A meet and greet commenced, and the suits welcomed the skaters, shaking hands and chatting. It was clear everyone in the room knew each other except for me. Not a surprise. This was the second season of Ice Dancing With the Stars, and the first one had been a mild hit for the network, so we were round two.
One of the executives came over to me, extending his hand to shake. “Zara Pritchard. I remember you. It’s good to see you here.”
My latte was sweating all over my hand, so I transferred it to my other, wiped my wet palm on my sweatshirt, and then extended it to him, hoping that didn’t look too awkward. “Thank you, sir. I’m very excited for this opportunity. I won’t let you down. You won’t be sorry.”
He took my hand and shook it with a nod. “Of course.”
“I’ve been working extra hard since I got the call,” I told him quickly. “Practicing my triple axels and toe loops to make sure I can keep up with the show. I’m used to putting in at least fifteen hours a day, so whatever you need, I can do. You can just point me to it, and I’ll be good to go. I’m really versatile, too. Any sort of routine you need—”
He was starting to get a glazed look in his eyes, and I knew I was babbling. But the truth was, I needed this job badly. And I couldn’t seem to make myself shut up, despite the pitying look that Jon Jon was giving me over his shoulder.
“I have lots of ideas for choreography, too,” I gushed, helpless to stop my nervous babbling. “That was one of my specialties when I was competing. I tend to score very well artistically. Not that my technical scores weren’t great, of course. I mean, they were. It’s just that I really prided myself on my artistry, and so—”
“Who’s this?” The female executive cut me off, moving to the man’s side. She gave me a cool look up and down.
The man gratefully snatched his hand back and put it on my shoulder instead. “This is Zara Pritchard. She’s filling in for Svetlana, since she’s too pregnant to compete.”
Yes! Thank you, Svetlana, for getting knocked up. I totally needed to send that woman flowers. I gave the female executive my best beaming smile.
“She’s awfully young,” the woman said, frowning as she considered me.
“Oh, I just look young,” I explained hastily, and gestured at my tight bun. “It’s the hair. It makes my face rounder than it really is. Everyone always talks about how I look like I’m fourteen, but I’m really twenty-five. I get carded all the time. I—”
The female executive sniffed. “They told me you were an Olympian.”
“I am. Was.” Oh god, the horrified look on Jon Jon’s face had turned to one of pity. Please, please don’t let me babble out my past. “I competed in 2002. Salt Lake. I was thirteen and—’
Her eyes widened. “You walked off after you fell. I remember.”
Oh god. I was going to barf. “It was a mistake,” I blurted out. “I was a kid, and I was really upset. I didn’t realize what a mistake it would be. I’d never do it again if given the chance to do-over. I mean, no one does that, right?” I gave a high-pitched, nervous laugh. “That’s like, rule number one of figure skating. You never walk off the ice mid-routine, but I did it. So yeah, I…um, won’t do it again.”
Please, floor, swallow me up now.
She gave me a tight look. “See that you don’t.”
“Of course not. Absolutely. You can count on me. I—”
She turned away before I could finish. Ouch. “Let’s start the meeting, shall we?”
Everyone returned to their seats, and none of the other skaters would look in my direction. My cheeks burned with humiliation, but I forced myself to sit. I would never run away again, after all. I’d learned my lesson.
I was thirteen when I’d won at Nationals, and fourteen for the Salt Lake Olympics of 2002. I was a favorite for the US, and I had been all over Sports Illustrated and figure skating magazines, and my managers were in talks with multiple sports companies about endorsement deals once I medaled at the Olympics. I was a prodigy. I was young, cute, and everyone loved me. It wasn’t a matter of ‘if’ I medaled, but when. I was the favorite going in.
And I’d been cocky as hell, too. I was so sure that I was going to mop the floor with the others that, after I’d skated a flawless short program, I was positive that I was unstoppable. I might have even skipped a practice.
But the ice had been shitty, and I’d drawn the bad luck of going first. Skating first, when the ice wasn’t all torn up and malleable, sucked. I didn’t like that. Bad luck all around. And then I’d doubled a triple toe loop. And got pissed at myself. Why was I doing such stupid moves? Why? Why wasn’t I paying attention?
And then I’d gone into my double-axel sit spin, a move I normally nailed…except I’d mis-timed it and landed flat on my too-proud ass in front of the judges.
And then I’d sat there, humiliated, as the music played on. Skaters are taught to get up and carry on, salvage the program as best they could. Keep your chin up and your head held high, and you’ll at least finish with grace.
But I’d been fourteen, and my dreams of medaling had just come crashing down around my ass. And so I picked myself up off the ice and flounced right off of the rink.
People had been stunned. No one walked off the ice. No one. They started to boo.
I then shot everyone the bird, full of myself and humiliation.
Of course, that had just made things worse.
The Olympic favorite had just scratched.
It made headlines everywhere. ZARA PRITCHARD WASHES OUT, complete with pictures of me storming away, my middle fingers in the air. My coaches were horrified. My parents were, too. The rest of my team, devastated. I’d embarrassed everyone. Worst of all? I’d killed my career. My management team fired me. Endorsement deals that were practically inked had dried up overnight. No one would hire Zara Pritchard, supreme loser. No one wanted anything to do with me. After a few years of struggling, I’d landed odd jobs skating as mascots (always masked and covered head to toe) or doing private lessons. I barely scraped by.
So now, here I was, more than ten years later, being given a second chance because Svetlana had gotten too pregnant to compete. And I was determined not to screw this up this time, damn it.
Zara Pritchard had learned her lesson.
“So,” the female executive said, taking a seat at the head of the table and flipping through a packet of notes. “We’re all familiar with the layout of the show, right?”
I wasn’t. I didn’t watch last year’s show because my hated nemesis, Penelope Marks, the skater who’d taken the gold the year I should have had it, was also one of the judges. Hated Penelope. HA. TED. But I guessed that I should have paid more attention to the show. Now wasn’t the time to ask.
“There will be six weeks of shows, since we’re a summer replacement for the network.” The executive continued on calmly. “That means six routines with your partner, provided you last the entire six weeks. You’ll have two weeks, starting tomorrow, to train and warm up with your partner. Then, we start live shows. As a reminder, if you get to the finale, you automatically get a fifty-thousand-dollar bonus. The winner gets a hundred thousand, as does the celebrity. Of course, they’ll be giving theirs to charity.” She gave us all a wintry smile. “You are encouraged to do the same, if you choose.”
Give away a hundred grand? Hell no. That’d set me for years. I pressed my lips together tightly, just to make sure the protest didn’t blurt out of my mouth.
“Costumes will be provided. Simply inform production of your choice at the beginning of the week, and they will take care of the rest. Ditto with music, so we can ensure that we get the appropriate rights to play the music. You don’t want to sub out at the last minute.” She gave a pointed look at Serge.
Ooo, someone got busted.
“You’ll be assigned the same choreographers as last year.”
Assigned choreographers? I felt my enthusiasm dim a little. I loved doing choreography and expressing myself artistically through rou
tines. Having someone else pick out that stuff for us took a little of the joy out of it. But beggars couldn’t be choosers, and I was certainly the beggar here. I said nothing.
“The celebrities for this year have been selected. I realize not all of you will be pleased with your choice of partners, but we’ve made every attempt to be fair to all involved. We trust that even if you don’t appreciate your choice in partner, that you will maintain professionalism and make the best of things. Your role as the skater is to make the celebrity look good. That means that the choreographer will be choosing routines designed at a much lower level of expertise than you are used to. We expect you to pace yourself accordingly.
“Schedules will be provided by the production assistant assigned to you. As a reminder, since we are working on a truncated timeframe, all parties have agreed to stay in the assigned production dormitory. There was an issue last season with alcohol and a few missed practices.” Again, she cast a scathing eye down the line. “So I trust that will not be an issue this year. As a reminder, camera crews will be filming any and all interactions. You will essentially have no privacy for the next eight weeks. Again, I trust this will not be an issue.”
She flipped more papers. “You’ll meet with your celebrity later this afternoon. From there, you can get started. Any questions?”
I raised my hand.
All eyes turned to me. “Yes?” The woman’s voice was cool.
“You say this is ice dancing, but I’m a figure skater. Does this mean we’ll have no throws or jumps at all? Those are against the rules in ice dancing.”
Emma’s eyes widened, and she gave me an imperceptible shake of her head.
Uh oh. I began to babble again. “I mean, not that we can’t do that. I’m totally fine with that. I was just curious, because the rules of ice dancing are different than regular pairs skating, and the skates are different. Ice dancers use a different toe pick, and—”
“It’s just a name,” the woman executive said in a voice that so wintry that I expected ice cubes to fall from her mouth. “You’ll do regular figure skating. The name is simply for the show. Now. Do you have any other questions?”
I had a million, but even I knew when to keep my trap shut.
The executive smiled. “Good. Welcome to season two of Ice Dancing with the Stars.”
UNSPOKEN
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