by Brian Lumley
Waking up as I left our bed, she would cry, “Faethor! Are you deserting me in the night? Do you fly to some lover? Why do you treat me so badly? Is my body not enough for you? Take it and use it as you will, but do not leave me here alone and weeping!”
And I would say, “I seek me a man for his blood! What? And do you say I’m unfaithful? All through the seasons, night upon night I lie with you abed, and you have what you will of me. And have I ever flagged in my duties? But the blood is the life, Marilena … or would you have me shrivel to a mummy in my sheets, so that when you wake with the morning and reach out for me, I crumble into dust beneath your touch?”
And then she would shriek, “You … go … with … women! What? You seek a man for his blood? No, you seek a woman for her round backside, pointy breasts, and hot, steaming core! And am I a simpleton? Shrivel to a mummy, indeed! Why, you’ve the strength often men—and their stamina! Are you so full of a man’s seed, Faethor, that you must spill it or burst? Then give it to me. Come, let me suck it out of you, and all your flightiness evaporate.”
How does one deal with it? One may not argue with a woman in such a mood. I had only ever struck her the once, and then was so filled with remorse that I could never strike her again. I was so … fond of her!
And so, when she would catch me that way, then I would make love to her—to prove to her that no other had attracted me. Aye, and she’d keep me at it all through the night, just to be sure I’d stay abed. Which only served to increase my fondness.
But there were times when I must be up and about, and then I would employ a certain draught which, taken with wine, would serve to keep her still. Or I might stroke her and hypnotise her into a deep sleep so that I could be off into the night.
And of course Marilena was right; I lied to her; I had only rarely sought out men for their life force. Oh, blood is blood, be it the blood of bird or beast, or even the nectar of another vampire, when one such may be had. But other than that sweet rarity, man-blood is superior. Or rather, the blood of women.
Once Thibor had said to me, “You can do more to a girl than just eat her.” Ah, and the Wallach was right! But … it was not so much that I myself would be unfaithful to Marilena, rather that the vampire within me demanded it! Or so I beg to excuse myself.
I did not go to Szgany women. Even before Marilena, I had only ever gone to them for … comfort, never because I was hungry. No, for they were my own and I would not break their trust. But I did have a liking for the ladies of certain foppish boyars. There were a good many castles and rich houses in those days, and often as not the “men” of such estates would be away on king’s business; there were wars in the world, as I have said.
I remember one such lady of mine was a personage with royal connections, a Bathory called Elspa. Aye, and my evil was made manifest in the Bathorys down all the centuries. There was one born in 1560 called Elisabeth, who was married as a child to the Count Nadasdy. As coincidence would have it, his first name was Ferencz! Oh? Haha! I know what you are thinking! Well, and why not? Incest is also the way of the vampire: incest of the body, and of the spirit, and of the blood. But if you are right … what a delight, eh? To be wedded to my own ten-times-great-granddaughter!
Ah, the Bathorys! And Elisabeth, the “blood countess” herself. At least she is a legend, even if I myself am nothing.
And so I am brought back to Janos, by incest. And by the vile incest with which he first betrayed me. Where was I … ? Ah, yes.
There he was, in her to the hilt, moaning like a bull and dripping sweat and semen; and the bedroom all a shambles, with clothing and bedclothes tossed here and there, and other signs that their fornication had not been confined to a tabletop; and her soft breasts red from his furious fondling while her thighs squeezed him further in. This is what I saw from behind those curtains. But more than what I saw, what I heard: my Marilena calling her son by my name, Faethor!
In that moment I might have torn down the curtains, started forward, and struck them both dead; oh, I wanted to, be sure! But … why had she called him Faethor? Then, as he lifted her up from the table and staggered to and fro with her clinging to him still, and jerking herself up and down upon his pole, I saw her face: how vacant it was despite the apparently animal lust. Her eyes, round as saucers, set in the paleness of flesh which should at least be flushed from her efforts.
And I knew at once that she was mazed, hypnotised, deeply!
Then, for the first time, I knew how treacherous he was, and how utterly he had fooled me. I understood why my Wamphyri powers had not worked on him: because he had powers of his own, which all this time he’d kept hidden from me. I understood, too, Marilena’s reluctance to let me go on those nights when I must fuel myself, things she said to me, which made no sense at the time. How she dreamed bad things when I was apart from her and could never remember what they were, and how she bruised herself alone in her bed and woke up aching and worn out as from strenuous work.
Aye, strenuous, all right—for he had worked and used her on those occasions, the while causing her to believe that I was her lusty lover! He imitated me to perpetrate his mother’s rape! And the thought that drove me most mad: how often had he done it?
Bursting into the room, I took the curtains with me in a tangle upon my shoulders. Crossed swords were fixed upon a wall; I tore them down and sprang upon Janos with one of them raised high. I went to split him down the middle, but he saw me and turned his mother into the blow! Her skull was split in two, with the brains leaking out even as she slumped in his embrace!
My fury evaporated in a moment, and as Janos grimaced and tossed my Marilena from him, I caught her up and cradled her in my arms. He ran gibbering from the room, leaving me alone with her grotesque corpse …
How long I sat there and rocked her who was no more I cannot say. Many mad schemes crossed my mind. I would put something of my vampire into her—enough to grow strong in her and heal her wound. She was dead now but need not stay dead … she could be undead! Except that then she would be changed, my Marilena no more but a wispy thrall to come ghosting whenever I called—a vampire. No, I could not bear the thought of her like that, when she would have no will but my will.
Or … I could open her up and perform an act of necromancy, and learn all about my bastard son’s infamy. For even though she had been mazed to forget his handling of her, her spirit would know of it, her flesh would remember. But I could not, for I knew that even the dead feel the agony of the necromancer’s touch, and I would cause her no more pain. Ah, if only I had been a Necroscope, eh? But at that time even the concept was unknown to me.
And so I sat there long and long, until her blood and brains had dried upon me and she was grown stiff in my arms; and as my despair waned a little so I commenced to think again, and likewise my fury to wax. I would kill Janos, of course, inch by agonising inch. But before I could kill him, I must first find him.
I composed myself, called in unto me Grigor Zirra and others of my Szgany chiefs. Some of them slept in the lower quarters of my castle, where in softer times I had let them take up an almost permanent residence. An end of that, however, for harder times were coming—starting now!
I showed Marilena’s corpse to Grigor and said, “Your grandson did this, whose Zirra blood was impure. Henceforward the Szgany Zirra are accursed! You are no longer welcome in the house of the Ferenczy. Take yourself and all of them who are yours and get you gone from here. And from this time forward, never let me find you in all the lands around.”
When he had gone, I turned to that chief of mine who upon a time had been forward with me, familiar and loose-tongued. And: “How could things have come so far?” I demanded of him. “In my absence, did you not keep guard over what was mine?”
“But, my lord,” he answered, “it was your son you ordered to keep watch over your house and estates.” And he shrugged, indifferently I thought. “I have not known your confidence, or favours, for many a year.”
“Are you not Szgany?” I gr
unted as Wamphyri teeth sprouted in my skull and my talons grew into knives. “And am I not the Ferenczy? Since when must I make request of that which is my birthright, or make command of that which was ever your duty?” In my manner of speaking I was very quiet; all of them in the room with me backed off a little, except the one I questioned, whom I had taken hold of by the shoulder.
Then … he pulled out a knife and made as if to stab me! But I only smiled at him in my grim fashion and held him with my eyes. And trembling, he let the knife fall, saying, “I … I have betrayed your trust! Banish me also, Lord, and let me go with the Zirras.”
I showed him my teeth in torn and bleeding gums, and yawned to let him see the gape of my jaws. He knew that I could close those jaws on his face and tear it off! But I merely drew him toward the high window. “Banish you?” I repeated him. “And is there a place of your liking?”
“Anywhere!” he gasped. “Anywhere at all, Lord, out there.”
“Out there?” I said, glancing out the window. “So be it!” And before he could speak again, I gathered him up and hurled him out and down. He screamed once before his bones were broken on the rocks, and then no more.
By then the lesser chiefs might have flown, but I cautioned them against it. “Only flee and I shall seek you out one by one, and eat your hearts.” And when they were still: “Go now, and find my son. Find him and take me to him, where I may deal with him. And after that, gather to me, for I would speak with you of important things. We shall make a great crusade, you and I together. Faethor Ferenczy will rise up and be a power in the world again, and all of you shall earn your fortunes. Aye, but it will be man’s work and you shall earn them … !”
XI: Harry’s Friends, and Others
A DISTANT CLANKING MOMENTARILY DISTRACTED HARRY from the extinct vampire’s story. Excusing himself from listening, he scanned across the wasteland of churned, boggy earth and decaying, partly demolished houses to a gaunt horizon. Even the sun, falling warmly on his neck and drawing up vapour wraiths from the stagnant pools, could not dispel the cheerlessness of the scene: a handful of metal dinosaurs on the move, strange silhouettes obscuring themselves in clouds of dust and blue exhaust smoke. Unlikely that the bulldozers would head this way, but the sight of them working brought home to Harry something of the hour. It would be about nine o’clock; he still had to get back to Bucharest; his return flight to Athens was booked for 12:45.
Harry? said Faethor, his mental voice faint as a sigh. I can feel the sun on the earth and it weakens me. Should I continue, or shall we postpone it until another time?
Harry thought about it. He’d already learned quite a lot about Janos, a vampire with enormous mental powers. And yet according to Faethor, his son had not been a vampire in the fullest sense of the word, not at that time almost eight hundred years ago. So this wasn’t simply an opportunity to learn more about him, but also about vampires in general. Harry knew that he was already an authority, but he felt there could never be a surfeit of knowledge about creatures such as these. Not when his life, and the lives of others, might very well depend upon it.
Quite right, said Faethor. Very well, let me continue. I shall be brief as possible …
My Szgany found the dog shivering in a cave high in the crags. I went up to him and called him out. He came to the entrance, which opened onto a ledge in the face of a sheer cliff.
Janos, though young, was big and very strong. As big as Thibor in his youth, even as big as myself. He was afraid but not craven. He had cut himself a branch and sharpened it to a stake. “Come no closer, Father,” he warned, “or I’ll pierce your vampire heart!”
“Ah, my son,” I told him, with nothing of animosity, “but you have already done that. What? I thought you loved me! Indeed, I knew it. And I knew you loved your mother, too—though not how well you loved her. And yet what, in fact, do I know about you, except that you are my son? Very little, it now appears.” And I moved a single pace forward into the cave.
“At least you know I will kill you,” he gasped, backing off, “if you should try to punish me!”
“Punish you?” I let my shoulders slump, shook my head in a sad fashion. “No, I seek only an explanation. You are of my flesh, Janos. What? And shall I punish my own son, now of all times, when of all creatures I am surely the most lonely? Oh, I was angry, be sure, but is that so hard to understand? And what did my rage get me, eh? Your mother is dead now and gone from us, and we are both without her whom we loved so dearly. And now there is no more anger left in me.”
“You don’t … hate me?” he said.
“Hate you? My own son?” Again I shook my head. “It is simply that I do not understand. I desire to understand you, Janos. Explain this thing you have done so that I may know you better.” And I stepped a little deeper inside the cave.
He backed off more yet, but held his spear steady on me. And now, as if a dam had been broken, the words flooded out of him. “I have hated you!” he said. “For you were cruel to me, cold, often indifferent, and always … different. I was like you, and yet unlike you. I wanted so much to be like you in my entirety, but could not. Often I’ve watched you become a blanket of flesh to soar like a curling leaf on the air, but when I tried, I always fell. I wanted to inspire your fear in the hearts of men, with a glance, a word, a thought; but I was not a vampire and knew that if I tried, they would only kill me like any common enemy. So instead I must befriend them whom I despised, get into their minds, make them love me in order to gain their obedience. In myself I looked a little like you, but I could never be you, and so I have hated you.”
“You desired to be me?” I repeated him.
“Yes, because you have the power!”
“You have powers enough of your own!” I said. “Great powers! Fantastic powers! For which you must thank me! And yet you hid them from me all these years.”
“I did not hide them,” he said scornfully. “I demonstrated them! I used them to keep you out of my mind and will. And even full-blown, they remained secret! You thought my mind was inferior, incapable of knowing your talents and therefore unassailable by them; that I was such a blank—indeed a void—no stylus could ever impress me! So that when you discovered that you couldn’t force yourself upon my mind, you did not say, ‘Ho, he is strong!’ but, ‘Has! He is weak!’ That was your ego, Father, which is vast but not infallible.”
“Aye.” I nodded thoughtfully when he was done. “Much more to you than I suspected, Janos. You do have certain powers.”
“But not your power!” he said. “You are … a changing thing, mysterious, always different. And I am always the same.”
“Well, and there you have it,” I told him, with a shrug. “I am Wamphyri!”
“And I desired to be,” he said, “but was only a strange man. A halfling …”
“But does this excuse you?” I asked him. “Is this reason enough that you should use your own mother as a whore? To hate me for your own deficiencies was one error, but to compound it by cleaving unto—”
“Yes!” He cut me short. “It was my reason. I wanted to be like you and could not, and so hated you. Wherefore I would defile or suborn all that you most treasured. First the Szgany, whom I would cause to love me if not above you then at least as your equal; and then your woman, who knew you better than anyone else in the world—and in ways which only a lover could know you!”
Now (quite deliberately) I backed away from him, and he followed after, towards the mouth of the cave. “In your desire to be like me,” I said, “you determined to do the things I did, and to know the things I knew. Even to the extent of knowing your own mother—carnally?”
“I thought she might … teach me things.”
“What?” I almost laughed, but not quite. “The ways of the flesh, Janos? A father’s task that, surely?”
“I wanted nothing of you, except to be you.”
“Could you not try to be more affectionate towards me, and so engender my affection?”
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o laugh, almost. “What? As well seek sweetness in a lump of salt!”
“You are hard,” I told him, low-voiced. “Perhaps we are not so far apart after all. And so you’d be Wamphyri, eh? Ah, but you’ve much to learn before that day dawns.”
“What?” he said, a look of incredulity crossing his face like a shadow. And again, in a whisper: “What? Are you saying that—”
“Ah!” I held up a cautionary hand; for now that he was fascinated, I was in a position to cut him off. “Aye, not so very far apart at all. And I’ll tell you something, my oh so stupid, jealous, impatient son: what you did was no rare thing. Neither vile nor even strange. Not to my thinking, or the thinking of others like me. What, incest? Why, the Wamphyri have ever fucked their own, and in more ways than one! I tell you, Janos: only be glad that you were born a man and mainly human. For if you were another vampire … oh, I’d know how best to serve you. Aye, and then you’d know well enow the real meaning of rape!”
My words should have warned him that I was not so forgiving as I seemed, but they did not. I had made him a half promise, and he wanted the other half—now. “You said … did you mean … can you teach me to be Wamphyri?”
“Something like that,” I answered. And his spear was wavering now where he pointed it at me.
“How would you do it?”
“Not so fast!” I said. “First you must tell me how far you’ve progressed. You have said you desire to be like me. Exactly like me. Which is to say, Wamphyri. Very well, but meanwhile you have practised, am I right? So, and what have you achieved?”
He was sly. “Ask me instead the things which I have not achieved. All else is mine!”
“Very well: what eludes you?”
“I cannot alter my flesh, change my shape, fly.”
“That is a matter of the will over the flesh—but only if it is Wamphyri flesh. Yours is not. Still … there are ways to change that. What else?”
“You are a crafty necromancer. Once, when a lone Traveller passed this way, you murdered him. Hidden in a secret place, I saw you open his body and tease the various parts of him for all of his knowledge of the outside world. You inhaled the gases of his gut, to learn from them. You sucked his eyes, to see what they had seen. You rubbed the blood of his ruptured ears into your own, to hear what they had heard! Later, when a party of strange Szgany passed by, I stole away a girl-child from them and used her in the same way. As you had done, so did I. But I learned nothing and was very ill.”