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by Raymond Chandler


  "Two coffees," I said. "Black, strong and made this year."

  "You can't drink liquor in here," the clerk said. He had a washed-out blue smock, was thin on top as to hair, had fairly honest eyes and his chin would never hit a wall before he saw it.

  Vivian Regan reached into her bag for a pack of cigarettes and shook a couple loose just like a man. She held them towards me.

  "It's against the law to drink liquor in here," the clerk said.

  I lit the cigarettes and didn't pay any attention to him. He drew two cups of coffee from a tarnished nickel urn and set them in front of us. He looked at the bottle of rye, muttered under his breath and said wearily: "Okey, I'll watch the street while you pour it."

  He went and stood at the display window with his back to us and his ears hanging out.

  "My heart's in my mouth doing this," I said, and unscrewed the top of the whiskey bottle and loaded the coffee. "The law enforcement in this town is terrific. All through prohibition Eddie Mars' place was a night club and they had two uniformed men in the lobby every night — to see that the guests didn't bring their own liquor instead of buying it from the house."

  The clerk turned suddenly and walked back behind the counter and went in behind the little glass window of the prescription room.

  We sipped our loaded coffee. I looked at Vivian's face in the mirror back of the coffee urn. It was taut, pale, beautiful and wild. Her lips were red and harsh.

  "You have wicked eyes," I said. "What's Eddie Mars got on you?"

  She looked at me in the mirror. "I took plenty away from him tonight at roulette — starting with five grand I borrowed from him yesterday and didn't have to use."

  "That might make him sore. You think he sent that loogan after you?"

  "What's a loogan?"

  "A guy with a gun."

  "Are you a loogan?"

  "Sure," I laughed. "But strictly speaking a loogan is on the wrong side of the fence."

  "I often wonder if there is a wrong side."

  "We're losing the subject. What has Eddie Mars got on you?"

  "You mean a hold on me of some sort?"

  "Yes."

  Her lip curled. "Wittier, please, Marlowe. Much wittier."

  "How's the General? I don't pretend to be witty."

  "Not too well. He didn't get up today. You could at least stop questioning me."

  "I remember a time when I thought the same about you. How much does the General know?"

  "He probably knows everything."

  "Norris would tell him?"

  "No. Wilde, the District Attorney, was out to see him. Did you burn those pictures?"

  "Sure. You worry about your little sister, don't you — from time to time."

  "I think she's all I do worry about. I worry about Dad in a way, to keep things from him."

  "He hasn't many illusions," I said, "but I suppose he still has pride."

  "We're his blood. That's the hell of it." She stared at me in the mirror with deep, distant eyes. "I don't want him to die despising his own blood. It was always wild blood, but it wasn't always rotten blood."

  "Is it now?"

  "I guess you think so."

  "Not yours. You're just playing the part."

  She looked down. I sipped some more coffee and lit another cigarette for us. "So you shoot people," she said quietly. "You're a killer."

  "Me? How?"

  "The papers and the police fixed it up nicely. But I don't believe everything I read."

  "Oh, you think I accounted for Geiger — or Brody — or both of them."

  She didn't say anything. "I didn't have to," I said. "I might have, I suppose, and got away with it. Neither of them would have hesitated to throw lead at me."

  "That makes you just a killer at heart, like all cops."

  "Oh, nuts."

  "One of those dark deadly quiet men who have no more feelings than a butcher has for slaughtered meat. I knew it the first time I saw you."

  "You've got enough shady friends to know different."

  "They're all soft compared to you."

  "Thanks, lady. You're no English muffin yourself."

  "Let's get out of this rotten little town."

  I paid the check, put the bottle of rye in my pocket, and we left. The clerk still didn't like me.

  We drove away from Las Olindas through a series of little dank beach towns with shack-like houses built down on the sand close to the rumble of the surf and larger houses built back on the slopes behind. A yellow window shone here and there, but most of the houses were dark. A smell of kelp came in off the water and lay on the fog. The tires sang on the moist concrete of the boulevard. The world was a wet emptiness.

  We were close to Del Rey before she spoke to me for the first time since we left the drugstore. Her voice had a muffled sound, as if something was throbbing deep under it.

  "Drive down by the Del Rey beach club. I want to look at the water. It's the next street on the left."

  There was a winking yellow light at the intersection. I turned the car and slid down a slope with a high bluff on one side, interrurban tracks to the right, a low straggle of light far off beyond the tracks, and then very far off a glitter of pier lights and a haze in the sky over a city. That way the fog was almost gone. The road crossed the tracks where they turned to run under the bluff, then reached a paved strip of waterfront highway that bordered an open and uncluttered beach. Cars were parked along the sidewalk, facing out to sea, dark. The lights of the beach club were a few hundred yards away.

  I braked the car against the curb and switched the headlights off and sat with my hands on the wheel. Under the thinning fog the surf curled and creamed, almost without sound, like a thought trying to form itself on the edge of consciousness.

  "Move closer," she said almost thickly.

  I moved out from under the wheel into the middle of the seat. She turned her body a little away from me as if to peer out of the window. Then she let herself fall backwards, without a sound, into my arms. Her head almost struck the wheel. Her eyes were closed, her face was dim. Then I saw that her eyes opened and flickered, the shine of them visible even in the darkness.

  "Hold me close, you beast," she said.

  I put my arms around her loosely at first. Her hair had a harsh feeling against my face. I tightened my arms and lifted her up. I brought her face slowly up to my face. Her eyelids were flickering rapidly, like moth wings.

  I kissed her tightly and quickly. Then a long slow clinging kiss. Her lips opened under mine. Her body began to shake in my arms.

  "Killer," she said softly, her breath going into my mouth.

  I strained her against me until the shivering of her body was almost shaking mine. I kept on kissing her. After a long time she pulled her head away enough to say: "Where do you live?"

  "Hobart Arms. Franklin near Kenmore."

  "I've never seen it."

  "Want to?"

  "Yes," she breathed.

  "What has Eddie Mars got on you?"

  Her body stiffened in my arms and her breath made a harsh sound. Her head pulled back until her eyes, wide open, ringed with white, were staring at me.

  "So that's the way it is," she said in a soft dull voice.

  "That's the way it is. Kissing is nice, but your father didn't hire me to sleep with you."

  "You son of a bitch," she said calmly, without moving.

  I laughed in her face. "Don't think I'm an icicle," I said. "I'm not blind or without sense. I have warm blood like the next guy. You're easy to take — too damned easy. What has Eddie Mars got on you?"

  "If you say that again, I'll scream."

  "Go ahead and scream."

  She jerked away and pulled herself upright, far back in the corner of the car.

  "Men have been shot for little things like that, Marlowe."

  "Men have been shot for practically nothing. The first time we met I told you I was a detective. Get it through your lovely head. I work at it, lady. I don't play
at it."

  She fumbled in her bag and got a handkerchief out and bit on it, her head turned away from me. The tearing sound of the handkerchief came to me. She tore it with her teeth, slowly, time after time.

  "What makes you think he has anything on me?" she whispered, her voice muffled by the handkerchief.

  "He lets you win a lot of money and sends a gun-poke around to take it back for him. You're not more than mildly surprised. You didn't even thank me for saving it for you. I think the whole thing was just some kind of an act. If I wanted to flatter myself, I'd say it was at least partly for my benefit."

  "You think he can win or lose as he pleases."

  "Sure. On even money bets, four times out of five."

  "Do I have to tell you I loathe your guts, Mister Detective?"

  "You don't owe me anything. I'm paid off."

  She tossed the shredded handkerchief out of the car window. "You have a lovely way with women."

  "I liked kissing you."

  "You kept your head beautifully. That's so flattering. Should I congratulate you, or my father?"

  "I liked kissing you."

  Her voice became an icy drawl. "Take me away from here, if you will be so kind. I'm quite sure I'd like to go home."

  "You won't be a sister to me?"

  "If I had a razor, I'd cut your throat — just to see what ran out of it."

  "Caterpillar blood," I said.

  I started the car and turned it and drove back across the interurban tracks to the highway and so on into town and up to West Hollywood. She didn't speak to me. She hardly moved all the way back. I drove through the gates and up the sunken driveway to the porte-cochere of the big house. She jerked the car door open and was out of it before it had quite stopped. She didn't speak even then. I watched her back as she stood against the door after ringing the bell. The door opened and Norris looked out. She pushed past him quickly and was gone. The door banged shut and I was sitting there looking at it.

  I turned back down the driveway and home.

  24

  The apartment house lobby was empty this time. No gunman waiting under the potted palm to give me orders. I took the automatic elevator up to my floor and walked along the hallway to the tune of a muted radio behind a door. I needed a drink and was in a hurry to get one. I didn't switch the light on inside the door. I made straight for the kitchenette and brought up short in three or four feet. Something was wrong. Something on the air, a scent. The shades were down at the windows and the street light leaking in at the sides made a dim light in the room. I stood still and listened. The scent on the air was a perfume, a heavy cloying perfume.

  There was no sound, no sound at all. Then my eyes adjusted themselves more to the darkness and I saw there was something across the floor in front of me that shouldn't have been there. I backed, reached the wall switch with my thumb and flicked the light on.

  The bed was down. Something in it giggled. A blonde head was pressed into my pillow. Two bare arms curved up and the hands belonging to them were clasped on top of the blond head. Carmen Sternwood on her back, in my bed, giggling at me. The tawny wave of her hair was spread out on the pillow as if by careful and artificial hand. Her slaty eyes peered me and had the effect, as usual, of peering from behind a barrel. She smiled. Her small sharp teeth glinted.

  "Cute, aren't I?" she said.

  I said harshly: "Cute as a Filipino on Saturday night."

  I went over to a floor lamp and pulled the switch, went back to put off the ceiling light, and went across the room again to the chessboard on a card table under the lamp. There was a problem laid out on the board, a six-mover. I couldn't solve it, like a lot of my problems. I reached down and moved a knight, then pulled my hat and coat off and threw them somewhere. All this time the soft giggling went on from the bed, that sound that made me think of rats behind a wainscoting in an old house.

  "I bet you can't even guess how I got in."

  I dug a cigarette out and looked at her with bleak eyes. "I bet I can. You came through the keyhole, just like Peter Pan."

  "Who's he?"

  "Oh, a fellow I used to know around the poolroom."

  She giggled. "You're cute, aren't you?" she said.

  I began to say: "About that thumb — " but she was ahead of me. I didn't have to remind her. She took her right hand from behind her head and started sucking the thumb and eyeing me with very round and naughty eyes.

  "I'm all undressed," she said, after I had smoked and stared at her for a minute.

  "By God," I said, "it was right at the back of my mind. I was groping for it. I almost had it, when you spoke. In another minute I'd have said 'I bet you're all undressed.' I always wear my rubbers in bed myself in case I wake up with a bad conscience and have to sneak away from it."

  "You're cute." She rolled her head a little, kittenishly. Then she took her left hand from under her head and took hold of the covers, paused dramatically, and swept them aside. She was undressed all right. She lay there on the bed in the lamplight, as naked and glistening as a pearl. The Sternwood girls were giving me both barrels that night.

  I pulled a shred of tobacco off the edge of my lower lip.

  "That's nice," I said. "But I've already seen it all. Remember? I'm the guy that keeps finding you without any clothes on."

  She giggled some more and covered herself up again. "Well, how did you get in?" I asked her.

  "The manager let me in. I showed him your card. I'd stolen it from Vivian. I told him you told me to come here and wait for you. I was — I was mysterious." She glowed with delight.

  "Neat," I said. "Managers are like that. Now I know how you got in, tell me how you're going to go out."

  She giggled. "Not going — not for a long time. . . . I like it here. You're cute."

  "Listen," I pointed my cigarette at her. "Don't make me dress you again. I'm tired. I appreciate all you're offering me. It's just more than I could possibly take. Doghouse Reilly never let a pal down that way. I'm your friend. I won't let you down — in spite of yourself. You and I have to keep on being friends, and this isn't the way to do it. Now will you dress like a nice little girl?"

  She shook her head from side to side.

  "Listen," I plowed on, "you don't really care anything about me. You're just showing how naughty you can be. But you don't have to show me. I knew it already. I'm the guy that found — "

  "Put the light out," she giggled.

  I threw my cigarette on the floor and stamped on it. I took a handkerchief out and wiped the palms of my hands. I tried it once more.

  "It isn't on account of the neighbors," I told her. "They don't really care a lot. There's a lot of stray broads in any apartment house and one more won't make the building rock. It's a question of professional pride. You know — professional pride. I'm working for your father. He's a sick man, very frail, very helpless. He sort of trusts me not to pull any stunts. Won't you please get dressed, Carmen?"

  "Your name isn't Doghouse Reilly," she said. "It's Philip Marlowe. You can't fool me."

  I looked down at the chessboard. The move with the knight was wrong. I put it back where I had moved it from. Knights had no meaning in this game. It wasn't a game for knights.

  I looked at her again. She lay still now, her face pale against the pillow, her eyes large and dark and empty as rain barrels in a drought. One of her small five-fingered thumbless hands picked at the cover restlessly. There was a vague glimmer of doubt starting to get born in her somewhere. She didn't know about it yet. It's so hard for women — even nice women — to realize that their bodies are not irresistible.

  I said: "I'm going out in the kitchen and mix a drink. Want one?"

  "Uh-huh." Dark silent mystified eyes stared at me solemnly, the doubt growing larger in them, creeping into them noiselessly, like a cat in long grass stalking a young blackbird.

  "If you're dressed when I get back, you'll get the drink. Okey?"

  Her teeth parted and a faint hissing noise came out o
f her mouth. She didn't answer me. I went out to the kitchenette and got out some Scotch and fizzwater and mixed a couple of highballs. I didn't have anything really exciting to drink, like nitroglycerin or distilled tiger's breath. She hadn't moved when I got back with the glasses. The hissing had stopped. Her eyes were dead again. Her lips started to smile at me. Then she sat up suddenly and threw all the covers off her body and reached. "Gimme."

  "When you're dressed. Not until you're dressed."

  I put the two glasses down on the card table and sat down myself and lit another cigarette. "Go ahead. I won't watch you."

  I looked away. Then I was aware of the hissing noise very sudden and sharp. It startled me into looking at her again. She sat there naked, propped on her hands, her mouth open a little, her face like scraped bone. The hissing noise came tearing out of her mouth as if she had nothing to do with it. There was something behind her eyes, blank as they were, that I had never seen in a woman's eyes.

  Then her lips moved very slowly and carefully, as if they were artificial lips and had to be manipulated with springs.

  She called me a filthy name.

  I didn't mind that. I didn't mind what she called me, what anybody called me. But this was the room I had to live in. It was all I had in the way of a home. In it was everything that was mine, that had any association for me, any past, anything that took the place of a family. Not much; a few books, pictures, radio, chessmen, old letters, stuff like that. Nothing. Such as they were they had all my memories.

  I couldn't stand her in that room any longer. What she called me only reminded me of that.

  I said carefully: "I'll give you three minutes to get dressed and out of here. If you're not out by then, I'll throw you out — by force. Just the way you are, naked. And I'll throw your clothes after you into the hall. Now — get started."

  Her teeth chattered and the hissing noise was sharp and animal. She swung her feet to the floor and reached for her clothes on a chair beside the bed. She dressed. I watched her. She dressed with stiff awkward fingers — for a woman — but quickly at that. She was dressed in a little over two minutes. I timed it.

 

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