Operation Motherland ac-6

by Scott Andrews

  Chapter Nine

  I remember the day Kate decided to become a doctor. She was nine years old.

  It was a cold, wet Sunday morning and her gran had taken her to the local swimming pool. It was a grotty, run down place with cracked tiles and graffiti on the doors of the changing cubicles, but she loved it there. There was a girl from her school called April, and they would meet there and splash around every week. I remember that they were always giggling. Their shrill little voices must have echoed around that pool and driven all the adults nuts, but they didn't know or care. Kate's gran just sat there watching them with an indulgent smile.

  The pool attendant was supposed to stop anyone running on the slick, wet tiles, but he couldn't be bothered. He was too busy chatting up bored mums. That morning he was nowhere to be seen.

  Anyway, that Sunday, April and Kate were having a splash fight in the shallow end. It wasn't that busy, there were about ten or fifteen people in the pool and a collection of parents reading the Sunday papers on the hard wooden benches. There was one guy swimming lengths. He was fast and energetic, obviously there for exercise rather than fun. He was bald and slightly pudgy, and he was red in the face as he swam past them, gasping for air.

  I remember Kate doing an impression of him – rolling her eyes up, pouting like a guppy and turning her face puce – and making April laugh. Then suddenly the man was thrashing about in the water, gurgling and trying to shout for help. Kate didn't know what was going on, but April surprised her by shouting loudly: "Help! Someone get a doctor!"

  Kate's GP was Doctor Cox, a small sweaty man who smelt of boiled sweets. She neither liked nor disliked him, he was just a fact of life – the guy who gave her injections and took her temperature when she had flu. Kate couldn't imagine how he'd be able help a drowning man.

  Then this mumsy woman with short blonde hair came running out of the pool attendant's changing room wearing only her bra and pants, and dived cleanly into the water. She swam to the man and wrestled him to the side, keeping his head above water. By the time she'd got him to the edge the attendant had joined her, pulling on his t-shirt as he ran. Together they heaved the man on to the side and the woman knelt down beside him. A little gaggle of curious bystanders gathered to watch.

  "Give me room," shouted the woman. "I'm a doctor."

  The man was blue by now, but she was calm and efficient as she took his pulse, massaged his chest and administered CPR.

  "Call 999, this man's having a heart attack," she said. The attendant hurried away.

  As she worked, the colour gradually returned to the man's face and he seemed to stabilise. By the time the ambulance arrived it looked like he was going to be okay. The doctor kept working on him until he was stretchered away. And then, when they were gone, she was just a bedraggled middle-aged woman standing by a grotty pool in soggy, see-through undies.

  But she was the coolest, most heroic person Kate ever seen.

  April sniggered and said: "Her tits are all saggy."

  "I want to be just like her," Kate said. Then she turned her back on April and swam away.

  "He's having a heart attack," I shouted, dropping the scalpel on to the table.

  The squaddie snarled at me through gritted teeth: "Fix it or the boy dies."

  He was serious, but Rowles didn't look worried as he knelt there with a gun to his head, waiting to die. He just looked bored.

  "I need help," I said desperately.

  "Get him to do it," replied the squaddie, gesturing to Green, who sat beside the captain, auto transfusing to try and maintain his blood pressure.

  "If I disconnect him, the captain will die. Now come here!" My tone of command worked.

  Stressed and panicky, the soldier stepped to the opposite side of the table and laid his gun alongside his stricken C.O.

  "All right, what do I do?"

  Over his shoulder I saw Rowles, handcuffed to a radiator, miming to Green that he should tackle our captor. But Green just shook his head and stayed where he was. Rowles cast his eyes skywards, looked at me and shrugged. Green also looked at me, apologetically.

  Green was a gentle boy, sensitive and artistic, but during MacKillick's reign at the school he had been forced to do the most awful things. In the end he'd snapped and shot his tormentor to death, emptying an entire clip into him. Since then he'd been passive and withdrawn, totally refusing to take part in any of the patrols that defended the school. He looked at the gun on the table, within easy reach, but I knew he'd never make a grab for it.

  So it was down to me.

  But the soldier was on the opposite side of the table.

  I started to massage the captain's chest, pushing down rhythmically, one two three, making it look good. I considered the young man in the uniform. He couldn't be more than twenty, so he'd probably only just joined the army when The Cull hit. His manner didn't exactly scream high intellect. He was an uneducated, inexperienced, scared young man. Just the kind of person my school was intended to help. But he had a gun, a twitchy trigger finger and he was threatening my children. I didn't think I could talk him down or overpower him. Which didn't leave me many options.

  "We need to shock him," I gasped.

  "With what?"

  "I dunno, Sherlock. Improvise!"

  "But there's no fucking power, is there!" He looked around the room, frantic.

  I pointed at a large battery-powered torch on the sideboard. "Get that," I said.

  He reached over and got it. If only it had been a little further away I'd have made a grab for the gun, but there wasn't time.

  "Now smash the bulb," I instructed, "switch it on and when I say so, shove it into his chest."

  "But it'll cut him."

  "For fuck's sake," I yelled, "do you want him to die or not?"

  "Okay, okay."

  He cracked the glass on the table side and stood there, poised, with the torch in his hands, ready to save his captain's life.

  "No," I said, leaning across the table and moving his hands so that the torch was over the captains's left breast. "There."

  He nodded as I leant back over to my side of the table.

  It took him a second to realise that I'd stopped working on the captain. Another half a second to notice the sticky wetness at his throat. Then he saw the scalpel in my hand.

  "Torches don't work like that," I said softly. "I'm sorry."

  "But…"

  "You left me no choice."

  He stepped back and dropped the torch to the floor.

  "But…"

  "He's already dead, I'm afraid."

  The young soldier reached up to his throat and his hands came away covered in blood.

  "Benefits of medical training," I said sadly. "It only takes the tiniest cut in the right place."

  He looked confused and upset, as if I'd said something that had really hurt his feelings. His face crumpled.

  "I couldn't let you hurt my children," I explained.

  His legs gave way and he crashed to the floor.

  I walked around the table, knelt down, lifted his head and cradled it in my lap, stroking his hair.

  "It's all right," I said. "Everything's ok now. Don't be afraid. You're fine."

  "Really?" He sounded hopeful and relieved. "That's good."

  His eyes glazed over, he wheezed, and he was gone.

  There I was in my surgery, the place where I was supposed to mend broken people, with blood on my hands for all the wrong reasons.

  And I wasn't finished yet.

  I stepped into the courtyard with my hands in my pockets.

  It sits on the west, with the house on one side, stables on another, mews buildings on the third, and a wall with large wooden gates on the fourth. The floor was cobbled and muddy. In the centre of the courtyard stood all the children and staff of my school, lined up and standing to attention with their hands on their heads, watched over by two soldiers who kept their machine guns trained on them at all times.

  There was Mrs Atkins, the di
nner lady. With her florid face, ample bosom and floury apron she looked like a character from a Carry On film, but she was cunning and determined when she needed to be. The boys adored her unconditionally.

  Beside her stood her husband Justin, a tall, stick-thin man with thick grey hair and a hawk-like nose. Quiet and soft spoken, I didn't know much about him except that he used to be a customer service manager for BT, had lost a wife and two children in The Cull, and he made Mrs Atkins' hair curl (her words).

  Then there was Caroline, Rowles' partner in crime. I'd never seen them hold hands or kiss, so I wasn't sure if they were what you'd call boyfriend and girlfriend, but they were inseparable and she was almost as scary as he was. Almost.

  There were also twenty-one surviving boys from the original St Mark's, fifteen girls who'd joined me when I'd been hiding from MacKillick, the strays we'd rescued that morning, plus three teaching staff who'd joined us from the nearby community of Hildenborough.

  These were my people, my responsibility, my family. I'd killed to protect them before and I'd do it again.

  The two soldiers guarding them were young – a man about the same age as the one lying dead on the surgery floor, and an older woman, about twenty-five. I'd describe them, but in their uniforms and helmets, in that gloomy brick-lined square, I'm ashamed to say that nothing leapt out at me. They were just soldiers, that's all.

  Maybe I deliberately didn't look too closely.

  Mrs Atkins smiled at me as I entered, but her smile quickly faded when she saw how much blood had soaked into my clothes.

  The female soldier saw me then and brought her gun to bear. She was to my left, about eight or nine metres away, at eleven o'clock. Her male colleague was hidden behind the hostages but I knew he was to my right at about one o'clock, in the far corner.

  "Don't move," yelled the woman.

  I stopped moving.

  "Where's Rich?" she asked.

  "Do you mean the young man who took charge?"

  "Where is he?"

  "Dead. Your C.O. too. Sorry." I meant the apology, but I can see how that wouldn't have mattered to her.

  "Why you…" She took one step forward. There was a sharp echoing crack and one of the cobbles at her feet splintered into flying shards. She froze.

  Nice shot, Rowles.

  There was another shot and I heard a cry of "Fuck!" from the other soldier. Green making his presence felt – under the circumstances he'd agreed to use the gun, but had sworn he wouldn't shoot anybody. I hoped it wouldn't come to that.

  "Do I have your attention?" I asked.

  The woman nodded.

  "Yeah," came the nervous reply from one o'clock.

  "Would everybody except the soldiers please sit down."

  Silently, all the children and adults sank to the floor. Not much protection if bullets started flying, but it was something. I could see both soldiers clearly now, above everyone's heads. Time for my big speech.

  "I woke up this morning feeling nervous," I began. "I planned to take two of these children into a hostile, dangerous situation and put their lives at risk. Mine too. I had a plan and I was determined that no-one would get killed. But I should know by now that plans rarely work. As soon as you start waving guns around somebody dies. Somebody always dies.

  "But I thought I was doing the right thing. There were children who needed rescuing from bad people, and I decided it was my job to do that. You might think that was arrogant and reckless of me, but no-one else was going to rescue them. Not the police, not the army.

  "Anyway, the decision to take action was mine alone. And we rescued those kids. But two people died. Two vicious, evil bastards, but people all the same. And I'm a doctor. It's my job to save lives, not take them. But you two are the sixth and seventh people today to aim guns at me and I'm sick to the back fucking teeth of it. So here's where things stand.

  "Your C.O. is dead. His second-in-command is dead. Every one of your colleagues is dead. You two are the only surviving members of your team and both of you are in the crosshairs of the telescopic sights of sniper rifles. If I give the word your heads will be blown off. Then we'll take your corpses to the farm we raided this morning, pile you up outside it, pour petrol over you and set you on fire.

  "When your friends come looking for you they'll find evidence of a firefight and they'll think you died fighting vicious child traffickers. And when they come here we'll be ready for them. With tea and cake. Then maybe second time round things will go a little better for everyone.

  "To be honest, we'd probably be better off if I killed you now. But I'm sick of killing and I'd really like to go to bed tonight without any more blood on my hands.

  "So put your guns down and I promise that you won't be hurt."

  I had the guy at "I woke up", his face told me that. But the woman was a different story. Even as she laid her gun on the ground I knew what was coming. I opened my mouth to tell Rowles to shoot, but I was too late. She crouched to lay the gun down and then sprang forward like a sprinter off a starting block, a large knife suddenly in her hand.

  Rowles managed a shot but she was too fast. She was on me before I could get out of her way. She led with the knife, going straight for my heart. I managed to turn just in time and the blade nicked one of my ribs and bounced off again. I was wearing a green t-shirt and the blade didn't snag at all, which told me how sharp it was. I didn't feel the pain of the cut for a few seconds, just the glancing impact, and by the time I felt the sting I was too busy to scream.

  As the knife carried on past me she lowered her shoulder and took me in the midriff, winding me and sending me flying backwards on to the cold, hard cobbles. I went down hard, with her on top of me. My right shoulder smashed into the stones and I was unable to stop my head bouncing off a cobble, which left me briefly dazed.

  Some of my old training was still in there, even all these years later, and I heard Cooper telling me to rush a gun and flee a knife. Which was perhaps not the best advice for my subconscious to offer me at that precise moment. The other thing I remembered Coop teaching me was that if you find yourself in a knife fight, the most important thing is to never, ever lose track of your opponent's blade.

  I must have reacted automatically, because when my head stopped spinning I was lying flat on my back with the soldier astride me, both my hands wrapped around her wrist, trying to stop the knife coming down. She was snarling and furious, but controlled. I'd been in fights before, but if this woman really was army trained then I was in serious trouble; she'd know moves I'd never even heard of, and she wouldn't hesitate to kill me.

  I saw Caroline out of the corner of my eye, moving to get up and come to my aid. I shouted at her to stay where she was as I suddenly stopped blocking the knife and instead pushed left with all my strength, shoving the knife aside for a split second and bringing the soldier's head and shoulders closer. Then I sat bolt upright and smashed my forehead into the bridge of her nose. There was a sharp crack and a crunch then she reeled backwards, blood spurting everywhere, still with her knees keeping me on the ground.

  I let go of her wrist and hit her as hard as I could, pushing her broken nose into her face with the heel of my hand, releasing a small explosion of blood and making her scream.

  Before I could press my advantage her left elbow slammed into the side of my head and then I felt something swipe past my face. The knife. As it swung out on its arc, trailing blood from my cheek, I brought both arms to my chest and shoved up and forwards with all my strength, knocking her backwards. Then I pulled my legs in, toppling her on to the cobbles.

  There was a shot and I felt something tug my shirt. My attacker grunted as Rowles' bullet hit the ground an inch from her head.

  "That nearly hit me!" I yelled.

  "Sorry," he shouted back from the roof of the main building where he was lying safely at the roof's edge. "Just trying to help."

  "Do me a favour and don't."

  But the distraction had enabled the soldier to regain her footi
ng as well.

  The shining blade formed the centre of a circle as we sidled around each other looking for an opening. Then she took me by surprise, darting sideways to grab a girl by the hair, pushing the point of the knife into her throat.

  The girl's name was Lucy. She was ten and had long red hair and freckles. She wore thick specs and had buck teeth, but she sang like an angel and was nobody's fool. She went rigid with fear as the soldier threatened to slit her throat.

  "Up," said the soldier. Nervously, Lucy rose to her feet. The soldier wrapped herself around the girl, keeping her as a human shield between herself and Rowles.

  "Anybody follows us, the girl dies," she snarled.

  I nodded.

  "Barker, get your gun, we're leaving," she said.

  The male soldier slowly took his hands off his head.

  "Don't move, Barker," I said. He stopped, unsure which way to jump.

  The woman pressed the knife just a bit harder and Lucy whelped.

  "I fucking mean it, bitch," growled the woman.

  "The second she dies my boy on the roof will end you," I said, then I walked, as casually as I could given that I was shaking like a leaf, over to Barker the squaddie. Our eyes locked as I reached out and removed his sidearm. The look on my face must have been convincing, because he didn't resist. I felt the cold metal thing nestle itself into my hand as I turned back to face the girl I'd sworn to protect, and the woman who was threatening her life.

  I was through with talking.

  Without even thinking I raised the gun and fired a single shot, taking the soldier right between the eyes and spraying her brains all over Mrs Atkins' best floral pinny.

  The soldier's legs crumpled and she fell in a heap on the floor as Lucy screamed and screamed and screamed.

  It was the first time in my life I'd ever killed someone and enjoyed it. I felt a glow of satisfaction. It felt good.

  The vomiting quickly put an end to that.

  When I'd finished spraying my lunch all over the cobbles I turned and walked back to Barker, wiping my mouth with my sleeve and noticing that it came away covered in blood from the gash on my cheek.