He stood up, pushed his hands into his pockets. “I didn’t trust myself not to bang down on your door and beg you to love me right back. I turned into some kind of lovesick puppy and the nights were pretty fucking impossible, to be honest.”
A small smile curved her lips at his analysis of their separated evenings.
“Then, there was the problem of sex.” He said gravely, lifting a hand to her cheek and cradling her face.
“The problem of sex?” She repeated, confused, already feeling the familiar tingling that took over her body when he touched her.
“Yes. I knew that I could make you want me, but I didn’t want you to confuse lust with love. What we share is so special, but I want more than your spectacular body, Missy. That’s a mind-blowing aspect of what I think we have, but it’s just one aspect.”
Missy bit her lip and took his hand from her cheek, held it gently in hers. “I’m sorry, Nate, I just can’t say that I will learn to love you.”
A muscle ticked in the side of his jaw but beside that, he remained motionless, his face perfectly still. Ever the negotiator, he countered softly, “How do you know that? Is it really so impossible?”
“I’m afraid so. You see, Nate, I fell in love with you a long time ago. I couldn’t love you any more than I already do. It’s not possible.”
He threw his head back triumphantly, then gathered her up into a massive embrace, crushing her to his broad, muscular frame.
“Oh, my darling doc. You have just made me the happiest man that’s ever lived. To feel like I feel about you, and not know that it’ll ever be returned... it’s been a hideous few months.”
She blushed. “I think it’s been a pretty spectacular few months.”
He chuckled. “The beginning of a spectacular rest of our lives.”
She nodded sweetly.
“Missy, you once said that you would only ever marry for the deepest love. Will you marry me?”
She nodded again, and tears were falling down her cheeks, happy tears, tears that spoke of all the joy a person could ever feel in life.
PROLOGUE
Christmas, 13 months later.
Nate laid Charlie down beside his blissfully sleeping sister, Petunia. At seven months old, the babies were matching pictures of health, both round and waxy and pink and fair, with their mother’s eyes and dimples and their father’s determination and chin cleft.
He walked downstairs, slowly, taking in the spectacular site of his wife.
Dressed in that green silk skirt that brought back impossibly hot memories from their trip to Venice, Nate felt his heart turn over with pride. They’d been in New York for six months, and Missy had taken to American life, and motherhood, with all the grace and aplomb he had come to expect from her. Every day together his love for her had trebled. He couldn’t imagine a world in which they were not together.
The whole house had been decorated from head to toe in Christmas paraphernalia. Sashes and sashes of fir trees hung from the stairs, from every door way, wreaths adorned the walls, and the most enormous tree he’d ever seen had taken up residence in the lounge room since the end of October.
Nate had gently teased his wife about the earliness of the Christmas decorating, but she had shaken her head determinedly, and pulled him in to wrap his arms around her. “I am going to make sure our children grow up with the most wonderful childhoods ever. And that includes a very exciting lead up to Christmas!”
Missy turned to watch her husband walk downstairs, and she quelled the desire that pooled in her stomach. She would never have thought she could still feel this every time she saw him, but she did. If it was possible, she had come to love him even more than when she first met him.
Since that day in the hospital, they hadn’t been apart. Nate had arranged his schedule so that he could be with her in London until after the births, and then he’d waited until she felt ready to travel to relocate them to the States.
Missy sighed happily. Everything she’d ever wanted in life was hers. She’d even been offered a position at a local doctor’s surgery while she did her conversion course to validate her UK degree. And they were will to give her part time flexibility while she found her feet as a working mum.
The doorbell rang and Robbie arrived, the first of their party. Missy hugged her twin affectionately. Nate shook his hand. Robert had been an inspired addition to his staff. In his seven months with the company, he’d already increased efficiency in several areas and picked up glaring oversights in small pockets of the group. Nate knew from the first week that Robert would become part of the furniture of the company, and had offered him a share package as part of his generous remuneration. He was proud of his brother in law, and BJ, Robert and Nate had become a formidable team, both professionally and socially.
Next to arrive were Chuck and Maria. “Where’s my namesake?” Chuck beamed good-naturedly, patting Nate on the back and kissing Missy’s cheeks.
Missy had been right. Though Chuck and Maria hadn’t been blessed with children, they were like grandparents to the twins, and they were a regular inclusion in Anderson family dinners.
“He’s sleeping, finally,” Missy exclaimed, rolling her eyes. “They’re absolutely perfect babies, except for their aversion to sleep!”
Nate’s parents were the next to appear, clutching swags and swags of parents. Missy noted with embarrassment that most of them were for her. “You, my dear girl,” Nate’s mother Caroline said, “have given us the greatest gift in the world. A truly happy son, and grandchildren, and a daughter-in-law we love like our own child.”
It was such a heart-warming sentiment from the usually very no-nonsense southern belle that Missy felt she could cry. Her own family had been so very different to this! BJ was the final guest, and despite Missy’s gentle urgings, he arrived solo. Missy and Nate hoped privately that BJ would find someone special all of his own; someone who could bring him the love and fulfilment they felt in their marriage.
They ate the full traditional lunch that Missy had organised, sitting beneath the enormous tree, surrounded by love and fairy lights. Outside, as plum pudding was served, snow began to fall lightly.
Everyone assembled under the tree, including the twins who had woken at just the right moment, to open presents, except Missy, who went to the large bay window in the entrance to marvel at the stunning sight beyond. Nate came to stand behind her and wrapped his arms around her middle.
“Isn’t it the most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen, Nate?” She asked wondrously.
He kissed the top of her head. “You are the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen, Mrs Anderson.”
She nuzzled back into him with a contented sigh. They were just as they were meant to be – together. Forever.
THE END.
If you liked THE TYCOON’S VIRGIN MISTRESS, you’ll love THE SHEIKH’S ARRANGED MARRIAGE. Here’s the first chapter!
THE SHEIKH’S ARRANGED MARRIAGE
Clare Connelly
All the characters in this book are fictitious and have no existence outside the author’s imagination. They have no relation to anyone bearing the same or names and are pure invention.
All rights reserved. The text of this publication or any part thereof may not be reprinted by any means without permission of the Author.
First published 2014
(c) Clare Connelly
CHAPTER ONE
Sex with a stranger.
Well, not technically a stranger, if you bought into semantics. But near enough.
As of four hours ago, His Royal Highness Tariq Kassis Amari, Emir of Assan was her husband. Although they’d spent less than a day in each other’s company, they were now married, for better or worse.
Despite their legal intimacy, Rebecca couldn’t quell the army of butterflies that was battering her insides furiously. The time had come to cement their union, and instead of feeling shy or nervous, she was strangely excited.
One of the six attendants she’d been staffed wi
th had shown her the concealed doorway, discretely tucked behind a Renaissance masterpiece. It had sprung open silently when touched in just the right spot to reveal a wide, carpeted corridor, lined with lamps on either side. Though the lamps were now powered by electric bulbs, they looked ancient, and it wasn’t hard to imagine they’d been there since the Royal Palace had been built three hundred years earlier.
Rebecca took in a shaky breath. At the other end of the straight hallway was another door. One that would open into a matching bedroom; that of Tariq, the Sheikh, her husband.
Her attendants had been dismissed. After a long day that had started with the traditional Katb el Kitab and finished with an elaborate wedding reception, they were almost as exhausted as she.
Despite the tiredness that sapped through her body, there was a force of adrenalin, too. She had not expected to be attracted to her husband. But she was. Desperately. One look from the Sheikh had the ability to turn her bones to water; to fill her soul with longing. No one had been more surprised by the force of her desire than Rebecca.
At twenty four, she remained a virgin. Not for lack of opportunity. But while her girlfriends had been indulging in one night stands, and impassioned holiday romances that burned out as quickly as they had shone brightly, Rebecca had been immune. She had come to believe she simply lacked the ‘sex’ gene. Then, twenty four hours ago, at their official engagement ceremony, the reading of the Fatiha, Tariq had walked into the room and stomped all over that idea.
Dressed in long, flowing white robes that made his olive skin look sinfully rich, he was tall, at least six feet five inches, and broad shouldered. Muscular. Strong. His eyes were what had done it though. Almond shaped and thickly rimmed with black, curling lashes, they were a golden honey colour, flecked with green and brown, and they seemed to glow with secrets and mysteries.
Only, he had seemed determined to barely acknowledge her, as though her very presence was a minor inconvenience in his regally blessed life.
She had known this arranged marriage was at the will of his parents, the previous Sheikh of Assan, Fatih, and his Queen Consort Aliyah. Through the tension in his body, the coldness in his face, Tariq had made it clear that he was there as a dutiful son and Prince. Against his own desires and wishes, that would have dictated his right to select his own bride. He had no expectations of anything from his bride besides the requisite procreation of his noble line. Eight hundred years of Kassis Amari Kings had ruled Assan, turning it into one of the most prosperous Kingdoms of the Arab world. And the burden of delivering the next in line rested on the newlyweds.
When her father had signed the contract of marriage, twenty four years ago, could he have known that he would be foisting his daughter on such an unwilling groom? She didn’t know, and she couldn’t ask him. Fourteen years ago, her parents had been killed in a motorway pileup, and any knowledge of the marriage contract had died with them. Her grandfather too had passed away, leaving her more or less alone on earth. Only her adopted parents remained, and they had been as surprised as anyone to discover that their disappointing adopted daughter had been hand selected to marry into one of the oldest royal families in the world. And as scary as the prospect was of marriage to a man she’d never met, she didn’t hesitate for even an instant in saying ‘yes’. Fourteen years of being ruled by her adopted parents’ cruel and unkind manner had finally ended. She was free.
Or was she? Had she simply jumped from one prison to another? Admittedly a far, far more gilded cage, she thought, running a hand down the raw silk gown she had been carefully wrapped in. Her attendants had spent the better part of the evening preparing her for this moment. She’d been bathed, massaged, oiled. Her long blonde hair had been brushed until it shone, while every other hair on her body had been painstakingly removed. Finally, the luminescent turquoise robe had been fitted to her slim frame. It was slightly sheer, and in the right light, there was no disguising the fact that beneath it, she was naked. On top of her head, an elaborate black diamond and gold headpiece had been placed. She hated to think what such baubles would be worth. Undoubtedly more than she earned in five years at her job as a Special Education teacher in an outer suburb of London.
Her hand stilled on the solid mahogany door. Should she knock? Or walk in? This was an established Assanian tradition, and yet she felt besieged by uncertainty. And anticipation... What would it be like to be made love to by a man such as Tariq? For he was so very masculine, so totally desirable.
In spite of the emotional abuse she’d suffered at the hands of Winona and Greg, or perhaps because of it, Rebecca had become adept at shielding her indecision. She employed that skill now, arranging her face to reflect calm and control. She was now Queen of Assan and this was her husband’s room. She pushed the wooden surface in the same carved space that was mirrored on her own door, and it sprung open, just as quietly, just as readily.
The Emir was standing at the Mashrabiya, the ornately screened window that overlooked his private swimming pool. She could only see his profile, the aquiline nose, lips that were slashed into his face, cheekbones that looked made of steel. Unlike many men in Assan, his face was clean shaven, but there was a hint of a five o’clock shadow on his square jawline now. His eyes, those eyes that must be filled with Bedouin charms, that had bewitched her instantly, were hooded.
A sliver of pale moonlight bathed across him, and he looked so magnificent, that she couldn’t help her soft intake of breath.
He spun, instantly, his face expressionless as he took in her appearance.
Winona and Greg had gone to great lengths to make sure Rebecca had no vanity. If she had ever thought herself passably pretty, they had well and truly disabused her of such a notion. Her blue eyes were so blue they looked fake; her lips too full and pouty, ‘sluttish’, Winona had told her repeatedly; her nose too snub at its tip; her blonde hair, naturally as fair as sunshine, looked cheap and tawdry. Rebecca knew her figure was her only redeeming feature. She was tall, six foot without shoes, and naturally slender. Though even her body had not escaped Winona’s rapier sharp cruelty. Her legs were too coltish, her breasts non-existent, her pale skin ghost-like. “Nothing attractive about a tall skeleton draped in a sheet,” Winona had told her repeatedly, with a shake of her head as she drew her tiny little eyes up and down Rebecca’s developing body.
The silk gown she’d been draped in was stunning, and under the gaze of this impossibly handsome Sheikh, Rebecca felt every single insecurity bubble back to the surface. It didn’t matter how many friends had told her she was beautiful. Standing there, across a bedroom that suddenly seemed to chasm before her, Rebecca felt unmistakably unworthy. She dropped her gaze away first. That was a mistake. When she turned from him, her eyes unintentionally landed on the palatial bed at the heart of the room. It was enormous. At least twice the size of a normal double bed with four posts that rode to the ceiling and gauzy curtains suspended on each side.
Rebecca gulped and looked back to her groom, with no idea how innocent she looked.
Tariq hardened his resolve. “My sacrificial bride,” he murmured, and his voice was warm and thick, like the Arabian winds that blew through the dessert beyond the palace walls. His stride was long and he crossed the room, so that he was standing just in front of her.
“Sacrificial bride?” She repeated, her eyes held prisoner by his darkly intense stare.
“How else would you describe this ritual?” He muttered, and she thought she detected distaste in his voice. Truthfully, Rebecca had thought it all sounded very romantic when she’d first learned of it. Of course, that had been before she’d met the man in question.
“You don’t approve of the final stage of a royal wedding?” She hedged, struggling to keep her face impassive and her voice calm.
“Not in this instance,” he answered immediately, and his eyes were at once amber and green. She felt her heart quicken at what he was suggesting. He was only saying what she already knew. She was not pretty enough for him. His reputati
on as a playboy preceded him. He had dated models, supermodels, actresses, royalty. All of them beautiful and glamorous. Rebecca Beaumont from Bourton-on-Water was none of those things.
If she were the kind of girl to blush, she knew her cheeks would have glowed pink. Instead, the only tell-tale sign that his words had upset her was the way the thumb of her left hand rubbed compulsively against her right index finger.
“I... I’m sorry if I’m not what you were expecting.” She said quietly. And she was. Sorry for both of them. He fulfilled every single one of her fantasies and she was clearly a let-down. It was disheartening, to say the least.
“You are just what I was expecting,” he corrected, his tone harsh, his eyes bitter. “Beautiful. Graceful. Poised. Demure. Virginal,” As he listed each virtue his voice rang with more and more offense. “My father chose well.”
“But you resent anyone making you do anything,” she surmised.
A muscle flexed in his jaw. “I was born to this position. I have always known what my responsibilities would entail.” He spoke the words automatically, and something about his delivery made Rebecca certain that he was lying.
“But you don’t agree with arranged marriages,” she pushed, certain there was a cause for his frustration, beyond her disappointing looks.
“My parents are happily married; theirs was an arranged marriage. It is not the marriage so much as...”
“So much as the bride.” She finished for him, her pale eyes clouding with confusion. “Why did you go ahead with it?” She whispered, turning her head to look beyond him, to the Persian tapestry hanging on the wall.
“It was my duty. Why did you go ahead with it?” He intoned caustically, despising himself for finding her attractive. Her chest was rising and falling at pace, as her breathing was ragged, and he had to employ his self-discipline to avoid staring.
“I...” She swallowed back the lump in her throat. What could she tell him? Because her father, who she had loved and adored, had wished it? And that even though he had died many years ago, doing something that he had willed made her feel close to him? Or should she tell him that she would have married the devil himself if it meant never having to see Winona and Greg again? Buying into a whole way of life completely removed from them and their horrible abuse. Backed into a corner, she went on the attack. “You hoped I would refuse.” She guessed, clarity coming to her in a sharp and instant lightning bolt of comprehension. The way his brows grouped together convinced her she was right. “Yes, of course that’s it. You thought that I would refuse the marriage, and that you would then be free from marrying me, without having to defy your parents.” She lifted her eyes to his. “Tell me the truth, Tariq. That is why you’re so annoyed with me?”
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