Madeleine had an aversion to chatting to Gaijin. She kept her counsel.
“This iron world is Zero-zero-zero-zero, Madeleine,” Dorothy said. “The origin of the Gaijin’s coordinates, the place their own colonization bubble started. The place they came from. No wonder they brought Malenfant here, if they thought he was goingto die.”
Madeleine felt no surprise, no wonder, no curiosity. So what? “But if that’s so, where are they all?”
Dorothy sighed. “I guess the Gaijin are no more immune to the resource wars, and the predatory expansion of others, than we are.”
“Even the Gaijin?” The notion of the powerful, enigmatic, star-spanning Gaijin as victims was deeply chilling.
“If this is a robotic lungfish,” Dorothy said, “maybe life here got pushed back into the oceans by the last wave of visitors. Maybe this brave guy is trying to take back the land, at last.”
The crab thing seemed to have reached its highest point, attained the objective of its strange expedition. It stood there on the rusty beach for long minutes, waving those eyestalks in the air. Madeleine wondered if it even knew they were here. If it recognized the Gaijin as its own remote descendant.
Then it turned and crawled back into the yellow ocean, step by step, descending into that fizzing, smoky liquid with a handful of bubbles.
“The Gaijin are not like us,” Malenfant whispered. He was sitting propped up by cushions in a chair, wrapped in a blanket. He was bird-thin. They had had to bring him back to his own lander; after so long alone he had gotten too used to it, missed it too much. “Cassiopeia is constantly in flux,” he said. “ ‘Cassiopiea’ is just the name I gave her, after all. Her own name for herself is something like a list of catalog numbers for her component parts — with a breakdown for subcomponents — and a paper trail showing their history. A manufacturing record, not really a name. She constantly replaces parts, panels, internal components, switching them back and forth. So her name changes. And so does her identity…”
“Your cells wear out, Malenfant,” Dorothy said gently. “Every few years there is a new you.”
“But not as fast as that. It’s the way they breed, too — if you can call it that. Two or more of them will donate parts, and start assembling them, until you get a whole new Gaijin, who goes off to the storeroom to get the pieces to finish herself off. A whole new person. Now, where does she come from?” He sighed. “They have continuity of memory, consciousness, but identity is fluid for them: You can divide it forever, or even mix it up. You see it when they debate. There’s no persuasion, no argument. They just… merge… and make a decision. But the Gaijin are cautious,” he said slowly. “They are rational; they consider every side of every argument; they sometimes seem paralyzed by indecision.”
“Like Balaam’s ass,” Dorothy said, smiling. “Couldn’t decide between two identical bales of hay.”
“What happened?” Madeleine asked.
“Starved to death.”
Malenfant went on, as if talking to himself. “They aren’t like us. They don’t glom onto a new idea so fast as we do—”
“Their minds are not receptive to memes,” Dorothy said. “They have no sense of self—”
“But,” Malenfant said, “the Gaijin are interested in us. Don’t know why, but they are. And creatures like us: religious types, folks who mount crusades and kill each other and even sacrifice their lives for an idea.”
Madeleine remembered the Chaera, orbiting their black-hole God, futilely worshiping it. Maybe Nemoto had been right; maybe it hadn’t been black-hole technology the Gaijin were interested in, but the Chaera themselves. But why?
Dorothy leaned forward. “Have the Gaijin ever talked about creatures like us? What becomes of us?”
“I gather we mostly wipe ourselves out. Or think ourselves to extinction. Memes against genes. That’s if the colonization wars don’t get us first.” He opened his rheumy eyes. “Earth, the Solar System, might be swept aside by the incoming colonists. It’s happened before, and will happen again. But it isn’t the whole story. It can’t be.”
Dorothy was nodding. “Equilibrium. Uniformity. Nemoto’s old arguments.”
Madeleine didn’t understand.
Malenfant smiled toothlessly at her. “Why does it have to be this way? That’s the question. Endless waves of exploitation and trashing, everybody getting driven back down to the level of pond life… You’d think somebody would learn better. What stops them all?
“If what stopped an expansion was war, you’d have to assume that there are no survivors of such a war — not a single race, not a single breeding population. Or, if intelligent species are trashed by eco collapse, you have to assume that every species inevitably destroys itself that way.
“You see the problem. We can think of a hundred ways a species might get itself into trouble. But whatever destructive process you come up with, it has to be one-hundred-percent effective. If a single species escapes the net… wham! It covers the Galaxy at near light speed.
“But we don’t see that. What we see is a Galaxy that fills up with squabbling races — and then blam. Some mechanism drives them all back down to the pond. There has to be something else, some other mechanism. Something that destroys them all. A reboot.”
“A Galaxy-wide sterilization,” Madeleine murmured.
“And,” Chaum said, “that explains Nemoto’s first-contact equilibrium.”
“Yeah,” Malenfant said. “That’s why they come limping around the Galaxy in dumb-ass ramscoops and teleport gates and the rest, time after time; that’s why nobody has figured out, for instance, how to bust light speed, or build a wormhole. Nobody lasted long enough. Nobody had the chance to get smart.”
Madeleine stood, stretching in the dense gravity of this Cannonball world. She looked out the window at the dismal, engineered sky.
Could it be true? Was there something out there even more ferocious than the world-shattering aliens whose traces humans had encountered over and over, even in their own Solar System? Some dragon that woke up every few hundred megayears and roared so loud it wiped the Galaxy clean of advanced life?
And how long before the dragon woke up again?
“You think the Gaijin know what it is?” Madeleine asked. “Are they trying to do something about it?”
“I don’t know,” Malenfant said. “Maybe. Maybe not.”
Madeleine growled. “If they are just as much victims as we are, why don’t they just tell us what they are doing?”
Malenfant closed his eyes, as if disappointed by the question. “We’re dealing with the alien here, Madeleine. They don’t see the universe the way we do — not at all. They have their own take on things, their own objectives. It’s amazing we can communicate at all when you think about it.”
“But,” Madeleine said, “they don’t want to go through a reboot.”
“No,” he conceded. “I don’t think they want that.”
“Perhaps this is the next step,” Dorothy said, “in the emergence of life and mind. Species working together, to save themselves. We need the Gaijin’s steely robotic patience, just as they need us, our humanity…”
“Our faith?” Madeleine asked gently.
“Perhaps.”
Malenfant laughed cynically. “If the Gaijin know, they aren’t telling me. They came to us for answers, remember.”
Madeleine shook her head. “That’s not good enough, Malenfant. Not from you. You’re special to the Gaijin, somehow. You were the first to come out and confront them, the human who’s spent longest with them.”
“And they saved your life,” Dorothy reminded him. “They brought us here, to save you. You were dying.”
“I’m still dying.”
“Somehow you’re important, Malenfant. You’re the key,” Madeleine said. Right there, right then, she had a powerful intuition that must be true.
But the key to what?
He held up skeletal hands, mocking. “You think they’re appointing me to save t
he Galaxy? Bullshit, with all respect.” He rubbed his eyes, lay on his side, and turned to face the lander’s silver wall. “I’m just an old fucker who doesn’t know when to quit.”
But maybe, Madeleine thought, that’s what the Gaijin cherish. Maybe they’ve been looking for somebody too stupid to starve to death — a little bit like that damn ass.
Dorothy said slowly, “What do you want, Malenfant?”
“Home,” he said abruptly. “I want to go home.”
Madeleine and Dorothy exchanged a glance.
Malenfant had been a long time away. He could return to the Solar System, to Earth, if he wished. But they both knew that for all of them, home no longer existed.
PART FOUR
Bad News from the Stars
A.D. 3256-3793
At the center of the Galaxy there was a cavity, blown clear by the ferocious wind from a monstrous black hole. The cavity was laced by gas and dust, particles ionized and driven to high speeds by the ferocious gravitational and magnetic forces working here, so that streamers of glowing gas crisscrossed the cavity in a fine tracery. Stars had been born here, notably a cluster of blue-hot young stars just a fraction away from the black hole itself.
And here and there rogue stars fell through the cavity — and they dragged streaming trails behind them, glowing brilliantly, like comets a hundred light-years long.
Stars like comets.
He exulted. I, Reid Malenfant, got to see this, the heart of the Galaxy itself, by God! He wished Cassiopeia were here, his companion during those endless Saddle Point jaunts to one star after another…
Again, at the thought of Cassiopeia, his anger flared.
But the Gaijin were never our enemy, not really. They learned patience among the stars. They were just trying to figure it all out, step by step, in their own way.
But it took too long for us.
It was after all a long while before we could even see the rest of them, the great wave of colonizers and miners that followed the Gaijin, heading our way along the Galaxy’s spiral arm.
The wave of destruction.
Chapter 24
Kintu’s Children
Two hundred kilometers above the glowing Earth, a Gaijin flower-ship folded its electromagnetic wings. Drone robots pulled a scuffed hab module out of the ship’s stringy structure and launched it on a slow, precise trajectory toward the Tree.
Malenfant, inside the module, watched the Tree approach.
The bulk of the Tree, orbiting the Earth, was a glowing green ball of branches and leaves, photosynthesizing busily. It trailed a trunk, hollowed out and sealed with resin, that housed most of the Tree’s human population. Long roots trailed in the upper atmosphere: There were crude scoops to draw up raw material for continued growth, and cables of what Malenfant eventually learned was superconductor, generating power by being dragged through Earth’s magnetosphere.
The Tree was a living thing twenty kilometers long, rooted in air, looping around Earth in its inclined circular orbit, maintaining its altitude with puffs of waste gas.
It was, Malenfant thought, ridiculous. He turned away, incurious.
He had been away from Earth for twelve hundred years, and had returned to the impossible date of A.D. 3265.
Malenfant was exhausted. Physically, he was, after all, more than a hundred years old. And because of the depletion of the Saddle Point links between Zero-zero-zero-zero and Earth, he had been forced to take a roundabout route on the way back here.
All he really wanted, if he was truthful, was to get away from strangeness: just settle down in his 1960s ranch house at Clear Lake, Houston, and pop a few beers, eat potato chips, and watch Twilight Zone reruns. But here, looking out at all this orbiting foliage, he knew that wasn’t possible, that it never would be. It was just as Dorothy Chaum had tried to counsel him, before they said their good-byes back on the Cannonball. It was Earth down there, but it wasn’t his Earth. Malenfant was going to have to live with strangers, and strangeness, for whatever was left of his long and unlikely life.
At least the ice has gone, though, he thought.
His battered capsule slid to rest, lodging in branches, and Malenfant was decanted.
There was nobody to greet him. He found an empty room, with a window. There were leaves, growing around his window. On the outside.
Ridiculous. He fell asleep.
When Malenfant woke, he was in some kind of hospital gown.
He felt different. Comfortable, clean. He wasn’t hungry or thirsty. He didn’t even need a leak.
He lifted up his hand. The skin was comparatively smooth, the liver spots faded. When he flexed his fingers, the joints worked without a twinge.
Somebody had been here, done something to him. I didn’t want this, he thought. I didn’t ask for it. He cradled his resentment.
He propped himself up before his window and looked out at Earth.
He could see its curve, a blue-and-white arc against black space. He made out a slice of pale blue seascape, with an island an irregular patch of gray and brown in the middle of it, and clouds scattered over the top, lightly, like icing sugar. He was so close to the skin of the planet that if he sat back the world filled his window, scrolling steadily past.
Earth was bright: brighter than he remembered. Malenfant used to be a shuttle pilot; he knew Earth from orbit — how it used to be anyhow. Now he was amazed by the clarity of the atmosphere, even over the heart of continents. He didn’t know if Earth itself had changed, or his memories of it. After all, his eyes were an old man’s now: rheumy, filled with nostalgia.
One thing for sure, though. Earth looked empty.
When he passed over oceans he looked for ship wakes, feathering out like brush strokes. He couldn’t see any. In the lower latitudes he could make out towns; a gray, angular patchwork; a tracery of roads. But no smog. No industries, then.
And in the higher latitudes, toward the poles, he could see no sign of human habitation at all. The land looked raw, fresh, scraped clean, the granite flanks of exposed mountains shining like burnished metal, and the plains littered with boulders, like toys dropped by a child. His geography had always been lousy — and now it was a thousand years out of date — but it seemed to him the coastlines had changed shape.
He wondered who, or what, had cleaned up the glaciation. Anyhow, it might have been A.D. 1000 down there, not 3265.
Two people came drifting into his room. Naked, all but identical, they were women, but so slim they were almost sexless. They had hair that floated around them, like Jane Fonda in Barbarella.
They were joined at the hip, like Siamese twins, by a tube of pink flesh.
They hadn’t knocked, and he scowled at them. “Who are you?”
They jabbered at him in a variety of languages, some of which he recognized, some not. Their arms and shoulders were big and well developed, like tennis players’, but their legs were wisps they kept tucked up beneath them: microgravity adaptations. Their hair was blond, but their eyes were almond shaped, with folds of skin near the nose, like the Chinese.
Finally they settled on heavily accented English.
“You must forgive stupidity.” “We accommodate returning travelers—” “ — from many time periods, spread across a millennium—” “ — dating from Reid Malenfant himself.”
When they talked they swapped their speech between one and the other, like throwing a ball.
He said, “In fact, I am Reid Malenfant.”
They looked at him, and then their two heads swiveled so that blank almond eyes stared into each other, their hair mingling. For these two, he thought, every day is a bad hair day.
“You must understand the treatment you have been given,” one said.
“I didn’t want treatment,” he groused. “I didn’t sign any consent forms.”
“But your aging was—” “ — advanced.” “We have no cure, of course.” “But we can address the symptoms—” “Brittle bones, loss of immunity, nervous degeneration.”
“In your case accelerated by—” “ — exposure to microgravity.” “We reversed free-radical damage with antioxidant vitamins.” “We snipped out senescent cell clusters from your epidermis and dermis.” “We reversed the intrusion of alien qualia into your sensorium, a side-effect of repeated Saddle Point transits.” “We removed various dormant infectious agents that you might return to Earth.” “We applied telomerase therapy to—”
“Enough. I believe you. I bet I don’t look a day over seventy.”
“It was routine,” a Bad Hair Day twin said. They fell silent. “Are you truly Reid Malenfant?” one asked then.
“Yes.”
The twins gave him food and drink. He didn’t recognize any of the liquids they offered him, hot or cold; they were mostly like peculiar teas, of fruit or leaves. He settled on water, which was clean and cold and pure. The food was bland and amorphous, like baby food. The Bad Hair Day twins told him it was all processed algae, spiced with a little vacuum greenery from the Tree itself.
The twins pulled him gracefully through microgravity, along tunnels like wood-lined veins that twisted and turned, lit only by some kind of luminescence in the wood. It was like a fantasy spaceship rendered in carpentry, he thought.
There were a few dozen colonists here, living in bubbles of air inside the bulk of the Tree. They were all microgravity-adapted, as far as he could see, some of them even more evolved than the twins. There was one guy with a huge dome of a head over a shriveled-up body, sticks of limbs, a penis like a walnut, no pubic hair. To Malenfant he looked like a real science fiction type of creation, like the boss alien in Invaders from Mars.
The people, however strange, looked young and healthy to Malenfant. Their skin was smooth, unwrinkled, unmarked save by tattoos; his own raisinlike face, the lines baked into it by years of exposure to Earth’s weather and ultraviolet light and heavy gravity, was a curiosity here, a badge of exotica.
They all had almond eyes, folds of yellow skin.
As far as Malenfant could make out this was a kind of reverse colony from the near-Earth asteroids, which had been settled by descendants of the Chinese. Out there, it seemed, there were great bubble habitats where everyone had lived in zero gravity for centuries.
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