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This book is a work of fiction. Any references to historical events, real people, or real locales are used fictitiously.
Copyright © 1999 by Flammarion
First publication 2008 by Europa Editions
Translation by Howard Curtis
Original Title: Le soleil des mourants
Translation copyright © 2008 by Europa Editions
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ISBN 9781609451707
Jean-Claude Izzo
A SUN FOR THE DYING
Translated from the French
by Howard Curtis
AUTHOR’S NOTE
It would be wrong to claim that this novel is purely imaginary. I have simply taken certain aspects of real life to an extreme, giving names to, and inventing stories for, people we see every day on the street. People we can’t even bear to look at. In other words, we can all recognize ourselves in these pages. The living and the dying.
To the wounded men,
and the women who survive them,
not always very easily, if truth be told.
For Catherine,
for this love
You must remember the color
of your wound in order
to warm it in the sun.
JULIET BERTO
PROLOGUE
Titi had the winter inside him. It seemed to him at that moment that the cold was even more intense in his body than on the street. Maybe that was why he’d stopped shivering, he thought. Because he was just one big block of ice, like the water in the gutters.
A lighted sign over the entrance to a drugstore showed the temperature, -16° Fahrenheit, and the time—a minute after eight in the evening. Sheltering as best he could in the doorway of an apartment building, Titi had watched the minutes pass, one by one, since 7:30. Then everything had become blurred because of the icy air. He’d realized that the mobile soup kitchen wouldn’t be passing, that it was pointless to keep waiting for it. Every down-and-out knew the white van, knew its itinerary like the back of his hand: Place de la Nation, Place de la République, Place des Invalides, Porte d’Orléans. The fucking van never ever came through Place de l’Hôtel de Ville! But that was where he was, Place de l’Hôtel de Ville.
“Fuck!” he screamed at himself in his head. “You’re losing it, Titi!” He looked at the lighted sign again, but everything was still blurred. “Hey, no point in screaming like that, you jerk!” he answered himself. “I know, I know . . .”
Yes, he was losing his marbles a little more every day. Rico had told him that, as soon as the cold weather started. Told him to go to hospital and get himself looked after. But Titi didn’t want to go to any hospital.
“You’re going to die,” Rico had said.
“Yeah? So what? You go to the hospital, you’re already dead. You go in, you come out feet first. Would you go? Would you?”
“You piss me off, Titi!”
“Fuck you!”
Since then, he’d stopped talking. Not just to Rico. To anybody. Or almost stopped. He couldn’t handle talking anymore, anyway. He didn’t have the strength.
In front of him, the lights turned red for the second time. “Fucking winter,” he muttered to himself, just to summon up the courage to cross. He was scared his bones would break like stalactites. But he had to cross, to get to the metro entrance.
His last chance, this evening, was to join Rico and the others at Ménilmontant station. They must all be wondering where he’d been since the morning. They might have something for him to eat. Or some wine to drink. Wine kept you warm the longest. Better than coffee, milk, chocolate, any of that crap.
A nice big glass of wine, a smoke, and then he’d figure out where to spend the night. He just had to get there before they broke up and went off to their shelters or their crash pads. In particular, he hoped Rico would still be there. After all, Rico had been his buddy for the last two years.
Titi took a first cautious step, then another one. He shuffled his feet over the icy asphalt. The driver of the car waiting at the lights, probably amused at the awkward way Titi was walking, flashed his headlights and revved up his engine.
“Asshole!” Titi stammered, but without turning to look at the car for fear of slipping, falling and breaking his bones.
Pleased to have gotten across, he dove into the metro, only to be surprised that the warmth of it didn’t hit him in the face the way it usually did. The corridors seemed as cold as everywhere else. He started shivering again. He pulled his coat tight over his chest and sat down.
“Got a smoke?” he asked a young couple.
But he must have spoken too softly. Or maybe he hadn’t spoken at all, only in his head. The couple kept on walking along the platform without even looking at him. He watched them kissing and laughing.
A train finally arrived.
“Where the fuck were you?” Dédé asked.
Of the five Ménilmontant regulars, he was the only one still there.
“Rico waited for you all this time. He’s gone to look for you at the shelter. I was just leaving.”
Titi nodded. No sound came from his lips.
“Titi, you O.K.?”
With his fingers, Titi mimed the action of eating. “Hungry,” he said. At least, he thought the word came out.
“Shit, Titi, I don’t have anything. Anything at all! Not even a drink.”
The light went out in Titi’s eyes. His eyelids closed, and he dozed off. Changing trains at Belleville had exhausted him. He’d almost fallen on the stairs a few times.
“Fuck, Titi, you sure you’re O.K.?”
Titi nodded.
“I have to go, Titi. Here . . .”
Dédé took a crumpled cigarette from his pocket, smoothed it between his fingers, then lit it and put it between Titi’s lips. His eyes half closed, Titi slowly breathed in the smoke, and moved his head up and down. His way of saying thank you.
“I’ll tell him you’re still here, O.K., Titi? Do you hear me? Don’t worry, they’ll come for you.”
Dédé gave Titi a friendly pat on the shoulder, then disappeared under the sign saying Change for Nation-Porte Dauphine line. The platform was deserted. Titi continued smoking, the cigarette between his lips, his eyes closed. He dozed off again.
The arrival of a train made him jump. Several people got off, mostly from the middle of the train, but no one noticed him. Titi took a last drag on what was left of his cigarette, then threw it away. He was shaking more and more.
He got heavily to his feet and dragged himself to the end of the platform. There, he slid behind the row of plastic seats, lay down on his side, facing the wall, pulled his coat collar over his head, and closed his eyes.
The winter inside him had won.
PART ONE
1.
“ON THE ROAD AGAIN, FOREVER”
TITI USED TO SAY
Rico refused to answer any questions from the journalists. He had been the first of their little group of down-and-outs to come back to Ménilmontant station, early in the afternoon. The southbound platform, where they usually met, was sealed off. So he went and sat down on the opposite platform.
There were no trains running. The place was swarming with people. Firefighters with their resuscitation equipment, police, officials from the transit authority. When Rico saw them taking Titi away, he knew he was dead.
A TV crew arrived. Local news. The reporter, a yo
ung woman with an austere face and short, almost crew-cut hair, spotted him, and in a few minutes the crew was all over him. He hadn’t had the strength to move. He was too sad.
Titi was dead.
“About Titi,” the reporter said. “That’s what they called him, isn’t it?”
He continued smoking, eyes downcast, and didn’t reply. He had nothing to say. What was there to say? Nothing. After all, as the head of security for the transit authority was to tell the same reporter, “At this time of year, homeless people die in the metro almost every day, several a week anyway, especially of heart attacks . . .”
That evening, Rico watched the TV news at an Arab café on Rue de Charonne called Abdel’s. He was a regular there. He would have a beer and a smoke and watch TV, and no one ever came over and told him he was upsetting the customers. Abdel sometimes gave him a plate of couscous.
“Did you know the guy they’re talking about?” Abdel asked.
“He was a friend of mine.”
“Damn! God rest his soul.”
What had surprised Rico was how precise the reporter had been in her opening remarks. “Jean-Louis Lebrun died at the age of 45 on the platform at Ménilmontant metro station on Friday January 17 at about ten or eleven in the evening. His body was not removed until the following day, Saturday January 18, at two-thirty in the afternoon. Hundreds of Parisians passed by without seeing a thing. So did transit authority staff.”
“That’s disgusting,” Abdel commented.
“When you consider the millions of people using the metro, it’s not so surprising . . .” the transit authority spokesman had said.
“Another beer?”
“Sure.”
Then Dédé appeared on the screen.
Dédé had come onto the platform, yelling about how the transit authority had let Titi die. “It’s true, before I left I told the guy at the ticket office. I told him Titi wasn’t looking well. I mean, he was sick, right? I thought they were going to call the fire department, and . . .”
The journalist had made him repeat it all, more calmly, for the cameras. Naturally, the station supervisor stated that the man doing the night shift hadn’t been told.
“Of course,” the spokesman concluded, all smiles, “we usually make sure that no one is left inside the stations during the night. But out of the goodness of their hearts, our supervisors sometimes turn a blind eye. That must have been what happened last night.”
Rico had stopped listening. He was sipping his beer and thinking about Titi. Titi who’d been his friend for the past two years. His only friend. The last one.
They had met outside the hall belonging to the church of Saint-Charles de Monceau, standing in line on the sidewalk with about twenty others. As far as food was concerned, they said it was the best you could find in Paris. In addition, the cook, Madame Mercier, liked to dress up her dishes with fancy names. A pile of noodles sprinkled with sausage meat, served in a plastic bowl, for example, would be down on the menu as timbale of pasta in meat sauce!
Since he’d discovered the place, Rico had gone there often, the way normal people go to a restaurant. Not too often, though, because before eating, you were expected to meditate for two minutes, then pray. Always an Our Father, followed by stupid prayers to Saint Vincent de Paul, “the friend of the poor,” Our Lady of Good Counsel, and a whole series of saints that Rico didn’t give a damn about.
But having to listen to all that crap wasn’t the worst of it. The really stupid thing was that you had to pick up a ticket an hour and a half before they served the meal. Then the parish priest, Father Xavier, would offer catechism lessons—“only to those who want it, of course.” Obviously, if you took up the offer, you were one of the first to sit down at the table and discover Madame Mercier’s dish of the day.
One evening, Rico had resigned himself to following the priest. A sermon, a hymn, was better than being left out. Cod à la provençale was on the menu, and Rico couldn’t remember the last time he’d eaten cod. It was a hellish hour, a grim reminder of his childhood and compulsory religious lessons. Father Xavier had finished his lesson with the words, “Yes, my brothers, Christ would happily have eaten pig swill, but no one gave him any.” By this point, Rico had felt as if he was about to scream. Since then, even though he’d enjoyed Madame Mercier’s cod, he’d avoided the catechism lessons.
The day Rico and Titi met was the day before Easter. Behind them, about thirty men and women had joined the line. The door of the church hall was still closed, so they couldn’t even get their meal tickets.
After they’d waited at least an hour, Father Xavier had finally come out and explained what was happening. The hall would be closed that Thursday and on Good Friday too.
“Those of us who believe in Jesus Christ,” he had begun, “—and I know not everyone does, but never mind—must remember that Our Lord died for us this Easter weekend.”
They had all bowed their heads, thinking, O.K., let’s get the Easter sermon over with.
The priest had cleared his throat. “We won’t be serving any meals today or tomorrow. We Christians are celebrating the last meal Jesus shared with his disciples . . .”
“Come on!” Titi had muttered. “He gets a last meal, and we go without.”
“Amen, brother, and tighten your belt,” Rico had replied, laughing.
They had looked at each other and, without waiting for the end of the priest’s oration, had left. In search of another place to find food.
“Rue Serrurier,” Rico had suggested.
“Too many people. And it’s too far to go this time of night.”
“Rue de l’Orillon, then . . .”
“Are you kidding? That place gives you diarrhea. I’ve been on the street for six years, and I’ve made a note of all the places where I caught something. I avoid them if I can. No, we’ll try the Trinité. Not exactly three stars, but decent-sized portions . . . And full of really cute girl students with skirts up above their knees. That certainly helps the congealed rice go down!”
They had both laughed, and since then they had been inseparable.
Titi and Rico never told each other how they’d ended up on the street. They both sensed that, even though there might be a few differences, their stories were similar. So, whenever they sat down to have a smoke, they preferred to talk about all kinds of other things. Especially Titi.
Rico reckoned Titi must have been a teacher, a professor, something like that. He’d read lots of books and was always referring to them in their conversations. One afternoon, they were sitting on a bench in the sun, on Square des Batignolles—one of their favorite meeting places—and Titi had said, “You know, when I was a teenager, I read a lot of Burroughs, Ferlinghetti, Kerouac . . .”
Rico responded with a blank expression.
“Haven’t you ever read On the Road?”
Rico had not read anything since his school days. Well, maybe a few pulp thrillers sometimes. Not that there’d been any shortage of books in his house. A whole bookcase full of them. Bound volumes with illustrated covers, which arrived every month in the mail. Sophie had taken out a subscription. She thought it was good to have books in the house. Stylish, she said. But she didn’t read either. She preferred women’s magazines.
“No. I don’t really know much about books . . .”
“These guys were beatniks. You must have heard of beatniks?”
“Yes . . .”
As far as Rico was concerned, beatniks were just guys with long hair, flowery shirts and guitars slung over their shoulders. He remembered the singer Antoine. And Joan Baez. Peace and love, that kind of thing. Not really his style. At the age of sixteen, he was more the clean-cut type, always dressed to the nines. He’d have liked to spend his life zooming around in a red Ferrari.
“Those guys, the American beatniks, the real ones I mean, used to hitchhike all over the States. Living like bums, living wild . . . This bozo Kerouac wrote a book about their adventures called The Dharma Bums. He thou
ght they were on a spiritual quest.”
Rico had smiled. “Well, I don’t see anything spiritual on our road.”
Titi had been silent for a moment. Then he’d said, “On the road again. That was their motto.” He was staring into the distance. “On the road again,” he had repeated, pensively. “What bullshit!”
Both of them knew their road wasn’t a road anymore. More like a swamp, and they were sinking into it, a little more every day. There was nothing they could do about it. Even if someone managed to grab hold of their hands, it was too late. The hands reaching out to them weren’t reaching out in friendship. Not anymore. They were just handing out charity. A cup of hot coffee. A can of corned beef. A portion of processed cheese.
“On the road again, forever, that’s us, Rico.”
“Yeah.”
“Fucking jerks!”
“Fucking jerks,” Rico muttered, finishing his beer.
On the screen, the presenter had moved on to the dramatic story of hundreds of motorists on their way back from ski resorts, who had been trapped on the roads by heavy snow. All the emergency services were out in force in the Alps to help these unfortunate families in distress.
Rico smiled. Maybe Sophie was stuck in the snow. Sophie and Alain, Éric and Annie . . .
“Fucking jerks,” he muttered again, standing up.
Abdel wouldn’t take any money for the beers. “Come back whenever you like. It’s warm in here.”
Rico pulled the zip of his sweater right up to his mouth, buttoned up his military greatcoat, pulled his hat down over his ears, thrust his hands deep in his pockets, and went out into the cold. According to the weather reports, the temperature was expected to go down to below 14° Fahrenheit.
The icy air hit him, as pale as the light from the street lamps. This evening, he told himself, he’d eat at the Salvation Army on the corner of Rue Faidherbe. For ten francs, he knew he’d get his fourteen hundred calories.
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