“Stop it.” She scolded herself for her worries about him dying. Charles Dempsey had said Henry was really sick, but he had every hope for a full recovery. She should, too.
The sun was starting to peek from behind the clouds and she was glad she’d made the effort to get the rug out here. It was one of the many things she’d made through the long nights that were her life since the war began.
Now it was ending, but it hadn’t for her, or for Henry. It wouldn’t be over until he was home with them again.
“Time to come in, Dottie!”
Dottie didn’t stop immediately her swinging, but waited for the tire to slow into little whirls, first counterclockwise and then clockwise.
Sometimes Sarah would go down to the swing and push her a little longer, or sit on the ground and talk to her. Dottie was almost nine years old and full of life and imagination. Sarah didn’t want to miss a minute of it, or at least that was how she felt when she first woke up in the morning. After a day at work and then a few hours of housework that included making dinner, she was ready to crawl under her covers as soon as Dottie was in bed for the night. As if going to sleep early would somehow make the days go faster, bring Henry home sooner.
She lugged the heavy rug up the short distance of lawn to the front porch, then dragged it into the house.
“Momma, is the rug all sunny now?”
Sarah laughed. It was a joke from when Dottie was younger. When she’d believed what her grandmother said—“the sun goes in and the dust goes out.”
“Yes, well, it’s sunny all right. It’s as clean as I’m going to get it for now.”
“We’re almost ready for Daddy to come home, Momma!”
Dottie made Sarah drop the rug and return the exuberant embrace that she gave her mother.
Sarah’s smile froze. Had she been wrong to encourage Dottie’s belief that Henry was indeed returning home from the war?
All the other men on island had come back—she’d heard from friends or read it in the paper. All except for Henry. The War Department had sent a notification that had arrived a week after Charles’s visit, informing her that Henry was under rehabilitation in the Marianas and would be moved home as soon as he was physically able. The same things Charles had reported.
The letter had listed his maladies—dysentery, malnutrition, fatigue.
From what Charles had described, Henry was in a lot of pain that wouldn’t ease until his bones and muscles got healthy again.
“What’s for dinner, Momma?”
“Potato soup, sweetheart.”
As she dished up the vegetable chowder, she wished she was filling a bowl for Henry, too.
“Can we open the package, Momma?”
Yes, they could. But should they?
“I suppose so. Maybe after dinner?”
“I’m going to finish my whole bowl!” Dottie slurped up a large spoonful of her soup, her eyes closed as if she were eating her favorite dessert.
Sarah knew better. Dottie had it in her head that the package was a Christmas gift from her father. Sarah wanted to save her daughter the disappointment when they found only a letter or maybe a photo. There couldn’t be a toy in the package for Dottie.
Or could there?
Before her irritatingly logical self could grab hold, Sarah put down her spoon and reached for the square packet that had occupied their kitchen table for the better part of a week.
The brown paper was smooth under her fingers, as if it had a coating of wax on it, not unlike the butcher paper her father used to wrap up chicken or deer after he cut it up for freezing.
Tears filled her eyes as her imagination went wild. This had been touched by Henry, and now she and Sarah were touching it, touching Henry.
It was a poor substitute for the husband she so dearly loved, but it was all they had.
“Here, help me.”
Dottie needed no further incentive to slide out of her chair and hurry over to Sarah’s side, her hands reaching out to finger the package.
“Can I untie the string?”
“Sure, sweetie. If the knot’s too tight we’ll use the scissors.”
The scissors were another joke between mother and daughter. When Dottie was six she’d snuck them out of Sarah’s sewing-table drawer and given her doll and herself a new hairdo. Dottie’s bangs had taken months to grow back and her school photo from that year showed her bald forehead in stark contrast to her long, curly, shoulder-length hair.
Dottie’s face puckered in concentration and Sarah bit back a laugh at her daughter’s intensity. It came straight from Sarah’s mother, this ability to focus her energy in such a fierce beam of determination.
“This is a tough one.”
“Yes, it is, honey. Do you want to get the scissors?”
“No, not yet.”
Sarah was impressed by the level of self-control Dottie was demonstrating. Not just for a nine-year-old, but for a girl who would become a young woman in less time than Henry had been gone.
So much time had passed.
“Look, Momma, I got it!”
As Sarah eyed the frayed string, a jolt of understanding made her start. They might very well be looking at the last communication from Henry. She put her hand on her chest, against her pounding heart.
Don’t think like that.
She couldn’t help it. Weak as Charles had described Henry as being, Sarah knew it wouldn’t take a lot to make him ill again, too ill to move. And the longer he stayed on some Pacific island, away from the States...
“Why did you click your teeth, Momma?”
She’d clenched her teeth at the shudder that had raced through her, but she wasn’t about to reveal that to Dottie.
“I’m just excited, is all.”
The string fell away and Sarah turned the package over so that Dottie could open the folded flaps.
A layer of thin tissue paper covered what was inside. Once it was opened, Sarah held a couple of photographs, a letter and an intricately woven angel. She recognized that palm fronds, similar to the ones used at Palm Sunday service, had been used to make this small ornament.
“Let’s put this all on the table.” Her hands shook so badly she didn’t trust them not to drop the precious cargo.
“Is it a toy, Momma?”
“I don’t think so. I think it’s a Christmas ornament.”
“Look, it has a place to hang it from.” Dottie smiled.
“Yes, we can hang it on the tree next month.” She was hardly aware of murmuring the words as she opened the letter that had her name scrawled across it. Henry’s handwriting was distinct and she had no doubt he’d written the words, but as Charles had warned her, his writing was shaky, as though his hands barely had the strength to form the words.
September 6, 1945 LST-19
My Dearest Sarah,
I’m onboard a Navy vessel on my way to the Marianas. I don’t want you or Dottie to worry about me. The Navy nurses are wonderful and the doctors will fix me up real soon.
Forgive my writing. We didn’t do a lot of writing in the prison camp. There is a fine Navy sailor helping me write this to you. His name is Charles Dempsey and he has promised to get this posted to you and Dottie as soon as he’s back Stateside. I daresay he’ll beat me there, as my legs need a little time to get their strength back.
We’ve made it, Sarah! The war is over and we won. I’ll be able to join you and Dottie back on our farm soon. Remember how I used to complain about how I missed Texas and my hometown? I still think of it fondly, but all I’ve missed these past four years has been you, Dottie and our home on Whidbey Island. It’s like heaven in my mind, with the water and mountains all around. I can’t wait to see how Dottie likes to pick the raspberries and marionberries at the edges of our property.
/> I know you’ve done an amazing job with everything and I’m so proud of you. I’m not the man I was when I left for the war, but I hope you’ll love me just the same.
Until we meet again, know I love you with all my heart. I’m giving you a photo of the sailor who has been so kind to me, in case he shows up at your door. His name is Petty Officer Charles Dempsey. He’s from Dubuque, Iowa. I don’t want you to be afraid. Also, he will give you a photo of me. Don’t worry about my bruises. They will be healed by the time you read this.
I carved a little tiger plane for Dottie when I was shot down, but it didn’t make it this far. I’ll carve her another one once I’m home. I’m enclosing a little angel one of the nurses helped me make for her. It comes with all my love for you both. I can’t wait to be home with my two angels.
I’m counting the hours until I hold you in my arms again, my darling Sarah.
All my love and affection,
Henry
Sarah reread the letter at least five times before she put it down on the table next to the photograph of Charles Dempsey in his Navy uniform. He’d looked much the same in his civilian clothes when he’d visited the farmhouse. The war had been kind to him, physically at least.
The photo of Henry took her breath away. Confirmation that he was alive ran through her, thrilling her, making the hair on her forearms prickle with anticipation at his return.
Familiar dread that he might not make it back alive quickly replaced her excitement. The photo was Henry, no question, as he sat up against what she assumed to be the wall of a hospital, or maybe a tent wall, the low back headboard of the bed he was on supporting his torso. His hair was gone, as if he’d been shaved with a razor right through an entire layer of his skin. She made out marks on his scalp, lines on his face and neck that could be cuts. The photo was too grainy to reveal enough information.
The laugh lines around his eyes were deep, as if he were smiling, but his lips were stretched in what looked more like a grimace. As if he’d forgotten how to smile.
Oh, Henry, what hell have you been through?
Whidbey Island
Mid-November 1945
“I THINK YOU’LL enjoy this novel, Mrs. Vanderhosen.” Sarah wrote down her patron’s name on the book’s card, stamped the date and handed it back to her with a smile.
“Thank you so much, Sarah. You always know what I like to read.”
“Sure thing.”
Sarah watched Cynthia Vanderhosen as she left the small library. Cynthia’s husband had returned six months ago, and her figure was starting to show the results of their lovemaking.
Cynthia was pregnant.
Envy stabbed Sarah and she smoothed her work smock. Henry was coming home. He was.
A tall familiar figure walked into the library and up to the desk. Sarah’s hands shook and she sat on the stool, since her knees were shaking, too.
“Papa.”
“This came for you.” He handed out the envelope too many of them had seen. A telegram.
“No.”
“It can be good news, too, Sarah. Open it.”
She tore open the envelope and scanned the message. Read it again, to make sure it wasn’t a dream.
“What does it say, child?”
“He’s coming home, Papa!”
Sarah leaped over the library desk and gave her father the biggest bear hug she’d given either of her parents since she was a child and it was Christmas morning.
Her father’s arms went around her and he hugged her back, staggering back a step or two from the force of her excitement.
“That’s wonderful, honey.”
* * *
AS IF HER worry and all her questions had conjured him up from the dead, Henry Forsyth walked back into the farmhouse two weeks after Sarah opened his letter.
“Momma, there’s a strange car coming up the drive!”
It was Saturday and Dottie was home from school. Sarah had considered leaving her at her parents’ for these first few hours—she’d heard how needy, how eager, the men coming home could be. Would Henry understand that they couldn’t make love until Dottie was asleep? Or until she sent her over to her grandparents’ cottage?
“Momma, come on!”
Sarah ran to the door where Dottie stood, her hair curled and tied with a pretty red ribbon for her father. Sarah had dressed carefully in a new dress her two best girlfriends had insisted on buying for her. She’d secretly purchased some pretty underwear via mail order, to surprise Henry.
The stodgy car pulled to a stop in front of the house and a uniformed man got out of the driver’s seat and walked around to the passenger’s side.
The shy, diminutive man in the passenger seat couldn’t be her Henry. He was pale, thin, nothing like the man she’d made love to that night at Moffett Field. Could the Army have made a mistake? Like when newborns got switched at hospitals?
The driver opened the side door, and when Henry stood up Sarah knew it was him. No one had shoulders that broad, no matter how skinny they were. And his eyes—haunted, pained but no doubt Henry’s.
“Daddy!” Dottie was ahead of her down the few porch steps and flung herself at Henry, causing him to lean against the car for support.
“Henry.” Sarah made the last few steps to her husband. The last few steps of the long, long war years.
He met her gaze and she wondered if it was possible for her heart to swell with love and gratitude while breaking at the same time.
“Oh, Henry, what did they do to you?”
“I’ve made it back, Sarah. I’m home.”
CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
Whidbey Island
Four days before Christmas
“I HEARD YOU and Armando had a good time with Pepé.”
Emily took the handle of their large cart from Serena. They were off island for a quick trip to the big-box stores in Bellingham, a town about an hour from Oak Harbor.
“That’s an understatement. Your brother is a hoot—he had Pepé giggling all afternoon. We almost got kicked out of the movie!”
“I’m sorry he’s not your type.” Serena looked over a boxed set of Pepé’s favorite superhero books. He’d love to find it under the tree Christmas morning.
“Not my type?” Emily stared at Serena. Before she could respond, Emily said, “Oh, you mean he’s too young for me.” She selected a large tin of Belgian chocolates from the shelf. The toys and the holiday gifts were all displayed together, row after row of brightly wrapped packages vying for their attention.
“I’m sorry, Em. I didn’t mean to sound like a bitch.”
“But you did.” Emily smiled. “I understand—he’s your brother. He happens to be eight years younger than me, but you obviously picture him with a woman more his age.”
“I can’t say I picture him with anyone. Armando is his own person, and he’s still young for a guy. He’s become a successful software engineer, something no one in our family ever did before.”
“You mean before you—you’re a lawyer, for heaven’s sake.”
Serena shrugged. “It’s...different.”
Emily sighed before putting the chocolates back on the shelf. “Why? Just because you’re the one sibling with a different father? So what? Why does it matter?”
“To my mother it does. A lot.”
“Your mother sounds like something else. Between what you’ve mentioned, and what Armando said, you don’t deserve the crap she’s piled on you. It wasn’t your fault who your father was.”
“No, and she doesn’t blame me for that. It’s the fact that I took Pepé and headed west after Phil died. She’d always hoped Phil would get out of the Marine Corps and we’d move back to my hometown and stay there forever. My mother doesn’t understand the need to strike out on one’s own.”
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nbsp; “You know, that’s why you and I have bonded. We’re the type of personality attracted to the military lifestyle to begin with. We look for what’s over the horizon. Some people are quite content to stay in the same place their entire lives.”
“Nothing wrong with that.” Serena took the cart handle and steered them toward the racks of clothes. She needed to find some new pajamas for Pepé.
“Besides, I didn’t choose the military lifestyle. Phil did.”
“No, but you chose it when you picked him. Think about it.”
“Maybe you’re right.”
“So, when are you going to tell me how your date with Jonas went?” Emily picked up a pair of slipper-socks as casually as if she wasn’t asking for the most private details of Serena’s life.
“It was...nice.”
“Oh?”
“We did it. Yes, we did. There, is that better? I finally had sex after almost three years of celibacy!”
Emily’s eyes widened and she broke into a grin. A woman near them whispered to her husband, and another customer smiled knowingly.
Serena groaned. “What is my problem?”
“You’re happy. You’re in love?”
“No, no L-word, Emily.” Serena let out an exclamation of triumph at the pair of cartoon-character pajamas she found in Pepé’s size.
“Pepé is going to love these.”
“He’ll like them, but a boy needs toys.” Emily glanced at their cart. “Do you want to go back to the toy section?”
Serena looked at her phone for the first time. “No, we’d better check out. I don’t want to risk being late for the school bus.”
“Okay, I’m going to run and get a case of tuna. I’ll meet you at the cash registers.”
“Fine.”
Serena watched Emily bounce off and wondered if her friend was seeing something she’d missed.
Was she falling in love with Jonas?
* * *
JONAS LOOKED AT his brother as Paul went over the paperwork for the land parcels he’d purchased six months ago.
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