by Dark Angel
I turn away, unable to look at him, as he showers me with compliments. It's too much. He believes in me more than I believe in myself.
"Lily, you are so smart and so capable. I know how much you care about people and I admire your strength in that. I want you to understand that you're my brilliant princess, constantly turning out ideas and I will never take that for granted."
He kisses me fervently now. I get up from my seat and come over to sit on his lap. I nestle into him and kiss him adoringly. This man, this handsome, capable man makes me feel like I could do anything. And I want to. I want to make my way in this world, to leave an imprint in some meaningful manner. Sebastian pulls that out of me.
His hands are making their way to my breasts and he pulls down my dress to expose them so that he can suck on them with hunger. He wants me and I can tell by the gigantic erection that is pressing up against my lap. It feels so good and imagining his cock deep inside of me, melting into me, makes me so fucking wet. I'm kissing him, tugging at his pants to reveal the large present within. God, Sebastian is the only man I ever wanted and he's the only man I can see myself being with. He's so forceful and domineering and within that energy, I feel so safe. I feel contained and as though the future is certain. He has also unbridled within me the depths and the stirrings of passion that I never knew existed. He brings me to the edge of ecstasy, down into the blissful void, and back out again. It is safe to lose myself with him because he will always bring me back.
"Hmm, Lily, you're so sweet. Tell me how much you want it. Tell me that you want my big cock inside of you. Tell me that it's all you want."
I'm breathing into his mouth, trying to steady myself. "I want you. You know that I do. I'll do anything to have you."
And in that moment, I know it’s true, I will do anything to be under his control. I trust him completely and I think I might be falling under his spell, in love with him. I dare not speak the words but we kiss and he touches me.
Finally, we stop and I return to my seat just in time for the chef to deliver another gorgeous plating of food. There's this sexual tension between Sebastian and I that's rising now during dinner. It's all we can do not to submit to the desire and to have each other right here in this moment, for him to have me. But we contain ourselves until dessert, the final course arrives, and Sebastian tells me he's been waiting all night for dessert.
I look into his enchanting eyes and I know what he means. He means I am dessert for him. He's feasting his eyes on me like I'm a snack and of course I will fully submit to his every whim and allow myself to be consumed.
23
Lily
I know that neither one of us feels like we can wait anymore, but when Sebastian rises and reaches his hand out for me, there’s a frenetic energy he has right now that is like nothing I have ever witnessed. Our shared arousal transformed into something else and I’m almost delirious with joy watching the way I see him literally decide that he doesn’t care about anything else, so long as he fucks me.
“Come with me,” Sebastian says.
Yeah, those are the words he used. Good grief, I can already feel the wetness that was building in my panties start to slide down my thighs as I follow him.
“Yes, Sebastian,” I say, savoring his name on my lips. His hands closing over mine are so warm and I can feel his excited energy.
He turns back and looks at me, placing his hand on the small of my back, and I know that I’ve just gotten him more worked up with how I said his name.
I regret nothing.
Sebastian drags me out of the private dining area and against a wall outside of where the chef would see us, unable to resist having me. I think I should maybe tell Sebastian just how badly I want him, too. I’m so turned on by this. Before I can make a move or a comment, though, Sebastian’s lips are on mine and the taste of him pulls me under with the all-consuming lust I have for him.
His hands tear at my clothes, pulling them off faster than I thought humanly possible. He gropes every inch of my body and it makes me moan and shiver every time his fingertips brush over my skin.
Sebastian lips finally break from our kiss and his eyes go to my breasts. He looks at them in a hungry way and I know he is pleased by what he sees. My large breasts are firm at the thought of him and my nipples are already hard before he takes them in his fingers and twists and squeezes them. Emotion and energy surge right into my G-spot, and I can’t resist him any longer. He can take me here, right in public.
“Lily, tell me that you want me to fuck you right now,” Sebastian says, his sensual voice destroying me. I suck in a breath and run my tongue over my lips, tasting him still on me and desperate for more.
There's something with that protective aura he has that has a wicked, delicious element. One that I want to taste much more of. “Yes, please, please fuck me” I say, trying to control my panting because I’m quivering with lust. A surge of excitement shoots through me, and I feel exhilarated. I can only imagine the lust is radiating from my eyes like it is burning in my body.
He lifts me up so my legs are wrapped tightly around his hips. His strength carries my light body easily, and his lips claim mine is a passionate first kiss. I can only imagine what the sex will be like. He's a good kisser, with full lips teasing mine, exploring my mouth, and expressing so much emotion. I feel like I have this unspoken connection with him. It's passion but something beyond that too. We've been looking for each other on some level, and our souls were destined to meet this way. He’s strong hand roams my back and sides and my breasts press tighter to his strong chest as I cling to him.
He presses me up against the wall and captures my mouth with his again, consuming me entirely. My eyes roll back in my head, desperate for every moment of Sebastian’s lust playing out all over my body.
Finally, he undresses himself before getting down on his knees. He flips me and pushes all the fabric of my clothes up so that he can get what he promised was his dessert. He pushes aside my thong and goes down on me. He tongues the inside of my pussy and rotates his thumb over my clit, almost bringing me to orgasm. He slides two fingers inside of me and expertly goes to my G-spot as if he's is the ultimate master of my pleasure and knows every way to touch me. Fuck, he really does. He continues this while putting his lips around my clit, sucking all the juices out, and the thought of his face and mouth down there makes me come hard, squeezing around his fingers.
Sebastian smiles at me, satisfied to have made me come right now because neither one of us could keep our hands off each other.
"You’re mine." His possessive growl makes my clit twitch. I want to be his, forever. He stands to his full height and pulls me up on shaky legs. His mouth crashes against mine, and I savor the taste of my juices mixed with his. Slowly, he turns me then bends me over me, pushing his hand between my legs.
“Keep your eyes on me, Lily,” he demands.
His fingers slide between my lips, making sure I’m wet and ready for his length. I keep my gaze trained on his as he slowly thrusts his cock into my wet pussy. I bite back an unexpected groan as I try to spread myself wide to receive him, but it's so big that it hurts to take him all in. He spreads my legs wider and rotates his hips, allowing my body time to adjust to his length and girth. There’s no way that’s fitting. I roll my finger over my clit to lube myself so that I can take it all in, and the fire and lust burns brighter in his eyes.
"Are you ready, Lily?” He asks in a low, almost dangerous sounding voice.
I nod and squeeze my eyes shut as I allow him to slam his giant cock into my pussy that is just stretching to contain all of his cock. It is so intense that I can hardly focus, but I see the passion in Sebastian's eyes and it makes me so much wetter that I can barely breathe.
He glides his length in and out of my pussy in short and restrained thrusts, building his climax slowly. Claiming his release, his body stills and tenses, his eyes pinching closed, as his cum spills inside of me.
He cages me inside his arms and le
ts himself down on top of me, his forehead pressed to mine as we catch our breaths. His strong and heavy weight relaxes me in his hold, though I can still feel his cock twitching inside me.
I want to come again, but I don't move; I savor this experience. Sebastian makes me feel more alive than I ever have in my life. The way he fucks me is so incredible that I could just pass out.
“You liked letting me fuck you the instant I wanted you, Lily.” It is not a question. “You like being my personal slut. Your body is mine to fuck.”
God, he takes my breath away. Don’t shoot me, ladies, like I trust this man. I do, somehow despite all my other fears. I feel safe with him.
And I’m so fucking wet. “Yes, Sebastian. I wanna be your little whore,” I say, my voice getting breathy. I almost can’t believe the words coming out of my mouth.
I can tell by the way Sebastian is looking at me that he can’t believe it either.
He slams me up against the door of the entire bathroom. I can hear people, and I know they’ll be able to hear me. Sebastian’s hand goes over my mouth but I’m still moaning the instant his cock enters me again.
“That’s right,” Sebastian says, lifting up one my legs and practically splitting me in half. His cock slams into me, going so deep inside me. I’m mewling against his hand, the intensity of how deep he’s fucking me making me lose my mind. He slams into me so hard the door is shaking. I just love being in his thrall. He’s fucking into me like his sex object and it turns me on. I like being one of his possessions.
I wonder what he’d think of all of these thoughts. His lips are on my neck and the heated contact undoes me.
“I’m so close!” I cry out against his hand.
Sebastian pumps into me harder and faster. “Yeah, baby, fucking slather my cock with your creamy pussy.”
His filthy words send an absolute shiver through me and I can’t stand the idea of him not being inside me. I buck my hips and roll against him, desperate to make sure that he’s got every bit of me that he can have. I want him to fuck me so deep that I can’t see straight and my eyes roll back in my head and I almost black out.
Which shouldn’t be a problem. This man can seriously fuck. My pussy is wet and trembling and squeezing around him so hard that I can barely breathe. Every breath I take is punctuated by his hard thrusts into me.
“Fuck, yes!” I cry out as another orgasm starts to tear through me.
“Yeah, Lily, you like being my fuck toy to use wherever and however I want,” Sebastian says, smug and satisfied. The hand he’s not closing over my mouth goes to my clit and he starts working his thumb over it in circles.
My hips jerk at the feeling, desperately react to the way pleasure lights through my nerves. I groan, the intense sensation making me gush cum all over Sebastian. The sheer force of my orgasm could shove his cock out of me, but he’s slamming back into me so hard that I don’t think anything could stop him from fucking me.
That delicious thought makes my eyes roll back in my head and I’m desperate for him to give me more and more of anything he has to offer. I want him to fuck me so hard we break this door; I want him to fuck me so hard that I can’t walk afterward.
I guess I’m supposed to get a washover of shame right now or something, but I can’t seem to bother because I realize that I’ve never been so happy in my life. I know, right, Sebastian’s burying his cock in me before we could really finish our fancy dinner.
But I hear his breathing change and he’s about to fill me up with his cum, and I’ve never felt better than I do in this moment. I’m his. I’m his to use, to fuck, to have. I want him to fuck me like this everyday, anywhere that he wants to.
Sebastian’s hand moves and he puts two of his fingers in my mouth. I suck them, my instant reaction, and I watch how he smiles, pleased with my reaction.
Then he pops those fingers out of my mouth and brings them to my ass. He presses them inside of me and I’m so impossibly full that I cry out. I actually hear some people in the restaurant gasp at the sound I make. You’d make all sorts of sounds with a perfect cock slammed so far up your pussy you can’t see and then the perfect, most sensual man in the world, fucked you with two of his fingers in your ass. I’m so full, and he’s fucking me, pumping into me so hard that I can barely breathe.
Never stop fucking me like this!
I’m begging in my mind because even if I wanted to form words right now, I couldn’t. I’m desperate for anything he has to offer. He knows my body better than I do, and he touches me and I melt.
“Lily, fuck,” Sebastian groans. He pulls his cock out of me and shoots hot jets of cum onto my tits, angling up and hitting my lips. I open my mouth and drop to my knees to drink every last drop of him. His fingers in my ass slide out and he grips me tight against him. The way he’s holding me feels so emotional. There’s something about it, something so achingly possessive that it warms something within me.
When I finally swallow the last drop of him, he runs his fingers through my hair, smiling at me. I stand and look into the mirror, shocked by just how...how much I look like I just got fucked.
Sebastian stands behind me. “Look how sexy you are. This flush on your skin,” Sebastian says, stroking the back of his hand up my forearm. He kisses my forehead and I watch in the mirror how he pulls me to him.
Something’s most definitely happening between us. He must know. He must feel it, too.
The way he looked me, how he kissed my forehead. I know we just had all this crazy sex, but this moment will forever stick in my mind.
It is either the moment my whole life changed for the better, or got so much worse. Because I know now that I want so much more with Sebastian. Maybe he wants more, too, or maybe he doesn’t. But we’ve reached the point of no return.
“I love you, Sebastian,” I whisper out. I say nothing else.
And neither does he the entire night.
When he gets a phone call, I can’t help but notice a look of relief on his face, and I’m crushed.
24
Sebastian
I'm sitting in my downtown apartment with my lawyer on the phone. My outstanding view looks over the city and all the way to the water in the distance. I am so fortunate to be here considering where I came from. I used to be just a poor nobody but I've risen to the top. I've clawed my way to success and I didn't do that by being a pushover. I am ruthless in business, that part is understood by all my colleagues and clients. Now I have this one girl trying to bend my rules. Never. Besides, she got in too deep, too fast and that's not for me. Never has been.
"Sell it," I tell him with a heavy heart. I'm talking about Lily's building but there's nothing more to do. It's gotta go. I know she'll be upset but that's kind of the point. I need her to pull away from me. For God's sake, she told me that she loves me and I can't have that, not with anyone.
"Are you sure?" my lawyer asks.
"Have you ever seen me not sure of a deal this big?"
"Okay. You got it. It'll be done by this afternoon."
I should never have touched Lily. Now I have to break her heart. I don't do love. I'm not capable of it and I'm not that kind of man. I've never cared about anyone since my mother. She needed me and I was too poor to save her. I have vowed never to let that happen again. Not ever. Lily is too young for this and I should've known better. I should have seen all the signs. I did see them but I ignored my intuition, my gut instinct because Lily was irresistible to me, she still is. So young, untouched, and beautiful with so much passion lurking just beneath the surface waiting to be unleashed. God, I want to fuck her right now just thinking about it. She has consumed my thoughts ever since I met her. I think about when she fell asleep in my arms and how it was the sweetest thing ever. But no. I cannot have that. I can't afford to risk having feelings for her, it would mess up my whole life. I have determined that I will not keep up the charade any longer knowing that she's in love with me. Why? Why did she have to utter those words – my kryptonite?
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p; I bought her father's building because I knew I could take something struggling and turn a profit with it, Lily was the icing on the cake. But now, I simply must cut her free. What kind of man would I be if I don't do this? She'll probably hate me for this, but she isn't the first and she won't be the last.
My phone lights up and buzzes with Lily's number and sweet face on the screen.
"Hello, Lily."
"Sebastian, where are you?"
I keep my tone cool, "I had some business in the city. You should take the weekend off and I'll see you Monday."
I hang up before she can say goodbye or protest.
I take the weekend to myself to wrap my mind around what's just happened. My feelings for her just won't go away. I wrap up some other deals, I work out, I go out...but nothing distracts me from Lily. I can imagine she's hurt right now, but I had to do it. I had to be terse and let her know that things between us will now fade into nothing. Also, I make sure a courier sends over the final closing papers on her building. She'll know that I've sold it and that should cut things off fast. I don't need this kind of baggage, a relationship in my life and hopefully, this tells her so without me actually having to say the words.
Monday comes too quick and first thing in the morning Lily storms into my office. The hurt and the anger on her face make it clear that she knows what I did.
"You're still selling my father's building?" She slams her hands down on my desk. I can see tears brimming in her beautiful eyes. Her eyes also brim with hatred now, hatred for me.
I sit behind my desk, calm and cool like always. I don't ever let my emotions get the better of me. And, in this case, it's important that I stay cold.
"Yes, Lily. The deal is done."