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by Jenna Moreci


  patrolmanofhighrank.Hewasfairincomplexion,hisskinpractically

  blendinginwithhiswhite-blondhair,andhiseyeswerefiercelybluelikethose

  ofahuskydog.Butoneglaringfeaturestoodoutfromtheothers:ascar,deep

  andtextured,followedtheleftsideofhisjawfromhistempletohischin.The

  manwasglaringatFurst,poundinghisfistintohispalmashespoke,while

  Furstcuppedhischininhishandsandlistenedintently.

  “Thiswas neversupposedtohappen,”thepatrolmanwhispered.

  Evestoppedinthecenterofthelobby,haltedbythecuttingnatureofhiswords.

  HereyesfellonFurst—hisgazewascastdownatthefloor,hisfacedrainedof

  allcolor—andshecouldimmediatelytellthatsomethingwas

  dreadfullywrong.Asnapdecisionwasmade;hastily,shegrabbedArmaanby

  thewristandtuggedhimaroundanearbycorner,pushingbothherselfandhim

  againstthewall.

  “Whatthe—”

  Evepressedherfingeragainstherlips,silencingArmaaninstantly.Thenshe

  cockedherheadintheoppositedirection—towardFurstandthepatrolman—

  andafteramomentofconfusion,heenthusiasticallynodded,seemingly

  excited for the task at hand. Together they peered around the corner, trying theirbesttoeavesdropontheremainderoftheexchange.

  “Thisisallsomuchworsethanwethought,”thepatrolmancontinued.“We

  needtotakeaction now.”

  “Andwhatsortofactiondoyouproposewetake?”Furstasked.

  “Wehavetoinformthestudents—”

  “Absolutelynot.”

  “We’re losing,Furst.”themangrowled.“They’regainingmomentum,andwe

  don’tevenhavea specimen— ”

  “Thenwe’lltryharder.”

  “Furst,Idon’tthinkyouunderstandthegravityofthesituation.”

  “Iunderstandperfectly,whichiswhyIcalledthefacultymeetingso

  urgently,butnowisnotthetimeforhastydecisions.”

  “There’snotimetowaste.Theyhaveeverything: Fairon has everything. ”

  “Colonel—”

  Furststoppedshortashiseyeslandedontheirunwantedspectator:Eve.The

  colonelfollowedsuit,turningabruptlytoseewhatorwhohadcaughtFurst’s

  attention. Eve‘s cheeks flushed and she quickly ducked back behind the wall, thoughhereavesdroppinghadalreadybeenmademorethanapparent.

  “Followmetomyoffice,Colonel,”Furstmumbled,andthetwomenleftthe

  wardtogether.

  EveturnedtowardArmaan.“Doyouknowwhothatguywas?Theoneinthe

  uniformwithFurst?”

  Heshrugged.“Noidea.”

  Theyshuffledintotheelevatorandstoodinsilence.TheimageofDean

  Furstandthecolonel—withhissnow-whitecompletionandhisjarringscar—

  filledhermind,andtheirwordsechoedinherthoughts.

  Theyhaveeverything.

  Whowere they?AndwhowasFairon?

  Asthepairreachedtheisolationwing,Eve’smusingsonFurstandthe

  colonelwerereplacedbyanoverwhelmingsenseofanxiety.Shecouldn’thelp

  butgroanaloudattheawfulsightbeforeher.

  “Backforanother touroftheward,huh?”Heatherbarbed.Shewassittingat theclerk’sdeskwithanarrogantsmirkplasteredacrossherface.“Don’tmind

  me,I’mjust observing.”

  Eve’sfacebecamehot.ShelookedatArmaan,whostaredupatherwith

  blank,puzzledeyes.

  “Don’task,”shemuttered.RefusingtogiveHeatherasecondglance,she

  hurriedlyhandedherIDbadgetothesecurityofficerandgrabbedatthe

  isolationwingdoor.

  “Hey,”Armaansqueaked,haltingherbeforesheleft,“Iwasn’ttryingto

  makeyouuncomfortableearlier.Youknow,withallmytalkabouthow

  dynamicyouare.”

  Eveofferedareassuringsmile.“Noworries.We’refine.”

  “Ijustthinkwecanreallylearnfromoneanother.”

  ShecouldfeelHeather’sscathinggaze;itwasalmosttoomuchtobear.

  “Let’sdiscussthisanothertime,”sheanswerednervously.

  “Oh,okay.”Histonewasmeekanddiscouraged,andEvefeltherheartbreak

  forhimjustalittlebit.

  Shesqueezedhisshoulder.“Ipromisewewill.”

  Armaan’seyeslitupwithhisusualoptimism.“We’refriends,right?”

  Friends—itseemedlikesuchaforeignterm.Herfirstfewweeksat

  Billington had felt so lonely, not unlike the vast majority of her life, and despiteherfalsecamaraderiewithMadison,Evehadyettomakeasingle

  friendinsomanyyears.

  “Yes.Ofcoursewe’refriends.”

  Evesaunteredintotheisolationwing,herspiritslifted,ifonlyforamoment.

  Really, she wasn’t quite sure how she felt anymore—lately, her varying emotionsseemedtoblendtogetherintoamassiveknotthatshefoughtto

  ignore.AsshestoodinfrontofJason’sdoor,shethoughtaboutwhatmightbe

  waitingforherontheotherside:adarkroomwhereJasonsataloneinhisbed,

  staring lifelessly at the wall. Shards of glass on the floor, or maybe blood dripping from his stapled chest. The possibilities seemed endless, and the lift thatArmaanhadgivenherbegantoebb.Shebitherlipandreluctantlyopened

  thedoor.

  WhenshesteppedintoJason’shospitalroom,Eve’smouthfellopen,andshe

  was sure her surprise was plastered across her face. The room was bright, almostcheery,withthesofthumofthesoundsystemlightlyfillingthespace.

  The bed was empty, its blue sheets messily flopped across the mattress, as Jason stood in front of his desk, his back facing her and his broad shoulders hunched over his scratchpad. He rubbed one foot against the opposite ankle, fidgetingwiththehemofhisflannelpajamabottomsasheflippedthroughthe

  pagesofhisdigitaltextbook.

  AsthedoorclickedshutbehindEve,Jasonturnedtogreether.Hishairwas

  combed,hisfacewasclean-shaven,andheworeasomewhatunexpectedsmile

  thatseemedtoilluminatetheroomabitmore.

  “Wow,”Evechuckled,hereyeswidewithshock.“Youshaved.You

  showered.You actuallygotoutofbed…”

  “Hey,inmydefense,thenursesdon’twantmestandingorwalkingaround,”

  Jasonsaid,leaningagainstthedeskbehindhim.“Theydon’twantmeto‘exert’

  myself.You’relookingatarebelrighthere.”

  Eve took a seat in her designated folding chair. “I’m looking at a changed man.”Sheraisedhereyebrowsandstaredhimupanddown.“Now,ifonlyyou

  couldinvestinashirt.”

  He looked down at his chest and back at Eve. “The cotton rubs against the staples—it’sitchy.”Heranhishandlightlyacrosshischestasifsuddenlyself-conscious.“Doesitmakeyouuncomfortable?Thescar?”

  Eveglancedoverhisscar:theincisionwashealingdaybydayasifweeks

  had passed. And beneath the scar, Eve couldn’t help but notice the outline of Jason’sfirmchestandabdomen.UnlikethemassivehulksinEve’scombat

  class, Jason was long, lean, and carved, with strong shoulders and a narrow waist.Shehadn’tnoticedbefore;perhapsshe’dbeentoodistractedbythescar,

  orbytheunpleasantambiance,orpossiblytheinitialtensionbetweenthem.

  “Don�
��tbestupid,”shequipped.Shefiddledwithhershoulderbaginsearch

  ofasmallobjecttomanipulate.“Haveaseat.We’llstartwhereweleftofflast

  time.”

  Aslightrustlingcaughtherattention;shetookalookatthecorneroftheroom

  andsawJason’spileofpresentsshakingasifitwerecomingtolife.

  Suddenly,asmallbluegift—thesameoneshehadcontrolledduringtheirfirst

  meetingtogether—dartedfromthemoundandpromptlylandedinherlap.She

  looked back and forth between the gift and Jason, who met her gaze with a smug,toothygrin.

  “Haveyoubeen practicing? ”

  “MaybeIhave.”Hewinked.

  “Well,Mr.‘This-Gift-is-a-Curse,’you’recertainlyfullofsurprisestoday.”

  Jasontookaseatonhisbedandbowedhischin,jokinglypayinghisrespects

  tohisnewtutor.“Justtryin’tomakeyouproud,Teach.”

  Evesmirked.“Allright,showoff,you’vegotthebasics—ratherquickly,by

  theway—butthatdoesn’tmeanwe’regoingtotakeiteasy.You’llbemelting

  everythinginthisroomtoday,startingwiththat,overthere.”Shenodded

  towardhisdesk.“Yourdeskdrawers—you’llbeopeningthemonebyoneuntil

  youcandriftintoyourmeltwithouteventhinkingaboutit.Anddon’t

  concentrate too hard like you did last time. The more relaxed you feel, the morecontrolyou’llhaveoveryourgift.”

  SheturnedherattentiontoJason,expectingtoseehimpreparingtomelt,but

  insteadfoundhimstaringbackatherintently,hisfacedonningaslightsmirk

  asifhehadasecret.

  “Areyouevenlisteningtome?”

  “Irememberyou.”

  Evewrinkledhernose.“Well,you shouldrememberme.Yousawme

  yesterday and the day before. The Interlopers dissected your chest, not your brain.”

  “No,Imeanbeforeallofthis—Irememberyou.Webumpedintoeachother

  onthefirstdayofclasses.”

  “Oh.”Eve’smindwanderedtotheirencounterinthehallsofthebusiness

  building. “Actually,ifyouwanttogettechnical, youbumpedinto me—

  gracefully,mightIadd.”

  “Ah,thereitis:thatfamiliarcuttingsarcasm.”Hesmiled.“Youcertainlyknow

  howtoputsomeoneintheirplace.NotsurehowIcould’veforgottenyou.”

  Evelookedawayuncomfortably.“Well,you’vebeenmorethanabit

  preoccupiedsincethen,whatwithbeingcutopenbyaliensandall.”

  “Wow.Youputitsodelicately.”

  “It’sagift.”

  “Seemslikeyou’vegotalotofgifts…”

  “Speakingofwhich”—EveignoredJason’sretortandsnatchedthepackage

  fromhismattress—“you’vegotworktodo.”

  “Whyareyoudoingthis?”

  Eveletoutalong,irritatedsigh.“Areyougoingtokeepstalling,orarewe

  goingtogettowork?”

  Jasonlaughed.“Comeon,relax.”Heleanedbackinhisbed,proppinghis

  neckagainsttheheadrest.“I’mjustcurious.Whyare yoututoringme?Imean, yousaidityourself:youdidn’tsignupforthis.”

  Eve’sshouldersstiffened.“Doesitmatter?”

  “No,notreally.Doyoualwaysgetthistensewhenpeopleaskyouquestions?”

  Of course not, Eve thought, though she knew she was lying to herself. She exhaledloudlyandgaveJasonadisgruntledlook.

  “Ididn’thaveachoice.DeanFurstcalledmeintohisoffice—hesaiditwas

  myjobtotrainyou,andthatwasthat.”

  “Damn,anorderstraightfromFursthimself?”Jasonstoppedshort,

  distractedbyanewidea.“Youknow,themandoesn’twastehistimewithjust

  anyone.”

  “Yes,well,you’renotjust anyone. You’rethesonofasenator.”

  “Iwasn’ttalkingaboutme.”

  “Thenwhatwereyoutalkingabout?”

  “Whyyou?”

  “Oh, God— ”

  “Outofallthechimerasatthisschool,youwereasked—no, forced—tobe

  sittingherewithmerightnow,”heinterrupted.“Youmustbespecial.”

  Evepursedherlips,aggravated.“Weneedtogetbacktowork.”

  “Eve,wouldyoubelievemeifIsaidthatI’mjusttryingtogettoknowyou?

  Becauselikeitornot,that’sthetruth.”

  Shecouldn’thelpbutnoticehiseyes:hehadadisarmingstarethatlefther

  anxious, and yet she felt that maybe, possibly, he was truly being honest with her.

  “Youdon’tneedtogettoknowme.I’mjustyourtutor.”

  “You’retheonlypersonI’mallowedtosee—besidesmynursesanddoctor.

  ForgivemeifI’mcravingsomegenuineconversationaboutsomethingother

  thansuturesandantibacterialointment.”

  Evesighed;Jasonwasapainintheass.Unfortunatelyforher,hewasapain intheasswithasound,logicalargument.Itcouldn’thurttotellhimthetruth—

  after all, he already knew her true identity, and it was an identity they both shared. If anyone could be trusted with this information, who better than a fellowchimera?Andyet,alloftherationalizingintheworlddidn’tmakethe

  wordsanyeasiertosay.

  “Apparently,I’mreally… goodatwhatIdo.”

  “WhydoIhavethefeelingthatthatwasasignificantunderstatement?”

  “Becauseitwas.”

  “So,wereyouplanningonelaborating?”

  Evegrimaced,stallingforamoment.“I’mkindof…”

  Jasonraisedhiseyebrows.“Yes?”

  “Basically—”

  “Justsayit.”

  “I amsayingit.”

  “Notreally.”

  “I’mthestrongestchimeraintheworld,”Evespat,annoyedbyhis

  badgering.

  Jasonstaredatherindisbelief.“What?”

  Evefaltered.“God,itsoundssoweirdeventome.There’snowaytosayit

  without,well,sayingitjustlikethat.”

  “You’rethestrongestchimerainthe world?”

  “Yes,”Evehissed,hercheeksrosywithembarrassment,“anditdoesn’t soundanylessweirdcomingfromyou.”

  Hesmiled,hiseyesstilllitwiththesamefire—thesamesincerity.

  “It’snotweird.It’sincredible.”

  Hisreactionsurprisedher: incredible,he’dsaid.It wasincredible,truly,butto hearitfromsomeoneelsewassostrangeandunexpected.Tryasshemight,

  shecouldn’tthinkoftherightwordstosaytohim,soinsteadshestaredather

  handsasshealwaysdidwhenshefeltuneasy.

  “So,ifyou’rethestrongestchimeraintheworld,tellme:whatcanyoudo?”

  “Can’twejustmeltalready?”

  “Eve,”Jasongroaned,“comeon.Please?”

  Evegrumbled.“Well,I’mfast.Reallyfast,actually.Andstrong,thoughI

  knowIdon’tlookit.Lookscanbedeceivingwithchimeras.”

  “Andyourgift?”

  Evekepthergazepointedathercuticles.“Icanmovestuff,obviously—

  prettymuchanythingyoucouldthinkof.Abook,acouch…”Shesmirked.“A

  bus…”

  “Whatelse?”

  “Icanmanipulatethings.Anythingyoucandowithyourhands,Icandowith

  my gift. You know, turn light switches on and off, open doors, tie shoelaces, hammeranail.”

  “Whataboutlivingthings?Whataboutpeople?”

&nb
sp; “Yousurearenosy.”

  “Thecorrectwordis intrigued.”

  Evesighed,stillresoluteinherirritation.“Takesalotmorepractice,butyes,I canmovepeople.Infact,Icouldmoveawholecrowdofpeople—ifIwanted

  to,atleast.That’sactuallythehardestskilltomaster:meltingmultiple

  thingsatonce.Ittookmeyearstogetthatdown.”

  “Maybeaneasierquestiontoanswerwouldbewhat can’tyoudo.”

  Evesatquietly,stillfussingwithherfingernails.Shethoughtabouthis

  questions—hisincessant,pesteringquestions.Shedidn’thavetoanswerthem;

  afterall,thiswasnoneofhisbusiness.Shewastheretoteachhim,andnothing

  more.Andyet,somethinginsideofher,orpossiblysomethinginsideofhim,

  urgedhertoopenup.Outofthecornerofhereye,shecouldseehimwatching

  her,waitingforheranswerwithlargeeyesthatlookedsounthreatening.

  “Ifit’srootedtotheground,Ican’tmeltit.Likeatreeorabuilding.”

  “Makessense.”

  Shehesitatedforamoment,stillstaringdownatherlap,avoidinghisgaze.

  “Ican’tfly.”

  Jasonfurrowedhisbrow.“Huh?”

  “Letmerephrase.Righthere,rightnow,Icouldmakeyoulevitate.Icould

  haveyousoaringthroughtheroomdoingflipsandloopslikeitwasnothing.

  ButIcouldn’tdothattomyself.”Shefrowned.“LordknowsI’vetrieda

  milliontimes.”

  “Anythingelse?”

  Evestopped.Theanswerwasthere,restingonthetipofhertongue,andyet

  it was so very hard to utter. It was a gamble—she knew this—but despite her greatersensibility,shedecidedtosayitanyway.

  “Therearelimitations,”shebegan,slowly.“Imean…”Shesighed.“Idon’t

  thinkyou’dunderstand.”

  “Tryme.”

  Shegrowledslightly,aggravatedbyhisresolve,butcontinuedregardless.“I

  candoalotofthingswithmygift.Itusedtoscareme,howmuchIcoulddo.It

  doesn’tseemright,tohavesomuchpowertrappedinsideyourmind.”

  Jasonrolledhiseyes.“You’restartingtosoundlikemydad.”

  “Youreallydon’tgetit.”Theireyesmet.“Icould hurtpeoplewithmygiftifI wantedto.Icouldhurlyouagainstthewall,throwyouhighintotheairand

  let you fall to the ground. I could melt a knife into your chest. It’s sick, the thought of it.” She stopped for a second, stirred by her own words. “But to answeryourquestion,Ican’tjustthinkaboutbreakingyourlegsoryourback

 

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