Stephen strolled over to the sideboard, poured himself some whiskey, and began filling three crystal glasses with wine, blithely ignoring the simmering rage emanating from his brother. Under his breath, Clayton snapped, “Is there the slightest chance that you don’t know who she is—to me?”
“Not the slightest.” Stephen grinned imperturbably, picking up three of the four glasses. As he turned toward the ladies he said in a carrying voice, “Will you bring Whitney’s glass, Clay? I can’t manage all four.”
Carrying her wineglass, Clayton bore purposefully down on Whitney, and she unconsciously pressed further back into the seat cushions, searching his forbidding countenance for some sign that he still cared for her. But there was none.
In a state of acute misery, she absently sipped her wine surreptitiously studying Clayton, who was seated across from her beside Vanessa, with his gleaming booted foot resting casually atop the opposite knee, his long legs encased in superbly tailored gray trousers. Seeing him here, relaxed and at home in the splendor of this white-and-gold room, he was every inch the aloof, elegant nobleman, the master of all he surveyed. Never had he looked more handsome—or more unattainable. And to make everything worse, Vanessa Standfield, who was draped in flowing blue silk, was more haughtily, breathtakingly beautiful than Whitney had realized that night at the Rutherfords’ ball.
In the hour before supper was announced, Stephen carried the greatest share of the conversational burden, with Vanessa contributing two more pointed insults aimed at Whitney. Clayton spoke in clipped, abrupt phrases only when absolutely necessary, and Whitney replied to Stephen’s light banter with weak monosyllables. The duchess had three more glasses of wine and said nothing at all to anyone.
Curled into a tight ball of suspended anguish, Whitney silently counted the minutes until dinner could be finished and the ordeal over, so that she could creep away. She now knew she should never have come. It was too late.
Mercifully, dinner was announced shortly thereafter. Clayton rose, and without so much as a glance in Whitney’s direction, he offered his arm to his mother and, with Vanessa on the other, escorted both women from the room.
Whitney stood and took Stephen’s arm, her gaze clinging hopelessly to Clayton’s back. She started to follow in his wake, but Stephen stopped her. “Damn Vanessa!” he laughed softly. “I could strangle her. It’s time for us to change our strategy—although everything has been going well so far.”
“Strategy?” Whitney gasped. “Going well?”
“Perfectly. You’ve been sitting here looking beautiful and vulnerable, and Clayton can’t tear his eyes off you when he thinks you aren’t looking. But it’s time for you to do something to get him off alone with you.”
Whitney’s heart soared precariously. “He can’t tear his eyes—? Oh, Stephen, are you certain? I don’t think he even knows I’m here.”
“He knows you’re here,” Stephen said, laughing. “Not that he doesn’t wish to God you weren’t! In fact, I can’t recall ever seeing him this furious. Now it will be up to you to push his anger beyond the limits of his control.”
“What?” Whitney whispered. “Dear God, why?”
They had reached the entrance of the dining room, but Stephen turned and paused before a portrait on the wall opposite the double doors; their backs were in full view of the diners who were already seated at the table. He gestured at the painting as if pointing out its merits to Whitney. “You have to make him furious enough to leave the table and take you with him. If you don’t, as soon as dinner is over, he’ll find some excuse to draw Vanessa and my mother off somewhere else, and simply leave you with me.”
The prospect of actively trying to engage Clayton in verbal combat filled Whitney with an odd mixture of fear and anticipation. She reminded herself of what Emily had said about not being meek, and told herself bracingly that if demure Elizabeth Ashton could do it, so could she. “Stephen,” she said suddenly, “why are you doing this?”
“There’s no time to go into that now,” Stephen replied, guiding her toward the dining room. “But remember this—no matter how angry he is, my brother is in love with you. And if you can get him alone, I think you’ll be able to prove it to him.”
“But your mother will think I’m the gauchest female alive if I deliberately provoke him.”
Stephen grinned boyishly at her. “My mother will think you are brave and wonderful. Just as I do. Now courage, young lady! I’m expecting to see more of the gay, spirited female I watched at the Kingsleys’ the other night.”
There was just time for Whitney to flash an astonished, grateful look at him as he led her to her place at the table. As Stephen seated her, Clayton remarked with withering sarcasm, “It’s kind of you finally to join us.”
“It was kind of you to ask me, your grace,” Whitney returned politely.
Clayton ignored her and nodded to the servants to begin serving. He was seated at the head of the table, with his mother on his right, and Vanessa on his left. Whitney was next to the duchess, and Stephen took a place opposite Whitney, beside Vanessa.
As the servant poured champagne into Whitney’s glass, Clayton drawled caustically, “Leave the bottle next to Miss Stone. She is overly fond of champagne, as I recall.”
Whitney’s spirits gave a leap of joy—Clayton was no longer able to ignore her! Surely he must still care for her to be angry enough to say such a thing. She smiled enchantingly at him over her glass and sipped the bubbly wine. “Not overly fond of champagne. Although at times it does help to reinforce one’s courage.”
“Really? I wouldn’t know.”
“Ah yes, you prefer whiskey to reinforce yours,” she quipped as he lifted his glass to his mouth. His eyes narrowed ominously and Whitney quickly looked away. Please love me, she implored him silently. Don’t make me go through this for nothing.
“Do you play the pianoforte, Whitney?” the duchess asked, nervously stepping in to cover the charged silence.
“Only if I wish to give offense,” Whitney replied with a shy smile.
“Do you sing then?” her grace persisted in sheer desperation.
“Yes,” Whitney laughed, “but without the slightest attention to tune, I’m afraid.”
“Really, Miss Stone,” Vanessa drawled, “it’s extraordinary to meet a gently reared Englishwoman who has not been taught either to sing or to play. Exactly what are your accomplishments?”
“Whitney is a proficient flirt,” Clayton interjected scathingly, answering Vanessa’s question himself. “She is conversant in several languages and could undoubtedly do a creditable job of cursing fluently in all of them. She plays a fair game of chess, a poor game of solitaire, and is a capable horsewoman. She claims to excel with a slingshot—a talent for which I can’t vouch firsthand, and she is a convincing actress—a talent for which I can. Have I treated you fairly, Whitney?” he snapped.
“Not entirely, your grace,” Whitney said softly, stinging from the cruel whips of his words even though she was smiling. “Surely my chess game is better than ‘fair.’ And if you doubt my skill with the slingshot, I shall be pleased to demonstrate it to you—providing that you volunteer to be my target, as I have just been yours.”
Stephen gave a sharp crack of laughter and his mother croaked, “Have you attended many social functions since you’ve come back from France?”
Whitney felt Clayton’s scorching gaze on her and could not quite meet it. “Many parties and balls. Although no one has given a masquerade, and I particularly enjoy them. I believe my lord duke enjoys them equally—”
“Do you also enjoy weddings?” Vanessa asked her smoothly. “If so, we shall be certain to invite you to ours.”
The silence of an ancient tomb settled over the table. Whitney tried valiantly to continue eating but could not swallow past the lump of desolation swelling in her throat. She looked miserably at Stephen, who shrugged imperturbably, and arched a brow in Clayton’s direction. She knew that Stephen meant for her to continu
e, but she couldn’t now. It was over. As transparent as it would be to everyone when she pleaded sudden illness, Whitney couldn’t bear to stay at that table. She was too bruised and battered to care that everyone would know that the announcement of Clayton and Vanessa’s betrothal was the reason she was leaving.
She took her napkin off her lap and put it on the table beside her plate. As she reached down to slide her heavy chair back, a feminine hand suddenly came to rest over hers. The duchess gave her fingers a brief, encouraging squeeze, then held them tightly in a gesture that clearly said, “Stay and finish what you have begun.”
Whitney smiled uncertainly, hesitated, then replaced her napkin. She glanced at Clayton, who was moodily contemplating the wine in his glass, then at Vanessa. Whitney couldn’t bear to think of Clayton married to such a haughty beauty—not when she herself loved him so much, and had come this far, in this embarrassing fashion, to tell him so. She thought of Clayton holding Vanessa in his arms and kissing her in that intimate way of his, and that made Whitney angry and jealous enough to stay.
Vanessa put her hand on Clayton’s arm. “I hope you aren’t angry with me for blurting out our secret in front of a stranger.”
“I’m certain he isn’t in the least angry, Miss Standfield,” Whitney said quietly, but her eyes were on Clayton. “We all do foolish things when we’re in love. Don’t we, your grace?”
“Do we?” Clayton countered repressively. “I hadn’t noticed.”
“Then you either have a very short memory,” Whitney challenged softly, “or a very convenient one. Or perhaps you’ve never been in love, after all.”
Clayton’s wineglass slammed on the table. “Precisely what is that supposed to mean?” he demanded.
Whitney withered before the blast of those gray eyes. “Nothing,” she lied softly.
The clink of silver began again. She watched Clayton’s hand flexing on his goblet of wine, clenching it and loosening, then clenching again, and she knew he was wishing that her neck, not his goblet, were in his grip. After several minutes, his mother nervously cleared her throat, and cautiously said to Whitney, “Tell me, my dear, were things very different here in England when you returned?”
Whitney started to reply impersonally, but then she realized that the duchess had just unknowingly given her exactly the opening she needed. Since Clayton wasn’t willing to let her explain in private, perhaps she could at least make him partially understand, here, at the table. “Very different!” she said with feeling. “You see, shortly after I returned to England, I discovered that while I was still in France my father had arranged for my marriage to a man I had scarcely met, and did not even recognize when I saw him again here.”
“How distressing,” replied the duchess with a dawning look of understanding.
“Indeed it was—particularly because I have a freakish streak in my nature which positively rebels against being coldly ordered about by anyone. And the man I was to marry, although he was kind and understanding in many ways, was quite horridly arbitrary and imperious about the betrothal. He acted as if I had no choice in the matter whatever.”
“These arranged marriages can be difficult to adjust to at first,” the duchess agreed. “What did you do then?”
“She betrothed to another man who was thoroughly spineless and an idiot!” Clayton announced coldly.
“But not dictatorial and tyrannical,” Whitney shot back. “And I did not betroth myself to Paul at all!”
Angry silence reigned until Stephen laughingly said, “My God, don’t keep us in suspense. Then what happened?”
Clayton answered for her in a contemptuous drawl. “Since there were another thousand eligible men in London, Miss Stone set about seeing how many of those she could betroth herself to as well.”
Whitney couldn’t endure it when he used that tone of voice. She bit her lip and meekly shook her head. “No, I was only ever betrothed to one man, but he’s so angry with me, he won’t give me a chance to explain. He’s already withdrawn his offer.”
“The beast!” Stephen said cheerfully, helping himself to a second portion of duck à l’orange. “He sounds like an evil-tempered sort. You’re probably much better off without him.”
“I—I have a rather formidable temper myself,” Whitney admitted.
“In that case, he’s better off without you,” Clayton snapped, then his gaze swung on Stephen with deadly menace, “Stephen, I find this conversation not only excessively boring, but in excruciatingly bad taste. Am I making myself clear?”
Stephen met his brother’s look with sham bewilderment and nodded, but even he didn’t dare to reopen the subject.
Servants moved about the room, and all five people at the dining table studiously concentrated on the sumptuous fare on their plates, but only Stephen ate with any enjoyment. Whitney told herself she would try once more, just once more, to make Clayton leave the room with her. Although how she was going to cope with him if she succeeded, was beyond her imagination.
“Stephen asked you a question, Clayton,” Vanessa whispered.
“What?” Clayton demanded, staring at Stephen with blazing animosity.
“I asked how your horses did at the last race.”
“They did well,” was the curt answer.
“How well?” Stephen persisted. Although he addressed the table at large, the smile that tugged at the corner of his mouth was aimed at Whitney as he explained. “We had a bet that three of Clayton’s and two of mine would come in the money. I know mine placed, and only two of his did, which means he lost the bet, and he owes me £300.” Stephen’s conspiratorial grin widened meaningfully at Whitney. “He doesn’t care about the money, but he hates to admit he lost. He’s never learned to accept defeat.”
Clayton laid down his knife and fork, preparing to give Stephen the brutal setdown he’d earned hours before, but Whitney, taking Stephen’s cue, immediately drew off Clayton’s fire. “How strange you should say that,” she said to Stephen, looking genuinely amazed. “I have found that your brother accepts defeat without even putting up the slightest struggle. Why, faced with the tiniest discouragement, he simply gives up and—”
Clayton’s open hand slammed down on the table with a crash that made the dishes dance. He surged to his feet, a muscle leaping furiously along the taut line of his jaw. “Miss Stone and I have something to say to each other which is best said in private.” He gritted out the words, flinging his napkin down on the table. Swiftly, he strode around the table and jerked Whitney’s chair back. “Get up!” he snapped in a low, terrible voice when Whitney remained frozen in her seat. His hand clamped down painfully on her forearm and Whitney rose unsteadily.
The duchess looked at her in helpless dismay, but Stephen lifted his glass to Whitney in a silent toast and grinned.
Forcibly pulling her beside him, Clayton strode purposefully from the room and down the carpeted marble hallway. As they passed the front door, he snapped at the butler, “Have Miss Stone’s carriage waiting in front in three minutes!” He turned down a side hall and nodded curtly to a servant who opened the doors of a luxurious study for them.
Clayton hauled her halfway across the room, which was lined with books recessed behind richly carved arches of polished oak, then flung her arm away and stalked to the fireplace. Turning, he regarded her with a look of undiluted loathing, while he visibly strove to bring his rampaging temper under control. Suddenly his voice slashed through the silence. “You have exactly two minutes to explain the purpose of this unexpected and unwelcome visit of yours. At the end of that time, I will escort you to your carriage and make your excuses for your absence to my mother and brother.”
Whitney drew a tortured breath, knowing that if he saw her fear now he would use it against her. “The purpose of my visit?” she said in a small, distracted voice, her mind frantically counting off the passing seconds. “I—I would have thought by now it was obvious.”
“It is not obvious!”
“I’ve come to—
to explain why I said what I did to you at the banquet. You see,” she said, stammering in her haste to finish in the minutes he’d allotted her, “earlier at the church, I thought we—you and I—still had an agreement, and—”
Clayton’s eyes raked contemptuously over her. “We have no agreement,” he said scathingly. “It’s over. Done with. It should never have begun! The betrothal was an insane idea, and I curse the day I thought of it.”
Sick with failure and defeat, Whitney dug her nails into the flesh of her palms and shook her head in denial. “It never had a chance to begin because I wouldn’t let it.”
“Your two minutes are almost up.”
“Clayton, please listen to me!” she cried desperately. “You—you told me a long time ago that you wanted me to come to you willingly, that you didn’t want a cold, unwilling wife.”
“And?” he demanded furiously.
Whitney’s voice shook. “And, I am here. Willingly.”
Clayton stiffened, his whole body tensing into a rigid line as her meaning pierced the armor of his wrath. He stared at her for a moment, his jaw tight and hard, then he leaned back against the mantel and closed his eyes.
He was fighting her, Whitney knew. Trying to shut her out. In a paralysis of fear, she waited, watching him. It seemed an eternity before he reluctantly straightened. His eyes flicked open, meeting hers, and Whitney’s heart gave a wild leap. She had won! She could see it in the slight softening of his rugged features. Oh God, she had won!
He looked first at the long stretch of carpet separating them, and then at her. When he spoke, the harsh edge of his voice was tempered, but his words were low and meaningful. “I’ll not make this any easier for you,” he told her evenly.
The distance between them stretched like a mile, and Whitney knew that he meant she would have to make the trip across the room to him if she wanted him, that he would not so much as meet her halfway . . . because, even now, he didn’t entirely trust her.
His eyes never left hers as Whitney started walking toward him on legs that felt like water. A mere step away from him, she had to pause to still the slamming of her heart and quaking of her knees. She took the final step on legs that felt as if they were about to buckle beneath her, and stopped so close to him that her breasts were only inches from his gray jacket.
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