by Lauren Wood
“Matt?”
“What baby?”
He was talking through gritted teeth that made me laugh.
“I want more.”
I didn’t have to ask him twice because he was pulling out and getting on top. My legs went up on his shoulders and he surged in all in one go. This time I screamed out his name because I couldn’t take the suddenness of it all and the way his hard length speared me where I was. It was hard to take all of him, even when it was exactly what I’d asked for.
Matt asked me if that was enough, but I couldn’t answer him because I was coming all over him and I couldn’t have stopped if I’d tried.
Matt
Now that I had her how I wanted her, there was nothing else to be done but to drive into her over and over again. I loved watching her face as she came, and I was not disappointed this time around. She was always worth the wait. Anna was like a porn star when she got like this and I was just happy to watch the show. It had been so long, but some things were never forgotten, no matter how hard I’d tried to drive it out of it. I’d always tried to find Anna in other women, but some things about her weren’t replicated.
I looked down at Anna and I told her to open her eyes. I wanted to see her as she came all over my cock. When she did, I was stunned at what I saw there. It was raw and uncensored. I felt like this was everything that I’d been trying to get from her and now I finally had it. Now Anna was mine for good and there was nothing that I could have wanted more than what I had in front of me now.
“God, I love you Anna. I don’t want to waste another day without waking up next to you and going to sleep beside you every night. Not another day without me being buried inside of you.”
She whimpered and her head went to the side as I pushed deeper still. I was past the point of reasoning and I just thrust in, repeatedly. Her eyes were closed as each push in gave me the sweetest sounding moan that I could have ever asked for. I’d always loved the way she sounded and this was no different.
I tried to push all of it out of my head, but watching her had always been my downfall. Anna was always a full body and mind experience when we got together. There was no shutting her out. She took up all of my senses and before long I was the one that was fighting back an orgasm. I was so close to the edge and when she sprayed me with her fluid one last time, it was the end for me. No amount of control was going to stop what happened next.
Penetrating deep and holding myself there, Anna whined as I held her down. I wanted to be as far inside of her as I could possibly get. My thoughts went to what was at stake and so help me I wanted to prove her wrong about us starting a family together. I wanted to give her everything that she wanted because Anna deserved it and if I could will my cum where it needed to go, I would.
It was a time later before I even started to consider pulling out of her. Anna’s insides milked me dry, every ounce of my seed lost in her magical snatch. I was starting to get hard again, not even able to pull out of her yet and she was squirming underneath me, not helping at all.
“Anna, if you don’t stop, I’m not going to be able to control myself.”
I was saying it as a threat, but she just clenched harder and giggled. “Promises, promises. I think you’re lost that iron-clad control a while ago Matt.”
Pulling back and drilling ahead, I was able to stop all giggles and laughs, making way for the ever sexy moan that was coming out of her mouth now. Fuck, I loved the way she sounded as she came all over my cock. It was something that never got old to me.
I think she knew it as she clung to my neck. Her arms pulled me down to kiss her and I could tell that she wanted another round of pleasure. Anna’s pussy wrapped around me so lovingly and I could feel her tensing up, pulling me deeper. This was where I belonged.
“I can’t believe we did that Matt. We were supposed to wait.”
I waved her off with a kiss on the head and a touch on her arm. I wasn’t going to argue with her. If she wanted to beat herself up over it, I was going to let her, but there was another part of me that knew that it was going to have the same ending, no matter how hard she tried to fight it. We were meant to be and she wasn’t getting up off of my chest. We were laying in the guest bed and I wasn’t going to let her go.
“Life is short Anna and I don’t want to wait anymore. As soon as this divorce goes through, I want us to get married.”
It was something that had been on my mind for a very long time and I wanted to lock it down. I was done waiting and I was done waiting for Anna to come around. She was going to be mine. I’d decided long ago. Anna was just not going to have to go with the program.
“How is that going to work?”
I didn’t know yet and I told her as much. “Whatever it looks like, it will be perfect because it’s us.”
“And what if Nadia doesn’t come back? Have you thought about that yet or if she does?”
I hadn’t really thought it out too much and if I was honest with myself, I sort of knew that it was what was going to happen. She wasn’t coming back, which meant that decisions had to be made about her baby.
“I have a little bit. I know what has to be done though, so it’s not much to think about. I just haven’t actually said it out loud is all. We both know what is going to happen.”
She looked at me as if she didn’t know what I was talking about.
“It’s perfect really. You told me that you can’t have kids and we both want kids. Nadia isn’t coming back, so why not start our family as is?”
Anna giggled, but she was sitting up a little more. “You can’t be serious.”
“What if I was? Would it really be that crazy?”
She agreed that it would be and I shrugged. “Maybe it would be, but I think it is the perfect opportunity Anna. I think that this is what was supposed to happen and we have to go with it. I don’t want to see him stuck in some foster care. He is a good boy and I’ve grown to love him in this short time. Are you going to tell me that you don’t feel the same way?”
“I do, it’s just…”
It was a lot to think about and that’s why I’d tried to push it out of my mind, but that doesn’t mean that it wasn’t sitting there simmering. Things hadn’t changed that much.
“It is how it’s supposed to be.”
“What about the military? You can’t just walk away, can you?”
That was another point of contention that I wasn’t sure about. I knew that we’d be together, but it would be hard for us to live like we do now, if I stayed.
“I’ve been given the option to get discharged because of family reasons. I’m still technically married and I would be a single parent now in their eyes. I have made some steps towards getting out, I just wasn’t sure how this was all going to play out. You know that I’ve always wanted to be in the military, but I lost you once because of it. I can’t again. I want you more Anna, more than anything else.”
“Do you know how long I wanted to hear you say those exact words?”
“It takes making the wrong decision sometimes, to figure out what your real priorities are. I thought that it was going to be just a year. If I would have known how it was all going to turn out, I wouldn’t have left at all.”
She didn’t agree with me. “I think that it had to happen this way. We had to leave each other and learn before we came back together. Now we know how special this is and we won’t take it for granted.”
“You could be right. I don’t know. I just know that I don’t want to lose you again. I love what I do, but I love you more.”
Anna kissed me and told me that she wanted me to stay in the military. “I can work from anywhere Matt. I want you to do what you love to do. You’ve become a man in the military and they’ve done a damn good job with you.”
She had a way of saying it as her eyes ran over me that made me smile. She was already thinking about another round. It was I that didn’t know if I could do another one. We’d been running for a while and I was exhausted. She ha
d drained me dry one too many times.
“So you want me to stay in the military so that I can stay buff?”
Anna looked almost shy for a moment, but it didn’t last long before she was agreeing. “Yeah and I like you in uniform.”
I just shook my head. Of course that’s what she was thinking about. Not how it would play out in our future. Anna was worried about biceps and uniforms. This is why I loved her so much. There was no end to her delight.
“Fine, that’s settled.”
“Just that easy, huh?”
I wanted to tell her that it could have been that easy a month ago, but there was no point in looking back. We had a history together, but I was far more interested in having a future with her.
“Yes, just that easy.”
She sighed and laid back down on my chest. Her fingers played in the curled chest hair there and sent a shiver through me. I could barely move, but part of me was raring to go again. I don’t know what it was about Anna, I would most likely never know.
“I see you’re ready for more.”
I wasn’t, but as I pulled her on top of me, I started to feel a little bit more inclined to her whims.
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THE END
One Last Love
Blurb
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The year before college was one of the best in my life.
Frank did things to my body that I didn't know were possible.
I craved him , knowing that he was mine.
It all started in a moment and it all ends the same way.
Frank left , cravings and all.
I knew that Frank was always going to be the one I compared every other man to.
Even though he was gone in the blink of an eye.
* * *
It has been 10 years since I saw Frank.
Ten years was a long time to wait for someone.
I knew who he was as soon as I saw him again
As soon as I heard his voice.
I knew I was in trouble.
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I tried to ignore the way he made me feel.
I didn’t want to feel anything for him .
But there was nothing I could do about it.
He had a way of making my body tremble.
Frank had a way of making my mind go numb.
With him it was hard to speak or think.
With Frank there was no saying no to him .
* * *
Frank had always had a way with my body.
He's always had a way with my thoughts.
I need him back in my life.
And more importantly,
I needed the man back in my bed.
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Prologue
Gemma
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“Damn Gem. This isn’t going to end well.”
“Why not? Just pull over. It’s just Rusty. I don’t know what the problem is. He’s going to do anything but tell you to slow down.”
“This isn’t exactly my car.”
“No. You said it was your uncle’s, right?”
“Well, not really.”
I was starting to get nervous. He was leaving a lot out and I was sure that I wasn’t going to like what was being omitted. There was always something more when it came to Frank.
“What do you mean Frankie? Don’t mess around with me.”
“I mean that this is a stolen car and it goes faster than Rusty’s old squad car. So, put your seat belt on Gemma. We’re going for a ride.”
That wasn’t at all what I wanted to hear. Frank was always doing crazy shit like this and I wasn’t too inclined to jump into it. But I was in it, so I really didn’t have a choice. That’s how he got me wrapped up in his hare-brained ideas over and over again. I should have learned my lesson by now, but apparently, I hadn’t. I put my seatbelt on and glared at him.
“What? At least we aren’t on the bike.”
I sighed to myself and imagined the same scenario on a bike. Yeah, that could have been worse I suppose. But once he started putting the pedal down, my heart started to beat a little faster. He was going fast already, but in seconds he was going a whole lot faster. Frank was a damn good driver, but that didn’t mean that the world was going to play along. I was worried about something pulling in front of us. We were on a state highway and people could pull out around any bend.
My heart was racing, and I looked over at Frank and he had the biggest grin on his face. I wanted to yell at him to slow down, but I was more worried about taking away his focus more than anything else. I needed him to focus on the road, not me.
He finally started to slow down and I looked behind us. Rusty was becoming further back in the mirror and then he disappeared as we went over a hill. Frank started to slow down and then made a hard right down a dirt road. The tires spun, and I didn’t think it was going to right itself after it fishtailed. I couldn’t hear anything over the blood pounding in my ears and before long I was cursing myself for getting in the car with him. I might not make it out.
The car started to slow down enough where I could breathe, and I hit him as hard as I could across the chest. I couldn’t believe he’d done that and I wanted to make sure that he knew it was not okay.
“You should have just stopped.”
“Not likely Gem. You know that I can’t get anything else on my record. I’m getting too old for juvie.”
“Then stop doing crap like this. Why did you steal this car?”
“The guy owes me money. He’s trying to get it back without paying me. I needed something for collateral.”
He was slowing way down while he was talking. “You need to keep going. Rusty is going to see all the dirt you flew up. It’s not like he won’t know we came down this way.”
Frank looked at me like he hadn’t thought of that and I sighed louder. “Seriously? Tell me there is a way out of here?”
I was now looking at the road in front of me that was only big enough for one vehicle at a time. We weren’t going to be able to get around this. Rusty was going to have us boxed in.
“Well we have to figure out something. There’s a circle to turn around up ahead, but that’s it. This is a nature reserve or something.”
When we got to the end and I told him to get out.
“What?”
“Get out because I’m going to tell Rusty that someone took me and ran off in the woods.”
He looked at me like I’d lost my mind, but it wasn’t like that at all. I knew what was going to happen now and he was just going to have to go with it.
“You’re going to hide in the woods and I’ll get him to go the other way. You take the car and get out of here. We both will.”
“It’s scary how quick that mind works.”
“Well you always do keep me on my toes. You really got to stop this crap. Drop the car off. A few bucks isn’t going to hurt nothing.”
“It’s more than a few.”
I told him that I didn’t want to talk about it right now. I was just going to be thankful that it was gullible Rusty and not the new deputies brought in. They would give more chase than Rusty was going to. He pulled to the left and took out the other direction. Frank left the car door open and I waited until I saw the police cruiser to get out. I was full blown crying by then and he pulled up next to me, out of the way to see if I was okay.
“What the hell is going on?”
“I don’t know. This guy just picked me up in this car and started driving crazy. He ran over there into the woods when he saw this was a dead end.”
“Yeah, pretty damn stupid of him.”
I agreed in scenario and in real life. He looked the direction that I’d pointed him. I knew that he couldn’t see anyone, because there was no one that way. But I said something about seeing movement and I could tell he was ready to take off to save me.
“Get him Rusty. Don’t let him get away!”
Rusty bought it and ran into the woods. They were dense and as
soon as I couldn’t see him anymore, I made a sound to tell Frank that it was time to go. He got back in and drove us back out the dirt road where we had just come.
“You’re brilliant. But what are you going to tell him when he comes by? You know that he’s going to come see you Gemma.”
“I know, but he can’t prove anything.”
“Your parents are going to be pissed.”
“Yeah, probably.”
“Why did you do that then?”
“Because I don’t want you to go to jail baby. I thought that was obvious.”
“I don’t know how I ended up with you Gemma. But I’m sure glad I have you. Now come here and give me a damn kiss. I’m horny as hell.”
I pushed him off of me. He was always horny, and I told him so. He just looked at me like I was going to be as wet, as he was hard. The moments in the car were scary and only a little exhilarating.
“Get off of me. Have you lost your mind?”
“A little. You know that you get me that way and the way you handled Rusty. I’m sorry Gemma, but that shit was hot as hell.”
I didn’t want to hear it. We were parked off by the Duston Farm and we were supposed to be figuring everything out, not doing this. He came closer and pulled me back into his arms. I thought he was going to kiss me and I puckered up, closed my eyes, but it wasn’t those lips that he wanted. The next thing I knew, he was sticking his hand down my pants and wiggling his finger in between my lower lips. The feeling made me jerk and I tried my best to hold it together. It was impossible to really.
Frank found out what he wanted to. I was soaking wet and I didn’t know why that was. I don’t know why I was wet when I was genuinely scared for my life in all reality. I thought that he was going to kill us both. Obviously, my body was an idiot and I was about to push him off of me when his finger went inside of me deep and made me moan. It was just too much, and I was wiggling into his grip as much as I could. All I could think about was wanting more. Being with Frank was never enough. I had to have more, and I lifted my leg up, providing him more excess to my sex starved needs. It was all I could do.