by Karen Kirst
She hadn’t thought about his coal-stained hands since the wedding, but his comment caused a memory to rush in. He’d held out a hand to her when she’d arrived at the Hawthorns’ home for the wedding, but she hadn’t been sure whether she should shake it or not. “My hesitation that day had nothing to do with your appearance. My mother had taught me that it was a woman’s place to make the offer, so yours gave me pause.”
He frowned. “I see. It wasn’t the stains then but my lack of manners. It must have been hard for you to be among so many common folks who don’t put as much stock in minding their p’s and q’s as those in your social circles.”
She straightened to her full height and lifted her chin. “You don’t know me as well as you think you do, Henry. I wanted to be at Pauline’s wedding so much that I went up against my father. He pushed back—hard—but I stood my ground. Even though I knew I’d be walking into a situation where people would pass judgment and whisper about me and my family, I didn’t let that stop me. I was prepared to stand by my sister no matter what. And I did.”
She drew in a calming breath and released the fists she hadn’t realized she’d formed. She’d spoken without thinking, but she didn’t regret her outburst as much as she ought to. The record needed to be set straight. She might have a wealthy father, but she wasn’t unfeeling.
“I’m glad you came. Pauline put on a brave front, but your father’s decision not to attend the wedding crushed her. I was ready to give him a piece of my mind, but she made me promise not to. She knew if I did, he wouldn’t let you come, and she wanted you there very much.”
Her vision blurred, and she blinked to clear it. “She wasn’t just my sister. She was my best friend. I can’t believe I’ll never see her again.”
“Why didn’t you come for a visit in all these years?”
“I wanted to.”
“But your father wouldn’t agree to it? That’s what Pauline told me when I asked her.”
She turned away, gripped the railing and fought to keep the rush of memories at bay. Many times, she’d stood at the door to her father’s study with the intention of going inside and making another request, but any mention of Pauline resulted in a heated rehashing of all the ways his eldest child had failed him and a reminder that as far as he was concerned, he only had one daughter. Lavinia spun around. “If I’d had the means, I would have come.”
Henry nodded. “Even if it meant defying him?”
“I’d have found a way.”
He stared at her for the longest time, his gaze passing from her head to her feet and back again. “I’m not an expert on etiquette, as you well know, but I’ve wondered about something. Your dress is pretty and reminds me of the cranberry sauce we just had. Most women who’ve lost a close family member wear black, but I’ve yet to see you in it. Why is that? I know you loved Pauline deeply, so I figure there must be an explanation.”
She returned to the swing, sat and faced him. Although she wasn’t about to tell him how her father had insisted the entire family go into mourning after Pauline left, she could tell him how she’d chosen to honor her sister now. “She loved Christmas more than anyone I know. The tree wouldn’t even have been removed after one party, and yet she’d start talking about her plans for the next—which friends she would invite to Father’s party, what she’d wear, who she’d have make her gown. I could count on one thing, though. Her dress would be red, green or a combination of the two. She loved those colors so much that she wore them all year long. I’m wearing them in remembrance of her.”
“I understand your reasons and admire your decision, but how will you deal with those who might question you?”
“I’ll tell them what happened when I arrived in Sutter Creek wearing a mourning gown. I’d only been here an hour when Dot asked why I was dressed in black. Alex told her it was because their mama and papa had died. The poor dear burst into tears and sobbed for a good ten minutes, soaking my shoulder and ripping my heart to pieces. She begged me not to wear the dress ever again. I took her to my room, opened my trunks and let her go through them and pick out what she wanted me to wear. She chose the dress I have on.”
He brushed a hand over his sleeve. “I don’t wear a black armband for similar reasons. Dot made a fuss when I did, so I took it off. No one seems to have noticed. They haven’t mentioned it anyhow.”
“My color choice raised some eyebrows when we went to the school for the church service this past Sunday, but to their credit, no one has said anything to me or to the children.”
He nodded, his bright blue eyes shining with approval. “It appears the lovely Lavinia Crowne has more gumption than I gave her credit for.”
Her? Lovely? With her unruly curls and pointed chin? She wasn’t, but it was nice to have a handsome gentleman say so. “I might not be as courageous as my adventure-seeking sister, but there are times when I’ll go after what I believe is right.”
“I’ve seen as much. I do the same.”
She knew that all too well. He had every intention of keeping the children here, and so far, he’d presented a stronger case than she had. A judge was sure to rule in his favor.
But that was about to change. She was going to show Henry, the children and the people of Sutter Creek how a Crowne celebrated Christmas. When they witnessed the party she had planned, they’d realize she was capable of offering the children far more than their small-town uncle could.
CHAPTER FOUR
“Uncle Henry.”
Henry dragged his gaze from the guest room window on the second floor where Lavinia had stood moments before, her eyes riveted on him as he knelt on the shed’s lean-to roof two days later. He focused his attention on his nephew, who had accepted his invitation to help with the repairs. “What, Buddy?”
“Did I do it right?” Alex looked up, a plea for approval in a pair of blue eyes so like his father’s.
Henry felt the familiar stab of pain that came whenever he thought of Jack. The girls had taken after Pauline with her curly brown hair. Alex’s resemblance to his father was striking, although the boy’s thick wavy locks were a shade darker than Jack’s, more coriander-colored than cumin. “You’ve done a great job lining up the lower edge of the shingle with the others in this row, but we need to leave a little room between them on the sides.”
“Why? Won’t the roof leak if we do that?” Alex was as inquisitive as he was conscientious.
“That’s a good question. The space allows the shingles to swell when they get wet and keeps them from buckling. Since we offset the shingles in each row, there’s another shingle underneath the gap in the two above it—a second layer of protection.”
Alex smiled. “I didn’t think of that.”
The back door opened. Lavinia flew out of the house, marched across the yard and stopped a few feet from the shed. She raised a hand to shield her eyes from the sun, which was shining so brightly that Henry had shed his jacket and rolled up his shirtsleeves.
“What are you doing?” she asked, clearly vexed.
“Repairing the roof.”
“I can see that, but what is Alex doing up there with you?”
The same thing, but evidently that wasn’t what she meant. “Helping me.”
“Do you think that’s wise? He’s only eight.”
“He’s quite safe. I wouldn’t have invited him up here otherwise.” It wasn’t as though they were on the steeply pitched roof of the two-story house. They were all of ten feet off the ground on a roof with a minimal pitch. “You could come up and see for yourself if you’d like.”
To his surprise, she nodded. “I think I will.” She covered the few feet separating them in no time.
Henry scooted closer to the edge of the roof, grabbed the ladder to steady it and watched as Lavinia placed a foot on the bottom rung. Was he imagining it, or did her dainty boot
s match her strawberry-colored dress? If so, that meant she had two pairs of red boots. Most of the women he knew were content with one serviceable black pair. But they weren’t the daughter of a man with more money than most men would earn in several lifetimes.
She climbed slowly, watching her feet as she went. With her full skirt and fancy footwear, he could see why she was being careful. “You’re doing fine.”
“This would be a far easier feat in trousers.”
“I didn’t expect you to accept my invitation.”
She sent a smug smile his way. “You underestimate me.”
He liked seeing this spunky side of her. He’d have to challenge her more often.
Moments later, Lavinia’s shoulders crested the roofline. She stayed at that level and looked around. “The view is nearly the same as the one from my bedroom window, but—” he detected a waver in her voice “—it’s different seeing everything from here.”
“I know just what you mean, Aunt Livy,” Alex said. “Sitting up here makes me feel like I’m on top of the world.”
“Indeed.” She focused her attention on their nephew. “Would you show me what you’re doing?”
“Sure.” Alex positioned a shingle and nailed it into place, talking through the steps as he worked. “That’s how you do it.”
“You explained that quite well. You’d make a fine teacher.” She followed her compliments with one of her cheery smiles that transformed her from merely attractive to outright beautiful.
Alex beamed. “Can I finish the row on my own, Uncle Henry?”
“Certainly.”
Lavinia praised Alex’s work as she watched. And watched. He’d completed the task, and she was still there. “Well done.”
Henry nodded his approval. “Your aunt’s right. You’d make a fine carpenter, too. In fact, I think you could succeed at whatever profession you chose.”
“Why choose just one? Your uncle didn’t.” Although she wasn’t smiling, something shone from her eyes. Was it merriment or something else?
Alex looked from Lavinia to Henry and back again. “Are you teasing?”
Henry eagerly awaited her answer.
“Not at all. Your mama told me in her letters some of the things your uncle’s done. He was a blacksmith when I met him at your parents’ wedding, but he’s been a carpenter, a hotel owner and who knows what else. But I know what he wants to do most of all.”
No! He didn’t want the children to hear about his dream of running a restaurant. They might feel bad if they thought they were keeping him from it. He caught Lavinia’s eye and gave his head a small shake.
She forged ahead as though she hadn’t seen him. “What your uncle Henry wants—” her smile shifted from friendly to calculating “—is to see that you children are happy and well cared for. That’s what I want, too, which is why I have a plan that—”
“That she plans to discuss with me first.” Henry didn’t like cutting her off, but they’d agreed not to subject the children to any heated discussions or disagreements. He had a feeling both were about to take place.
Lavinia angled her head, lifted one side of her mouth and an eyebrow and shot a wordless rebuke at him. Not that he cared. She was the one who’d been on the verge of going back on their agreement, which came as a shock. Although he didn’t know her well, he felt certain she wasn’t the type of person who made promises she didn’t intend to keep.
She cleared her throat. Loudly and pointedly. “As I was saying before I was interrupted, I have a plan that’s one of my best.”
Alex leaned forward, eagerness widening his eyes. “What is it?”
“I can’t tell you yet. I came out to get your uncle’s opinion first.” Her declaration was followed by a toss of her head and a smirk. Rather than looking irritated, as she’d no doubt intended, she looked…cute.
The mass of springy curls piled on her head caught his eye, especially the one that had broken free of her pins. He reached out to sweep it behind her ear, brushing her petal-soft cheek in the process. The shock reflected in her chocolate-brown eyes mirrored the surge of it coursing through him. What had he been thinking? He yanked his wayward hand back. “I’d love to hear your plan.”
Her eyes grew even wider.
What was happening? First his hand had acted of its own accord, and then his mouth had followed suit. “That is, I’d like to hear it.”
“You would?” Her expression softened, but her gaze remained fixed on him. Confused, curious and…captivating.
He scrambled to remember what they’d been talking about. Ah, yes. Her plan. “By all means. Alex is ready to try a few shingles on his own, so we can go down and talk if you’d like.” He sent his nephew an encouraging smile.
Alex’s mouth went slack. “Really, Uncle Henry? You’re going to let me do it all by myself? Do you think I can?”
“I wouldn’t have said it if I didn’t. Just take your time and remember all I’ve taught you.”
Lavinia’s gaze bounced from Henry to Alex and back again. She scraped her lower lip between her teeth, a most distracting gesture, and then opened her mouth to speak but snapped it shut instead. Thankfully, she’d chosen not to challenge his authority in front of the impressionable boy.
Alex didn’t miss much, though, as evidenced by the keen gaze he’d directed at his aunt. “You don’t have to worry, Aunt Livy. I’ll be careful.”
“I know that. I’m just not used to boys. Your mother and I weren’t allowed to climb on roofs and such. The only things we climbed were stairs.”
Alex’s brow furrowed, and then understanding dawned. He laughed. “You were joking, weren’t you?”
“I suppose I was. Partly.”
“So you’ve never climbed a tree or anything?”
Lavinia’s eyes widened. “I should say not. A lady minds her manners.”
“But you weren’t always a lady. You used to be a girl, like Marcie and Dot.”
“I was, true, but…”
Henry stifled a laugh at the unbidden image of Lavinia up a tree that popped into his head. “Some fathers don’t let their daughters do everything they want to do.” The words were barely out of his mouth when he realized his mistake. “What I meant to say was—”
“I know exactly what you meant.” Lavinia shot a dark look his way and started down the ladder with far too much speed for a woman in high-heeled boots.
Henry clutched the side rails to steady it. “Be careful!”
“I’m fine.” Her response came quickly, with an edge to it, but at least she’d slowed her descent.
As soon as she was safely on the ground, Henry scrambled down the ladder after her. He joined her under the oak a few feet away, far enough from the shed to give Alex a feeling of independence but close enough to rush to his nephew’s aid if need be. Not that the careful boy would get into any trouble.
Unlike you, Hawthorn. He’d managed to insult Lavinia again. He’d had no intention of doing so, but he was a much better cook than he was a conversationalist. He could hold his own with the rugged miners who stayed in his hotel, but when it came to society ladies, he was out of his element. Unless the lady was talking about food. He’d gotten on fine with the woman who’d taught him everything she’d learned at Mrs. Goodfellow’s cooking school.
“I didn’t mean anything by what I said.”
She studied him with narrowed eyes. “Didn’t you? I know you don’t think well of Father, but he was only trying to ensure our safety. A person could get hurt falling from a tree.”
“Not if that person knew what he—or she—was doing.”
“Perhaps, but I trust you have no intention of encouraging the children to climb trees, especially the girls. I couldn’t bear it if anything were to happen to one of them.” She shivered and rubbed her arms. “We’ve dealt wi
th more than enough tragedy.”
“I won’t encourage them, but Alex’s friend Frankie has been urging him to climb one, so I intend to show him how it’s done. That way he’ll know what to do should he give way to the pressure. I’ll point out how far I’m comfortable having him go. Not that I expect him to climb too high on his own. He’s a cautious one.”
“I’m aware of that. I might not have spent as much time with the children as you have, but I’ve gotten to know them quite well.”
He’d trod into dangerous territory again. Best to avoid tricky topics altogether. “You said you had a plan. Care to tell me about it?”
Her wariness fell away, and the excitement he’d seen earlier returned. “Gladly.” She watched Alex pound a nail after checking the shingle’s position three times. “I want the children to see why Pauline loved Christmas as much as she did, so I’m going to throw a party like those we had growing up.”
His sister-in-law had told him about the lavish affairs her father had hosted. “Wouldn’t a ball be a bit much? The children are too young to dance.”
Lavinia laughed and swatted his arm. “I know that, Henry.”
He’d enjoyed the contact more than he should have, innocent though it was. Lavinia was a lovely lady, but she was a lady who had definite ideas about how things should be done. She was also the lady determined to take Jack and Pauline’s children away from him. Not that he was concerned. She had no grounds for guardianship, whereas he had the law on his side. “What are you planning, then?”
She glanced around the yard, as though assuring herself no one was around, and launched into a lively description. “For starters, I’m going to rent the meeting hall in that vacant building downtown, the one that used to be a hotel. It will make a wonderful venue for the party.”