But now his routine was turned upside down. Now, it wasn’t dawn but dusk as Waeccan climbed the stairway. Now, instead of knowing peace, his mind burned with unanswered questions. “The Shades will show me what to do,” he muttered. “My father will send me a sign.” The words gave him strength, drove him onwards, upwards. He must reach the top. “Not much farther,” he said.
The blood rushed, hissed in his ears, mingled with his father’s voice: “Don’t stop now,” it whispered. “If you stop, you’ll give up. Don’t fail me. Don’t stop now.”
Waeccan dare not pause to catch his breath. He climbed on, forcing himself upwards, ignoring the pain in his legs, his back. But there was a price, each step steeper than the last, each breath a battle. Sweat ran from his wrinkled brow, but he didn’t have time to wipe it away. His legs ached as though they’d been torn apart. He’d worked hard all day, and then, as he’d waited by his hut, he’d been so anxious he hadn’t had anything to eat or drink. Waeccan shook his head. The ground shifted, swayed beneath his feet. He fought for balance, took another step. He couldn’t see properly, the world blurred, lost its colour. Stumbling, he climbed onto the next step. His chest tightened. He gasped, fought for breath—he must not stop.
Only two more steps to go. His arms tingled. His chest burned. He clenched his teeth, pushed himself upwards. Only one step remained. He gasped, panted. It didn’t help. The breath was being crushed from his body. He moaned.
“The Shades have caught you,” his father hissed. “They are afraid of what you’re going to do. But keep climbing. You’re almost there.”
“Let me get to the Darkeningstone,” Waeccan gasped, “and you can take me. I don’t care. I will stay with you forever. But now I will pass.” And with that final spark of grim determination, he hauled himself onto the ledge.
His legs buckled and he sat down heavily. His head hung forward on his chest, his breath rasping. If he’d been able to, he would’ve wailed in despair. Why? Why had he not rested? Why had he been so stupid? He braced himself to stand, but his legs shook and crumpled beneath him. His feet slipped, and he fell, slumped sideways onto the ground.
He couldn’t move. Pain surged through his body and fogged his mind. This is it, he thought bitterly, I’m going to die here—so near to the Darkeningstone, but not close enough. “Father,” he wheezed, “I…have…failed.” And a single tear rolled down his wrinkled cheek.
CHAPTER 26
2010
A FLASH OF LIGHT floods over me—intense, painfully white—and is gone. The after-image, red and green, fades away. The darkness is complete. I’m cold. Ice water trickles over my skin, pours over my head, runs into my eyes, my nose, my mouth. Something grabs at me, pulls me down, holds me under. Pain twists deep inside me, fear squirms in my gut.
No. Please.
And then I see him. The old man stares down at me, looks me in the eye. I’ve never seen anyone so sad. He raises his hands toward me. I can’t look away, can’t move. I can’t even open my mouth to let out the scream that’s threatening to burst my lungs. My head swims, my stomach turns. I taste acid at the back of my throat. I can’t swallow, can’t spit. If I throw up, I’ll choke, and I’ll die. This can’t be happening, can’t be real. Everything blurs, shifts. I can’t see. I’m…I think I’m blacking out. But I can hear something. I know that sound, it’s…it’s…
My phone ringing. I opened my eyes, sat up and pushed myself off the stone in one instinctive movement. “Oh my god,” I said. “Oh my god.” I was shaking. I turned, scanned the whole of the ledge, stared back at the stone platform. No one there—no strange old man, no one. I put my face in my hands, rubbed my temples, my eyes. My head buzzed, and my eyes ached. I spat on the ground to get the taste of vomit out of my mouth. I tried to take a deep breath, but my chest was too tight, too shaky.
“What?” I gasped. “What the hell’s wrong with me?” I’m tired, I thought, stressed out, hungry, dehydrated. I shook my head. No. It was real. I shuddered. It was real, and I’d seen it. I’d seen the old man so clearly I could have sat down and drawn a picture of his wrinkled face, his tatty beard. But the worst thing was the way he’d looked at me, stared at me, sad, needy, almost…hungry. Where the hell had he come from? And where did he go?
I looked around, checking every shadow, every hiding place. I don’t care what’s going on, I thought. I’ve just got to get out of here. My hand went to my pocket for my phone. “Aw, no,” I muttered. “I’ve lost the bloody thing.” But I’d heard it. And it was loud, close. If it’s near maybe I can find it, I thought. And then I can go home. I wiped my hand over my face. Yeah—home sounded good. I’d go back the way I came, and I’d get over that fence somehow. And if I couldn’t, I’d knock the damned thing down.
So where had the ringing come from? I chewed my lip, looked up to the slope above me. I didn’t know. The sound had echoed, reverberated around the quarry. I walked to the edge of the ledge and peered over. And that’s when I heard it: “Message, message, message,” louder and louder, rising to a scream, “message!” I smiled. Of course, I hadn’t answered so it had gone to voicemail, and here was my amusing message tone—the one my mum hated so much.
It was definitely coming from below the ledge, and that was great. I’d had my phone in the car because I’d taken a photo. I’d dropped it when I’d heard Cally, but I’d picked it up and…That was it. I’d been distracted, and I hadn’t put it in my pocket properly. It would be somewhere between the bottom of the steps and the car. “That was easy,” I said. “Makes a nice change.”
I took one last look at the black stone platform and lowered myself over the edge and onto the steps. I was going home.
CHAPTER 27
3,500 BC
SLOWLY WAECCAN RAISED HIS HEAD. Where am I? Of course. He’d reached the top, he was on the ledge. The vicious grip on his chest relaxed a little. He could breathe. After a few moments, he could stand. He pushed himself shakily to his feet. I’m all right, he thought, I have survived. He looked toward the Darkeningstone. The Shades still had a purpose for him. He had a task to perform. But did he have the strength?
Waeccan looked to the sky. It would soon be dark—he must try. He staggered across the ledge toward the Darkeningstone. His feet found the familiar kneeling place, worn smooth through use. He must prepare himself.
But before he was ready, it began.
A cool breeze blowing into his body. Flecks of light flit within the Darkeningstone, dart across its surface. And beyond the lights there is darkness beyond depth—dizzying, a bottomless pit, an endless void. A brittle crackling, like dry twigs snapping. An acrid smell catches at the back of his throat, a bitter taste in his mouth. And there it is. Waeccan’s heart stutters, his breath is caught in his chest. A form, a Shade, sitting upon the Darkeningstone. A perfect image of pure, pale-blue light. It has the shape of a boy, no, wait, a young man. Even in his most wonderful visions, Waeccan has seen nothing so clear, so real. He stifles a sob. It is almost too much to bear. What message does it bring? As if sensing the question, the Shade turns, looks directly at Waeccan. He meets Waeccan’s eye, and there is a connection between them. Waeccan feels as though his heart will burst. He reaches forward, willing the Shade to take his hand, to prove this is really happening. But the Shade does not move. Waeccan opens his mouth but can’t find the right words. And then, cruelly, the Shade is gone. The lights are snuffed out; they leave no trace. The Darkeningstone is solid rock once more.
Waeccan held his hands to his cheeks. “I’ve never…” he whispered, “never seen anything like…anything so…it was…and he looked me in the eye.” The Shades had answered his call. They had sent one of their own. And their messenger had appeared as a young man. It could only mean one thing. “This is the sign my father mentioned,” he said. “I am to have an apprentice after all.” Waeccan smiled. He looked up to the sky. His work would be continued; his legacy would not be forgotten.
Waeccan’s mind reeled. Great things are about to happe
n, he thought. I’m sure of it. But when? “The Shade will come back,” he whispered. “Yes. And then he’ll tell me what to do.” He rubbed his hands together. It could happen at any moment. And when it did he must be ready. He must begin at once.
He shuffled to the back of the ledge. Even in the failing light, he found them quickly. His fingers were used to the small, low niche in the rock where his most treasured possessions were hidden, wrapped in deerskin. He moved to the Darkeningstone and knelt down to unroll the deerskin on the ground. Carefully, he laid out the sacred instruments his father had given him—the sharp splitting blade, the heavy striker. Now, he touched each one in turn, gently lining them up. “Yes,” he said. “Yes. Each is in its place.”
And he waited, focussing on the Darkeningstone, watching for the first flickering of light. But something was disturbing his concentration. What was it? There—a rustling of leaves. And again. It was too regular to be the wind.
“Waeccan,” his father called softly, “there is someone coming—an outsider. He is climbing up the stairway.”
“Yes, Father,” Waeccan sighed. “I know.” His eyes did not move from the Darkeningstone, but there was no doubt. Waeccan had climbed the stairway so often he was all too familiar with the whisper of leaves that accompanied every step.
“Remember my words, Waeccan. You must protect our secrets—whatever the cost.”
Waeccan nodded grimly. He must not allow himself to be distracted from his task. He gritted his teeth. “Father,” he hissed, “there is still time. If the Shade comes now, all will be well.”
“How can you say that?” Cleofan demanded. “We cannot allow an outsider to see the Darkeningstone. It’s unthinkable.”
“But the Shades will show me what to do.”
“No, Waeccan. I will tell you what to do. I am your father.”
The intruder was closer now. Waeccan could hear his stifled grunts. But still Waeccan did not look away from the Darkeningstone.
“Waeccan,” Cleofan commanded. “Go now to the top of the stairway. Take the sacred instruments. Strike him as he reaches the ledge. Send him to his death.”
Waeccan reached out toward the instruments, then hesitated. They were precious, a gift from the Shades, meant only for a special purpose; they were not weapons. He wrung his hands. “Father,” he said. “How can you say such a thing?”
“Do as I have told you.”
Was his father right? Waeccan touched the instruments, wrapped his hands around the heavy striker. He could hear the intruder’s heavy breathing. He was almost at the ledge. He picked up the striker, struggled to his feet. “Father,” he moaned, “I have never…”
“Now!” Cleofan growled. “Before it’s too late.”
Waeccan took an unsteady step toward the top of the stairway. The sounds from the stairway grew louder. The intruder was almost at the top. Waeccan raised the striker to shoulder height. The intruder was climbing quickly now, rushing toward him, breathing hard with the effort. Waeccan ground his teeth together. He gripped the striker as tightly as he could. It was heavy. It could crush stone. Waeccan closed his eyes. What would it do to a man’s skull?
It was no use. He lowered the striker to his side. “I…I cannot do as you ask,” he said. He hung his head. His father roared in anger, but Waeccan hardly heard it, hardly cared. The pain had returned to his chest. And this time it was worse.
The ache grew inside him. It was like a living thing, a presence. He could almost touch it. It consumed him, crushed him, tore at his chest, twisted his face into a grimace. He let the striker fall to the ground and beat his clenched fists against his chest. He could bear no more.
Without hearing, without knowing, Waeccan cried out in agony. His body crumpled. He fell, twisting awkwardly, landing hard on the cold ground. And then he lay still.
CHAPTER 28
3,500 BC
BURLIC CLIMBED AS FAST AS HE COULD. I’m making too much noise, he thought. The old man will know I’m coming. But he couldn’t help it. The footholds were too narrow, too steep, too hard to see in the fading light. At last he saw the top of the steps just above him. He was almost there. He hesitated, breathing hard. Had Waeccan heard him? Would the old man be lying in wait? He leaned back from the rock face as far as he dared and craned his neck to scan along the rim of the ledge above him. There was no sign of Waeccan, but that meant nothing. Burlic could not see onto the ledge itself. He listened. At first there was nothing, but then Waeccan’s wavering voice echoed through the empty space of the pit. Burlic’s flesh crawled. “Who’s he talking to?” he muttered. The Shades, he thought. He swallowed, ran a hand over his face. It would soon be dark. He was alone and clinging to a rock face. There was nowhere to hide. I should’ve brought Tellan, he thought. I should’ve listened to him.
But it was too late for that. He was here now, and he’d come for the sake of his poor wife. “Scymrian,” he whispered. And he scowled. She’d lost her spirit because of Waeccan. She wouldn’t care for their son because of Waeccan. The baby would most likely die because of Waeccan. No more watching and waiting. He would end this now. There was no one to stop him, no one to bear witness. He placed his foot on the next step…and froze.
The screech of pain ran through Burlic to the bone, chilled his heart, the tortured, rasping shriek of a dying man. His nerve snapped. He launched himself upwards, springing from the steps onto the ledge. He landed poised, his knife ready in his hand.
And there he saw Waeccan. The old man’s thin body was slumped, twisted sideways on the ground next to a flat dark stone. Burlic caught his breath. A trap? He scanned the ledge. They were alone.
Slowly, holding his knife in front of him, Burlic moved closer to where Waeccan lay. He stood over the old man and shook his head. Waeccan’s arms were wrapped tight around his chest, his face locked in a grimace. But the corners of his mouth still twitched—he was alive.
Burlic smiled grimly. “Just an old man,” he said. “Helpless.” Is this a sign? he thought. Have the Shades delivered Waeccan to me? One cut—that’s all it would take. One swift stroke of his knife across Waeccan’s throat, and it would be done. Not murder but mercy.
Burlic shifted his grip on the knife’s handle and took a step closer.
CHAPTER 29
2010
I PAUSED AT THE BOTTOM OF THE STEPS. No sign of my phone. “So what now?” I said. I’ll start near the steps, I thought. And work my way back toward the car. There was a clump of bracken to my right. I’d start there. I pictured my phone sliding from my pocket as I’d started to climb, sinking among the green fronds without a sound.
I picked my way through the bracken, pushing it aside, peering into the shady spaces between the crowded stems. Something snagged the right leg of my jeans. I took a step back and tugged my leg free. It worked, but something scratched across my ankle. “Jesus,” I hissed. I clamped my hand over the pain. My sock was wet. I took my hand away, saw the tinge of red on my fingers. Blood.
“I don’t want to look,” I breathed. “I really don’t want to look.” But I had to. I squatted down, winced as I pulled the sock away from my skin. Just above my ankle, a jagged gash traced through the flesh. I couldn’t tell how deep it was, there was too much blood. I watched as it welled out, trickled away. It was like I was watching it on TV. It wasn’t my leg. I shook my head. “It’s OK,” I muttered. “It looks worse than it is. It looks worse than it is.” I fumbled in my pockets, found a tissue, crumpled but clean. I half remembered something from a first aid video we’d had. I pushed the torn skin back together, laid the tissue over the wound and pressed as hard as I could bear.
I waited for the bleeding to stop. What the hell had done that to me? With my free hand, I parted the fronds of bracken and gasped: a tangle-toothed mass of razor wire, twisted into a spiteful ball of vicious blades. It snaked among the feathery fronds of bracken that must have grown up through the wire. You’d never see it, I thought, until it was too late. I rubbed my hand over my face and blew out
a deep breath. It was pure dumb luck I’d been walking so slowly.
I released the pressure on my ankle. The tissue was soaked in blood. But had I stopped bleeding? I daren’t look under the tissue in case that pulled the wound open again. I pulled my sock up to hold the tissue in place and stood up. My ankle complained when I put my weight on it, but it was bearable. “I really, really have to get out of this place,” I said.
But what about my phone? Should I carry on looking for it? I hadn’t had it long, and it was a good one too—top of the range. I chewed my lip, and remembered:
“Dad,” I’d said. “You know my phone? It doesn’t charge up properly anymore. It’s useless.”
“You need a phone,” he’d said.
“Yeah, but Mum says I can’t have a new one. She says I have to make do with her old one.”
“We’ll see about that,” he’d said. “Might as well spend it before the lawyers get their hands on it.”
Sure enough, the next day we’d gone shopping for the very best phone money could buy. But he paid with a credit card and I was there when Mum opened the bill. She didn’t say anything, she just got very tight lipped and screwed her eyes shut, like someone trying very hard to remember something. These days, I didn’t even like to ask for dinner money.
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