by Mj Fields
He pushed his finger into me and I felt my pussy clench. “I missed touching your skin, every fucking part of you. Fuck, Angel,” he stopped and looked at me as if questioning the name he just called me. I felt a smile spread across my face as tears touched my eyes. “Angel, perfect. I see angels and devils in your eyes right now. You want to come on my hand, don’t you?”
His finger swept upward hitting that spot, “God, yes.”
“I wish you could see what you look like when you are at the highest Frankie, so fucking crazy sexy. I’m gonna make you come so I can see what you look like when I own you, all of you.”
“Please,” I was rocking into his touch, so close, so damn close. “Oh God!”
“Fucking beautiful. Angels, devils and even the saints, Frankie.”
“Oh God,” I held my breath as I approached the peak of the insane orgasm only Jax provided.
He pulled his fingers out of me, leaving me empty and shoved his shorts down. His cock sprang free as he reached between us and pushed mine down. He cupped my pussy and rubbed his palm against my aching clit, bringing forth another roll of pleasure.
“Take them off,” he hissed as he looked down at me. His jaw was popping, nose flaring, he licked his lips. “Come on Angel, before I come just looking at you.”
I moved up and sat on top of him. I took his cock in my hand. So silky, so big, so hard.
“Mrs. Irons, I need inside that tight little pussy of mine.” I raised myself up and rubbed him against me. “Come on, Frankie, I want in so fucking bad.”
I lowered myself slowly, God he was huge. “I want all in. Will you do that for me, Angel? Will you give it all to me?”
I pushed myself down, stretching, bruising, taking him all inside. I rolled my hips trying to stretch to accommodate him.
“Fuck! Fuuuck,” he roared. His hips began thrusting violently. I leaned back holding on to his thighs. I worried I would put too much pressure on his left leg but if I didn’t hold on, I feared I would be thrown from him.
“I’m gonna come so fucking hard for you,” he hissed as I felt his cock grow thicker inside of me. He reached up and began to rub my clit, “Come on Angel, we do this together.”
“Oh god,” I gasped.
“And all the angels and saints.” His teeth clenched as he thrust up. I felt his cum shooting inside of me as I fell apart above him.
Gasping I laid forward and placed my lips on his, “I love you, Jax.”
“I love you, Angel.” He pulled me down. “I love you.”
“I love you.” I said as I tried to catch my breath.
I tried to roll off of him, “Don’t you dare.”
I sunk into him and rest my head against his neck.
~
I woke to the sunlight streaming through the window and a sore feeling between my legs. I smiled and rolled over to see Jax. He wasn’t in bed.
I got up, grabbed my robe off the bedpost, and walked out to the kitchen. Titan sat at the bar drinking a cup of coffee and reading the paper.
“Good morning, Mrs. Irons, is everything feeling a little better today?” He said before turning around and looking at me.
“Where’s Jax?”
“Shadows and he went to get those casts fixed up.”
“Why didn’t he wake me?”
“Said he wanted you to rest. Assumes you hadn’t slept in a few days and he wants you rested,” his lip turned up a little.
“You need to get laid,” I said in attempt to embarrass him.
“Did last night. Two sweet little morsels from Tuna, couldn’t decide which one I wanted so I offered it up to both.”
“Is that so?” I asked walking out and grabbing a cup out of the cupboard and pouring myself some coffee.
“Good night, but I wouldn’t say it goes down in the record book.”
I sat across from him, still holding eye contact. He wasn’t going to win this and have me running off to avoid what he felt would make me uncomfortable.
“A record book huh?”
“Well, it used to be an actual book, now it’s under notes in my phone. You wanna see? Some even have pictures.”
“No, I’m good. Do you have some sort of rating system?”
He looked up and smirked. “No, but that’s a damn good idea.”
“Good while you work on that I’m going to shower and then go to the doctors to be with Jax.” I stood up and started walking away.
“He’s good, Frankie. Shadows is with him.”
“That’s fine, but I’m his wife and I should be with him.”
I sent Dr. Neil a message telling her I would be there to join them soon.
I showered and even shaved. I felt much better today. Sore definitely made me feel sexy and Jax, even with the questions lingering in my mind, made me feel loved.
I grabbed my phone to see if Dr. Neil had messaged back and she hadn’t. I’m sure she was busy.
I dressed in a hot pink sundress, did my hair, and put on makeup. I wanted to look good for him. Even as banged up as he was, he still looked amazing. The least I could do is try.
I felt alive today, like the clouds had parted. Funny how in the aftermath of a storm things often look even more beautiful.
I checked again and nothing. I decided to look at instagram and see what Mary and Renee had been up to. Maybe I would have a dinner party in a couple weeks. No a barbeque. We had been cooped up long enough. Jax’s house was on the beach, had an amazing patio and I couldn’t wait to lay out in the bright Norfolk sun with him beside me someday soon.
I decided to take a new photo of me, it had been two months since the last one. I pulled my hair back on one side with my left hand and snapped the picture. I wanted my rings to be seen, but I didn’t want the picture to scream, I’m showing off my ring. I posted it.
A message popped up from Dr. Neil saying Jax had left an hour ago, with two new casts. She asked that I try to keep him out of the water and said she was happy he was getting some of his memories back.
I immediately received a DM and it was from Joel he said ‘You can’t be serious.’
I didn’t reply but I did look at his followers. I was curious to see if Mimi had followed him.
MimiDev1. She was following him. He wasn’t following back. I clicked on her link and saw a pic I wasn’t prepared for, it was posted only minutes ago. His hand was on the side of his head, a cast on the other arm, and a cast on one leg. Jax.
I walked out into the kitchen. I would not sit back and be made a fool of. “You ready to go?”
“Shadows just sent a text, they’ll be back soon.”
“Great. I need to go to the store.”
“I can get someone to go. What do you need?”
“I need to go.” I tried to hide my annoyance, “I am going stir crazy. I just want to get out. No big deal.”
“Then I’ll take you.”
“I want to drive.”
“Why?” he eyed me suspiciously.
“I have a new SUV in the driveway. I wanna drive it,” I said as I walked past him. I grabbed the keys off the entryway hook and started walking towards the door.
“Listen, it’s still not safe out there you know, hold up.”
“Well, hurry up.”
We rounded the corner to the little convenient store. “Titan, I don’t feel very well.”
“Pull over then.”
I pulled over and got out. He climbed in the driver’s side and I curled up into a ball.
“You okay?”
“Cramps. No wonder I was craving chocolate. But I guess I don’t need it. I couldn’t walk into that store right now if I tried.”
“I’ll get you some. Just sit tight. What else did you need?”
“Bologna.”
“Bologna?”
“Yes, and that fake ham stuff.”
“Spam?”
“Yes, that’s it.”
“Bologna and Spam?” He looked at me like I was crazy.
“I am craving salt
and chocol--.”
“Okay, okay, I don’t need to hear anymore. Sit tight, lock the doors. Jesus, Little Will.” He sputtered as he closed the door. “Lock it.”
I did as he asked. When he was inside I hopped over the console and threw it in drive.
I pulled out on the street and took off out of town. I needed to be alone. I needed to fall apart, I needed to clear my head and figure out exactly what it was that I needed. I was too weak when it came to him and I could endure pain, I actually thrived on it. But not the kind of pain Jax was causing me, intentionally going behind my back to her, I had no idea how or if I could endure that kind of pain.
Ten minutes was all it took before my phone rang. I pushed the answer button on and Titan snapped at me, “You gonna come back and get me, Francesca?”
“No. I need a break.”
“Then you come back here. Take me home and then you talk to your husband about this break you need to take.”
“No, this break is from him.”
“You sure you know what you’re doing?”
“Being honest. I know you three have a real hard time with that, but I don’t.”
“Care to explain?”
“You can stop acting pissed off at me, Titan. I don’t trust you, Shadows, or Jax anymore.”
“Again, care to explain?”
“How about you tell me where he is.”
“He went to the doctor.”
“And he left there an hour and a half ago.”
“Frankie, you get your ass back here, pick me up, and then you and Jax have a chat. This is--.”
“Goodbye.”
The next call was from Jax and I pressed decline, three times.
The message alert beeped.
I ignored it.
I felt so damn stupid. To think I could hold the attention of a man like Jax, to think that a man who didn’t accept or understand love could be mine and only mine and to think I believed everything he said to me. Love is blind, love is not an emotion you can control. Love was insane.
The awful part was that I couldn’t blame him. What did he know of love? My heart broke for him, it broke for me, and it broke for us.
I had to pull over, I was crying so hard it was nearly impossible to see. I needed to see again for myself.
I tapped instagram, her status was
-Short isn’t always just sweet. Its impact can last far longer than the minutes the moment held.
I had a couple DM’s. I clicked on Mary’s.
-Are you getting married to that man? I want details. Call me ASAP
Another from Joel
-I wasn’t lying when I said I missed your friendship. I have broad shoulders, Frankie. I know what you saw, I did too. You have my attention, fully. You have my number, use it.
I dialed the phone, “Mary can we meet?”
“Of course.”
I gave her the address and she said ten minutes. I called Joel.
“I just don’t know what to believe, who to talk to, where to go. And I am sorry I called you. I really am but--.”
“Our place--.”
“Joel, it’s not like that okay?”
“I know that, but no one will go looking for you there. I’ll pick you up at the border in an hour?”
“Joel, I have to go.”
I finally looked at Jax’s messages.
-You gonna answer your phone?
- Let me know what I did?
-You need to let me figure it out. Don’t get upset at me. Trust me Angel.
Ten minutes ago:
-Answer the fucking phone Frankie!
And last.
-Fine. Just know I will find you.
I wiped the tears away and clicked on settings, then I turned off the find phone app and sent a return text.
-I just need some time.
Chapter 18
Jax
You can run
“What do you mean you can’t locate her?”
“She turned off the app.” Titan snapped back at me.
“There’s a tracking system on the vehicle. Find it!”
Shadows was on the phone and I was left wondering what the hell she was thinking. “What did she say?”
“She had cramps,” Titan said defensively.
“No, before that, when you were here. What set her off?”
“I don’t know, man. Maybe that you didn’t ask her to go with you to the doctor.”
Shadows covered the phone, “Told you it was a bad idea.”
I gave him a dirty look, “Then what?”
“She took a shower, got all hot looking--.”
“Watch yourself, Titan.”
“She was set on going to see you.”
“Get into her call records.”
“I don’t know her password, Irons.”
“And why don’t we have that information?” I was being irrational and I knew it but I was pissed.
I looked at my phone. She had sent a text.
I just need some time. What the fuck was that supposed to mean?
“Found the car. Thirty minutes away,” Shadows and Titan both stood up.
“Let’s go.”
~
We followed at a safe distance behind the X5. I still didn’t feel good about this.
“You gonna let her have her space man? We know where she is.” Shadows asked.
“Right after I give her that fucking, bologna, spam, and chocolate.” Titan growled.
Shadows laughed.
“It’s not fucking funny. Little Will needs her ass kicked.”
“She’s been through some shit, Titan, ease up. You gonna ease up, Irons?”
“I haven’t decided yet.” I watched her drive. She wasn’t a good driver at all. “Fuck, Frankie, yellow doesn’t mean go faster. What the hell!”
Shadows laughed, “We won’t lose her, man. Got her right here.” He held up his tablet.
“She’s not fucking driving anywhere again.” As pissed off as I was at least I knew where she was. I knew she was alright. I turned so my back was against the door and lifted my now throbbing leg up and set it on the seat.
“Oh look where she is,” Shadows laughed. “The old apartment. I wonder if Little Lamb is there. I’d love me a little snack.”
“Lamb chops?” Titan chuckled.
“Nom, nom, nom,” Shadows laughed.
“Maybe I ought to tag in on that,” Titan elbowed him.
“Nah, that one’s a solo act. Besides you banged two last night. I didn’t get a call for help.”
“That’s ‘cause I didn’t need any damn help,” Titan said as he rounded the corner.
“I’ll be fine. I can just toss that little thing around, tip her ass upside down if I want.”
“Alright, focus.”
“You want us to think about Frankie right now?” Titan asked.
“You need to remember your boundaries. You two might dabble in a shared moment but this is my wife.”
We pulled into a parking lot and it was familiar, “This is where Frankie lived. The girls you two are talking about are neighbors?”
“Shit man, I forgot you--.”
“Roommates, college roommates.”
“There you go, Irons.” Shadows smiled as he looked back at me.
“There’s the X5.”
“You remember the day we picked that up?” Titan asked.
“Weird, but yes.”
“The day before you got married.”
“Good to know.”
“You remember where we went after?”
“No.”
“Shadows and I took it to the cabin.”
I grabbed my phone.
“Irons give her an hour. Let her do her girl shit. Cry, drink some wine, eat some popcorn, talk about what an ass you are--.”
“She wouldn’t,” I told him.
“Yeah, okay,” Shadows laughed. “She said she needed time. You should respect that.”
“You should stop thinking you know wh
at my wife needs.”
“You should remember who has been listening to her cry for three days.”
“Fuck you, man.” I wanted to beat his ass.
“No, you listen to me just one fucking time. Females are sensitive--.”
“Said she had cramps,” Titan chimed in.
“Fuck! Boundaries, both of you.” I hated this shit, Frankie wasn’t theirs, she was mine. But they had a point. Once I had her back where she belonged, I’d be the one to hear her fears, her sorrows, dry her tears, and know her fucking menstrual cycle. “One hour.”
~
Shadows went up to get Frankie, my leg was hurting and I hadn’t taken my pills since she got them for me last night after we made love.
Made love.
I liked to be on top. It was my job to be. But last night, I watched her take me from above. It wasn’t emasculating, it was amazing. I could see her pussy wrapped around me, look at her wet swollen lips as she rode me, and rub her clit as I watched her come.
She didn’t deny me then, she won’t deny me now.
Shadows came down the stairs and ran to the vehicle.
He opened the door, “She’s not here. She switched vehicles with that Little Lamb who now is on my list of naughty bitches who need punishment fucks.
“What the fuck! What the motherfucking fuck! We sat down here for thirty fucking minutes--.”
“She has a location service too.” He pulled out his phone and flipped through his notes.
“Does she know she has that?” Titans asked.
“Does now.” Titan looked at him, “What, man? It was necessary when shit was going down. We dragged them into this mess.” He looked back down at his tablet and punched in the information. “Oh hell. She’s in Princess Anne.”
“I’ll call her parents.” I started to punch in the number.
“Hold up Irons, This address isn’t theirs.”
He stopped for a moment, “Fine, tell me where she is.”
“Joel--.”
“Hell no. Fuck that. Go! Get there!”
“I’m messaging Johnny.” Shadows said as he typed in his phone.
It felt like ten minutes before Johnny returned the message.
He said, “Hold tight, he’s headed over.”
“That’s fine, Titan, let’s get there. I’m gonna kill the motherfucker.”
An hour later, we were well on our way to Princess Anne. I was in severe pain and I wanted to rip someone apart.