by Zane Grey
Awakening from this, he saw Jennie sitting beside him. In some way she seemed to have changed. When he spoke she gave a start and turned eagerly to him.
“Duane!” she cried.
“Hello. How ’re you, Jennie, and how am I?” he said, finding it a little difficult to talk.
“Oh, I’m all right,” she replied. “And you’ve come to—your wound’s healed; but you’ve been sick. Fever, I guess. I did all I could.”
Duane saw now that the difference in her was a whiteness and tightness of skin, a hollowness of eye, a look of strain.
“Fever? How long have we been here?” he asked.
She took some pebbles from the crown of his sombrero and counted them.
“Nine. Nine days,” she answered.
“Nine days!” he exclaimed, incredulously. But another look at her assured him that she meant what she said. “I’ve been sick all the time? You nursed me?”
“Yes.”
“Bland’s men didn’t come along here?”
“No.”
“Where are the horses?”
“I keep them grazing down in a gorge back of here. There’s good grass and water.”
“Have you slept any?”
“A little. Lately I couldn’t keep awake.”
“Good Lord! I should think not. You’ve had a time of it sitting here day and night nursing me, watching for the outlaws. Come, tell me all about it.”
“There’s nothing much to tell.”
“I want to know, anyway, just what you did—how you felt.”
“I can’t remember very well,” she replied, simply. “We must have ridden forty miles that day we got away. You bled all the time. Toward evening you lay on your horse’s neck. When we came to this place you fell out of the saddle. I dragged you in here and stopped your bleeding. I thought you’d die that night. But in the morning I had a little hope. I had forgotten the horses. But luckily they didn’t stray far. I caught them and kept them down in the gorge. When your wounds closed and you began to breathe stronger I thought you’d get well quick. It was fever that put you back. You raved a lot, and that worried me, because I couldn’t stop you. Anybody trailing us could have heard you a good ways. I don’t know whether I was scared most then or when you were quiet, and it was so dark and lonely and still all around. Every day I put a stone in your hat.”
“Jennie, you saved my life,” said Duane.
“I don’t know. Maybe. I did all I knew how to do,” she replied. “You saved mine—more than my life.”
Their eyes met in a long gaze, and then their hands in a close clasp.
“Jennie, we’re going to get away,” he said, with gladness. “I’ll be well in a few days. You don’t know how strong I am. We’ll hide by day and travel by night. I can get you across the river.”
“And then?” she asked.
“We’ll find some honest rancher.”
“And then?” she persisted.
“Why,” he began, slowly, “that’s as far as my thoughts ever got. It was pretty hard, I tell you, to assure myself of so much. It means your safety. You’ll tell your story. You’ll be sent to some village or town and taken care of until a relative or friend is notified.”
“And you?” she inquired, in a strange voice.
Duane kept silence.
“What will you do?” she went on.
“Jennie, I’ll go back to the brakes. I daren’t show my face among respectable people. I’m an outlaw.”
“You’re no criminal!” she declared, with deep passion.
“Jennie, on this border the little difference between an outlaw and a criminal doesn’t count for much.”
“You won’t go back among those terrible men? You, with your gentleness and sweetness—all that’s good about you? Oh, Duane, don’t—don’t go!”
“I can’t go back to the outlaws, at least not Bland’s band. No, I’ll go alone. I’ll lone-wolf it, as they say on the border. What else can I do, Jennie?”
“Oh, I don’t know. Couldn’t you hide? Couldn’t you slip out of Texas—go far away?”
“I could never get out of Texas without being arrested. I could hide, but a man must live. Never mind about me, Jennie.”
In three days Duane was able with great difficulty to mount his horse. During daylight, by short relays, he and Jennie rode back to the main trail, where they hid again till he had rested. Then in the dark they rode out of the cañons and gullies of the Rim Rock, and early in the morning halted at the first water to camp.
From that point they traveled after nightfall and went into hiding during the day. Once across the Nueces River, Duane was assured of safety for her and great danger for himself. They had crossed into a country he did not know. Somewhere east of the river there were scattered ranches. But he was as liable to find the rancher in touch with the outlaws as he was likely to find him honest. Duane hoped his good fortune would not desert him in this last service to Jennie. Next to the worry of that was realization of his condition. He had gotten up too soon; he had ridden too far and hard, and now he felt that any moment he might fall from his saddle. At last, far ahead over a barren mesquite-dotted stretch of dusty ground, he espied a patch of green and a little flat, red ranch-house. He headed his horse for it and turned a face he tried to make cheerful for Jennie’s sake. She seemed both happy and sorry.
When near at hand he saw that the rancher was a thrifty farmer. And thrift spoke for honesty. There were fields of alfalfa, fruit-trees, corrals, windmill pumps, irrigation-ditches, all surrounding a neat little adobe house. Some children were playing in the yard. The way they ran at sight of Duane hinted of both the loneliness and the fear of their isolated lives. Duane saw a woman come to the door, then a man. The latter looked keenly, then stepped outside. He was a sandy-haired, freckled Texan.
“Howdy, stranger,” he called, as Duane halted. “Get down, you an’ your woman. Say, now, air you sick or shot or what? Let me—”
Duane, reeling in his saddle, bent searching eyes upon the rancher. He thought he saw goodwill, kindness, honesty. He risked all on that one sharp glance. Then he almost plunged from the saddle.
The rancher caught him, helped him to a bench.
“Martha, come out here!” he called. “This man’s sick. No; he’s shot, or I don’t know bloodstains.”
Jennie had slipped off her horse and to Duane’s side. Duane appeared about to faint.
“Air you his wife?” asked the rancher.
“No. I’m only a girl he saved from outlaws. Oh, he’s so pale! Duane, Duane!”
“Buck Duane!” exclaimed the rancher, excitedly. “The man who killed Bland an’ Alloway? Say, I owe him a good turn, an’ I’ll pay it, young woman.”
The rancher’s wife came out, and with a manner at once kind and practical essayed to make Duane drink from a flask. He was not so far gone that he could not recognize its contents, which he refused, and weakly asked for water. When that was given him he found his voice.
“Yes, I’m Duane. I’ve only overdone myself—just all in. The wounds I got at Bland’s are healing. Will you take this girl in—hide her a while till the excitement’s over among the outlaws?”
“I shore will,” replied the Texan.
“Thanks. I’ll remember you—I’ll square it.”
“What ’re you goin’ to do?”
“I’ll rest a bit—then go back to the brakes.”
“Young man, you ain’t in any shape to travel. See here—any rustlers on your trail?”
“I think we gave Bland’s gang the slip.”
“Good. I’ll tell you what. I’ll take you in along with the girl, an’ hide both of you till you get well. It’ll be safe. My nearest neighbor is five miles off. We don’t have much company.”
“You risk a great deal. Both outlaws and rangers are hunting me,” said Duane.
“Never seen a ranger yet in these parts. An’ have always got along with outlaws, mebbe exceptin’ Bland. I tell you I owe you a good turn.”
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“My horses might betray you,” added Duane.
“I’ll hide them in a place where there’s water an’ grass. Nobody goes to it. Come now, let me help you indoors.”
Duane’s last fading sensations of that hard day were the strange feel of a bed, a relief at the removal of his heavy boots, and of Jennie’s soft, cool hands on his hot face.
He lay ill for three weeks before he began to mend, and it was another week then before he could walk out a little in the dusk of the evenings. After that his strength returned rapidly. And it was only at the end of this long siege that he recovered his spirits. During most of his illness he had been silent, moody.
“Jennie, I’ll be riding off soon,” he said, one evening. “I can’t impose on this good man Andrews much longer. I’ll never forget his kindness. His wife, too—she’s been so good to us. Yes, Jennie, you and I will have to say good-bye very soon.”
“Don’t hurry away,” she replied.
Lately Jennie had appeared strange to him. She had changed from the girl he used to see at Mrs. Bland’s house. He took her reluctance to say good-bye as another indication of her regret that he must go back to the brakes. Yet somehow it made him observe her more closely. She wore a plain, white dress made from material Mrs. Andrews had given her. Sleep and good food had improved her. If she had been pretty out there in the outlaw den, now she was more than that. But she had the same paleness, the same strained look, the same dark eyes full of haunting shadows. After Duane’s realization of the change in her he watched her more, with a growing certainty that he would be sorry not to see her again.
“It’s likely we won’t ever see each other again,” he said. “That’s strange to think of. We’ve been through some hard days, and I seem to have known you a long time.”
Jennie appeared shy, almost sad, so Duane changed the subject to something less personal.
Andrews returned one evening from a several days’ trip to Huntsville.
“Duane, everybody’s talkin’ about how you cleaned up the Bland outfit,” he said, important and full of news. “It’s some exaggerated, accordin’ to what you told me; but you’ve shore made friends on this side of the Nueces. I reckon there ain’t a town where you wouldn’t find people to welcome you. Huntsville, you know, is some divided in its ideas. Half the people are crooked. Likely enough, all them who was so loud in praise of you are the crookedest. For instance, I met King Fisher, the boss outlaw of these parts. Well, King thinks he’s a decent citizen. He was tellin’ me what a grand job yours was for the border an’ honest cattlemen. Now that Bland and Alloway are done for, King Fisher will find rustlin’ easier. There’s talk of Hardin movin’ his camp over to Bland’s. But I don’t know how true it is. I reckon there ain’t much to it. In the past when a big outlaw chief went under, his band almost always broke up an’ scattered. There’s no one left who could run thet outfit.”
“Did you hear of any outlaws hunting me?” asked Duane.
“Nobody from Bland’s outfit is huntin’ you, thet’s shore,” replied Andrews. “Fisher said there never was a hoss straddled to go on your trail. Nobody had any use for Bland. Anyhow, his men would be afraid to trail you. An’ you could go right in to Huntsville, where you’d be some popular. Reckon you’d be safe, too, except when some of them fool saloon loafers or bad cowpunchers would try to shoot you for the glory in it. Them kind of men will bob up everywhere you go, Duane.”
“I’ll be able to ride and take care of myself in a day or two,” went on Duane. “Then I’ll go—I’d like to talk to you about Jennie.”
“She’s welcome to a home here with us.”
“Thank you, Andrews. You’re a kind man. But I want Jennie to get farther away from the Rio Grande. She’d never be safe here. Besides, she may be able to find relatives. She has some, though she doesn’t know where they are.”
“All right, Duane. Whatever you think best. I reckon now you’d better take her to some town. Go north an’ strike for Shelbyville or Crockett. Them’s both good towns. I’ll tell Jennie the names of men who’ll help her. You needn’t ride into town at all.”
“Which place is nearer, and how far is it?”
“Shelbyville. I reckon about two days’ ride. Poor stock country, so you ain’t liable to meet rustlers. All the same, better hit the trail at night an’ go careful.”
At sunset two days later Duane and Jennie mounted their horses and said good-bye to the rancher and his wife. Andrews would not listen to Duane’s thanks.
“I tell you I’m beholden to you yet,” he declared.
“Well, what can I do for you?” asked Duane. “I may come along here again some day.”
“Get down an’ come in, then, or you’re no friend of mine. I reckon there ain’t nothin’ I can think of—I just happen to remember—” Here he led Duane out of earshot of the women and went on in a whisper. “Buck, I used to be well-to-do. Got skinned by a man named Brown—Rodney Brown. He lives in Huntsville, an’ he’s my enemy. I never was much on fightin’, or I’d fixed him. Brown ruined me—stole all I had. He’s a hoss an’ cattle thief, an’ he has pull enough at home to protect him. I reckon I needn’t say any more.”
“Is this Brown a man who shot an outlaw named Stevens?” queried Duane, curiously.
“Shore, he’s the same. I heard thet story. Brown swears he plugged Stevens through the middle. But the outlaw rode off, an’ nobody ever knew for shore.”
“Luke Stevens died of that shot. I buried him,” said Duane.
Andrews made no further comment, and the two men returned to the women.
“The main road for about three miles, then where it forks take the left-hand road and keep on straight. That what you said, Andrews?”
“Shore. An’ good luck to you both!”
Duane and Jennie trotted away into the gathering twilight. At the moment an insistent thought bothered Duane. Both Luke Stevens and the rancher Andrews had hinted to Duane to kill a man named Brown. Duane wished with all his heart that they had not mentioned it, let alone taken for granted the execution of the deed. What a bloody place Texas was! Men who robbed and men who were robbed both wanted murder. It was in the spirit of the country. Duane certainly meant to avoid ever meeting this Rodney Brown. And that very determination showed Duane how dangerous he really was—to men and to himself. Sometimes he had a feeling of how little stood between his sane and better self and a self utterly wild and terrible. He reasoned that only intelligence could save him—only a thoughtful understanding of his danger and a hold upon some ideal.
Then he fell into low conversation with Jennie, holding out hopeful views of her future, and presently darkness set in. The sky was overcast with heavy clouds; there was no air moving; the heat and oppression threatened storm. By and by Duane could not see a rod in front of him, though his horse had no difficulty in keeping to the road. Duane was bothered by the blackness of the night. Traveling fast was impossible, and any moment he might miss the road that led off to the left. So he was compelled to give all his attention to peering into the thick shadows ahead. As good luck would have it, he came to higher ground where there was less mesquite, and therefore not such impenetrable darkness; and at this point he came to where the road split.
Once headed in the right direction, he felt easier in mind. To his annoyance, however, a fine, misty rain set in. Jennie was not well dressed for wet weather; and, for that matter, neither was he. His coat, which in that dry warm climate he seldom needed, was tied behind his saddle, and he put it on Jennie.
They traveled on. The rain fell steadily; if anything, growing thicker. Duane grew uncomfortably wet and chilly. Jennie, however, fared somewhat better by reason of the heavy coat. The night passed quickly despite the discomfort, and soon a gray, dismal, rainy dawn greeted the travelers.
Jennie insisted that he find some shelter where a fire could be built to dry his clothes. He was not in a fit condition to risk catching cold. In fact, Duane’s teeth were chattering. To find a shelter in th
at barren waste seemed a futile task. Quite unexpectedly, however, they happened upon a deserted adobe cabin situated a little off the road. Not only did it prove to have a dry interior, but also there was firewood. Water was available in pools everywhere; however, there was no grass for the horses.
A good fire and hot food and drink changed the aspect of their condition as far as comfort went. And Jennie lay down to sleep. For Duane, however, there must be vigilance. This cabin was no hiding-place. The rain fell harder all the time, and the wind changed to the north. “It’s a norther, all right,” muttered Duane. “Two or three days.” And he felt that his extraordinary luck had not held out. Still one point favored him, and it was that travelers were not likely to come along during the storm.
Jennie slept while Duane watched. The saving of this girl meant more to him than any task he had ever assumed. First it had been partly from a human feeling to succor an unfortunate woman, and partly a motive to establish clearly to himself that he was no outlaw. Lately, however, had come a different sense, a strange one, with something personal and warm and protective in it.
As he looked down upon her, a slight, slender girl with bedraggled dress and disheveled hair, her face, pale and quiet, a little stern in sleep, and her long, dark lashes lying on her cheek, he seemed to see her fragility, her prettiness, her femininity as never before. But for him she might at that very moment have been a broken, ruined girl lying back in that cabin of the Blands’. The fact gave him a feeling of his importance in this shifting of her destiny. She was unharmed, still young; she would forget and be happy; she would live to be a good wife and mother. Somehow the thought swelled his heart. His act, death-dealing as it been, was a noble one, and helped him to hold on to his drifting hopes. Hardly once since Jennie had entered into his thought had those ghosts returned to torment him.