“I got scared you’d want to be with them instead.”
She grabbed his thigh with her hand. “Oh my god, no. If anything I realized how much I needed you there with me.”
“Honestly?”
“Yes. God, Justin. I’m crazy about you, you have to know that.” She licked her lips. “Hell, I would never have allowed Kasey and Duncan into our bed if I wasn’t.”
“What?” His brow wrinkled in confusion. “You’re going to have to explain that one to me.”
“I feel safe with you in a way I never have with anyone else. Safe enough to admit my fantasies. Safe enough to not be ashamed of them. Or at least I did until you called me a buckle bunny.”
He winced. “Yeah about that, I’m sorry. That was completely uncalled for. I was an asshole.”
“Yeah, you were.”
“I don’t really know how to apologize.” He paused and made an odd sound as if it was difficult to get the words to slide across his tongue. “I was jealous and hurt and I lashed out at you. I know it’s no excuse but there it is.”
Hearing how much the admission cost him helped to ease the pain of what he’d said. She understood more than most how things could be said in the heat of the moment that you wish you could take back. And if he could share his feelings with her she owed it to him to do the same. “I can’t imagine having been willing to try that without you there.” She glanced down at her hand on his thigh.
Justin placed his fingers under her chin and forced her to look at him. “Kat, you are safe with me, and I’m glad you trusted me enough to tell me what you wanted.”
“But?” she asked when he hesitated.
“But I have to admit, I’m not man enough to stand back and let you go fuck whoever you want without me there.”
“You’re not man enough?”
He shook his head. “Nope, I can’t handle it. I’m cool with us having Kase and Dunc join us again in bed, ’cause I’d be lying if I said that wasn’t hotter than hell. But honestly, I’m not cool with you being with them without me.”
The hope that had been blossoming in her chest throughout this conversation sprang free and a smile spread across her face. “So what are you saying?”
“I’m saying I fucked up letting you go, and I want to make that right. I want to be the guy you tell your fantasies to. I want to be the person you explore them with.”
“Yeah?”
He wrapped his hand around the back of her neck and pulled her head toward him. “Oh yeah,” he said against her mouth a moment before his lips crashed down on hers.
“Show me,” she whispered and kissed him.
With a groan, he swept her up into his arms and stalked across the deck. He threw open the front door and walked right past an amused Denise, who stood in the kitchen doorway with a huge smile on her face. Kat grinned at the other woman when she gave her two thumbs up.
Justin carried her past the doorway to the guest bedroom and continued down the hall to his room. Taking her there for the first time. He laid her on his bed and followed her down, positioning himself on top of her.
His blue eyes stormed with arousal as he looked at her. His nostrils flared as his eyes raked over her body and she sighed. Damn, she loved when he looked at her like that, as if she were everything he’d ever wanted.
Justin kissed her, softly at first, the kind of kisses that said he could gladly do this all day. Well she couldn’t. Kat threaded her fingers through his hair, pressed her tongue into his mouth and ran it along the inside until his tangled with hers.
Strong, sure hands slowly pushed her shirt up as his calloused palms teased across her belly. Her stomach muscles quivered beneath his touch. How was it possible to have missed him so much in just a couple of days? The reverent way he touched her body spoke of how strongly the moment touched him too.
He pushed her shirt up, baring her breasts. “Damn, Kat,” he groaned when he saw the black lace demi-cup bra. The fabric barely covered the tips of her nipples, teasing. By the way his nostrils flared as he looked at her, the little bit of fabric was doing its job.
Justin flicked the bra down, exposing one breast then the other. He licked his lips then bent and sucked her nipple into his mouth. Moist heat engulfed the tip and she held his head there. He chuckled and sucked the peak into his mouth, hard, pressing it against the roof of his mouth. Her back arched off the bed of its own volition.
His tongue swirled around her other nipple then he kissed and licked his way down her body. He trailed his finger around the waistband of her jeans and carefully undid the button.
Anticipation coiled through her stomach. He worshipped her body, paying special attention to each little spot he discovered along the way. Damn it, she just wanted him to hurry already. This slow, torturous teasing was driving her crazy. She was so wet, with one little flick on her clit she would come undone. Her entire body trembled with need. She lifted her hips to encourage him to touch her.
He chuckled again. “Patience, darlin’,” he said. He rubbed the heel of his hand against the seam of her jeans, pressing the firm fabric against her clit. Her entire body shuddered.
“Yes,” she hissed. That was exactly what she needed.
“Fuck, I can’t wait,” he growled. The slow, calm tormentor was gone. In its place was the wild, hungry man she had come to love. Her jeans hit the floor, followed by her panties.
“Oh sweetheart,” he groaned as he reverently looked at her pussy. He ran his finger along her labia. “You’re enough to torment a saint,” he uttered.
Justin positioned his shoulders between her legs. He wrapped his hands under her ass and brought her up to his mouth. He inhaled deeply. “Jesus, I missed you,” he growled then swept his tongue along her pussy.
He swirled around her clit. Exhaling, he blew a puff of air against the sensitive flesh. The combination of his hot, wet tongue mixed with the puff and holy cow it felt amazing. She widened her legs, needing to feel more of him.
Threading her hands through his hair, she held him in place. This time he allowed her to hold him there. His finger slid inside her, fucking her as his tongue slurped at her clit.
“Don’t stop, Jus,” she moaned.
He lightly nibbled her clit with his lips and the slight edge of teeth. A shudder ran through her. Looking up, he met her stare and held it as he ran his other hand through her wet pussy then trailed his finger down to her ass. She shifted against the mattress.
He grinned and sucked her clit into his mouth. With his one hand teasing her ass and the other fucking her pussy, Kat’s body was on overload. All of her senses fired to life.
His finger slid inside her ass at the same time he sucked hard on her clit and the combination sent her tumbling toward orgasm. She clamped her thighs tightly against his head, holding him in place, not wanting the orgasm to ever end.
When she came back down to earth, Justin smiled at her. Somewhere along the line he’d ditched his jeans and knelt in front of her, his erection throbbed beneath her stare.
“I want you, Jus,” she told him.
He ripped into the condom wrapper with his teeth and within seconds he was sheathed and poised at her entrance. His hard cock flexed at the entrance to her pussy. She gripped his tight ass in her hands and pulled him toward her.
“I want you inside me,” she demanded.
He slowly pushed inside. When he was fully seated she sighed, enjoying the full feeling. His jaw flexed tight as he held himself still. The effort not to move obviously cost him as his dick twitched inside.
Digging her heels into his ass, she arched her hips. He eased back and slowly slid forward again. The slow movement dragged out the sensual torture, hitting every nerve ending along the way.
She slapped his butt.
“Move your ass, cowboy.”
Justin growled but did as she requested. He pulled back and thrust forward. Slowly, drawing it out. When he was fully sheathed inside he paused and held still. Showing her a tenderness he’d nev
er shown her before. In the past it had always been hard and fast, a pounding rhythm they both enjoyed. Kat clenched her internal muscles around him and he groaned. “Do that again,” he commanded.
Kat flexed again, the action triggering something inside her. He swiveled his hips. Her pussy clenched around him as he hit her G-spot. Damn, that felt freakin’ amazing. Justin rubbed her clit at the same time he thrust forward. Her breathing hitched as her orgasm drew near.
“Look at me, Kat.”
She forced her eyes opened and watched him. The cords in his neck stood out, his nostrils flared as he moved. He looked so sexy.
Their eyes locked and held. He thrust and swiveled again and again. She felt completely connected to him, as if he was allowing her to see a part of himself he’d never shown anyone before, something she’d never shown anyone either. That realization tore through her, making the orgasm that dragged along in its wake more intense than anything she’d ever felt.
As her pussy spasmed and her orgasm gripped her, Justin groaned above her, shuddering with his own orgasm.
He dipped his head and pressed his lips to hers. Their tongues tangled. She put everything she was feeling into the kiss.
How was it possible to feel so strongly about someone in only a matter of weeks? After what they’d just experienced together she had no doubt he felt the same way about her.
Justin pushed himself up onto his elbows. His hand traced the line of her face as he looked down at her. “You don’t know how many times I’ve pictured you here in my bed.”
She smiled. “Then why didn’t we ever come in here before?” she asked.
“Because I didn’t want to remember being in here with you when you were gone,” he told her.
Kat’s heart flipped at the honest admission ripped from her strong cowboy. “And now?”
“And now I need you here, in my bed where you belong. We’ll figure out the rest later.” He bent and softly pressed his lips against hers, the tenderness in the kiss undid her.
Definitely later, she thought as she sank into his kiss.
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Lauren Fraser resides in British Columbia, Canada, with her husband and two children. When she’s not busy writing, Lauren loves to spend time with her family outside—camping, hiking and kayaking.
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