I shrunk a little bit more today, Deafened by my sad, screaming soul, A little bit more than yesterday, Fighting your heart of coal!
I shrunk a little bit more today,
My opinions mattered a little bit less, A little bit more than yesterday,
My necrosis is for the best!
Nothing
I love you, You use me, I adore you,
I let you use me, I caress you, You abuse me,
I miss you,
I let you abuse me.
I am a possession, You instruct me,
I am your obsession, I let you instruct me,
I am a human illusion, You dominate me,
I am a bleeding contusion, I let you dominate me.
I feel alone,
You manipulate me,
I feel scared to phone,
I let you manipulate me,
I feel lost, hurt and undone, You mistreat me,
I feel like my soul has succumb, I let you mistreat me.
I need to suffer true love, You neglect me,
I need the calm of a dove, I let you neglect me,
I need urgent help from above, You show no compassion,
I need the protection of a glove, I let you show no compassion.
I want to disappear, You will not miss me,
I am nothing to you, have no fear, I will not let you miss me,
I feel there is one way to stop the sear, You would not care,
I need to come before your shots and beer,
When I sleep peacefully for you I will not suffer or bare,
For in that state I will no longer be able to feel, need or care......
Sid
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