by Nina Croft
“You’re not worried?”
“Of course, but they’re pretty good at what they do.”
“And that is?”
Tara thought for a moment. “Fight. They fight a lot. But yesterday, I thought I was going to die, and I’d never see Christian again. Instead I’m alive and so is Christian and—”
“Well sort of,” Faith couldn’t help adding. “I mean isn’t he the ‘undead’ and all that.”
“Don’t believe everything you read. So how about you? Are you going to be okay?”
“Yeah…no.” She shook her head. “To be perfectly honest, I haven’t the slightest idea.” She’d fallen into a fairy tale and now she was in the demon prince’s lair. And there was a witch and a whole load of fairies and wolves and…
“Can we move on here,” Shera said.
“Lead the way.”
They went out of another archway on the opposite side of the hall and up a staircase. Shera halted at a wooden door, the sort with big black iron studs and an intricate keyhole. Though no key.
“You.” Shera pointed at Graham. “In here.” She opened the door and gestured for him to enter. Graham grinned at them and pushed past her.
“Pull on the rope by the bed if you want anything and someone”—she gave a slightly malicious smile—“or something, will come and see to your needs.”
“Nice,” Graham said. “See you all later.”
Ryan was offered the next room. He turned to Faith. “You need anything?”
Faith bit her lip. The truth was she had to talk to someone and Ryan was the best bet. She should tell him she was ill, what was wrong with her and what to expect. Like she was going to die. While she couldn’t face telling Ash, someone should know. But right now, she needed time to be alone to assimilate everything that had happened, all she had learned.
“I’d like to talk,” she said. “There’s something I need to tell you. But later.”
He nodded. “Well, you know where to find me.”
“I do.”
Shera led them on. “For my Lord’s daughter,” she murmured at the next door.
Tara gripped Faith’s hand. “I never thanked you,” she said. “You went against your own people to get me out, and that must have been hard.”
“Not so hard in the end,” Faith replied. “They weren’t what I thought they were.”
“Very few people are,” Tara said. “Perhaps you should keep that in mind in the days to come.”
It was sensible advice. Maybe. The truth was she didn’t know what anyone was anymore. Her whole world had been turned upside down.
Shera led her to a narrow circular stairwell. They must be in the base of the tower she’d seen from the courtyard.
“Er where are we going?” she asked.
“My Lord told me you were to await him in his chamber.”
“So he did. And this is it?”
Shera nodded. Faith couldn’t tell whether she was happy or pissed off about that. Which was odd; the woman’s emotions hadn’t been hidden before.
“You are honored,” Shera said.
“I am. Of course I am.”
Well, at least it wasn’t the dungeon. Though maybe that wouldn’t have been so bad…
She followed Shera up a narrow winding staircase. Up and up.
“So do you like working for Ash?” Faith asked.
“It’s not as though I have a choice.”
“You don’t?”
“My family has always served the prince.”
“They have? So you don’t want to go anywhere else. Travel.”
“It hardly matters.”
There was a hint of bitterness in her words, and Faith could see why she might be a little bitchy at times. To be born into servitude didn’t seem fair.
Faith was glad she was fit; even so, by the end of the climb her legs were aching. They must be right at the top of the tower. Shera halted in front of a huge double door. There was also one opposite, which must lead to the outside. After pulling a huge iron key off the belt at her waist, she unlocked the doors and pushed them apart.
Faith gasped. “Holy freaking moly. Does he actually sleep in here?”
“As far as I’m aware he doesn’t sleep,” Shera replied.
Faith could guess what he did do.
Decorated in crimson and black, the room was huge and circular with windows all around through which she could see the twilight sky. A great circular bed, covered with fur throws and mounds of cushions, dominated the room. A fire flickered in the fireplace and in front of it, on an embroidered rug, lay the biggest dog she had ever seen. It raised its head and snarled. It also had the biggest teeth she had ever seen, and she hesitated in the doorway.
“Bran!” Shera spoke sharply and the dog rose to its feet and stalked over.
Faith swallowed. His head was level with hers, so she could stare straight into his cold yellow eyes. His fur was reddish brown, with a black ridge along his back, his body lean, with powerful forelegs ending in vicious inch-long claws.
“Nice,” she croaked. “Er, what sort of dog is that?”
“A hellhound. The master’s favorite. Bran out!” Shera turned a stern stare on the dog or hellhound or whatever it was, and the beast slunk out of the room. “If you need anything, pull the cord, and someone will come.”
“So if I want a cup of coffee, someone will have to climb up all those stairs to bring it to me? Won’t the coffee be cold by the time it gets here?”
“I’ll send someone with wings. Would you like coffee?”
She wasn’t sure. Well she was, she would love a coffee. But someone with wings. Yikes. But she needed coffee. She nodded slowly and a faint smile flickered across Shera’s face.
“I’ll send you some up. The bathroom is through there.” She pointed to a door opposite the bed.
“Thank you.”
Once alone, she examined her surroundings. The room was a sybaritic delight. Everything rich and opulent. She took a tentative step inside curling her bare toes into the soft rug. When she reached the bed, she couldn’t resist digging her fingers into the sumptuous sable fur.
She could picture Ash lying back on that fur. As long as he lost the wings of course—those would make lying on his back pretty uncomfortable. Did it hurt getting rid of them? He hadn’t seemed in pain when they sprouted.
Throwing herself down on the bed, she buried her face in the silky softness. Then sat up abruptly when she realized that once again she was in her filthy, bloodstained clothes.
She leaped to her feet, tried the door to the bathroom, and gasped again.
Ash obviously liked his luxury. A black marble bath, run through with veins of gold. She stared at it longingly but didn’t want to be in the bath when the winged thing arrived with her coffee. Instead, she stripped quickly and stepped into the walk in shower, turning on the water. Who would have thought hell would have decent plumbing?
The water came out steaming, and she allowed herself a minute standing under the spray.
She got out and rubbed herself dry. A crimson, silky robe hung on the door and she tugged it down and held it to her nose. It smelled of Ash, musky and spicy, and the memory of him made the muscles in her belly clench tight.
A knock came from the other room. She pulled on the robe and hurried across to the door, trying not to trip over the material that trailed on the ground and rolling up the sleeves as she went.
She opened the door, not knowing quite what to expect. A man stood there. He appeared quite normal except for the black wings furled at his back. He’d been staring at the floor now he raised his eyes and they were crimson.
Maybe even the servants had to match the decor.
He held a tray in his hands, and what looked like clothes, over one arm. She took both from him. “Thank you.”
He smiled and nodded and appeared almost human again.
“I’m Damon,” he said. “Just call if you need me.”
She watched as he turned around, open
ed the double doors behind him, and launched into the air.
“Thanks, Damon,” she murmured to the empty space. She carried the tray inside, put the clothes over the chair—she’d examine them later—poured a coffee, added cream and sugar, and wandered back outside the room and to the doors opposite. As she pushed, they opened easily, leading out onto a balcony that ran around the outside of the tower. There was no railing—all the better for taking off from—and she peered gingerly over the edge. Far below, was the courtyard. She wandered the whole way around and sank down to sit cross-legged, her back against the wall. Beyond the courtyard, she could see for miles. A flat plain surrounded the castle and beyond that, a circle of mountains so they were at the center of a valley. The air was neither hot nor cold and clear, so despite the twilight she could see for miles.
It was actually quite beautiful.
Faith sipped her coffee and a sense of peace flowed over her. She’d been trying not to think about the future, or the past for that matter, until she was alone and could consider what she’d learned without distractions. Now, she allowed her mind to replay all that she had discovered.
And all that she now accepted. When Christian had opened her mind, it was as though a key had unlocked a door deep inside her. It was hard to believe that since that long ago night, her thoughts and beliefs had been implanted in her head by the bastard who had killed her mother.
At the start of all this, she’d thought that if only she could solve Julie’s murder then she’d be able to accept that her time was done. Well, she hadn’t solved the case but the killer was dead.
It was over.
Not only that, but she had learned the truth behind her mother’s death and that the killer had also been dealt with. It was odd, but she trusted they’d told her the truth. Maybe it was because she knew they could do that mind-whammy thing and once again, she’d know nothing.
She didn’t like the sound of that. She didn’t want to forget. Perhaps she could stay here until the end. And if she did that, they wouldn’t have to make her forget. Spend her last days in hell. Sounded like a plan.
Would Ash want her to stay? Maybe she’d better start thinking of him as “My Lord Asmodai.” He’d said he wanted her, and he hadn’t yet had her. She had a flashback to the feel of his mouth on her skin, between her thighs, inside her, and a tremor of remembered pleasure shivered through her body.
She wanted him to make love to her. Desperately. More than she had ever wanted anything in her life before.
Was he still up there fighting the angels? What if he killed them? Was there some sort of penance for killing an angel? Perhaps you got sent to hell. Yeah, she could go around in circles like this.
She wondered briefly whether she should tell him that she was dying. But she dismissed the idea, at least for the moment. No doubt, he’d treat her like some sort of invalid and she didn’t want that. Besides, he’d hardly been entirely open with her. Would he ever have revealed what he was, if he hadn’t had to?
And did it really matter whether she told him or not? This was hardly going to be a long-term relationship.
But while that might be the case, at this moment, she wanted to stay with him, discover what and who he was. Make love with him. Make him smile. Make him forget the darkness and sadness she sometime caught in his eyes.
Well, she could try and do that; she’d just have to do it quickly. Because she sensed she didn’t have long. Was it so wrong to keep quiet and try to enjoy whatever time she had left? It wasn’t as though his heart was involved. She believed he liked her, but nothing more, and he would soon get over her once she’d gone.
A movement snagged her attention out of the corner of her eye, and she raised her head to look. A figure swooped down on her tower, huge black wings beating the air.
She scrambled up as Ash landed lightly three feet away from her and perched on the edge of the balcony. The black wings folded against his back. He still wore the jeans but his top half was naked except for the straps of a sword scabbard that crossed his bare chest. The hilt of the sword protruded above his left shoulder. He was still nearly seven feet tall but as she watched, the wings melted away and he shrank to a more normal height, once again the Ash she knew and had come to… She bit off the thought as he stepped toward her.
He was stunning, sweat gleaming on the vast amount of naked skin. Black hair sprinkled across his broad chest, and ran in a line down his ridged belly, disappearing into the waistband of his jeans, which hung low on his hips. Below that, she could see the bulge of his shaft. She stared for a moment—was it getting bigger?
Her gaze flew up to his face and she forced a smile. Fear warred with desire inside her. He was so big and dangerous and dark. He didn’t smile back, only pursed his lips and watched her out of heavy-lidded eyes.
“Fighting always makes me as horny as hell.”
Chapter Twenty-two
Her mouth went dry. She swallowed. What the hell could she say to that? Nothing. Besides, she wasn’t sure her throat would work. So staying silent seemed the best bet.
He took another step toward her, framed against the backdrop of mountains, and she whirled around and raced for the door. Acting on pure instinct, she wasn’t trying to escape him; she knew exactly where she wanted him. She ran back into the bedroom with its huge circular bed.
As she reached it, she turned. Ash strode in, slamming the door shut behind him. Inside, he appeared even bigger. The room suited him to perfection.
He took a step toward her, and she backed away but came up against the edge of the bed. Hunger burned in his eyes. His hands went to the buckle at his chest. He flicked it open and the sword and scabbard clattered to the stone floor.
Then his hand went lower, to hover at the button of his jeans.
“Faith?”
She’d been staring at the bulge in his jeans again, now she peered up. “W-what?” The word came out as a hoarse whisper.
“That’s my robe—take it off.”
Holding his gaze, she tugged at the belt of the robe, the silk slipping through her hands. Her fingers clumsy, it seemed to take an age to untie the knot. Finally, the belt unraveled and the robe fell apart. She smoothed it from her shoulders and it dropped to the floor in a slither of silk leaving her naked before him.
His gaze was like fire as it raced over her body, lingering on her breasts and belly. He kicked off his boots, flicked open the button on his jeans, slid down the zipper.
As he pushed them down over his hips, his cock sprang free, hard, huge, pale against the hair-roughed skin of his belly. He stepped out of his leather pants and closed the space between them coming to a halt only inches away. The spicy, musky scent of him filled her senses.
Her legs shook and she locked them in place as his hands came out and rested on her shoulders, hot and hard against her skin. “You owe me,” he said. “Are you going to pay up, or do you want me to chain you to that wall in my dungeon and you can pretend that you don’t want this? Don’t want to make love with someone like me.”
At his words, a wave of heat rolled over her, threatening to suck her under. Some perverted part of her really liked the dungeon idea. The dungeon was probably too far away. She took a tiny step toward him, closing the last gap between them so her breasts pressed against his chest and the scalding-hot length of his erection nudged against her stomach.
“I always pay my debts,” she murmured.
He let out his breath, and she realized he’d been holding it, waiting for her reply. She liked that he’d been in no way sure about her, because while he hadn’t actually lied to her, he’d definitely been stingy with the truth.
His fingers tightened on her shoulders and he gave a little shove so she fell backward onto the fur cover of the bed behind her. Balancing her weight on her elbows, she stared up at him.
“This is not going to be slow,” he warned in a low husky voice that sent heat straight to her sex. “I’m not going to risk this not happening for a third time. So prepar
e yourself, honey. I promise you slow and easy next time.”
She couldn’t even begin to think of next time. She needed him now.
“Lie back,” he ordered.
She did so, resting against the silky softness of the fur. Keeping her eyes on him all the time because he was so beautiful and she didn’t want to miss a second.
He leaned down, his hands grasping her knees. He lifted her legs from the floor, pushed her farther up the bed and spread her thighs, bending her knees back so they rested against her hips, leaving her totally exposed to him.
His eyes glowed crimson. “Gorgeous,” he crooned.
Her sex felt hot and swollen under his stare as though she was melting from the inside. She glanced down his body to where his shaft strained, the head flushed with blood. She needed him inside her.
“Please…”
A slow smile curved his hips. “For you, sweetheart, anything.”
He knelt on the bed between her thighs and thrust into her in one fluid move.
She gasped and he held himself still. He was big, and it had been a long time, but her body tightened instinctively around him. He withdrew slowly, staring down into her eyes the whole time. The drag of him against her was exquisite, and then he slammed into her hard, his mouth coming down on hers to swallow her scream.
He was consuming her, changing her, filling her. She lost the ability to think. All she was aware of was the hard body on her, in her, as she hovered between pain and pleasure, unable to move under the force of his passion. Even so, the sensations built inside her on a great swell of pure bliss. Every cell in her body focused on the place between her legs where his body joined to hers. He pumped into her faster as his tongue plunged into her mouth and his hands dug into her bones. She clawed her way higher and higher, the pleasure spiraling out of control until she thought she would burst.
As though he could sense her hovering on the precipice, he raised his head. His face was a mask of craving, his lips a grimace, his eyes burning like fire.
Lowering his head, he bit down hard, piercing the skin where her throat met her shoulder, while his hips ground into her and every muscle tensed. She came in a long, drawn-out explosion of crimson light that flashed behind her clamped lids.