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by Jill Marie Landis


  Even in death, Mama had been infamous.

  Kate could not go to her mother and tell her that she had forgiven her abandonment, or that she had cried herself to sleep for months, missing her mama more than she would have missed her heart if it had been taken from her.

  Now she looked out the window at the round face of the man in the moon.

  “Where will I go? What will I do?”

  The moon man smiled back.

  Or perhaps he was laughing at her. She could not tell.

  At the end of October, when the butcher made his final call to the nuns for an accounting, he found Kate standing outside the kitchen door with a hand-me-down satchel in hand. When he asked where she was going and she said that she did not really know, he took pity on her and told her she was welcome to rent the empty room above his shop. He was middle-aged and married, a portly man with fingers thick as the sausages he stuffed, and almost entirely bald.

  With no alternative in mind, Kate accepted. She rode the butcher’s cart back to the shop, a sturdy whitewashed building near the center of town that was frequented all day long by housewives and maids.

  The room was adequate and clean, a refuge where Kate spent the better part of the morning scouring up the courage to go out and find employment.

  That afternoon, the butcher’s wife knocked timidly on the door and told her that she would have to leave on the morrow.

  “Not that we don’t want you here, you see. It’s just that, well, some folks still remember your ma, and folks tend to gossip. We can’t afford to have our business ruined, you understand. It’s nothing against you, of course.”

  That was how Kate learned that Applesby had not forgotten Meg Whittington—that like Mama’s, her name was still as tarnished as an old copper pot.

  She packed her somber dresses and scant personal belongings again. The next day she held her head high, kept her tears inside, and moved on.

  She rented a room in an old, gray weather-beaten shack by the wharf. It belonged to a sickly old woman in need of coin more than she cared about Kate’s name or her mother’s reputation. The stoop sagged and the corners of the front door had been scratched raw and splintered by the old woman’s flea-bitten dog.

  It reminded Kate so much of the places she had lived with her mother that once inside the small musty room, she sat down on the lumpy mattress and burst into tears.

  To escape the dreary place, she pulled herself together, put on her hat, and picked up her crocheted reticule—a misshapen, handmade gift from one of her girls. She slipped the drawstrings over her wrist and walked away from the wharf, up Main Street and toward the remnants of the tall evergreen forest that once grew down to the sea.

  She could not help but notice that some of the older folks stared as she passed by. Slowly the shame she felt as a child began to attach itself to her again.

  She drew herself up tall and straight and walked on. The stares of passersby confirmed what her mirror had always revealed—she was the image of her mother. She had grown up looking into a reflection of her mother’s eyes, wide-set and dark brown. She thought her lips too full, her mouth far too toothy, like her mama’s, so she never smiled too wide. Her arms and legs were long, her waist thin, her breasts embarrassingly full. Thankfully, the few serviceable dresses she owned were unadorned and drab and so overly modest that they did not call attention to her figure at all.

  She never thought she’d experience that old shame again, but the sting was uncomfortably familiar, even after all these years.

  She stopped by the printer’s and purchased a copy of the Applesby Sentinel; then she strolled over to the small park in the middle of the town square. She chose an empty bench beneath a maple covered with dried leaves that refused to fall. The paper snapped as she folded it back on itself, the corners luffed in the same breeze that set the maple leaves whispering. She began to scan the advertisements.

  Since the school term had already begun, she doubted she would find a teaching position, but someone in a nearby town was surely in need of a nanny.

  Quickly glancing past advertisements for real estate, gents’ clothes, and Aladdin stoves, she found one ad seeking a maid for a boarding house in a village just up the coast. There was another for a seamstress, but she had no talent for sewing.

  A lumbermill needed a cook, but cooking was out of the question, too, unless the men were of strong constitutions. Whenever she was on kitchen duty, the nuns always offered up extra prayers.

  Suddenly a small, boxed advertisement set off with fancy block type one-third of the way down the page caught her eye.

  RANCH R SEEKING WIFE

  SEND A PHOTOGRAPH

  WITH AN INTRODUCTORY

  LETTER

  TO: R D BENTON

  LON STAR RANCH, TEXAS

  Kate slowly lowered the page to her lap and stared down at the words.

  Rancher seeking wife.

  Wife.

  Her long-buried dream shimmered like a mirage until the letters on the page blurred.

  All those secret wishes, all those hopes tucked away in the bottom of her heart, dreams that had faded over the years she devoted to the students of Saint Perpetua’s.

  What if?

  What if she were to leave Maine forever?

  What if she were to reach out for her dream?

  She ran her finger over the bold type, closed her eyes, and turned her face toward the fragile fall sunlight. Just the word Texas conjured all kinds of images. Wild, wide open spaces. Cattle and cowboys. Indians. A handful of knowledge that she had gleaned through reading various periodicals and accounts over the years.

  A place to start over. A place to settle down where no one recognized her. Perhaps even a place to start a family.

  When a dying leaf drifted down from the maple and touched her cheek, she opened her eyes. The breeze whipped across the square, picked up a few fallen leaves, and sent them scuttling in a whirlwind dance. Kate lifted the lumpy reticule and slid the crochet along the drawstrings. Her savings lay at the bottom of the bag, a wad of carefully folded bills and a few coins.

  Surely there was enough to spare for a photograph.

  Surely there was enough to gamble a bit of it on a dream.

  2

  Seven months later . . . Texas frontier. Texas Ranger Company J. May 1870.

  Spring was bleeding into another long, hot summer of raiding and retaliation, another round of blood and death on the prairie.

  Hidden in a gully a half mile from a Comanche summer encampment, gut-tight, mounted, and ready to charge, Reed Benton and a company of twenty-three men watched Capt. Jonah Taylor ride down the line of troops, giving last-minute instructions as dawn stained the morning sky.

  Sandy-haired and wiry, a born leader, Jonah Taylor was not only Company J Ranger captain, but Reed’s best friend.

  Reed gave Jonah a nod of encouragement when the man passed by. There were no formalities among the Rangers, no uniforms, no military law or precedent. The men were divided into military units and officered, but all else was loosely run. Unlettered farm boys fought beside educated men like himself. Usually outmanned, they made up for their lack of numbers with daring.

  All along the line, horses as well as men shifted, anxious, all fully aware of what they were about to face. Reed wished he didn’t know, wished himself anywhere else—which he knew damn well was no way to go into battle.

  Back when other men were leaving Texas to fight the last few battles for the Confederacy, he had joined the Rangers to patrol the frontier. He had thought to protect the settlers living there, knew he would be chasing down renegade Comanche, but he had never anticipated rounding up women and children.

  Ever since the war ended, the new government sent sporadic help from Washington, but never enough. Texans had suffered nearly thirty years of Comanche attacks, broken treaties, theft, mutilation, and death. They were all sick of it, and rightly so.

  Nearly everyone in the state had lost kin or acquaintances to the ho
stile clans through death or capture. Most Tejanos were of a mind that only the extermination of the plains tribes would ever settle the score and bring peace to the frontier.

  “You men know what to do.” Jonah kept his voice low as he swung his gaze up and down the line. They were comrades in war, friends, at times pranksters, rarely family men. Rangers were known far and wide for their aggressiveness, and because of that, they rarely suffered casualties. “Three women were taken a week ago, along with two girls, eleven and twelve years old. If they’re alive, they’ll most likely be hidden in the lodges. Don’t set any fires unless you’ve rousted everyone out. If we’re lucky, they’re here, in this camp. There don’t look to be very many warriors around, just some outlying guards.”

  Reed drew his rifle out of its scabbard, touched one of the two pistols he wore at his waist, and then reached up and shoved his hat on tighter. He had done this countless times—ridden into hostile camps, rousted out women, children, and toothless old folk that the warriors left behind while they were out stealing horses, burning cabins, and taking captives.

  He wished to God the Comanche would simply turn over the captives and go back to the reservation without a fight, but he might just as well have wished horses could fly. It was the way of the Comanche to raid and take cattle, horses, and captives and not only from white settlers, but from other tribes.

  Jonah gave a whistle and as one, the Ranger Company swarmed up and out of the gully. Like a dark stain spreading across the prairie, the company raced toward the small encampment, intent on finding the captive women and evening the score.

  Comanche sentries shouted and fired warning shots, alerting the inhabitants of what amounted to a clan with thirty tepees staked on the plain. Reed and the others answered back with their own fire, riding straight into the midst of the camp, firing in the air to cause as much confusion as possible so that the captives, if they were able, could break free and show themselves.

  Gunfire erupted all around as Reed rode between the decorated buffalo hide lodges, instinctively aware of which Comanche were running frantically to save themselves and which others were armed and ready to defend the camp. All the while, he, like the other Rangers, was on the lookout for captives—a flash of blond or red hair, pale or sunburned skin, blue eyes, cries for help in English.

  Some whites had been captive for so long they were indistinguishable from Comanche. Others had been with a clan for so long that they would run from the Rangers, clutching their half-Comanche children to their breasts.

  Cookfires were scattered by charging horses. Lodges burned. The acrid smell of scorched hides hung heavy on the air. There was little real resistance from the inhabitants except for the handful of braves, but women and even children would fight to defend the camp.

  Reed caught sight of a pack of youngsters, boys between eight and twelve, running swift and free as coyotes across the open plain. Despite the confusion around him, his heart involuntarily constricted. He was compelled to watch. Then suddenly, one of the Rangers behind him called out a warning and Reed whirled around in time to fire at an old man charging him with a long lance.

  He had come a heartbeat away from being skewered in the back.

  He had no time to react before he thought he heard a woman’s cry for help in pure English, so he spun his horse around in the direction of the sound, and before he could respond, a bullet slammed into his shoulder and sent him reeling backwards. Grabbing for his saddle horn, he hung on and pulled himself upright. Then a second shot grazed his temple, and he went down.

  “You’re a lucky man, Benton.”

  Doc Harper shook his head as he wound a bit of remaining bandage into a ball and stowed it back into the worn and sagging satchel that served as medicine bag. “Doc” was no more a doctor than any of the other Rangers, but he had a way with sick horses and wounded men and could keep them patched up until they could get some real care.

  “Funny, but I don’t feel lucky right now. My head hurts like hell.” Truth be told, Reed found it hard to focus, but he figured that was to be expected after the bullet put a new part in his hair just above his ear.

  “That shoulder’s bound to trouble you, too. Best you get yourself somewhere you can have it sewn up. The bullet passed clean through, so don’t let anybody go digging for it again. I already did that, and it ain’t to be found.”

  Reed sat up and looked around. They were a few yards from the encampment where the Rangers had set up a holding area for the Comanche they had rounded up. The dead were laid out a few yards away. Jonah was striding toward him, his expression tight enough to cut deep grooves around his mouth.

  “I’m not done for yet,” Reed told him, hoping that saying it out loud would make it so. He tried to focus and forced himself to keep his head up, but it throbbed like a war drum with every beat of his heart. He expected Jonah to make light of the situation, to make a joke to cheer him, but the man didn’t even crack a smile.

  Reed’s stomach knotted. “What’s wrong? Who died?”

  “We didn’t lose a single man. You were our worst casualty. Killed seven of their warriors, three women.” Jonah looked out across the plain. “No children. We recovered two of the captive women and both girls. The third woman died on the way here. The others saw it. They’re all in pretty bad shape.”

  Jonah didn’t have to elaborate on what had happened to the captives between the time they were taken and the arrival at the camp. There wasn’t a grown Texan alive who didn’t know the fate of female captives.

  “Sounds like . . .” Reed tried to clear his mind of the pain and fought for words. “Sounds like it went well. Why the long face?”

  “We found a boy you should see. He’s about the right age. And I’ll be a damn polecat if he doesn’t have your eyes.”

  The pounding in Reed’s head was instantly drowned out by the beating of his heart.

  Doc reminded Reed that he was there by handing over his patient’s shirt. Jonah gave Reed a hand up and kept a hold on Reed’s arm until the ground stopped spinning and the man could stand on his own.

  “Can you walk?”

  “Yeah.” Reed nodded, shrugging into his tattered, blood-soaked shirt. He could walk. He just didn’t know if he wanted to follow Jonah. As they started toward where the Comanche were being held, he hoped with every step that Jonah was dead wrong.

  The prisoners had been separated by sex, bound hand and foot, and tied side by side. Older children were huddled in their own area, trying to appear fierce and sullen, failing miserably, their fear so palpable that Reed could smell it. None of them realized yet that they were not facing death or torture, the fate of anyone captured by the Comanche, but that a contingent of men would escort them to the reservation at Fort Sill up in Oklahoma.

  Jonah led Reed over to a boy who looked to be about eight years old. He sat alone, separated from the others, but like the others, the boy had been hobbled to keep him from running.

  Reed stood over the child, his breath coming rapid and shallow; he felt suddenly light-headed from more than his wounds. He put his hand over the makeshift bandage on his shoulder, felt warm moisture seeping through. He stepped close to the boy, so close the toes of his boots were nearly touching the child’s knees, but the boy didn’t look up.

  Jonah bent down and cupped the boy’s chin, forced him to raise his head and look up.

  Reed’s breath left him in a whoosh. Despite the child’s tear-streaked, grubby face framed by dark, shoulder-length hair, one glance into those Benton eyes was all it took for Reed to know what Jonah and the other men standing nearby already suspected.

  After five long years, Daniel Benton had been found.

  Not his Daniel, Reed reminded himself. The child clothed in a reservation-issue long-tailed red shirt and a hide loincloth sat hunched over with downcast eyes. His expression was as grim as the rest of the captured Comanche. He was not the innocent toddler Reed had lost, but what captivity had made of him.

  Staring at Daniel bro
ught everything back to Reed: all the old painful memories of his marriage to Becky, the day Daniel was born at Lone Star, his pride upon hearing that he had a son. He recalled the plans he had made for their future, his vow to be a better father than his own had been. Reed had promised his infant son that he would listen to him, try to understand, and above all let the boy follow his heart.

  The filthy, half-naked child sitting in the dirt at his feet was the same little boy he had carried on his shoulders, taken everywhere with him, tucked in at night.

  He had joined the Rangers driven by the need to rescue Daniel, but over time that incessant, driving need had ebbed until he believed this day would never come to pass.

  So much had happened the night that Daniel was taken that Reed had a hard time trying to make sense of his feelings. The man he had been before would have wept for joy. He would have knelt and embraced his son.

  Now not only pain, confusion, and uncertainty tempered his reaction, but so did the knowledge that the years Daniel spent among the Comanche had done irreparable harm. Reed didn’t know what in the hell to do or to say. His wounds did nothing but befuddle his dazed mind even more.

  “Daniel?” The word caught in his throat and threatened to choke him. Could the boy understand anything? Did he remember his name?

  Daniel refused to look up. In the midst of the company of men, aware of little but the throbbing pain in his head and shoulder, of all the grim-faced Rangers watching him, Reed reached down, impatiently jerked the rope off the boy’s feet and hauled Daniel up by the arm.

  Daniel immediately howled in pain and crumpled, dangling from Reed’s hand. Jonah hurriedly stepped up to them.

  “He’s hurt, Reed.” Jonah lowered his voice for Reed’s ears alone.

  Reed closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose, trying to clear his head. Then he looked down at the boy’s bare legs. One of his ankles was swelling above his beaded moccasin.

  An infant’s piercing, mournful wail cut the hot, dry air. Close by, fires smoldered as tepees and hides continued to burn. Smoke tainted the wide, clear blue sky.

 

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