He lowered me down on my bed and ran his hand over my tit, his other hand at my pussy. “Fuck me. Always so wet for me.”
He flipped us over so that I was straddling him, and he groped my ass, pressing me against him. I was overcome with shivering pleasure when his rigid cock kneaded my clit.
“Your cock feels so good against me.”
“Oh yeah?” He ground against me again and again, his lips playing with mine. “Give me that pussy.”
Grasping my waist, he pulled me toward him, making me sit on his face. “Noah!” I cried out, experiencing pure bliss. His mouth was hot on me, his lips and tongue delving into my folds, probing me, torturing me, and I felt like I was going to burst any minute.
I rocked against his face, making a mess out of it because I was sopping wet. I squeezed my breasts and threw my head backward, grinding faster and faster…
“Oh, yes. Oh God, yes. I’m going to come. I’m going to come right now… Yes!”
I came with a scream, feeling higher than ever. He had me under him in two seconds, sliding all the way in my spasming pussy. I screamed again, wrapping my legs around his waist as he pounded into me.
“Fuck, fuck, fuck. You’re so good. And your face… You’re all flush and sexy…”
“Fuck me harder,” I demanded, moving my hips against his faster. He complied immediately, moaning my name repeatedly as he thrust into me. My mound was super sensitive, everything feeling way more intense, and I was coming again, falling apart around his fat cock.
“Jess,” he shouted and drew out of me. He jerked his cock three, four, five times before several spurts of his hot load covered my breasts. “So good,” he muttered and rested his forehead against mine, his warm breaths caressing my cheeks.
“I can say the same,” I said and giggled, unusually happy. I wanted to stay with him like this the whole day, safe and sound.
The old feelings for him grew stronger, and an unusual peace spread through my chest. It was like something told me this was how it was supposed to be from the depths of my mind and heart.
And when he left to go back to his work, I was filled with longing and need. I just couldn’t wait to see him again.
14
Noah
* * *
I spent the rest of my shift thinking about Jessica non-stop. I was sporting a huge boner during my two last meetings, unable to pay attention to their contents because my mind was playing that hour at Jessica’s place on repeat.
Fuck me. Her body, her pussy, her moans… Everything about her turned me on, and I wanted much, much more. It wasn’t enough.
And when she came around my cock… Fuck. I could come just thinking about it.
She was so sweet when I hugged her before I left, snaking her arms around my waist like she never wanted to let me go. And it was so hard to leave her. But now we could make up for all that lost time and start anew.
After work, I went to see my mother, sure that she wasn’t going to like what I had to tell her. When I arrived at the manor, she was getting ready for a dinner she had with some family friends, but I didn’t want to put this conversation on ice. The sooner I finished with it, the better.
“I need to tell you something,” I told her and crossed my arms over my chest, watching her put her makeup on in front of her vanity mirror.
“You sound too serious,” she said, barely sparing me a glance as she put her mascara on. “Is everything okay at work?”
“Work is fine. As always. In fact, it’s going better than ever.”
“That is great. But then what is the problem?” She glanced at me. “Are you sick?”
“No, I’m not sick. I talked with Melanie and I called our engagement off.”
If she wasn’t wearing a foundation that made her tan darker, I was sure I would see her going pale. She spun around on her vanity chair to face me. “You did what?!”
“We talked about this already.”
“Yes, we did. And I told you it would be a mistake. A big one. How could you do this to Melanie?”
I snorted and tilted my head to the side. “Melanie? The same Melanie who cheated on me?”
She jumped to her feet, dropping her mascara to the floor. “That can’t be true.”
“Unfortunately, it’s true. I even have photos that prove it.”
She pressed her hand against her chest, visibly disturbed. “No. I can’t believe it. Melanie would never do that.”
“The photos are the proof, Mom. She did cheat on me. She was kissing another man at the hotel opening, and when I confronted her about it, she admitted that she’s been cheating on me for a while. So she’s not all sweet and innocent as you’ve thought.”
She sat back down, her parted lips wobbly. “I… I can’t believe it,” she repeated. “I thought she was a good girl. No, I knew she was a good girl. I thought she had eyes only for you.” She shook her head. “I’m appalled.”
“I know, Mom.” I came to her and squatted, taking her hand into mine. “I know how much you like her. But I can’t marry her. This changes everything. If Dad knew about this, he wouldn’t want me to marry her either.”
Her eyes teary, she nodded. “I looked at her as my daughter. I thought she loved you. It’s so hard for me to believe this. Good heavens!”
“I hope you can understand my decision better now.”
She didn’t respond immediately, staring at one spot on the carpet as she mulled something over with a sad gaze. It pained me to see her like that, but she had to get over this.
“I’m trying my best here, Noah. To think that I helped her with wedding preparations, and she kept such a thing secret. It’s a bitter pill to swallow. I’ve known that girl since she was a kid, and I can’t wrap my mind around the fact that she did this to you. What was she even thinking?”
“I know. I also never thought she would do this. Anyway, there’s something else I want to tell you.”
She looked at me, a weary smile on her face. “I don’t like the sound of that. Please, don’t tell me you have more bad news.”
I sent her a reassuring smile. “Not really. It’s just that I met a girl.”
“You met a girl.”
“Yes.”
“So when you mentioned there could be someone else you were interested in, you really meant it?”
“Yes, I did. She’s a girl I met four years ago in Australia. And it was one of the best things that happened in my life. She’s free-spirited and adventurous like me, which is why I felt somehow connected to her.” She frowned, pursing her lips but remaining silent. “We didn’t stay in contact, and I thought I was never going to see her again. But she appeared at my engagement party, and I started falling for her again.”
“Jesus Christ.” She placed her hand over her mouth. “Is this why you wanted to call the engagement off in the first place?”
“That is one of the reasons, yes. I saw her again, and I remembered how unhappy I was with Melanie. I didn’t want Melanie. I wanted Jessica. It just reminded me that I was making a big mistake marrying a person I didn’t love.”
“You never even gave Melanie a chance.”
“I did, but you can’t force yourself to love someone. That’s not how it works.”
“And this Jessica girl is special? You care for her?”
A huge smile spread across my face. “Yes. Jessica is special. She really understands me—we’re very similar, so I feel like myself with her. And now that I’m free, I’m going to do all I can to be with her.”
She sighed heavily, shaking her head at me. “I agree that your decision to break up with Melanie was for the best, but I’m not sure about this Jessica at all. I’m sorry, but I can’t approve of her.”
I stood up. “What? Why?”
“I can’t approve of someone that can lead you down a wrong path.”
“You aren’t serious, right? That’s nonsense!”
She stood up as well, frowning. “Nonsense? I understand your fascination with her, but that
kind of girl can only bring you trouble.”
I was hot under the collar, not believing the words that had come out of her mouth. “Why would you even say that? You don’t even know her.”
“And do you know her? Like really know her?”
“I know enough about her to say that she won’t bring me trouble. She makes me happy, Mom! And I’m tired of living my life the way you or my family wants it. Have you ever considered me and what I want? I just want the freedom to live my life the way I want to, and there is nothing wrong with that. Jessica is the right one for me. I felt it then, and I feel it now.”
She took my hands into hers. “I know, dear, but I can’t accept it so out of blue. I never even met the girl.”
“Well, if that’s the problem, then I’ll bring her here so you can meet her.”
“That’s not it. I don’t think you know what you’re getting yourself into.”
I removed my hands from hers, disappointed that she was like this. “Mom, if you really want me happy, you will support me. I’m done playing by other people’s rules. I’m creating my own rules now, and I won’t change them even if the whole world is against Jessica and me. So think about that.”
I stepped away from her, ready to leave, but she stopped me by catching my hand. “Wait. I will think about this.” She cupped my cheek.
“I’m worried about you, but I don’t want you to think even for a second that your happiness doesn’t matter to me. You’re the most important person in my life. I just don’t want you to rush into something so quickly after Melanie. Maybe you didn’t think it through. Maybe Jessica is just someone to pass your time with until you find someone better.”
“Please, stop. You’re just making everything worse. I don’t want to argue with you, so I’ll just leave and let you get ready for your dinner.”
She reached for me, but I moved away, heading for the door. “It’s not like that. I just—”
“I know,” I said with my hand on the door handle. “You just want the best for me. But you’re only making things harder right now. Will you trust me for once that I know what I’m doing?”
She twisted her hands together, avoiding to look me in the eyes. “As I said, I’ll think about it. Up until a few minutes ago, I didn’t even know about this woman.”
“Okay. Then I’ll see you.”
I got out of the room, trying to control the anger that simmered under the surface. It had always been like that. Whenever I tried to live my life the way I wanted, my parents didn’t trust me, thinking it was just a phase and it would pass. They thought I was an irresponsible party boy, expecting me to follow their wishes. And I did just that. I let them control me and take away my choices. I let them choose my future wife. It was ridiculous, and as much as I loved my mother and wanted to make her happy, I learned my lesson.
It was time to see where this thing with Jessica could lead.
15
Jessica
* * *
The week passed by so fast, quickly becoming one of the best weeks of my life. I’d seen Noah a couple of times, and each time I could feel myself warming up to him more and more. He was beautiful, smart, and charming, and when I was with him, I felt like that was how it was supposed to be. Being with Noah felt right.
Angie—always a life-saver—had agreed to take care of Maya, asking me a couple of times to tell her who the mysterious guy was, but I still kept her in the dark because it was all raw and new between Noah and me and I wanted to know where it this thing between us would go.
Last night, Noah called and informed me he was going to take me to ride jet skis, and to say I was delighted would be an understatement, because the last time I rode a jet ski, it was before I found out I was pregnant. Each part of me buzzed with energy when I sat down and started it up, a rush of excitement owning me as I picked up speed.
The wind engulfed me, and I glanced over my shoulder at Noah, who was close behind. A smile stretched across my face when I came up with an idea, and I accelerated, increasing the distance between us.
Noah picked up on what I was doing and sped up as well, laughing audibly. We raced for the next twenty minutes, the adrenaline and excitement coursing through my veins. I felt free. I was having the time of my life.
I could feel I was falling for him, having found a man who got me, and it felt so right. Each of his smiles that so reminded me of Maya made me even happier, creating a stronger basis for my feelings. I was carefree and joyous, hoping we could spend the whole day together. These past few days, all we had were short moments at our places, so I’d looked forward to spending the weekend with him.
At one point, we stopped our jet skis next to each other, and he moved to sit on mine behind me.
He wrapped his arms around me, nuzzling my neck. “I don’t remember the last time I had this much fun,” he muttered into my neck as he kissed it. I squeezed the handles, a shiver rushing down my spine, and let out a small moan. The shore seemed far away from our spot, the quiet enveloping us.
“Thank you for bringing me here. I missed this.”
“Don’t you drive jet skis often?”
“Not anymore.” For a moment, I thought he was going to ask me why, which would bring us to the topic of Maya, but he didn’t.
“Me too. After I took over my family’s business, I didn’t even have time for vacations.”
His lips moved languidly over the back of my neck, making it difficult for me to concentrate on his words.
“How do you deal with the pressure then?”
“I don’t. I just learned to accept it, but I don’t want to put up with it anymore. I want to find a balance—a way for me to run my father’s business and enjoy life.”
His tongue rolled over my sensitive skin, reaching my earlobe. I shifted on the seat, inching closer to him, and felt him hard behind me.
“I want you, Jess. You’re so hot like this. So fierce and brave.”
My eyes fluttered closed, another moan venturing out of my lips. “I want you too. That suit fits you too well. I saw a few girls who couldn’t stop gawking at you.”
His hand covered my mound, his fingers pressing just the right spot. “Yeah?”
“Yeah.” My breath quickened.
“But I don’t care about them. I want only your eyes on me. Not anyone else’s. Yours.”
I looked over my shoulder at him, smiling. “You already have my eyes on you.”
He captured my lips, pulling me closer to him. The heat pooled inside of me, intensifying with each stroke of his tongue against mine.
“I think we should go somewhere private,” he said and moved back to his jet ski, his face twisted with lust. I didn’t even need to turn his suggestion over.
High on adrenaline and desire, we ended up on a private beach and went to a secluded area. We were surrounded by high rocks and dense trees at a spot that could easily be missed if not looked for carefully, so when he stripped me of my suit and lay over me on the sand, I didn’t hesitate even for a moment to succumb to the passion that bound us together.
He nibbled my lips, his hands sliding up and down my waist, and then around my pussy. I fisted my hands and arched my back, moaning when his fingers came close to my pulsating core only to slide down my thigh.
“I like you like this. So desperate to be touched.”
I licked my lips, our gazes locking. “Please. Make me come.”
“Be patient, baby.”
He planted a feathery kiss on my neck and moved his lips down to my breasts, going so, so slowly. I grabbed his hair and twisted it, the tension deep in my belly going stronger when he sucked my nipple into his mouth.
“Noah.” His name came out as a moan. My ragged breathing grew heavier, each part of me getting tenser as he sucked and licked my nipples.
Kneeling in between my legs, he slid his hand down my stomach and cupped my mound, his fingers diving into my wet, puffy folds.
“So wet and ready for me. You’re so amazing, baby. I just lo
ve how you feel on my fingers.”
He pushed two digits into me, easing into me as his lips played with my nipple. I was in delirium, my juices pouring out with each thrust of his thick, deft fingers. I rocked my hips up and down, hungry for more, clinging to his shoulders when he quickened his tempo.
“Ah, yes… Like that. Don’t stop. I’m going to come like that.”
He added another finger, stretching me widely, and I was overcome with ecstasy. I was too close, but he pulled his fingers out before I could come.
“Noah!” I protested, writhing underneath him. He replaced his fingers with his mouth, kissing my clitoris before he went lower and reached my entrance. His tongue probed me, pushing me even closer to my release as his thumb stroked my swollen clit.
“Yes, yes, yes.” I ground against him, chasing those sensations I was desperate for, soaking wet.
And then he plunged his fingers into me again and wrapped his lips around my clit, and it was my undoing. I clasped my hand over my mouth and screamed, jerking my head from side to side. My whole body convulsed, haze enclosing my mind until all I could think of was the pleasure that brought nothing but bliss.
Noah was just looking at me, his eyes dark and shiny, and it was like I was the only thing that mattered for him in the universe. Without a word, he lay down on his side and pulled me into his arms, pressing me against his chest.
“You’re so sexy, Jess. Your face when you come…” He groaned, his arms around me getting tighter. “And just the way your pussy reacts to me... I love everything.”
His lips ended on mine, and my chest ached with this potent emotion that spread through me more and more.
“Let’s go,” he said. “I want to take you to my bed and fuck you in all ways possible.”
* * *
The first time I’d seen Noah’s place, I was impressed by its size and stylish interior. It was elegant but not pretentious, and the view of the nearby mountains was spectacular. If I’d had my camera with me, I would certainly take a few shots.
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