I set about making Julia Child’s Fish Fillets Silvestre for the evening meal. Adele and the general were taking a break from all their activities by making a day trip to Vail. Outside, the rhythmic slap-slap of Julian’s arms hitting the water started up.
I poached the fillets and made the sauce—all but its final butter enrichment—and set the whole thing to chill. I looked around the kitchen and tried to figure out what to do next. It was still too early to start breakfast for the household.
I made a double espresso. I put a call in to Schulz. He was not at his desk; I left a message. I hadn’t thought of anything, nor did I know anything new, but I missed him.
I sipped the espresso: Lavazza. General Bo had picked some up for me when he bought the sole. However, the caffeine was not doing its perk-up job. My heart felt as if it were in the grip of a vise. I phoned Marla.
“Want to do lunch?” I said.
She said, “It’s too early in the morning. I can’t believe my ears.”
We agreed on Aspen Meadow Café, near Philip’s office. Well, I was going to have to go back to that part of town sometime. As soon as I hung up, Schulz called.
“That was quick,” I said.
“Are you in a good mood or a bad mood?”
“Good, of course,” I said. “Why?”
“Then you haven’t seen the paper, I take it.”
I had forgotten. “Don’t tell me.”
He exhaled deeply. In sympathy, I thought. Schulz’s voice sounded far away when he said, “I’m not going to read it to you again, Miss G., and risk having my head blown off. Why don’t you bring Arch over tonight. We’ll cook out.”
I reflected. I liked sole, but not that much.
“Sure,” I said. “I’d love to.”
“I know you feel funny. . . with that fellow you were dating gone—”
“I need to get my mind off the accident. Philip and I had just been seeing each other for about a month. It wasn’t that big a deal.” Without thinking, I added, “Probably I imagined more than was actually there.”
Schulz was quiet. Then he said, “Well. I might need to talk to you about our friend Dr. Miller.”
“Talk.”
“Confidential, you understand. You were his friend.”
“I told you. I’m beginning to think I didn’t know that much. What’s your question?”
“We found something in his briefcase. Thought it was a drug at first. Had to send it off to be analyzed.”
“And?” ’
“Ever heard of cantharidini”
You bet I’d heard of it. I said, “Spanish fly. Deadly as can be. Did it show up in the autopsy?”
“No, that’s the weird thing. You have any idea why he would have something like that?”
Just for the slightest fraction of a moment, I thought I heard someone else on the line. Not the CIA listening in, but someone breathing. My body went cold. Three nights ago it was sounds outside. Now it was eavesdropped conversations. That would teach me to read Edgar Allan Poe.
“None whatsoever,” I said, “but let’s talk about it tonight.” I tried to put some urgency into my voice, something he would read as my having to hang up.
“Before you rush off,” he said, “you might like to know that because of finding this substance, they’ve given me the go-ahead to investigate this as a suspicious death.”
I was quiet. Could I hear anything on the line besides Schulz’s voice?
After a moment I said, “I can’t talk about this any more right now. I’m looking forward to tonight.”
I listened on the line after Schulz had hung up. Perhaps there was a very gentle clicking off. It was hard to tell. What had Philip said the last time we’d talked? Not on the phone.
Great.
• • •
STRAWBERRY SUPER PIE
CRUST:
¾ cup (1 ½ sticks) unsalted butter, melted
1 ½ cups all-purpose flour
1 tablespoon confectioners’ sugar
¾ cup chopped pecans
TOPPING:
2 pounds strawberries, divided
½ cup water
1 cup sugar
3 tablespoons cornstarch
FILLING:
1 ¼ cups whipping cream
¼ pound cream cheese, softened
¾ teaspoon vanilla extract
½ cup confectioners’ sugar
Preheat oven to 375°. For crust, mix melted butter with flour, confectioners’ sugar, and pecans. Press into a buttered 10-inch pie plate. Bake for 25 minutes or until light brown. Allow to cool completely.
Start topping by mashing enough strawberries to make 1 cup. Cut tops off rest of strawberries and set aside. Place mashed berries in a saucepan and add water. Mix sugar and cornstarch into crushed berry mixture and bring to a boil on top of stove, stirring. Boil about one minute or until clear and thickened. Set aside to cool.
For filling, whip cream until stiff. In another bowl, beat cream cheese with vanilla and confectioners’ sugar. Carefully fold whipped cream into cream cheese mixture. Spread in cooled crust and refrigerate.
When crushed berry mixture is cool, pie can be assembled. Stand whole (or halved, if you prefer) strawberries on top of cream filling, cut side down. When entire filling is covered with whole berries, carefully spoon cooled crushed berry mixture over all. Cream filling should not be seen between whole berries. Once the crevices have been filled, do not overload the pie with the crushed berry mixture, as it will just drip over the sides. Any leftover crushed berry mixture is delectable on toast or English muffins.
Makes 8 to 10 large servings
The household separated for school and Vail. I made a nut short crust, folded whipped cream into beaten cream cheese for a mountain of filling that I then dotted with rows of fat strawberries. A final glaze of crushed, cooked fresh strawberries was the finishing touch for the Strawberry Super Pie I was taking to Tom Schulz’s. I cleaned the kitchen and headed out to meet Marla. With dismay I noticed that Arch had neglected his one chore: rolling the garbage can to the end of the driveway. Too bad household chores were resistant to his magic.
The Aspen Meadow Café is an attempt to bring continental cuisine to our little portion of the map. Originally a real estate office that had gone under during the 1985 oil slump, it was rumored that the new place had been remodeled à la Nouvelle Bistro. As I waited for Marla, my purse pleasantly stuffed with the tip from Monday’s barbecue, the window displays beckoned.
On the inside shelves, baskets filled with every sort of bread crowded the shimmering expanse of plate glass. Braided loaves, round loaves, loaves freckled with poppy and sesame seeds, baguettes, muffins, fragrant nut breads, and oversize whole-wheat loaves crowded over and under each other. Decorously placed in one corner of the window was an Elk Park Prep decal: GET INTO THE SWIM!
The chimes attached to the glass door jingled cheerfully as I pushed through the door to look for Marla. Heady smells of roasting chickens and baking cakes mingled in the air. Above the glass cases filled with carryout items, there was a blackboard with the day’s specials chalked in: Red Onion and Basil Tart, Grilled Chicken Santa Fe, Crevettes aux Champignons. Past the glass cases and around a corner there was a seating area. I strolled back. No Marla. She was not at any of the tables, where fresh arrangements of freesias and daisies adorned each white tablecloth. Lunch business was brisk: waitresses bustled about in the dining area. A waitress whispered that she would be out to help me at the counter in a moment and apologized that they were shorthanded today.
I walked unhurriedly around the corner to the counter area and turned my concentration back to the day’s specials. I had just decided on the tart when I was whacked from behind.
I did not see who hit me. One minute I was reading the blackboard. The next I was shoved into a pastry case. I felt the glass crack beneath my chest. Shards splintered over tortes and pies. I careened off the glass. My head hit the metal of the bread shelves. I groped wildly for the b
read baskets, the shelves, anything to keep from landing on the tile floor. My attacker rammed me again. This time I fell on a small marble table. It clattered to the floor and broke beneath my weight.
Loaves of bread toppled down as I landed on the broken table and tile floor. My body screamed with pain. I couldn’t see; I could only hear my voice howling, even as I knew the sound was muffled by loaves of bread.
A husky voice came in close to my ear. It said, “Let Philip Miller rest in peace.”
Then I heard abrupt jingling as the door to the café was flung open in haste. My attacker had rushed out.
I began to push loaves of bread away from my face and chest. My head throbbed from the fall; my back and chest ached from the relentless shoves.
“Hey! Hey!” came Marla’s voice from far above me. “What happened here?”
Hands groped through the piles of bread to pull me up. I opened my eyes and thought I saw stars. But it was just a pantsuit covered with embroidered galaxies: Marla’s sweat suit showing the summer constellations. A waitress and a cook were standing next to her, and they all stared down at me. Their questions tumbled out: What happened? Are you all right? Do you need a doctor?
I laughed at that last one. But that made everything hurt worse. My arm was bleeding. My chest felt as if it had caved in. The rest, luckily or unluckily, would be bruises. I gasped for breath. Something in my chest would not open up.
While Marla fetched clean wet towels for the cut, I told the assembled onlookers that I had been shoved. Had anyone seen anything? I looked into their surprised faces. One waitress said she’d seen someone leave in a hurry, but just assumed I’d lost my balance getting out of that person’s way. The most description I could get was dark long hair that could have been a wig, black shirt and pants. She couldn’t even say whether it had been a male or female. How tall? Not too tall.
“Should we call your cop friend?” asked Marla.
I shook my head. “Later. Without a description, license plate, or other ID, they’re only going to record it anyway.”
“Still feel like lunch?” she asked in a low voice.
“Let me pull myself together for a minute.” Two of the kitchen staff were cleaning up the bread and marble mess. Broken glass shimmered all across the floor. I clamped the towel around my arm. Several diners eyed me as they left the café. Marla told me I was creating a curiosity slow-down. I said if she would help me around the corner to the seating area, we could get settled.
We limped together slowly through tables of women in tennis clothes and men in fringed leather shirts, jeans, and tooled cowboy boots to a table in the corner.
“I was hoping to avoid the rodeo crowd,” Marla mumbled as she lowered me into a chair.
Good old Marla. It was so much easier to smile at her complaint than to think about my own pain. Coming from Connecticut, Marla had a hard time with the male crowd on any given day in any given Colorado eating establishment. Whether they were bankers, real estate agents, surveyors, or petroleum engineers, a large number would be sporting ten-gallon hats, hand-tooled cowboy boots, fringed leather jackets, and turquoise Indian jewelry. Today was no exception, although I somehow couldn’t see how western apparel jibed with Belgian endive and peppercress.
“You sure you’re okay?” she wanted to know. When I nodded she said, “We need to get Amour Anonymous started up again.”
Our version of AA had to do with being addicted to relationships instead of liquor. Unfortunately, Marla and I were the only steady members, and virtually every one of our conversations was devoted to our problems anyway.
I said, “Why?”
“Because otherwise,” she hissed, “I don’t know what’s going on in your life until something like this happens.”
“I’ll let you know the time and date of my next mugging.”
She waved that off and gave me a look of deep concern. “The Jerk been bothering you lately?”
I told her about the clay pots and the general’s timely appearance.
She said in a low voice, “Think this could have been him?”
“Hard to tell. He usually behaves himself in public. Plus I don’t know how I could have pissed him off.” I felt my spirits sink, as if the adrenaline generated by the attack suddenly had worn off. Had I ever known what pissed off The Jerk?
Marla helped herself to a large slice of French bread from the basket on our table and slathered it with butter. She offered it to me and I took it with my free hand. But I wasn’t ready to eat yet.
“I have to admit,” Marla said, “I mean if you don’t mind talking about it, that when I heard Philip had been killed I immediately suspected our ex.”
Sweat prickled across my brow and under my arms. I said, “You must be joking.”
“No. So I called The Jerk’s office Monday morning, got the secretary, gave the name of one of his patients, and said I had a problem with my checkbook. What day had I come in? Said I thought it was last Friday morning. She said no way because the doctor was at the hospital for an induction at eight.” She paused. “So I called a nurse I know at Lutheran and got a confirmation.”
I took a bite of the sliced baguette. It was warm, moist, and could not have come out of the oven more than twenty minutes before. Minced fresh basil speckled the unsalted butter. Food always made pain recede. I said, “Why did you think John Richard would even care what Philip did?”
She raised her eyebrows. “Oh, don’t. You can’t possibly be that naive.”
“How could he be jealous? We’ve been divorced for four years!”
Marla spread the soft herbed butter to the edge of another chunk of baguette. She said, “You’re joking. You start going out with Miller. The Jerk starts driving by your house, making anonymous phone calls, giving you a hard time. Jealousy, I’m telling you.”
“Ready to order, ladies?” said the same waitress who had helped me get up. “Or do you still need a little time? That was a horrible thing out there. Unbelievable.” While she was talking, the manager came up to see if I was okay. In a tone I tried not to think of as accusing, he said the rest of the staff was out cleaning up the mess. Then he swished off and we quickly ordered the tart, greens with vinaigrette, and coffee.
I turned Marla’s words over in my mind as the coffee arrived. It tasted like sludge. When the waitress had gone, I said defensively, “I went out with Tom Schulz for four months.”
Marla waved off this comment with both hands. “Please. The Jerk is not going to be threatened by a cop who looks as if he belongs in the woods with a camouflage suit, a high-powered rifle, and a six-pack. A gorgeous professional fellow, a wealthy shrink fellow at that, is another thing altogether.” She signaled the waitress.
I said, “I never thought dating would cost me the installation of an expensive security system.”
The waitress rushed up.
“Darling,” Marla said to her. “My friend has just been mugged and she needs better coffee than this. Was it made from ancient beans? Do us all a favor and make a fresh pot. Please,” she added with a smile that fooled nobody.
The waitress sniffed. “We serve one hundred percent Colombian coffee.”
Marla opened her eyes wide. “Really. Then it must be from the District of Columbia, honey, and I’m not drinking any more of it. Neither is my friend. So either make us some fresh or bring us tea. Your choice.”
“I’m sorry,” the waitress said, although she didn’t sound it. “Things have been crazy. During your. . . accident the people at that table over there,” she motioned, “stiffed us for a twenty-two-dollar tab. Comes out of my salary.” Before we could say anything, she whisked away.
I said, “Poor woman. Don’t be hard on her.”
“I swear,” said Marla, “I wish that damn food critic would come to this place.”
“That reminds me—”
“Don’t. You don’t want to see it. Have your lunch first.”
“Marvelous. Let me get sick on a full stomach.”
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sp; Marla tsked. She said, “Before we got sidetracked by coffee, we were going to have a little mini-meeting. Talk about relationships.”
“Apart from a strained friendship with Schulz, I don’t have any at the moment.”
“But you did.”
Our salads arrived. I thought of Philip, the balloons and chocolate, the lovely inviting smile. I remembered sitting on the deck of my old house each morning. Somebody loves me. I thought of Philip’s rumored affair with Weezie Harrington.
I said, “I cared about him. I thought he cared about me.
“But you’re not sure.” I did not answer. She went on, “You wanted something.” She began on her salad. “Did the two of you do things with Arch? Hike, go to a movie?”
I felt a flood of embarrassment. I was unmasked. I said, “I’ve just been physically attacked, for God’s sake.” I paused. “No, nothing with Arch. Philip used to say things like, It’s nice to have you to myself. Besides, we’d only been seeing each other for a month, and he seemed so interested in knowing all about me. I just was hoping so much for . . .”
She leaned across the table, held my hand snugly in hers.
“Hoped for more than was there? Forget about it, Goldy. Maybe even hold out for the cop.”
I pulled my hand away. “Can we change the subject?”
“Tell me how you’re getting along with my sister.”
I looked at Marla, my best friend. Her probing did not bother me. I knew she cared. Living with an abusive husband all those years had revealed my own skills at denial. Especially when it came to men.
“Are you doing okay with Adele?” she asked again.
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