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by Jenna Moreci


  mean,areyouscared?”

  Jasonsmirked.“After this?”Hepointedtohischest.“Nothingscaresme.”

  Hisvoice,thoughstrong,waslacedwithsomethingelse:somethingraw.

  Eve glanced at his scar; after so many days together she hardly noticed it anymore, but there it was, slightly smoother than the day before, though still justasdaunting.

  “Whataboutyou?”Jasonasked.

  “Whatdoyoumean,whataboutme?”

  “Aren’tyouworried?Aren’tyouafraidthey’llcomeforyou?”

  Evepaused,staringoffatthewallassheruminatedoverthequestion.“You

  know, I haven’t really thought about it.” She sat still for a moment, her eyes distantandglossyuntiltheyfinallymadetheirwaybacktoJason.“No,Iguess

  I’mnot.”

  “Whynot?”

  Shetookonelastlookathisscarandthenstareddownatherhands.Hereyes

  landedonthepencil-thinblemishacrossherpalm—theoneshe’d

  receivedfromaseventh-graderwieldingaknife.

  “Therearesomethingsinthisworldthatareworsethanaliens.”

  “Well,I’mworried.”

  “Youjustsaidyouweren’t—”

  “Foryou,Eve.I’mworriedforyou.”

  Theireyesmet.Evecrossedherarmsandquicklylookedaway.

  “So,Iwasdoingsomeresearch,”Jasoncontinued,“aboutchimeras.”He

  pausedforasecondandsmiled.“Didyouknowtheaveragechimeragoes

  throughemergencebetweentheagesoftwenty-oneandtwenty-five?”

  “OfcourseIknowthat,”shescoffed.

  “Butyou’renineteen.”

  “Yeah,so?”

  “Andyou’realsothestrongestchimeraintheworld,right?Whichmeans

  youmust’vehadyourgiftforawhilenow.”

  Evewrinkledhernose.“Whatareyougettingat?”

  “You’reholdingoutonme,Eve.”

  “Dammit,Jason,arewedoingthisagain?”

  “I’mjustcurious—”

  “Andpushy,andinvasive—”

  “It’s like pulling teeth with you, every time,” Jason groaned. “You can talk about melting or school or the weather for hours, but if I ask one question about you,it’saproblem.”

  BeforeEvecouldformarebuttal,shestoppedherself;hewasright,muchto

  herchagrin.Whereshecamefrom,everyoneknewherstory—buttoJasonshe

  wasamystery,awell-keptsecret,admittedlybyherownchoosing.

  Therewasnouseinhidingthetruth—healreadyknewtoomuch,anyway.

  Sheclearedherthroat,stareddownatherhands,andreluctantlyspoke.

  “MyparentswerekilledinacarcrashwhenIwaseightyearsold.Iwatched

  ithappen.”

  Jasonwassilentforamoment,hiseyeswide,hisbodystiff.

  “OhGod,”hefinallymuttered.“Iamsucha dick.”

  “Jason—”

  “Ishould’ve neverasked.Itwasn’tmyplace.”

  “It’sokay,Jason,Ipromise.”Shehesitated,nervouslyfiddlingwithher

  cuticles.“Itwasalongtimeago.”

  Hegrumbled,stillirritatedwithhimself.“Soyou’vehadyourgiftsinceyou

  wereeightyearsold?Itmakessense,then,whyyou’rethebest.”

  “Yearsofpractice—practice youshouldbegettingrightnow.”

  “Withallduerespect,we’vemeltedeverythinginthisroom.There’snothing

  lefttomove,but—”

  “Me.”

  Jasondidadoubletake.“What?”

  Evegrinned,amusedbyhissurprise.“You’reright.You’vemanipulated

  everythinginhere,andyou’vebeengoodatittoo.It’stimeforthenextstepin yourtraining.”Shefoldedherlegsbeneathher.“Youmovedpeopleduring

  youremergence.Youcanmoveme.”

  “Yeah,butthatwasdifferent.Iwas freaking out.”

  Everolledhereyes.“I’vetoldyouthisalready:youremergenceisadirect

  reflectionofhowpowerfulyourgiftwillbe.”

  Hestoppedandsmiled.“Whatdid youmoveduringyouremergence?”

  “Atruck.”

  “Dammit,Eve.Waytostealmythunder.”

  Shesmirked.“Comeon,giveitashot.”

  “Yousurethisisagoodidea?”

  “No,”shelaughed,“butifyoucanmovemejusttheslightestbitrightnow,

  onlytwoweeksintoyourtraining…”Shepaused,hereyesbrightwith

  anticipation.“You’regoingtobeunstoppable.”

  “WhatifIhurtyou?”

  “Don’tflatteryourself.”Shewinked.

  Withachuckle,Jasoncrackedhisback,loosenedhisshoulders,and

  preparedforthechallengeinfrontofhim.Helethishandsfalltohissides,his palms facing up toward the ceiling, and Eve could see the far-off look in his eyesthattoldherhewasmelting.Theexcitedpoundingofherheartwas

  distracting, beating in her eardrums and her throat, making it impossible for hertoremaincalm. Please,shethoughttoherself ,letthiswork.

  Shedidn’timmediatelynoticewhenhiseyeslosttheirfarawaylook,butshe

  sawitnow:hisstarewasintenseandfixedonher,theireyeslockedasifdrawn

  togetherbyamagneticforce.Jasonlosthismelt;heblinkedandlookedaway.

  “Sorry.Can’tseemtofocus,”hemumbled.

  “Closeyoureyes.”

  “Oh…”

  “Imean,”shestammered,“it’llprobablyhelp.That’sall.”

  Again,Jasonrelaxedintoastateofmelting,thistimewithhiseyesshut.Eve

  exhaledandsquirmedinherseat,waitingimpatientlyformagictohappen rightthereinthatroom.Thesuspensewasmaddening,thequietastorturousas

  nailsstreakingacrossachalkboard,butshetriedtopacifyheranxiousenergy.

  Jason could do it—there wasn’t a doubt in her mind, though the seconds felt like intolerable hours, and she couldn’t stand to wait much longer. A faint pricklingsensationcoursedthroughherbody:sheassumeditwashernerves

  stirringwithinher,sendingatremorfromthenapeofhernecktoherfingers

  and toes. She took a look down at the floor as the chill grew stronger, and suddenlysheknewwherethefeelingwascomingfrom.

  “Jason,openyoureyes.”

  HisgazeslowlymadeitswayfromthefloortoEve,andaglintofawelitup

  hisface.Evewashoveringafootaboveherchair.Shewasfloating.

  “Holyshit…”hemurmured.

  “Youdidit.You really didit.”

  Jasonwasstill,hislipsslightlypartedashestaredbackather.Finally,he

  gently nodded his chin, following the motion of Eve’s body as he rested her backinherseat.

  “Thanksforthesmoothlanding,”shequipped.

  “Holyshit,”herepeated.HelookedatEveasifhewereseeingherforthe

  veryfirsttime.“Holy. Shit.Didyouseethat?”

  “Idid.”

  “Thatwas unreal.”

  “Feltrealtome.”

  Hewasquiet,hiseyespanningfromEve’sfacedowntohisopenpalms.

  “You’rereallypowerful,Jason.”Evejumpedfromherseat,tooinspiredto

  sitstill.“Mostchimerasneverusetheirgift.They’retooscared.Andthosewho

  do—theycanmeltpebbles,pencils,maybebooks.”Hersmilewasradiant.

  “Youcanmelt people.Thatmeanssomething.”

  Eve’sfacesuddenlydropped;Jason’sexcitementhadfadedintonothingness,

  hisexpre
ssionnowbleakandsomber.

  “Jason,I’mkindofshoweringyouwithcomplimentshere.Thisdoesn’t

  happenveryoften,youknow.”

  Heranhisfingersthroughhishairasheoftendidwhiledeepinthought.

  “Canyouimaginewhatwecoulddoifweweren’t here,”hegrowled,“stuckin thisroom?”

  Shefrowned.“Gotacaseofcabinfever?”

  “Youhave noidea.”Jasonwanderedtowardthewindowandpeeredbetween

  theblinds.“TheykeeptellingmeI’mnotwellenoughtoleaveyet.”Helooked

  back at Eve, his eyes dark and feverish. “Look at me. I’m fine. I’ve been fine for days.Butthey’rekeepingmehereanyway,andtheywon’tgivemeareal reasonwhy.”

  Evesankintoherchair;shewatchedhimhoverbythewindow,pacingback

  and forth like a caged animal, and realized that he was exactly that: caged, confined,andhiddenfromtheworld.

  “IneedtogetoutofherebeforeIgocrazy,”hecontinued.“Theonlything

  keepingmesaneis—”Hepaused.“Mysessions.Withyou.”

  Anawkwardsilencefilledtheroom.EvecouldfeelJason’sanxietyandhis

  penetrating stare—she had to change the subject. Her eyes panned across the spaceuntiltheyreachedthestackofgiftsinthecornerbyhisdesk.

  “Ihaveaquestionforyou.”Shenoddedherheadtowardthepile.“Why

  haven’tyoutouchedthose?”

  Herolledhiseyes.“They’renotforme.”

  “Really?Becauseyourname’swrittenallover’em.”

  “They’rebasicallyformyparents.”Heglaredatthecolorfulstackasifit

  weremockinghim.“Justabunchofweakattemptstowinfavorwithmydad.

  Toobadheneverstoppedbytoseejusthowmanypeoplearedyingtokisshis

  ass.”

  “So,you’rejustgoingtoleavethemthere?”

  Heshrugged.“Idon’twantanythingtodowiththosepeople.I’venevereven

  methalfofthem.”

  Thoughhetriedtoconcealit,Evecouldsensethebitternessinhiswords.

  She didn’t blame him; the life he had lived was miles from hers—a life of comfortandaffluence—andyetthejadedlookonhisfacewasonesheherself

  hadwornmanytimesbefore.Theywerethesameinthatway.

  Withaspringinherstep,shetrottedtowardJason’spileofpresentsandrustled throughtheheap.

  “Therehastobesomethingherefromsomeoneyouknow.”

  “Youdon’thavetodothat—”

  “Comeon,Jason.”Evesmiledasshesortedthroughthepackages.“It’slike

  Christmasoverhere.You’restuckinthisroomallday.Youshouldhavealittle

  fun.”

  “Meltingisfun.”

  “Ithoughtmeltingwasacurse?”

  “You’renevergoingtoletmelivethatdown,huh?”

  “Probablynot.”

  “Okay,”hefolded,“youwin.Handmeadamngift.”

  Evedidn’tknowwhatshewaslookingfor;noneofthenameswerefamiliar

  toher,thoughsheassumedthatwouldbethecase.Andthenshestumbled

  acrossit—thesmallblueboxthathadservedastheirplaythingforthepasttwo

  weeks.Sheremovedaheart-shapedcardfromunderneaththebowandscanned

  thetext:

  To:JasonA.Valentine

  LotsofLove:MadisonMariePalmer

  “Madisonsentyouagift?”

  “OhGod,putthatoneback.Betteryet,burnit.”

  Eveignoredhisrequest,tossingthegiftontohislap.“Youhavetoopenthis.”

  “Why?”

  “Justdoit.”

  “Fine,Iguess.”Hetoreatthepaperandrevealedaboxcoveredindiamond flecks.“Oh, thisisverymasculine…”

  “What’sinside?”

  Jasonslowlyopenedthesparklyboxasiffearfulofitscontents.Hestopped

  for a moment, his eyes bulged—and he laughed aloud, practically moved to tearsbywhateverwasinside.Withgreatreluctance,hereachedinsideand

  pulledoutascanty,brightpinklacethong.

  “Thisisajoke,right?”heasked.“Didyouknowaboutthis?”

  Eve’sjawdropped.“Shecan notbeserious!”

  “Youdon’tgettopickoutanymoregifts,Eve.”

  “GoodGod,Ican’tbelievewe’vebeenlevitatingMadison’s underwearthis

  wholetime.”

  “Toldyouweshould’veburnedit!”

  “Itdoesn’tmakesense,”shestuttered.“She demotedyou.”

  “Wait,demoted?What?”

  “Nothing.”Hercheeksflushedandsheshookherhead.“Thiswasabad

  idea.”Shehurriedlygatheredherthingstogether.“Ihavetogo.”

  “Really?Already?”

  “Ihavehomework,”sheanswered,pullinghershoulderbagoverherarm

  andracingforthedoor.

  “Oh…”Jasonmumbled.“Butyouusuallystaysomuchlonger…”

  She stopped by the exit, her hand hovering an inch above the doorknob. “I know,I’msorry.”HereyeswanderedbacktoJasonandthentoMadison’spink

  skivviestossedtothesideoftheroom,andshecringed.“I’llseeyou

  tomorrow.”

  Ahalf-secondlater,shewasbarrelingthroughtheisolationwing,desperate

  toleaveJason’sroomandMadison’spantiesfarbehindher.Therewasno

  explanationforwhathadhappenedthere—atleast,norationalone—andshe

  quicklydecidedthatshewouldn’tbothertryingtomakesenseofitall.Still,the imageofMadison’sunderthingswasingrainedinherthoughtslikeafoul

  branding,somuchsothatshecompletelyforgottoevenchecktheclerk’sdesk

  forHeather—shewasn’tthere,regardless—andinsteadkeptchargingforward.

  JustasMadison’spinkthongflashedbeforeEve’seyesyetagain,theelevator

  doorsopened,revealingafriendlyfacewaitingforherontheotherside.

  “Eve!”Armaanchirped.“Whatareyoudoinghere?”

  Evegrimacedasshesteppedintotheelevator.“Leaving.Whatare youdoing here?”

  “I’mtryingtobecomeamedicalstudent—I’m alwayshere,”Armaan

  mumbled.“AreyoudonewithJasonalready?Don’tyouusuallystickarounda

  lotlonger?”

  “Ihavehomework,”Evegrumbled.

  “Well,itdoesn’tmatter.Iwasswingingbytopickyouupanyway.”

  “Me?Why?”

  “DeanFurstwantstoseeyou.”

  “Furst?Really?Whatfor?”

  “HowshouldIknow?I’mjustthe babysitter.”

  Eveglancedoveratherfriend.Hisusuallypluckysparkwasmissing,and

  hisfacelookedtiredanddrained.

  “Youokay?”

  “Yeah,I’mfine,”hesighed,leaninghisbackagainstthewalloftheelevator.

  “It’sjustthateverythingishappening aroundme,andit’slikeI’mjust…Idon’t know.Watching.”

  “Whatdoyoumean?”

  “There’ssomuchgoingon,youknow?Liketoday,withtheabduction.“

  ArmaanlookedupatEve,hiseyesfilledwithsadness.“Icouldhelp,youknow.

  Icoulddo something.”

  “Armaan,that’swhatthepatrolmenarefor.That’s theirjob.”

  “Thepatrolmenareabunchof hammers— ”

  “Armaan— ”

  “I’mjustsaying , ”hemoanedastheelevatordoorsfinallyopened,“Iwantto beapartofsomething big,Eve.Likeyou.”

  “Me?”Shelaughed.“I’mnotapartofanything.”

  “
Butyou’renursinganattackvictimbacktohealth.“

  “Nursing? God,youmakeitsoundlikeI’m breastfeedingtheguy.”

  “You’re involved,Eve.AndI’mnothing.Ijust…fadeintothebackground.”

  ShestoppedandstaredbackatArmaan.Shefeltforhim—itwashardnotto.

  “Youwantmyadvice,kid?”

  Armaanshrugged.“Sure.”

  Eveleanedforward,strugglingtoreacheyelevelwithherpint-sizedescort,

  andputherhandsonherhipsauthoritatively.“Ifyouwantpeopletoseeyou,

  youhaveto makethemseeyou.”

  Hesmirked.“Interestingsuggestioncomingfromthegirlwhohates

  attention.”

  “Well,that’sthedifferencebetweenyouandme,Armaan,”shemuttered.“I

  don’twanttobeseen.”

  ArmaanleftEvestandinginfrontofthedean’sbuilding,alocationshehad

  hoped she’d never have to visit again. She stared at the door as if it were an obstacletoovercomeandcursedtoherselfasshefinallymadeherwayintothe

  lobby.Thestrikingreceptionistwasatherdesk,andsheraisedhereyes

  slightlyasthedoorsclosedbehindEve.

  “MissKingston—heretoseeDr.Furst,yes?”

  Evenoddedandpromptlyfollowedthegolden-hairedbeautydownthe

  hallwaytoDeanFurst’sofficedoor.Hermoodhadtakensuchaterribleturn,

  andthethoughtoftheirlastvisitonlysouredherspiritsfurther.Thefirsttime they’dmet,hehadforcedhertotutorJason.Andnow,anewchimerahadbeen

  abducted.Washistorydoomedtorepeatitself?

  Theroomseemedmuchquieterthanthelasttime,almostunpleasantlystill.

  Furstofferednosmilenorwelcome—justbeckonedhertowardhimand

  pointed at the seat in front of his desk, instructing her to sit. As before, he scribbledacrossanothernever-endingstackofpapersonhisdeskandignored

  herwhilesheimpatientlyshookherfoot,waitingforthemantospeak.

  “Isthisabadtime?”

  Furstlookedupfromhispaperwork,seeminglyaggravatedbyherpresence.

  “Ifitwas,Iwouldn’thavecalledforyou.”

  “Whydidyouneedtoseemesourgently?”

  “Iwouldn’tcallthismeeting‘urgent.’Simply”—hepaused—“convenient.”

  “Convenientfor you,”shemumbled.

  Furstignoredhergripingandflippedthroughhisdocumentsnonchalantly.

 

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