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by Jenna Moreci


  Evetookinadeepbreath,herbloodascoldasice.Shelistenedintentlyto

  thebroadcast,thoughitpainedhertodoso.

  “Earliertoday,thepressaskedtheVicePresidentforanupdateonPresident

  Woodgate’sstanceonchimerarelations.TheVicePresidentdeclined comment.”

  Evewinced. Nocomment—sheknewexactlywhatthatmeant.Herheart

  droppedinherchest,andthoughshethoughtgloomanddefeatwould

  overcomeher,somethingelsecreptthroughherbones—somethingrawand

  empowering. It was the swell of anger that burned within her, inciting her to move,andsoshedid.

  Herbootspoundedagainstthefloorasshestormedfromtherecroomand

  throughthelobby,andjustastheprimalragenearlyswallowedherwhole,she

  stoppedshort.ThedoubledoorsofRutherfordHallstoodinfrontofher,and

  shebreathedindeeply.Sheknewwhatwasontheotherside—whatwaswaiting

  forherinthecourtyard.Withgreatapprehension,sheglidedherfingersdown

  thewoodgrain,grippedtheknob,andshovedthedooropen.

  Thecrowdofprotestorssurgedandroared,theirbodieslumpingtogether

  like a massive, multi-headed beast. They were ravenous and persistent, their fervorgrowingstrongerandmoreheatedwitheachpassingday.Evewatched

  themforamoment,glancingacrossthescribbledsignstheyheldabovetheir

  heads.

  SAVETHEHUMANS,CRUSHTHECHIMES

  PROTECTTHEHUMANRACE,DESTROYCHIMERACOUNTRY

  INTERLOPERS,YOUCANHAVETHECHIMES,WEDON’TWANTTHEM!

  Withgrittedteethandnootheroptions,Eveforcedherwaythroughthe

  throng of people. They shouted at her, shoving their signs in her face as she shouldered her way through the maze of bodies. With an assertive push, she brokefreefromthepackandstumbledintotheoppositesideofthecourtyard.

  Thefaint,calmingbreezeofearlyOctoberdancedacrossEve’sface,though

  it was little consolation; the hatred was spreading until it literally waited for heratherdoorstep.Eveturnedtolookbackattheprotestors,andinsteadshe

  sawMarshallWoodgate’smangledbodyhanginginthecenterofthe

  courtyard.Shegasped,blinkedtwice,andhewasgone.

  Anger:itseethedinsideofheryetagain,remindingherwhereshewas

  headedandwhy.Shemarchedforward,shovingherhandsdeepintothe

  pocketsofherjeansinordertopacifyherquakingfists.ItwasSaturday,and

  thecampuswasrelativelyempty,butEveknewofonemanwhoseemingly

  neverleftthegatesofBillington.Shewascountingonhimtobethere,

  shufflingthroughpaperworkasifdoomedtodosofortherestoftime,andso

  her fuming rage led her to the dean’s building, where she was met by the surprisedfaceofthereceptionist.

  “CanI—”ShestoppedshortasEvestompedrightpasther.“Miss? Miss?

  Whereareyougoing?”

  Eveheadeddownthehallway,payingnoattentiontothereceptionistwho

  scuttledbehindher,wobblingonherstilettosandflailingherarmsintheair.

  “Youcan’tgobacktherewithoutanappointment! ”

  EvebargedthroughFurst’sofficedoorandmarchedtohisdesk,slapping

  herhandsonhistoweringmoundofpaperwork.

  “Weneedtotalk,”shegrowled.“Now. ”

  Furstwasbarelyaffectedbythedisplay.Hiseyesfloatedabovetherimofhis

  glassesashelookedupatEve,andthenbehindhertohispanic-stricken

  receptionist.

  “Sir,”shefranticallystuttered,“Itriedtostopher.”

  “It’sallright,dear.”

  “ButDoctor—”

  “MissKingstonisdoingmeaveryimportantfavor,”hereplied,castinga

  disapproving glare in Eve’s direction. “The least I can do is humor her little interruptionthis onetime.”

  Thereceptionistobedientlybowedherchinandlefttheroom,closingthe

  doorbehindher.Evewastednotime;sheturnedtoFurst,thirstyforanswers.

  “TellmewhatyouknowabouttheInterlopers.”

  Furstpushedhisglassesbacktothebridgeofhisnoseandcasually

  organizedthetrinketsonhisdesk.“ItakeittheVicePresident’sspeechisstill onthenews.”Henoddedtowardtheburgundyleatherchairinfrontofhim.

  “Haveaseat.”

  “I’dratherstand.”

  Hesighed.“Perhapsthat’sforthebest.Mytimeislimited,andI’msureyou

  won’tbestayingforverylong.”

  “Youdidn’tanswermyquestion.”

  “Andthatwasintentional.Quitefrankly,I’msurprisedyou’repursuingthis

  avenueagain,asitdidn’tgarnermuchsuccessforyouthefirsttime.”

  Evecrossedherarms,unimpressedwiththedean’sbittertone.“Whatwere

  youtalkingaboutwiththecolonel?Whatdothey have that’ssoimportant?And forGod’ssakewho—or what—isFairon?”

  “MissKingston,you’reanintelligentyoungwoman—toointelligentto

  possiblybelieveIwouldreveal anyofthisinformationtoyou.”

  “IneedtoknowwhatI’mdealingwith.We’reallindanger—”

  “Andthat’swhywehavepatrolmenguardingthecampus.“

  “Right,youbeefedupsecurity,andnowthepresident’ssonisdead.”

  Furstgrumbled,“Irealizetheeventsthathaveoccurredareunfortunate—”

  “MarshallWoodgatewas murdered.It’snotunfortunate,it’sa tragedy.”

  “Everyonewasdeeplyaffectedbyhisdeath—”

  “Did everyonefindhistorturedbodyhangingintheRutherfordcourtyard?”

  Furstcockedhisheadalmostpatronizingly.“Itwasaterriblesightto

  witness,I’msure,butthepolicewon’tbereleasingyournametothepublicas

  thediscovererofMr.Woodgate’sbody.Youcantakesolaceinthat.”

  “I’mnot lookingforsolace.I’mlookingfor answers.”

  “AnswersIcannotprovide.”

  “Don’tyougetit?TheInterlopersgotexactlywhattheywanted.Chimeras

  arepublicenemynumberonenow. Everyoneisagainstus.”

  “Anexaggeration,I’msure.”

  “Peopleare protesting,Furst,rightwhereIfoundMarshall’sbody.”

  Hesighedyetagain,thistimeloudly.“SupposeIdoansweryourquestions.

  Whatdoyouplanondoingwiththeinformation?”

  Evedidn’trespond.Insteadshestaredbackathim,herjawclenchedandeyes

  squintedintoaglare.

  “JustasIsuspected—youdon’tknow.”

  “That’sbesidesthepoint.We’reeasiertargetsfortheInterlopersnowmore

  thanever.”Sheleanedinclosertohim.“Thepatrolmencan’tdefendus—that

  muchisclear.Ineedtoknowwhat youknow.”

  “WhatIknowisthatmattersbetweenthecolonelandmyselfarenoneof

  yourbusiness—”

  “Dammit,Furst—”

  “I also know that security across campus has been increased to the highest degreepossiblewithoutcausingasenseofpanicamongstudents.The

  patrolmenaremorethancapableofkeepingyousafe,andasidefromlast

  week’shiccup—”

  “MarshallWoodgatewasa hiccup?”

  “Youhavenothingto fear,MissKingston,”thedeanasserted,hisgazenow justasfirmasEve’s.“ThatiswhatIcantellyou.”

  Evestopped,herbodyheated,herlungsthrobbingwithinherchest.

/>   “Sothat’sit?You’rereallygoingtoleavemewithnothing?”

  “Andwhatwereyouexpecting?”

  Hisface—theweatheredlines;thefine,whitehairsandlimpskin—hadtaken

  on new form in Eve’s eyes. It was a look she had seen before: in Heather McLeod,inChinDimple,insomanyothersfromherpast.Shehatedthatface

  and all that it stood for. More than anything, she hated the anger still blazing withinher.

  “You jackass.”

  “MissKingston,you willwatchyourtonguearoundmeor—”

  “Orwhat?You’llexpelme?I’msureyoursenatorialfriendwillbe soupset tohearthatMr.Valentinelosthistutorbecauseofyou.”

  Furst’slipscurledintoanuglyglower.“Thereare otherchimeras.”

  “Butnoonequitelikeme,andthat, mydear,isafact.”

  Withoutanotherword,Eveleftthedean’sofficejustasabruptlyasshehad

  enteredandmarchedaimlesslyacrosscampus.Herhandstrembledathersides

  ashermindbecamefloodedwithanxietyandregret.Shehadbehaved

  erratically—hell,shehadcalledtheuniversitypresidenta jackass—andtowhat end?

  Her outburst was of little importance, or so she told herself, and she did her besttoshaketheconfrontationfromherthoughts.ButjustasFurst’s

  deplorablefacelefthermind,shesawthem—theInterlopers,Marshall

  Woodgate,theneedleslodgeddeepintohiseyes—andshewasimmediately

  overwhelmedwithasenseofhelplessness.

  “Eve!”Avoiceshoutedbehindher.“Slowdown!”

  EvestoppedandturnedtoseeArmaanrunningtowardher.Shewaitedfor her pint-sized escort, all the while watching his shaggy mane bob back and forthatophisheadashefrolickedacrossthecourtyard.

  “Geez,Eve,I’vebeenlookingalloverforyou,”hepanted,finallytrottingto

  herside.“Whatwereyoudoinginthedean’sbuilding,anyway?”

  “Wastingmytime,apparently,”shemuttered.

  “Well,you’relatefortutoringtoday.Weneedtohustle.”

  “They’remakingyouescortmeonweekends,too?God,Armaan,doyou

  evergetadayoff?”

  Heshrugged.“Idon’tmind,really.ThemoreI’mattheward,thebettermy

  chancesareofgettingintothemedicalprogram.”

  “Still, it doesn’t seem fair. Just because I’m obligated to be there every day doesn’tmeanyoushouldbe,too.It’smyburden,notyours.”

  ArmaanglancedupatEve.“Psh,yeah, right,”hescoffed.“Your burden.”

  Eve’sheadspuntowardhim.“What’sthatsupposedtomean?”

  “Nothing.”

  “Thatwasn’t‘ nothing.’”

  “Yesitwas.”

  “Youmeantsomethingbyit.”

  Armaan let a smile slip as if he knew a scandalous secret. “I just think that maybeyou’reenjoyingyourtimeintheisolationwingmorethanyou’re

  lettingon.”

  “Andwhywouldyoujumptothatconclusion?”

  “WordinthewardisthatJasonisstrugglingwithhisgift,whichisratherodd,

  seeingasyou’vebeentellingmehowinsanelydynamiche’sbeendoing.”

  “So?”Shecrossedherarms.“Maybethey’vegottheirfactsmixedup.”

  “OrmaybeyouliedabouthimtoFurst,”Armaancounteredwithawink.

  “ButwhatdoIknow?I’mjustateenagegenius.”

  Evegrumbled,“SoItoldalittlewhitelie.Ihadthebestintentions.”

  “WerethoseintentionstospendmoretimewithJason?”

  “DoyouthinkI wanttotutorhimsevendaysaweek?”

  “Idon’t thinkyoudo.I knowyoudo.”

  Sherolledhereyes.“Armaan,please.”

  “It’scute,Eve.Don’tfightit.”

  Shescowledatherfriend,unamusedbyhisquip.“Look,Jason’salot

  stronger than I anticipated. I thought if we spent more time together, I could helphimreachhisfullpotential.”

  “SoyouliedtoFurstinorderto helpJason?Ithadnothingtodowithhistight musclesorcharmingsmile?”

  “Okay,whosupposedlyhasacrushonhim—me,oryou?”

  Armaanpaused.“Fairenough.Igotcarriedawayforasecond.”

  Thetwosomeenteredthemedicalwardandheadedfortheelevators.Eve

  lookeddownatArmaan—hisfacestilldonnedasillygrin,whichirkedherto

  thecore—andshesighedloudly.

  “Jason’sgiftisgrowingmorepowerfuleachday.Afewsessionsaweek couldtakehimtothenextlevel.Ithoughtthatwasagoalworthpursuing.Don’t

  you?”

  “I’msorry,didyousaysomething?Iwastoobusyimaginingyourwedding

  day.You’lllook sobeautifulinwhite,Eve.”

  EveglaredatArmaaninsilence,hoveringoverhistinybodyintheelevator.

  “Icouldpunchyourightnow.”

  “Pleasedon’t,I’mveryfragile.”

  Theelevatordoorsopenedbeforethem,andEvehurrieddownthehallway,

  eager to be rid of Armaan’s dopey smile and wild accusations. She saw the isolationwinginthedistance,andhereyesimmediatelyshottowardthenearby

  clerk’sdesk—noHeathertoday,thankfully.ShehandedherIDbadgetothe

  toweringsecurityguard,andasthedoorswungopen,shepromptlymadeher

  way inside, catching a glimpse of her small friend as the door closed behind her.

  Heflashedherasmuggrin.“Havefunwithyour boyfriend.”

  Evegrabbedatthedoorhandleandpushedherheadthroughtheopening.

  “He’s notmyboyfriend!”

  Withachildishpout,shechargedthroughthewingandburstintoJason’s

  room. Jason was sitting at his desk, his forehead wrinkled as he glided his fingersacrosshisscratchpad,undoubtedlycatchinguponhisstudies.He

  turnedtogreetherandsmiled,andthoughshewantedtoclingtoherlingering

  frustrations,shefeltherspiritsliftjusttheslightestbit.

  “Noticeanythingdifferent?”heasked.

  Eveglancedathischest,whichforthefirsttimesincetheirsessionsbegan

  wasmiraculouslyclothed.“You’renothalf-naked?”

  “Veryfunny.”Heliftedthebottomofhist-shirt.“Howaboutnow?”

  Hereyesscannedacrosshischiseledabdomen.Shequicklylookedaway.

  “I’msorry,”shestuttered,“whatamIlookingat?”

  “Thescar,whatelse?Theyremovedmystaples.”

  “Oh.”Evehadalmostforgottenabouthisscar,butshesawitnow—thepink

  incisionlinewassurroundedbysmallpuncturemarkswherethestapleshad

  oncebeen.“Howwasit?”

  “Hurtlikehell.Thedoctorsaidthey’dlefttheminforwaytoolong.Guess

  it’shardertotellwithpeoplelikeus.”

  Eveploppedherbodyintoherusualseat.“So,whatnow?Areyoufreetogo?”

  “I’mstillhere,aren’tI?”Hestoodupandstretchedhisback.“Theysaidthey

  wanttokeepmeherealittlewhilelongerfor observation.”

  Evesighed;sheknewwhat“observation”trulymeant.

  “AnynewsonMarshallWoodgate?Thepolicedidn’ttellanyone,right?No

  oneknowsyoufoundthebody?”

  Thesoundofhisnamealonesentachillthroughherbones.“Theykeptmy

  nameanonymous.”

  “Andtheprotestors?”

  “Worseandworsebytheday.”

  Theroomfellsilent,thoughEveknewitwouldn’tremainsoforlong.Jason
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  satinfrontofher,hiselbowsrestingonhisknees,hiseyesstaringbackather withthatall-too-familiarlook—alookthatwouldcertainlyleadtoaquestion.

  “Areyouokay?”

  “Jason,I’m fine,”shegrowled.

  “Youfoundadeadbody.YoucanunderstandwhyI’dbeconcerned.”

  “And youcanunderstandwhyIwouldn’twanttotalkaboutit.”

  Hesighed.“Look,Iwon’taskagain,ifthat’swhatyouwant.Youkeep

  peopleatarm’slength—Igetthat.Ijusthopethat,bynow,youknowyoucan

  trustme.”

  Eveshrankbackinherchair;hishonestystungliketheripofabandagefrom

  her ever-resilient pride. She couldn’t stand it: his disarming presence, that quality, whatever it was, that made her feel so completely at ease and uncomfortable all at the same time. Usually her intuition told her to trust no one,butinthecaseofJason,herinstinctswereskewed,shoutingmixed

  messagesandconflictingdatalikeacomputersystemgonehaywire.She

  lookedupathim.

  “Iseehim—Marshall.Iseehimallthetime.”

  Jason’sheadperkedup.“Yeah?”

  Shestoodfromherseatandfretfullypacedacrosstheroom.“Theneedles

  juttingoutofhiseyes.Thebloodpouringfromhissockets.”Shestopped

  suddenlyandparkedherselfbesidehim,sinkingintohisweatheredmattress.

  “Youknow,I’veseenmorethanmyfairshareof…”—shepaused,struggling

  togetthewordout—“… death.Ithoughtit’dgeteasier.Iwaswrong.“

  Jasongrabbedherhandandsqueezedittightly.Itwasshocking—likeapulse

  ofelectricityburstfromhisfingersintohers—andthenitfadedintowarmth.

  Intoexactlywhatsheneeded.Sheletoutalong,deepbreath.

  “Thanks.”

  “Forwhat?”

  “Forbeingso…”Shehesitated.“So you.”

  “So me?”

  “Forgivingashit.”

  Hechuckled.“Icareaboutyou,Eve.”

  Thetwostaredblanklyatthewallinfrontofthem,andinthatmomentEve

  feltstrong,liberated,and angry.Ragewasboilinginsideofheronceagainas thoughtsofMarshallandtheInterlopersovertookher.

  “Youknowwhatthey’redoing,right?”SheturnedtoJason.“TheInterlopers

 

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