You want to be my little slut, do you?”
Oh god, he liked it. And that turned me on more. “Yes, fuck me.”
And he did. He fucked me harder than he ever had before, and I enjoyed every second of it, not wanting it to ever end. “You like being mine? You like it when I own you?”
“Yes.”
“Oh Christ. Make me come, you little fucking slut.” His hands squeezed my ass harder as he kept slamming into me.
Who knew how much I would love this little role play thing. Having Theo use me, having him need me so bad enticed me to be more brazen. His every word turned me on so much more.
“Come inside me.” I wanted to feel him. I wanted to be his.
“Do you like my cock inside you? Do you like it when I use you like a little whore?”
My body rose to its glorious O as Theo’s words brought me closer. “Yes.”
“This pussy,” he slammed into me, “it’s mine, baby.” He pulled back, his cock nearly all the way outside of me. “Tell me you’re mine. Tell me you’re my fucking whore.” He rammed into me with such power my back could feel the hard porcelain digging into my skin.
“I’m yours.” Our eyes held each other, neither of us blinking.
“That’s right. No one else touches this pussy but me. Do you understand?”
“Yes.” I nodded my head as I gripped his neck tighter.
“No one else eats this tight, little cunt but me, understand?”
“Yes. Only you.” My body was close as stars lined my vision.
He pulled all the way out of me and stalled a second. “Look at me. No one else fucks this little fucking pussy but me. Got it?” He drove back into me as his fingers played with my clit.
My body lost it, and my orgasm took over. Jesus Christ. I moaned long and loud, not caring if anyone waited on the other side of the door.
His hand clamped over my mouth, and the way he groaned sent my orgasm spiraling into another. “Oh fuck, I’m coming Penny. I love your pussy, baby.”
His hand slid from my mouth and was replaced by his hot lips on mine.
“I love you, Theo,” I murmured against his kiss as my body came back down from its high.
“I love you, too.”
After cleaning myself up, he opened the door to peek out. “I’ll go first,” he said over his shoulder when he deemed it all clear.
I waited a moment before exiting and was met with Margo in the hallway with her hands on her hips. “Turn around, back into the bathroom. You have that ‘I’ve just been fucked in the bathroom at Bubba Gumps look’.” She smiled. “I know the look well.” She laughed, pushing me back through the red door.
She stood next to me as I studied my reflection. Margo was right. My cheeks were a nice rosy pink, and my hair a tousled mess. ‘Just been fucked’ was only half accurate. Fucked thoroughly described it better.
My eyes widened. “Oh God, his mother is out there. She’ll know.”
“Calm down,” she said, running her fingers through the tangled ends of my hair. “She won’t know anything. Theo said he was going outside because Blair called. I think you should tell them you aren’t feeling well, and I can take you home. Explains the flushed skin.” She dug in her purse finding her lip gloss and opened it for me.
I grabbed the tube and covered my lips. “Thanks, I like that idea.”
When Margo deemed me ready, we left the bathroom and went back to the table.
Theo sat in his chair, eyes trained on me, and I felt lightheaded.
“Penny isn’t feeling too well,” Margo announced. “I’m going to get her home.”
Dex and Theo both rose from their chairs as June’s eyes grew wide with worry. “Oh no,” she said. “Maybe you just need to eat. Dex went ahead and ordered for you.”
“Sit down, Penny,” Dex instructed, and my eyes flitted to his briefly before shooting back to Theo’s. A muscle twitched in his jaw. Shit. This was about to go downhill.
I sank down in my chair as Margo walked around to sit next to Theo. My nerves overcame me. My fight or flight reflex kicked in. It told me to get the hell out of here. Before I could bolt, the server dropped a huge dish of pasta in front of me. “The ‘of course we have scampi’ for the lady.”
I turned my nose up at the plate of slippery noodles, leaning closer to Dex. “You didn’t order me the coconut shrimp?” I asked, quietly.
He faced me as the server placed his huge red wire basket full of shrimp and french fries in front of him. “No, everyone loves scampi.”
“Well, then why didn’t you order some?” I asked.
Theo cracked a smile as the waiter slid a white plate in front of him. “And the ‘dumb luck coconut shrimp’ for you, sir.”
“Actually,” Theo grabbed his plate and rose slightly from his seat, “if you don’t mind, Penny, I love scampi. Want to trade?”
I loved him. He gave up his coconut shrimp for me. I mouthed the words ‘thank you’ to him as he exchanged our plates.
Dex scoffed with a low growl, turning his attention to Theo. “How’s the Goat?”
“I’m sorry?” Theo’s fork stopped mid twirl around his linguine noodles.
“The Goat, or Lopa. Whatever the fuck it’s called. How is it?”
“Language, Dex,” June reprimanded, her stern stare focused solely on Dex.
“Sorry, Mother. Well?” he asked, returning his attention back at Theo.
“Fuck you,” Theo said, glaring back at him. “Sorry, Mom.”
I laughed a little as Margo’s eyes met mine. She smiled under her napkin.
“Doesn’t matter anyways. Now that Penny is in charge, I’m sure the place is great. Isn’t that right, Penny?”
I nodded, not uttering a word. Now all of a sudden he wanted to compliment me?
“I love the Lopa,” Margo added in her happy tinkly voice that eased some of the tension in the air.
“So do I,” June said.
“It’s got just the right amount of class. Penny and Theo make a great team running it together.” Margo winked at me as I smiled.
The conversation turned to favorite dining places in Miami as Theo and Dex glared at each other from across the table.
TWELVE
THEO
Hell yeah, I just fucked your fiancée.
I wanted to say it to Dex. I wanted him to know what it felt like to feel that sort of pain. He didn’t really care for Penny. That was a fact. When I heard him order her the scampi, I knew right then. And then the fucker didn't care she didn't want it. As long as he had his big ass basket of heart attack then everything was right in his world. I looked over at Penny, and she smiled at me as she popped a coconut shrimp in her mouth.
Fucking her in the bathroom was hot as hell, and I wanted more than anything to
reach across the table and pull her on my lap as I told her all of my dreams and secrets.
My mother kept shooting me odd glances, and I was probably in for some sort of ‘talk’ later.
My eyes couldn’t stay off Penny, no matter how hard I tried.
Why couldn’t she just tell her father to kick rocks? This charade of an engagement needed to stop.
At the end of the meal, Dex turned to Penny. “I’ll take you home and stay the night.”
My anger flared as I tried to think of anything to help her out of the situation. “Penny, we have to go over profits and losses early. Did you want to meet at the Lopa around five in the morning?”
Her eyes met mine, and I winked to her.
“Sure,” she agreed. “Listen, Dex,” she turned to face him, “I’m still feeling under the weather, and I really just need to get some sleep before tomorrow.”
Dex frowned, making the ugliest face ever, and I wanted to punch him. My fist balled, ready to take him out.
He rose from the table. “Fine.” A look of relief crossed Penny’s face. “I'll see you tomorrow.”
“Night, Dex.” I nodded and he nodded back. Asshole.
I thanked everyone and kissed my mother goodbye. My eyes met with Penny’s before I headed to my car and started the journey back to my condo.
I threw my keys on the table by the front entrance and grabbed a beer from the fridge. Twisting the cap off, I took a long pull and threw the top against the fridge and listened as it clanked to the floor. I hated this. Was this my future to come? Sneaking away for one solid moment with Penny just to send her home to Dex?
I had to do something.
Xavier would be called tomorrow. I moved through the hallway and into the bathroom, turning the shower on.
Once I got out of the shower, I heard a knock at my front door. Grabbing my phone, I checked the caller ID to see if people still called before they just showed up on your front porch steps. Apparently, they didn’t.
I peered through the peephole and saw her.
Swinging the door open, I had her in my arms in record time. “What are you doing here?” I asked.
She smelled so good, and my cock jutted forward. Her skin felt so soft under my fingertips. I wanted to touch every part of her.
My body was on fire as I held her tight against me. Would this feeling of urgency when she was near ever go away?
“It was Dex,” she started. I ran my hands along her back, trying my hardest not to get turned on during this serious moment with her, but, come on, I’m a guy. It’s in our DNA to take the opportunity to feel up the woman we love whenever we can.
My grip hardened, and before I knew it all of my senses honed in on the one spot I needed to sink my face into.
Wait. What? I leaned back, gazing into her worried eyes. “Did he hurt you?” Heat made my skin burn more, but in a different way. Like I was the sun or a volcano ready to erupt if he laid one finger on her.
“No, he’s becoming so possessive.”
Moving her to the couch, I sat her down and kneeled before her with my hands on each thigh. “Tell me, what did he do?”
She ran her hand over my beard. The tears in her eyes made the anger intensify by a million. I fucking hated him.
He almost touched her. That was enough evidence in my book to bring down the wrath of God on his ass. And I would too. I would make sure he never had fingers to touch anyone ever again.
“He noticed the way I looked at you tonight. He said I have feelings for you, and he said no bride of his will disrespect him in public like that.”
“Penny, did he hurt you? Did he touch you?” I was dying to know. I needed to like my last meal before execution. Because I promise you, if he did, I’d be on death row in a heartbeat for her.
“No,” she shook her head, “but, Theo, I know it’s coming. The rage in his eyes. The way he speaks to me. I know it’s coming. He’s so different from when we first met. He’s changed, transformed into a monster.”
“Well, he’s always been a selfish little shit. And he’s never grown out of it.” I told Penny the story of how Dex had slept with Blair while she was pregnant with Lucy. Penny was shocked to say the least, but the more I told her stories of Dex, the more repulsed she became.
“I can’t believe your mother still puts up with him,” she whispered after I finished.
“She doesn’t know any of it. It would break her heart. So, I just pretend.”
“I’m sorry, Theo. I just feel like your brother is getting out of control. Like one day it won’t be him just getting mad and yelling. I’m afraid one day he’ll act on his anger.”
Not if I had anything to do about it. What a fucked up situation, and I couldn’t believe this was real life. Some people luck out, and some of us have to work so damn hard for what we want. I didn’t mind the work. I had put in the extra hours and was ready to reap the rewards if ever we could get past this shit with her father.
“Penny? Have you talked to your father?” I’d have told the douchebag exactly where he could shove the Lopa. Right. Up. Dex’s. Ass.
She hesitated. My baby was nervous, and I knew there was something more at play. But, what? I lifted her chin, to stare directly into those gorgeous eyes and try to seek the answer. “Penny?”
Her eyes darted, not wanting to meet mine. What the actual fuck?
“Theo.” She rose from the couch. I stood, slowly, and watched her pace the tile floors. Confusion settled, ok maybe it rose, either way I was confused as hell.
“Penny, what is going on?” Didn’t I deserve this much? Didn’t she confess her love to me? Love means no secrets. Or, at least in my book it does, and I had none from Penny. I didn’t feel the same from her, though. Every time she passed by me on her trek through my living room, every time she let out a small breath of air, I felt the sting of something not quite right.
She stopped and faced me. “No, I don’t think it’s such a good idea. Because you worked hard for the Lopa, and you love it. We both do.”
Bullshit. Do I call her out on her lies? Hell yes I do.
“Penny, that’s crap, and you know it.”
She moved closer, wrapping her arms around my waist. “Theo just trust me, ok?”
I kissed her hair as I grabbed her, holding on tight. “I do trust you. Yes, it would suck to lose Lopa, but we could start over.”
“I don’t want you to lose it. Starting over would be too hard now. We’ve already invested so much.”
Why couldn’t she understand where I was coming from? It wasn’t hard to see my point of view. Tell her father to fuck off, we’d lose the Lopa, and move on. We’d be together. Didn’t she want that? She loved me, but maybe she loved the Lopa more. Maybe I’d been wrong, and she was in it for the Lopa.
Crazier things have happened in life, right? I mean, sure she loves me, but maybe she needs the security the Lopa can offer her. Fuck, I didn’t know which way was up or down, like looking through life out of foggy glasses, unable to see what was actually happening. Then it hit me. She told me once she loved the Lopa, and now it was clear the reason she wanted to marry Dex, and the reason she listened to her father. Security. It was the one thing they could offer her. And the one thing I couldn’t. Or so she thought. Never underestimate me because the thing was, I didn’t know how to fail. I didn’t know how to give up. If I wanted something—I usually went after it until it was mine.
So, I grabbed Penny. I slammed my lips to her, telling her with my tongue how she was the only one for me.
She moaned against my lips, and I swallowed it down to hold onto it forever. Everything about this woman made me want to be a better man. To live life fuller and more complete.
I’d fight until I had a way to keep both the Lopa and Penelope. Fight until I had everything I wanted. And the issue of security would never come up again.
But, the motherfucking clock always ticks. It always goes, goes, goes, and never stops. Time, one of life’s mysterious things no one can chan
ge. We want to rush it, slow it down, turn it back, and move it forward. Yet, all we can ever do is accept the fact that it is always ticking forward, and you shouldn’t waste a single second of it.
So, tonight, I’d spend every second, every fucking moment, worshipping Penny’s body. First thing tomorrow morning, Xavier would be hunted down, and the P.I. would tell me what the hell we had to go on.
I moved Penny back to my bedroom, shutting the door behind me. “I don’t want to waste one more minute away from you. I want to spend the little time we have together, being with you.”
“I love that idea.”
I kissed her, with everything I had, with all the love in my heart to try my damndest to stop the clock from counting down to her wedding.
We moved in unison to the bed as she tugged my shirt off. The electricity in my veins was palpable, zapping throughout my body with every touch of her fingers along my skin. Please give me a miracle. Let the moment with her never end. I prayed, I wished, and I dreamed of a life with her. And then, as if by magic, I was granted my heart’s desire. Penny sprawled on my bed, removing her clothes, and smiling up to me like an angel of mercy sent to rescue me.
I moved like wildfire to the bed. Taking my time, I ran my hand over her soft curves. Beginning with her ankles, gliding my hand up to her thigh. “You’re so perfect in everyway.” I had so much more to say, but my mind was a haze of love and desire.
She pulled my face to hers. “Theo, I love everything about you.”
“And I you.” I said the words right before I made sweet love to her all night long. Finding new ways to drive her wild and adding them to my own personal Penny list. A list designed just for her. I ticked them off in my head:
The spot behind her ear makes her moan
When I press her thighs with both hands, she yelps
When I run a finger between her breasts, her back arches
When I tell her I love her as she comes, her eyes well up
THIRTEEN
PENNY
I wish I could tell him everything.