by J. L. Weil
That was eerily familiar, like I’d heard it before. I turned toward her, twisting the moonstone necklace in my fingers. “What is that supposed to mean? For once, could you just spell it out for me?” The guessing games were getting on my nerves.
Her crimson nails tapped on the aluminum can. “Ah, if only the universe worked that way. I have every confidence that you will figure it out. You are of my blood, after all.”
I rolled my eyes. If that was what she was banking on, then we were both in deep poo-poo. “Your blood or not, I have a giant target on my back. And as much as I wanted you to be wrong about Lukas and Gavin, you were very much right. One of them betrayed me.” Just thinking about Lukas brought on a fresh wave of pain that sliced across my heart. Water gathered at the corner of my eyes.
“Boys, can’t live with them, can’t live without—Well, that’s not really true, as I haven’t had a man in centuries. Come to think of it, the male species has always proven to be just a pain in my ass.”
Morgana oozed independence. She didn’t need to depend on a guy or rely on one to protect her. She was a get-shit-done kind of witch. I wanted to be more like that. I wanted to exude badass confidence, woman empowerment. Maybe her mojo would rub off on me, the longer we were together. “We’re cursed when it comes to men.”
“There is probably truth to that. Although, haven’t you already chosen your prince charming?”
My eyes widened. “You weren’t watching the other night…” I couldn’t say it.
She winked. “I never kiss and tell.”
Gross. “I’m going to pretend I didn’t hear that,” I muttered.
Her laugh was silky. “I see the truth has revealed itself to you. Yet you shed a tear for the traitor?”
I sighed, my chest squeezing. “He hurt me, deeply,” I whispered. And now that I’d had a moment to digest what Lukas had done, my heart splintered. “Why did he do it?”
“Because he is a d-bag,” she stated matter-of-factly.
I let a short, unflattering giggle that was almost a snort. The fact that she knew what a d-bag was shouldn’t have surprised me. Morgana was not your usual grandma. Hell, she didn’t even look like a grandma, not a single gray hair in sight. “Total douchebag,” I agreed.
It was so unbelievably normal, having a cold drink with my great-grandma on a sweltering summer night, swaying on an old white wicker porch swing, and bashing men. I almost laughed, because the conversation was anything but ordinary. One bright spark in the otherwise black misery of my life gave me hope.
“And why are you grinning?” she asked, suspiciously.
I shrugged, twirling the cola in my hands. “I was just thinking how normal this is, us sitting here watching the sunset.”
“Hmm,” she pursed her lips. “We better enjoy it, because it won’t last.”
That’s comforting.
A faint glimmer of sunlight shaded the outline of her form. “Let me give you one last piece of advice. As mouthwatering as your choice may be, I am not ready just yet to be a great, great, great—you get the picture. Use caution and your head. Don’t let your hormones rule your life.”
I turned shades of pink. “Uh, sure,” I said awkwardly.
How did this turn into such an awkward conversation?
We sat on the porch talking about nonsense until the sun set. It could have been hours or minutes, time was irrelevant. My problems forgotten, we sipped on our drinks and got to know one another on a different level. She was relaxed in a way I’d never witnessed. It made her more human. When I woke up, Lunar was purring in my face, his whiskers tickling my cheek.
Chapter 21
It was Saturday. Someone please tell that to my body. Ugh. I had awakened at an indecent hour, so of course the first thing I did was reach for my phone. After checking my emails, stalking Twitter, and opening every app on my IPhone, I finally gave into what I had wanted to do since I opened my eyes.
He answered the phone on the third ring in an inaudible grumble that had fireflies fluttering in my belly. “Hey,” I said.
“Hey yourself, sunshine,” he said, his voice gravelly and deep.
I adored the grogginess in his voice. “Did I wake you?” I asked, though I knew that I had. No one said my brain was functioning intelligently this early.
“I’m glad you did. I missed you. Even in sleep.”
Dear God. His sleepy voice was the sexiest thing on earth. I might be sneaking into his room at five o’clock in the morning. My heart skipped. “I saw Morgana last night,” I blurted, and then face-palmed my forehead. I had wanted to tell him about the dream, but I hadn’t planned for it to be the first thing out of my mouth.
“What did she say?” He instantly lost the hot gruffness and became golden retriever alert. I could picture him bolting straight up in bed, shirtless, with the covers gathered at this waist and a hand shoved in his hair.
What an image.
My mouth watered.
I needed a cold shower…or something.
It was no secret that my boyfriend and my grandma hadn’t gotten off on the right foot. They hadn’t exactly made up, either. “She told me that craziness in my life isn’t over…” I replied, checking my hormones.
He made some kind of low growl in the back of his throat.
“And she told me that she approved of my choice.” I smiled into the phone.
“About?” he prompted.
I had never told him about her cryptic messages regarding my love life. “Picking you over d-bag. Her words, not mine.”
“I knew I liked that crazy bat.”
“Hey!”
“At least she has good instincts.” There was a smirk coming through loud and clear from his side of the phone
I snuggled into my pillow. “There is that.”
“And so do you,” he added.
I wanted to kiss him just then—full-on dirty girl. “That’s debatable.”
“Since you got me out of bed, do you want me to come over?” His voice was husky.
It was on the tip of my tongue to tell him to hurry, but then I remembered my aunt. I groaned. “Crap,” I swore. “I almost forgot. My aunt knows I’m a witch.”
There was a pause, then a sigh. “I can’t leave you alone for five minutes.”
I could always count on him to make me laugh, even in the most ridonkulous situations. “Tell me about it. She was waiting up for me last night when I got home, and I thought at first I was being busted for curfew.” Not that I really had one. “Then I realized that I was still dressed incognito.”
He snickered. “I would have loved to have been there to see your face.”
Speaking of, my eyes flew down, scoping out my hair. I exhaled in relief as I stared down at my drab auburn hair. “Trust me. It wasn’t pretty,” I mumbled.
I heard him shift on the bed. “So Aunt Clara has a few skeletons of her own.”
“It appears so.” I nibbled on one of my fingernails. “We didn’t really get a chance to hash out the how’s and why’s. I was still a little woozy.”
“I just bet you were.”
If we had been in the same room, I would have thrown something at this head. “Whatever. I’ll see you tonight?”
“Wouldn’t miss it,” he said.
Immediately I missed the sound of his voice as I hung up, but I had more pressing matters than my longing heart. Flopping onto my back with oomph, my body was too jazzed to stay in bed. So I swung my legs over the side and decided I needed some fresh air. Last night I watched the sunset with Morgana, this morning I would take in the North Carolina sunrise, alone.
Discarding my cell phone on the nightstand, I went to toss on some clothes and brush my teeth. Ten minutes later, I sat in the middle of my backyard, soaking up the sun. It was the perfect temperature. Warm enough in just leggings and a shirt, without any sticky humidity, and a gentle breeze that always carried the scent of the sea. All morning I thought about my dream with Morgana. How could I not? On top of everything, a part of me was afraid
that I would not see her again.
Inside, my aunt was still snoring, so very unlike her to sleep in, even on a Saturday. I figured maybe it had something to do with what I put her through last night. She needed her beauty rest, and we needed to have a heart to heart.
But it could wait.
Stretching out on the plaid blanket, I opened a book that I had brought with me, a mindless story about someone else’s life, what a perfect diversion. Halfway into chapter three, I heard the soft crunch of grass. Startled, I looked up just in time to see Aunt Clara sit down next to me.
She handed me a mug filled with black coffee, her hair pulled back off her face. “You were up early,” she said.
I took a long whiff of the bitter aroma. God, she was a lifesaver. “I’ve been having unsettling dreams.”
She crossed her legs at her ankles. The sunbeams picked up the dark blonde highlights in her hair. “I bet. Do you want to tell me about them?”
Impatient, I took a sip from my cup and was rewarded with a burnt tongue. I wondered just how much she knew about my powers. I gathered that she knew I was a witch, that I wielded magic, but did she know just what kind of power? Or how dangerous I could be? I smiled sheepishly. “This is so surreal,” I admitted. “I thought by hiding this part of myself from you, I was protecting you.”
Never had she ever looked at me with anything but love—even now—her eyes glistened with pride. “It looks like we both had the same idea. You don’t have to hide who you are from me.”
Averting my eyes, I glanced down at the steam rising from my coffee. “I might have also been the teeniest bit afraid that you would kick me to the curb.” Being rejected and homeless at one time had been a real fear, although realistically, my aunt wasn’t the type of person to abandon family.
She snorted. “You are the only family I have, Brianna. There is nothing that will change that. Nothing. You can’t get rid of me that easy.”
I manufactured a smile. “What about Chad?”
“You’ve been mine since you were five. No one is as important to me as you,” she said, lightly brushing the hair off my shoulder.
Inhaling, I asked, “So you knew that my dad was…a witch?”
A wistful look passed over her expression. “I did. Your mom told me everything. And I mean everything. She didn’t know what TMI meant.”
I laughed. “How did you keep such a big secret?” It had been less than a year since I found out what I was, and keeping such a gargantuan secret had eaten me up inside. The people who meant the most—Tori, Austin, and my aunt—had been the ones I wanted to confide in.
She looked me directly in the eyes. “I wanted to tell you almost every day.”
Because I could relate, I found that I wasn’t angry she hadn’t told me sooner. Essentially we had been doing the same thing—shielding each other. “I know the feeling,” I muttered. “Why did you decide to bring it up last night, besides the fact that I came home looking like Sideshow Bob?”
Her smile was quick. “You gave me a heart attack. Don’t. Ever. Do that again,” she added.
“Duly noted.”
“I noticed changes in you this last year, little things at first. Then when I noticed the stress and the worry you’ve been under…I knew that something was wrong. And I realized the time had come—your safety depended on it.” A shadow passed over her eyes. “Are you in danger?”
I blinked. “It’s nothing that I can’t handle.” I hoped.
She didn’t look convinced, but then again, I had done a crappy job trying to be assuring. “I might not be able to turn a frog into a prince, but if you let me, I can help you.”
“My life is a mess.” I don’t know if anyone could help me.
Setting aside her coffee in the grass, she said, “Tell me about your dreams.”
Where did I start? “I met Morgana Le Fey,” I said.
Her eyes bugged out. Finally, a reaction I expected. “The Morgana?”
I nodded. “The one and only. She’s my great, great, great, great grandma.” I think that was right.
She chewed on her lip for a moment. “Your father failed to mention that little tidbit.”
“I’m not sure he knew. Morgana came to warn me, and I think it was the first time she has reached out. Our p-powers are almost parallel.” I tripped over the word, finding strange to be saying it out loud in front of my aunt.
“Warn you about what?” she asked, eyes narrowing.
Damn. So much for not telling her about the dangers in my life. This was a fresh wound, and it still hurt. My gaze flickered. “That someone close to me would betray me.”
She put the pieces together. “And that was what last night was about?”
“Yeah.” My voice dropped. “Lukas turned out to be someone he’s not.”
She stiffened. “A witch?”
It was more than just that. “And not a friend,” I grumbled.
Her brows drew together, making her pretty face fierce. “He hurt you?”
“Not physically,” I said just in case she was confused. “But yes. I thought he was my friend.”
“People suck.”
A sad chuckle tumbled from my lips. “I hit him.”
There was a spark of fire in her eyes. “Good for you. Now tell me about your gifts?” She pulled her legs up, sitting Indian-style across from me.
I shrugged. “I’m still learning, but I have affinities with the weather and with dreams. I can call upon storms and invade dreams.” I dragged my eyes back to the cup in my hands. Here goes nothing. I had a sneaky suspicion that she knew about my supernatural boyfriend. “Shortly after meeting Gavin at the beginning of the school year, he told me what I was capable of—showed me that I had magic.”
She smiled at me encouragingly.
I wasn’t done just yet, leaving the jaw-dropper for last. “And recently, I discovered that I can steal power from other witches.”
A small gasp leapt from her mouth. “Your father talked about witches with the abilities to take the powers from others. Are you sure?” She tried to keep the worry out of her tone, but I heard it.
Nodding, my unease soared. I couldn’t bring myself to tell her why I was so positive. Stealing from your boyfriend wasn’t something I was proud of, not to mention the witch I left powerless.
“Oh, Brianna,” she sighed. “I did not wish for that kind of responsibility on you, and I know that your parents didn’t either.”
I twiddled with a blade of grass I’d plucked. “I’m dealing with it.”
She gave me a sappy look. “Your parents would be so proud of the person you have become. I know I am.”
Damn. She was going to make me cry. I swallowed back the tears that threatened, because with tears came rain, and I really didn’t want to get wet.
She dabbed at her lower lashes, one eye at a time. “No more secrets, deal?”
That I could agree on. Nothing good ever came from hiding the truth. “Deal.”
“Well, I’ve procrastinated long enough. I’ve got to go into the shop, make sure Salena hasn’t burnt it to the ground. Are you coming in?”
Salena was one of the part-time employees who helped out. I shook my head. “Not yet.”
“Call me at the shop if you need anything.” She captured my chin between her fingers and tipped my face up. “Got that?”
I smiled. “I will,” I assured, hugging her. She was surprised at first, and then she relaxed, wrapping her arms around me and squeezing me tightly. I watched her walk inside, thinking I was the luckiest witch in the world to have someone who cared unconditionally for me. And a few minutes later I listened to the gentle hum of her engine as she backed down the driveway.
It did feel like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders, by being open and honest with my aunt. I was still dogged with problems, but it was one less obstacle I had to hurdle. And that felt pretty damn good.
Sitting there alone with Mother Nature, I mindlessly called forth my magic to pass time and keep mysel
f from dwelling on what I planned to do about Lukas. He wasn’t a hurdle I had to deal with; he was a freaking planet-sized obstacle. And knowing Lukas, he would be searching for me sooner than later. I wanted the time and place to be on my grounds—my terms.
I should have known that nothing goes as smoothly as intended—at least not in my life.
Normally when my emotions were scattered and running wild like today, I caused wicked storms. Instead I decided I needed a less volatile approach. Something less dramatic and more subdued. Something magical and happy. No tears I told myself. So I made it rain a rainbow of petals. Coral. Garnet. Canary. Fuchsia. All around me, vibrant colors fell and swirled in the winds. I plucked them off trees, from the bushes, and swept them from the ground, uplifting them into the air. It was stunningly beautiful and filled the area with a sweet perfume.
“This isn’t exactly the kind of skills I had hoped to teach you.”
I went perfectly still. The petals dropped to the ground, strewn over the green grass like blood droplets. There were a few stuck in my hair, but I didn’t care. Seeing Lukas had drained all the color from my face.
Chapter 22
I stopped breathing, partly because I didn’t know how I was going to react. There was a good chance that I would hit him again. Maybe a black eye this time, keep him on his toes. I jumped to my feet, with my hands clenched at my side, and stared at him.
The wind had tousled his hair, separating the strands. Green flecks sparkled in his eyes from the sun beating down upon us. There was no remorse in his typical carefree expression. Even his dimples flashed at the center of his cheeks.
I don’t what he was so amused with, but it fueled my anger. So I swung. In truth, I didn’t think I would get the jump on him a second time. He sidestepped out of the way, my fist connecting with nothing but air.
His lips curled as he stared down at me. “Is this going to be the way you greet from now on?”
“What are you doing here?” I demanded.
The dark blue shirt he wore stretched across his chest. “We need to talk. Or rather, you need to listen.”