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by Johann Wolfgang von Goethe


  And in a single hour, my fortune marr’d?

  Has he not, even to its very base,

  Laid low the structure of my happiness?

  This, too, must I endure, — even to-day!

  Yea, as before all press’d around me, now

  I am by all abandon’d; as before

  Each strove to seize, to win me for himself,

  All thrust me from them, and avoid me now.

  And wherefore? My desert and all the love,

  Wherewith I was so bounteously endow’d,

  Does he alone in equal balance weigh?

  Yes! all forsake me now. Thou too! Thou too!

  Beloved princess, thou too leavest me!

  Hath she, to cheer me in this dismal hour,

  A single token of her favor sent?

  Have I deserv’d this from her? — Thou, poor heart,

  Whose very nature was to honor her! —

  How, when her gentle accents touch’d mine ear,

  Feelings unutterable thrill’d my breast!

  When she appear’d, a more ethereal light

  Outshone the light of day. Her eyes, her lips

  Drew me resistlessly, my very knees

  Trembled beneath me, and my spirit’s strength

  Was all requir’d to hold myself erect

  And curb the strong desire to throw myself

  Prostrate before her. Scarcely could I quell

  The giddy rapture. Be thou firm, my heart

  No cloud obscure thee, thou clear mind! She, too,

  Dare I pronounce what yet I scarce believe?

  I must believe, yet dread to utter it.

  She too! She too! Think not the slightest blame,

  Only conceal it not. She too! She too!

  Alas! This word, whose truth I ought to doubt

  Long as a breath of faith sarviv’d in me;

  This word, like fate’s decree, doth now at last.

  Engrave itself upon the brazen rim

  That rounds the full-scroll’d tablet of my woe

  Now first, mine enemies are strong indeed;

  Forever now I am of strength bereft.

  How shall I combat when she stands oppos’d

  Amidst the hostile army? How endure

  If she no more reach forth her hand to me?

  If her kind glance the suppliant meet no more?

  Ay, thou hast dar’d to think, to utter it,

  And ere thou could’st have fear’d, — behold ’tis true!

  And now, ere yet despair, with brazen talons,

  Doth rend asunder thy bewilder’d brain,

  Lament thy bitter doom, and utter torth

  The unavailing cry — She too! She too!

  ACT V.

  SCENE I.

  A

  Garden.

  Alphonso, Antonio.

  Antonio.

  Obedient to thy wish, I went to Tasso

  A second time: I come from him but now.

  I sought to move him, yea, I strongly urg’d;

  But from his fix’d resolve he swerveth not;

  He earnestly entreats that for a time

  Thou would’st permit him to repair to Rome.

  Alphonso.

  His purpose much annoys me, I confess; —

  I rather tell thee my vexation now,

  Than let it strengthen, smother’d in my breast.

  He fain would travel, good! I hold him not.

  He will depart, he will to Rome; so be it!

  Let not the crafty Medici, nor yet

  Scipio Gonzaga wrest him from me though!

  ’Tis this hath made our Italy so great,

  That rival neighbors zealously contend

  To foster and employ the ablest men.

  Like chief without an army, shows a prince

  Who round him gathers not superior minds;

  And who the voice of Poesy disdains

  Is a barbarian, be he who he may.

  Tasso I found, I chose him for myself,

  I number him with pride among my train;

  And having done so much for him already,

  I should be loath to lose him without cause.

  Antonio.

  I feel embarrass’d, prince, for in thy sight

  I bear the blame of what to-day befell;

  That I was in the wrong. I frankly own,

  And look for pardon to thy clemency:

  But I were inconsolable could’st thou,

  E’en for a moment, doubt my honest zeal

  In seeking to appease him. Speak to me

  With gracious look, that so I may regain

  My self-reliance and my wonted calm.

  Alphonso.

  Feel no disquietude, Antonio; —

  In no wise do I count the blame as thine;

  Too well I know the temper of the man,

  Know all too well what I have done for him,

  How often I have spar’d him, and how oft

  Towards him I have o’erlook’d my rightful claims.

  O’er many things we gain the mastery,

  But stern necessity and lengthen’d time

  Scarce give a man dominion o’er himself.

  Antonio.

  When other men toil in behalf of one,

  ’Tis fit this one with diligence inquire

  How he may profit others in return.

  He who hath fashion’d his own mind so well,

  Who hath aspir’d to make each several science

  And the whole range of human lore, his own,

  Is he not doubly bound to rule himself?

  Yet doth he ever give it e’en a thought?

  Alphonso.

  Continu’d rest is not ordain’d for man!

  Still, when we purpose to enjoy ourselves,

  To try our valor, fortune sends a foe,

  To try our equanimity, a friend.

  Antonio.

  Does Tasso e’en fulfil man’s primal duty,

  To regulate his appetite, in which

  He is not, like the brute, restrain’d by nature?

  Does he not rather, like a child, indulge

  In all that charms and gratifies his taste?

  When has he mingled water with his wine?

  Comfits and condiments, and potent drinks,

  One with another still he swallows down,

  And then complains of his bewilder’d brain,

  His hasty temper, and his fever’d blood,

  Railing at nature and at destiny.

  How oft I’ve heard him in a bitter style

  With childish folly argue with his leech!

  ’Twould raise a laugh, if aught were laughable

  Which teases others and torments one’s self.

  “Oh, this is torture!” anxiously he cries,

  Then in splenetic mood, “Why boast your art?

  Prescribe a cure!” “Good!” then exclaims the leech.

  “Abstain from this or that.” “That can I not.”

  “Then take this potion.” “No, it nauseates me;

  The taste is horrid, nature doth rebel.” —

  “Well then, drink water.” “Water! never more!

  Like hydrophobia is my dread of it.”

  “Then your disease is hopeless.” “Why, I pray?”

  “One evil symptom will succeed another,

  And though your ailment should not fatal prove,

  ‘Twill daily more torment you.” “Fine, indeed;

  Then wherefore play the leech? You know my case,

  You should devise a remedy, and one

  That’s palatable too, that I may not

  First suffer pain before reliev’d from it.”

  I see thee smile, my prince, ’tis but the truth;

  Doubtless thyself hast heard it from his lips.

  Alphonso.

  Oft I have heard, and have as oft excus’d.

  Antonio.

  It is most certain, an intemperate life.

  As it engenders wil
d, distemper’d dreams,

  At length doth make us dream in open day.

  What’s his suspicion but a troubled dream?

  He thinks himself environ’d still by foes.

  None can discern his gift who envy not,

  And all who envy, hate and persecute.

  Oft with complaints he has molested thee:

  Notes intercepted, violated locks,

  Poison, the dagger! All before him float!

  Thou dost investigate his grievance, — well,

  Doth aught appear? Why, scarcely a pretext.

  No sovereign’s shelter gives him confidence.

  The bosom of no friend can comfort him.

  Would’st promise happiness to such a man,

  Or look to him for joy unto thyself?

  Alphonso.

  Thou would’st be right, Antonio, if from him

  I sought my own immediate benefit.

  But I have learn’d no longer to expect

  Service direct and unconditional.

  All do not serve us in the selfsame way;

  Who needeth much, according to his gifts

  Must each employ, so is he ably serv’d.

  This lesson from the Medici we learn’d;

  ’Tis practis’d even by the popes themselves.

  With what forbearance, magnanimity

  And princely patience, have they not endur’d

  Full many a genius, who seem’d not to need

  Their ample favor, yet who needed it!

  Antonio.

  Who knows not this, my prince? The toil of life

  Alone can tutor us life’s gifts to prize.

  In youth he hath already won so much;

  He cannot relish aught in quietness.

  Oh, that he were compell’d to earn the blessings

  Which now with liberal hand are thrust upon him!

  With manly courage he would brace his strength,

  And at each onward step feel new content.

  The needy noble has attain’d the height

  Of his ambition, it his gracious prince

  Raise him, with hand benign, from poverty,

  And choose him as an inmate of the court.

  Should he then honor him with confidence,

  And before others raise him to his side,

  Consulting him in war, or state affairs,

  Why then methinks, with silent gratitude,

  The modest man may bless his lucky fate.

  And with all this, Tasso enjoys besides

  Youth’s purest happiness: — his fatherland

  Esteems him highly, looks to him with hope.

  Trust me for this, — his peevish discontent

  On the broad pillow of his fortune rests.

  He comes, dismiss him kindly, give him time

  In Rome, in Naples, wheresoe’er he will,

  To search in vain for what he misses here,

  Yet here alone can ever hope to find.

  Alphonso.

  Back to Ferrara will he first return?

  Antonio.

  He rather would remain in Belriguardo.

  And, for his journey, what he may require,

  He will request a friend to forward to him.

  Alphonso.

  I am content. My sister, with her friend,

  Return immediately to town, and I,

  Riding with speed, hope to reach home before them.

  Thou’lt follow straight when thou for him hast car’d;

  Give needful orders to the castellan,

  That in the castle he may here abide

  So long as he desires, until his friend

  Forward his equipage, and till the letters,

  Which we shall give him to our friends at Rome,

  Have been transmitted. Here he comes. Farewell!

  SCENE II.

  Alphonso, Tasso.

  Tasso.

  (With embarrassment.) The favor thou so oft has shown me, prince,

  Is manifest, in clearest light, to-day.

  The deed which, in the precincts of thy palace,

  I lawlessly committed, thou hast pardon’d;

  Thou hast appeas’d and reconcil’d my foe;

  Thou dost permit me for a time to leave

  The shelter of thy side, and rich in bounty.

  Wilt not withdraw from me thy generous aid.

  Inspir’d with confidence, I now depart,

  And trust that this brief absence will dispel

  The heavy gloom that now oppresses me.

  My renovated soul shall plume her wing.

  And pressing forward on the bright career,

  Which, glad and bold, encourag’d by thy glance,

  I enter’d first, deserve thy grace anew.

  Alphonso.

  Prosperity attend thee on thy way!

  With joyous spirit, and to health restor’d,

  Return again amongst us. Thus thou shalt

  To us, in double measure, for each hour

  Thou now depriv’st us of, requital bring.

  Letters I give thee to my friends at Rome,

  And also to my kinsmen, and desire

  That to my people everywhere thou should’st

  Confidingly attach thyself; — though absent,

  Thee I shall certainly regard as mine.

  Tasso.

  Thou dost, O prince, o’erwhelm with favors one

  Who feels himself unworthy, who e’en wants

  Ability to render fitting thanks.

  Instead of thanks I proffer a request!

  My poem now lies nearest to my heart.

  My labors have been strenuous, yet I feel

  That I am far from having reach’d my aim.

  Fain would I there resort, where hovers yet

  The inspiring genius of the mighty dead,

  Still raining influence; there would I become

  Once more a learner, then more worthily

  My poem might rejoice in thine applause.

  Oh, give me back the manuscript, which now

  I feel asham’d to know within thy hand.

  Alphonso.

  Thou wilt not surely take from me to-day

  What but to-day to me thou hast consign’d.

  Between thy poem, Tasso, and thyself

  Let me now stand as arbiter. Beware —

  Nor, through assiduous diligence, impair

  The genial nature that pervades thy rhymes:

  And give not ear to every critic’s word!

  With nicest tact the poet reconciles

  The judgments thousandfold of different men,

  In thoughts and life at variance with each other;

  And fears not numbers to displease, that he

  Still greater numbers may enchant the more.

  And yet I say not but that here and there

  Thou may’st, with modest care, employ the file.

  I promise thee at once, that in brief space,

  Thou shalt receive a copy of thy poem.

  Meanwhile I will retain it in my hands,

  That I may first enjoy it with my sisters.

  Then, if thou bring’st it back more perfect still,

  Our joy will be enhanc’d, and here and there,

  We’ll hint corrections, only as thy friends.

  Tasso.

  I can but modestly repeat my prayer;

  Let me receive the copy with all speed.

  My spirit resteth solely on this work,

  Its full completion it must now attain.

  Alphonso.

  I praise the ardor that inspires thee, Tasso!

  Yet, were it possible, thou for awhile

  Should’st rest thy mind, seek pleasure in the world,

  And find some means to cool thy heated blood.

  Then would thy mental powers restor’d to health,

  Through their sweet harmony, spontaneous yield,

  What now, with anxious toil, in vain thou seekest.

  Tasso.

&nb
sp; My prince, it seems so, but I am in health

  When I can yield myself to strenuous toil,

  And this my toil again restores my health.

  Long hast thou known me, thou must long have seen

  I thrive not in luxurious indolence.

  Rest brings no rest to me. Alas, I feel it;

  My mind, by nature, never was ordain’d,

  Borne on the yielding billows of the hour,

  To float in pleasure o’er time’s ample sea.

  Alphonso.

  Thine aims, thy dreams, all whelm thee in thyself.

  Around us there doth yawn full many a gulf,

  Scoop’d by the hand of destiny; but here,

  In our own bosoms, lies the deepest; — ay!

  And tempting ’tis to hurl one’s self therein!

  I charge thee, Tasso, snatch thee from thyself!

  The man will profit, though the bard may lose.

  Tasso.

  To quell the impulse I should vainly strive,

  Which ceaseless in my bosom, day and night

  Alternates ever. Life were life no more

  Were I to cease to poetize, to dream.

  Would’st thou forbid the cunning worm to spin,

  For that to nearer death he spins himself?

  From his own being he unfoldeth still

  The costly texture, nor suspends his toil,

  Till in his shroud he hath immur’d himself.

  Oh, to us mortals may some gracious power

  Accord the insect’s enviable doom,

  In some new sunny vale, with sudden joy,

  To spread our eager pinions!

  Alphonso.

  List to me!

  Thou givest still to others to enjoy

  Life with a twofold relish. Learn thyself

  To know the worth of life, whose richest boon

  In tenfold measure is bestow’d on thee.

  Now fare thee well! The sooner thou returnest

  All the more cordial will thy welcome be.

  SCENE III.

  Tasso.

  (Alone.) Hold fast, my heart, thy work has been well done!

  The task was arduous, for ne’er before

  Didst thou or wish or venture to dissemble.

  Ay, thou didst hear it, that was not his mind,

  Nor his the words; to me it still appear’d,

  As if I heard again Antonio’s voice.

  Only give heed! Henceforth on every side

  Thou’lt hear that voice. Be firm, my heart, be firm!

  ’Tis only for a moment. He who learns

  The trick of simulation late in life,

  Doth outwardly the natural semblance wear

  Of honest faith; practise, and thou’lt succeed.

  (After a pause.)

  Too soon thou triumphest, for lo! she comes!

  The gentle princess comes! Oh, what a feeling!

  She enters now, suspicion in my breast

 

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