“But you would again leave me here alone?”
“I never left you before. I sought to be certain you were safe from harm that day. Then I took care of myself. As I do now by asking you to come with me. If you should choose not to, it is of your own accord.” With that he leapt from the ships side down to beach below. He appeared to move in slow motion as he parted from her. Madison didn’t immediately trail after him. She looked from the ship’s edge out to the rough seas. She dreaded the prospect of crossing it one time. The thought of doing so again with only Jayden’s company, regardless of his recent fair treatment of her was enough to make her uneasy.
He stopped on the sands and stared back to her. She wasn’t certain if he awaited her in that moment for an answer or for the mere company of returning back to the native camp.
She stood silent, considering the choice before her. She had grown to admire this land and how the natives used it, kept it and appreciated it. And although she had affection for its beauty and the new landscapes to be explored with each passing day, she didn’t desire to be the only one of her kind. Especially among those who needed to cut themselves each day to ensure her survival. England had been her true home once, and perhaps it could be so again.
Jamison was no longer there to guide her or force her onto a new path of life. The choice was hers. And if they were truly immortal as Jayden suspected they may be, there was no future with the people of this land she now resided. They would die, and all who she knew there would go with them. Traveling, and perhaps not choosing to settle in one place would be crucial if no one were to notice their timeless features.
Her feet delicately touched the ground and she walked to where Jayden stood. He eyed her with an unrelenting glare. She found him to be either full of intensity or gratified in his domineering presence. Only after the healer had aided him had she ever seen his guard completely withdrawn from him. He lifted his hand to her and she took it. Never did his eyes leave her. She often thought this a small gesture of kindness; in his attempts to calm her through touch as the healer had communicated they were capable. Yet she gathered that the taking of his hand meant more now. If it was true, and he believed she was his only proper companion in this realm surrounding them, she was curious to know what it would mean to him once they returned home. Would he leave her then? Would he still consider her his only consort? Was she at all his consort, or simply a likeness of his own new form?
He didn’t let go of her until they were completely submerged in the water and forced to swim back to the precipice they had leapt from.
She would need Jayden once they returned to England, of that she was certain. A young woman traveling alone, regardless of her new abilities, would not be viewed as particularly fortunate or even trustworthy. It would cause suspicion where ever she were to travel.
Madison finally understood his desire for her to follow him. His company was the only companionship she would be able to find. He would never die. And after having lost so much, that alone made him invaluable to her.
Chapter 3
Spring 1348
Madison threw the thoughts of her thirst aside and she gathered what jars she could. They were filled with small helpings of blood. Jayden had decided that they would be better living from only blood while they travelled. Any food would not keep well and they didn’t have the resources to sustain it as they had before. They had both taken the blood provided to them by the healer and the wife and took it to their newly found ship. They would only accept a little at a time being that their young provider was growing more and more unwilling to cut himself for their benefit. Madison suspected that others had begun to contribute as well, which was not a burden she wished upon them. She had seen fit to calm the young man’s nerves on several occasions and gently touched his arm as she accepted what little he could give. But after only a few attempts at this he had become wise of it. She dared not ask him for more.
Every so often, Jayden took his journeys through the woods alone and came back with filled jugs. She imagined that he had taken from what was left of the Vam-pyr-ei-ak people once more. She didn’t object. Jayden seemed to grow more and more uneasy of the task of taking blood, yet they both seemed resigned to the task being necessary. She only hoped he didn’t aim to kill as he had before. With his thirst tampered, there was no reason for it. He could subdue them without great effort.
“Do you think that we would be better served if we attempted to swim back,” she asked Jayden one evening as they took a few pieces of a meat burning over the fire. “The ship must have travelled considerably from here and we managed to reach it within only a few moments. We are growing stronger each day.”
“You said yourself that we would be better served not to test our capabilities at first, mistress,” said Jayden. “We should take the ship as far as possible, and if need be, we can swim for the remainder of the journey. Neither of us is certain of wherest we travel. Thus having the ship will come as an advantage.”
Madison nodded in agreement.
“I believe we can make our stead home within a fortnight, if you are agreeable,” he said.
“Only a fortnight? It took us months to arrive here,” she objected.
“Like you said, we will drink what blood we have. When we run out, we will more than likely have to exercise our abilities to reach shore.”
She looked to the healer and his wife. The healer returned her gaze curiously. She was certain that he knew of their intent to leave. He made no protest. She assumed his willingness to see them depart was a sign that they wouldn’t need further assistance to curb their savage cravings.
The healer took his eyes away from her and picked at the fire in front of him with a long stick. He then put out the fire and retired early alongside his wife, leaving Jayden and Madison among the few who remained out after dark to watch over their grounds.
“How do you intend to move the ship from shore?” she asked.
“I already have. It is well anchored and awaits us not far from the beach.”
“You have repaired its damages?”
“There were not many. It faired the seas quite well.”
“I could have sworn I saw each ship destroyed as it was carried away by the sea that day,” she said.
“As did I, but it was dark. There was no conceivable way of knowing for certain.”
“Do you not think it odd, Jayden? That we should find it by the means we did? I know both our faiths have been tested to the greatest of depths, but this… new form we are both under, by whatever we chose to call it,” she hesitated for a moment. “It has ensured our survival in every way. Perhaps it will continue to do so,” she said.
“Of course it shall. Why should it not?”
“Think of it all, Jayden. We contracted speed and agility. We can calm any such victim to take our need for blood as we once desired water by simply touching them, we can influence emotions and read those of others. Hearing, strength, hardly a need for food, we heal with little to no effort or time. And although our emotions are as potent as they ever were, we are no longer crippled by our grievances.”
His attention pulled away from the remnants of the steaming fire before them. They had not tallied their new abilities until then.
“The Vam-pyr-ei-ak meant for us to devour one another, to consume everything we knew and loved,” she said. “They wanted us all dead. And in so doing they created something. They created people who are capable of surviving nearly anything. We know not of what could potentially harm us.”
“What point do you attempt to make, mistress?” said Jayden.
“That perhaps they created the very species they feared most. They wanted to defer others from coming to these lands. In so doing they created a people who could not be stopped from making way here.”
“It is only the two of us. We are all that remains. I doubt we could properly lead the entirety of the white men over these lands. They do a proper job of trampling upon one another. They do not need our kind to
guide them.”
Madison leaned back, her thoughts churning with the convention of which they were created.
Jayden sensed her growing determination for an answer. “What is it?”
“Do you think we could create more like ourselves if we desired it so?” she asked.
“How would we do that?”
“In the same manner in which we were created. We consumed poison from the Vam-pyr-ei-ak people, a conquering people of our like nature, for months,” she said.
“I told you I knew not of its origin, it was only a poison they placed in those waters. We could never recreate it.”
“We may not need to. Our blood alone now contains whatever passed through it. Is it not like how a plague spreads?”
“So you want to feed others your blood? For months no less? And how would you control their thirst once they consumed their first taste of blood as we did? And who will watch over them as they sleep through the height of the sickness?”
Madison stopped and looked away in frustration.
“Is there no way we can inquire as to how the healer aided us?” she asked.
“It would not matter,” he said. “Even if we could communicate better with him and learn his ways, he is of their holy people. We could not channel the same spiritual aspect that he does. And why for god’s sake would you desire to create more like us? They would only create chaos and panic. I did the same before you brought me here. I could not contain my thirst. I attacked anything and everything with a beating heart, human and animal alike.”
“I am simply trying to understand, Jayden. If more of our creation were made, then the Vam-pyr-ei-ak would have a legitimate reason to fear us and demand our immediate death. Man alone could not conquer a land as vast as this so quickly.”
“We must agree never to attempt it, mistress,” he said. “We are alone in this world, the two of us. Our survival was mere happenstance, but we can rejoice in their failure to bring us to the slaughter as they did the others,” he said.
“I would never endeavor to create more of our own. It would only result in chaos, as you stated, sir. I am only recognizing the irony that now exists. They were trying to defeat the coming of white men to their shores, and in doing so, they created a species that cannot be stopped from doing so if they wished it.”
“It will never happen,” he said harshly. “We never create more like ourselves nor shall we attempt it.” He spoke as though he was laying down a law between them.
“You think these people safe then?” she asked. “The Vam-pyr-ei-ak had it wrong?”
“No, I think these people are already dead, Madison,” he said sternly. “I saw it in the emotions of the Vam-pyr-ei-ak. They sensed their own end; they just assumed the first coming of our people was the one to be feared.” He looked directly at her. “This is what white men do, Madison. Since the time before Christ, they conquer. They devour new lands, and conquer them. Whatever happens to these natives will happen regardless of whom or what does the pillaging. The English, the French, and more from lands farther than you or I know will always look for new lands to take for their own glory. We cannot possibly hold ourselves responsible for what is to come. Nor can we attempt to stop it without causing further bloodshed. We can only protect ourselves.”
“Then we are to run?” she said.
“Not run, mistress, to live. We continue to thrive in any way possible. We can stay in places for as long as necessary or as long as we see tolerable. Then we move forward, just as we are now.”
Madison felt as though she should change the subject. When thinking realistically, she knew that the option before her was the only reasonable one available to her. “When do you suggest we make way for England?”
“The people here wear fewer pieces of clothing with each day, so I imagine it is growing warmer. The tribe will migrate to warmer lands. And I don’t think you want to burden them with cutting themselves further. Nor do I wish to seek more blood elsewhere. We should likely leave as soon as possible, within the next week at least. We can sail as far as we see fit, then swim the rest of the way.
“Can our bodies sustain such a long journey should we be forced to swim most of the way?” she asked.
“They have thus far. It may be a long recovery, but I do believe us capable.” He looked at her again. “Winter did not affect our bodies in the slightest from the cold. I see water as being no different.” He stopped for a moment, reaching for her wrist.
“We can do this, mistress. And if we succeed, we can overcome anything that may approach us.”
“I don’t know how to leave with the knowledge that these people will eventually meet death by our persons,” she said solemnly.
Jayden looked at her, trying to instill calm within her as he held her wrist tighter. “I leave it to you mistress to feel responsible for their well-being, and all the guilt encompassed with white men eventually taking these shores. And perhaps you can one day return to fight them off one by one. But right now, I want you with me.”
Madison was filled with obvious doubt. She liked the thought of Jayden wanting her company, and yet she couldn’t help but feel fault for what was to come. These people she had grown to care for were by no means her family, but they needed protection.
“You feel blame for what has not yet occurred.” Jayden felt her emotions radiating from her. “For once in your life, Madison, think of yourself. “Even if more are to come to these shores, it will not happen for centuries. People thought our journey from England mad. It will be ages before more are willing to venture as far as we have.”
“One can hope,” she said softly, allowing him to take hold of her hand.
“Besides, by that time I suspect you will have found a way to defend them,” he said smiling. She knew that he was being sarcastic, if not smug. But the thought appealed to her. It would be justified to find a way to protect them for their having safe guarded her when she most needed it.
Jayden went to rest for the remainder of the night. Madison stayed out to watch the men on the edge of the camp keeping guard. It was an hour before she allowed herself to relax. She lay upon the ground, permitting her senses to overcome her once more. She tried to listen farther, but in a new way. Staring at the sky and the vast array of stars and colors before her, she listened for any sound that may protrude from it. There was none. The expanse before her didn’t utter a sound. The sky appeared empty from any sign of life. She wondered for a moment if she would hear the resonances of the heavens she had always known to preside in the skies. Now it appeared as ominous in its silence as the journey that lay before her.
She knew Jayden would not share in this suspicion. He could sense her anxieties, as slight as they were. And yet she knew it more important that she be on her guard.
Chapter 4
A week passed as Jayden left daily to prepare the ship for their departure. Madison graciously took the gifts the tribe gave her as a token of appreciation. Although she could tell from within them that they were more relieved by her approaching return to England than they were saddened by it. The healer and his kin were the only ones to show her any immediate benevolence. She took this receiving of gifts as a sign of their cultural traditions, and not their desire for her to remember them fondly. Their furs and skins to keep warm were beautiful, but her body no longer required them for comfort.
Jayden took the few arrows and bow that they provided. They even gave a portion of their meat to sustain them for the journey, although Madison insisted on only taking a small portion of it. She and Jayden didn’t need food to replenish them as the tribe soon would. Jayden gave them more smiles and nods of gratitude than she had ever received from him. But she sensed that he was sincerely grateful for their aid. It was because of them that he was able to return home.
The healer gazed at Madison as he brought her a small clay container. It had been engraved and painted in vibrant blue and yellow by his wife, who stood just behind him wrapped in skins for comfort. They both looked at
her warmly as he presented the gift to her with both hands. She took it just as he had presented it to her, with both her hands, and tried to get a sense for what it was. The healer knew whenever she searched for a reason behind something. His aura slowly penetrated hers as she stepped closer to him.
Her hands turned to ice as she touched the container in his hands. She hadn’t endured a sensation so strong since she felt the river beneath the falls crash against her body the first time she leapt from the ravine. She instantly withdrew her hands from the container. The aura around her healer deadened. She felt nothing. Not his emotions, not the calmness he had given her, simply nothing. It was the essence of numbness. As lifeless and unmoving as it was, it was still a profound sensation.
The wife took the skin from her back and placed it over the container. She gracefully wrapped it and handed it to Madison. She cautiously took it and felt the aura of the healer gradually coming back to her. It enveloped her with a warning of what was to come. He took his hand and motioned for Madison to set the container down. Taking her hand within his, she felt her emotions protruding him.
There would be others. That was the only true premonition that he could concede to her. They would procreate their own kind. Not instantly, but eventually. Whether they chose to or not, it would indeed happen. And the container, there was a substance inside that she was to keep with her in the tiniest of amounts. It was meant for herself and Jayden, and perhaps others they would find worthy in the time to come.
‘What possible need should I have for complete numbness?’
The wife took two pouches strung upon thin chains of skin. They were necklaces. Madison could sense the substance inside the pouches as well. She took the necklaces and wrapped them around both her neck and Jayden’s. The healer never let go of Madison’s hand.
‘There are men of spiritual ways around you,’ he said. ‘They will be able to find you. And when they do, this will protect you. They will not sense your presence or your immortality as long as you wear it. Use it sparingly and you and your companion will remain safe.’
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