Lady Faithe hadn’t swooned when pulling Alex’s chausses off, Luke reminded himself. As he recalled, she had laughed at his concern for her modesty. But, but of course, the situation had been a far cry from the marriage bed, and the instrument in question as quiescent as its owner.
He’d best aim for gentleness, but he wasn’t sure he knew how to tup a woman gently. With whores he could do as he wanted, and most often what he wanted after the fury of battle was a hard, mindless rutting that would make him forget, for one long, screaming moment, the creature he’d become. He shouldn’t use Lady Faithe that way—didn’t want to use her that way—yet it was the only way he knew.
“Thank you,” she said when he’d gotten her unlaced all the way. She laid the night shift across the foot of the bed, hesitated, then began gathering up the kirtle to take it off.
Her hands were trembling.
Luke hated being the cause of a woman’s trepidation. What would his father do? Yes…
He turned his back in a deliberate way and unbuckled his belt. From behind, he heard the rattle of her keys and the whispery rustle of silk.
“May I ask you something, my lord?” she said.
My lord . How he hated to hear the formal address from her lips—especially in the bedchamber. He felt certain she hadn’t called her first husband “my lord.”
“Aye.”
“Why did you choose to have Vance tried in the hallmoot? Why not let Lord Alberic’s hangman extract the information you wanted?”
Luke pulled his tunic and undershirt over his head and hung them on a hook with his belt, then untied his hair and combed his fingers through it. “I was merely taking your advice, my lady.”
“My advice?”
He squatted to remove his boots. “You told me your people would not despise me unless I did despicable things. I have no desire to be despised, only obeyed.”
“But you threatened to do those things. You recited a list of tortures, as if you meant to… I mean I thought…”
“You thought I was monster enough to order those things done to that sorry wretch.”
She made no answer. He tossed his boots into a corner a little too forcefully, then rubbed his arm below its throbbing injury. “Often a prisoner will confess his crimes on merely viewing the instruments of torture. The threat of punishment can be as effective as the punishment itself, and far less trouble for all concerned.”
“I see,” she said quietly.
By the time he was down to his linen drawers—he’d leave those on for the time being, he decided—he heard the squeak of the ropes supporting the mattress. Taking a deep breath, he turned and saw her sitting in her nightgown on the edge of the bed with her back to him, brushing out her hair. The braids had molded it into ripples that reflected the candlelight in shimmering waves. The sight captivated him, and for a moment he merely stood and watched her, admiring the uncomplicated grace of her movements.
Her arms, revealed to the shoulders by her sleeveless nightgown, were slender but solid, shaped by underlying muscle that flexed as she drew the brush through the wavy satin tresses. They were the arms of a woman unafraid of hard work. Luke’s stepmother and sisters felt bonelessly soft when he embraced them, and little wonder, given their pampered lives. Lady Faithe wasn’t pampered, a fact reflected in her laborer’s hands and sun-gilded complexion and supple arms. He wondered how the rest of her would look, when he got that gown off her.
That thought spurred a quickening in his loins. He turned down the wolfskin blanket and linen sheet and sat in bed with them tucked around his waist. The mattress felt deliciously soft beneath him. He’d expected straw; the feathers came as a pleasant surprise.
Setting down her brush, Lady Faithe got under the covers and cast a quick, self-conscious glance in his direction. No sooner had she turned away, however, than she looked back… and reached out to him!
Luke’s heart hammered in his chest as she touched him, her fingertips gliding lightly up his arm. But when they reached the knot just below his shoulder, they ignited a current of pain that sucked the breath from his lungs.
“I’m sorry,” she gasped, recoiling. “I didn’t mean to hurt you. It’s just that I had no idea your wound was so… why didn’t you tell me?”
Luke followed her horrified gaze to find his arm from elbow to shoulder stained with angry streaks of purple and red. A spider web of broken capillaries surrounded the hardened, whitish lump on his upper arm.
“Does it hurt very much?” she asked.
“Nay,” he lied.
Lady Faithe shot him a skeptical look, got out of bed, and flipped her hair behind her so she could sort through the keys on the chain she still wore around her neck. Her night shift laced up the front by means of a pink satin ribbon tied in a bow that fluttered in rhythm with her breathing. Luke bunched the covers more securely around his waist as a familiar heaviness arose in his lower body.
She lifted the lid of the chest at the foot of the bed, retrieved her medicine box, and unlocked it. “Here it is.” Holding up a small ceramic vial, she returned to bed and uncorked it.
“What is it?” Luke asked, leaning toward her to inhale the vial’s aromatic contents. “Perfume?”
“Spirit of rosemary. ‘Tis good for bruising.” Tilting the vial onto her fingers, she poured out a little clear, oily liquid. “Tell me if this hurts,” she said in a comforting whisper as she tentatively touched the swelling on his upper arm.
“Nay,” he said huskily. “It’s fine.” It did hurt, despite her airy touch, but he was loath to let her know that, for fear she’d cease her ministrations. She smoothed the liniment onto his battered flesh with featherlight strokes, taking seemingly great care not to hurt him. Except for a brief moment when her gaze seemed stolen by the wooden cross nestled in his chest hair, her attention appeared to be riveted on her work. He watched her fingertips draw careful circles all up and down the bruised skin, the slick fluid warming as she worked. A soothing heat soon encompassed his arm, spreading through his shoulder and down into his chest… and lower still.
“How does that feel?” she asked, so softly he hardly heard her.
He swallowed hard. “Fine. It feels fine.”
She looked up at him through her lashes. “Does it hurt less than it did before?”
“Aye,” he said truthfully. “Much less.”
She grinned impishly. “I thought it didn’t hurt before.”
He smiled and shook his head. “Does it amuse you to lay your little traps?”
She stared at him, looking quietly stunned.
“What is it?” he asked.
“You… you smiled.”
“Did you think I couldn’t smile?”
She seemed to ponder that for a moment. “Yes. Yes, I suppose I did.” An engaging grin lit her face. “I’m pleased to see I was mistaken.”
As she reached toward the night table for the vial’s cork, Luke caught a glimpse of dark marks on her inner wrist. She snatched up the cork, but before she could shove it back in the little bottle, he closed a hand over hers.
She gasped, her whole body tensing as he turned her fist so that he could inspect the marks. Clearly, his touch unnerved her, a fact that shamed him. Here he was on his wedding night, and his bride couldn’t bear the feel of his hands on her.
Leaning over, his hair falling in his eyes, he ran a fingertip along the silken skin on the underside of her wrist—skin marred by shadowy bruises. She shivered.
He pried her fingers open to retrieve the cork, set it and the vial on the night table, then examined her other wrist, also bruised. She sat perfectly still as he held both her hands in his, stroking his thumbs over the marks. He recalled his brutal handling of her, his absurd accusation that she was trying to kill Alex, and felt only shame for having let the dark beast awaken, if only briefly.
“I…” He looked up and met her apprehensive gaze through errant strands of his hair. What could he tell her? That he’d never hurt her again? Who knew when
the beast would next arise from its slumber? For the life of him, he couldn’t think what to say to her. How could he reassure her of his harmlessness when he couldn’t reassure himself?
“It’s all right,” she said.
“I wish it were.”
He felt the frantic pumping of her pulse through his thumbs as they caressed her wrists. Was it the same drumbeat of awareness that pounded through him—or fear? Letting her go, he dampened his fingers with the spirit of rosemary and lifted her right hand, cradling it in his palm.
“This isn’t necessary,” she protested as he gently massaged the liniment into her wrist.
“Does it cause you pain?”
“Nay.”
“Then allow me this small indulgence.”
She lapsed into silence as he ministered to her, his fingertips rough against her smooth skin, even through the film of warm oil. Her pulse still raced, and that pink satin ribbon fluttered continually.
Arousal thrummed within him as he released her right hand and went to work on her left. The urge to lower her onto her back and press his body into hers was almost irresistible. Lady Faithe was a beautiful woman, extraordinarily beautiful, and he’d been without the comfort of a woman’s arms during his two months at St. Albans. He also thought he might like to have children, now that his life had taken on some semblance of normality. But he’d never bedded a woman who wasn’t entirely and enthusiastically willing. Even whores were eager, if only for the coins in his purse. Not once had he even considered taking a woman who hadn’t come to him of her own free will.
Until now.
With a mental shake, he reminded himself that she was his wife. He had every right to bed her. She would expect it. She’d think it strange if he didn’t. And he wanted to. God knew he wanted to.
“My lord?”
He’d been sitting with her hand in his, lost in thought. Abruptly, he released her and dragged his fingers through his hair.
“I’ll put this away.” Recorking the vial, she got up and tucked it in her medicine box, then replaced the box in the big carved chest. Her keys clattered against the lid as she bent over to latch it. For a fleeting moment her gown dipped open, and he saw her breasts almost in their entirety—flawless ivory globes, too large to cup with a single hand.
When she returned to bed, Luke said, “Take that off.”
She froze, her expression of alarm transforming to something else. Resignation? Anticipation? Raising a tremulous hand to the bodice of her nightgown, she began tugging on the pink ribbon.
“Not that.” He stilled her hand with a touch, then hooked a finger under the chain hanging around her neck. “This. I don’t care to listen to these keys jangling all night.”
Her eyes flickered with something that might have been relief, or possibly just puzzlement. “As you wish, my lord.” Ducking her head, she pulled the chain off and laid it on the night table, then shook out her lustrous hair.
As you wish, my lord . Luke had no doubt that, if he climbed on top of Lady Faithe, she would lie still for it. She would consider it her obligation to give in to her husband’s needs, and she would grit her teeth and do so. Never mind that her husband was the dreaded Black Dragon, slayer of Saxons, and that she cringed at his very touch. She’d do her duty; if he wanted her, he could have her.
And oh, how he wanted her. But not if she acquiesced simply because she felt she had no choice—or, worse yet, out of fear.
Leaning over the side of the bed, he blew out the candle, immersing the chamber in moonlight. He lay down and adjusted the covers over himself, and Lady Faithe did the same.
For some time they lay side by side in the dark, the only sound their breathing. He absorbed her heat, her scent. He wondered what she was thinking, and how she would react if he took her in his arms.
“Are you afraid of me?” he asked quietly.
Long moments passed, and he began to wonder if she’d fallen asleep. Finally, she said, “A little.”
A little was enough.
“Good night.” He rolled away from her, punching his pillow.
“Good night, my lord,” she said presently, and rolled in the other direction.
Chapter 5
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FAITHE AWOKE BEFORE dawn, which was not unusual for her, since she required little sleep and generally got up before her staff began rising. She’d thought perhaps she would sleep later this morning, given her wakefulness during the night, but like most farm creatures, she was ruled more by habit and instinct than rationality.
She dressed in the dark so as not to disturb her husband, fast asleep with his back to her. He’d spent a restless night as well; she’d heard him stirring next to her. The bed had felt too small for the two of them. It had never felt so with Caedmon, but then Caedmon, although a good-sized man, hadn’t been as large as Sir Luke. Also, she and Caedmon had been used to sleeping together. She didn’t know if she’d ever get used to sleeping with the Black Dragon. Once during the night, her foot accidentally brushed his leg, and they both quickly moved away from each other. She’d spent most of the night huddled at the edge of the bed to avoid touching him.
Lifting her keys off the night table slowly, so as to keep them from rattling, she looped the chain around her neck and pulled her hair out from beneath it. Faithe wished he hadn’t ordered her to take them off last night. She hated being without them. They made her feel secure and capable. She might look like an unkempt girl, but when people saw the keys, they knew she was a person of consequence, and they treated her as such. Not wearing the keys made her feel incomplete.
She grabbed her medicine box and eased the door open, wondering if Alex had slept well, and whether his poultices had stayed on. He’d insisted that she not check up on him during the night. It was her wedding night, he’d said; she had better things to do than bother with him. And anyway, he was much improved, and would prefer to be left alone than awakened and fussed with. He’d been quite vehement on the subject. When Faithe stepped out onto the landing and looked down into the moonlit main hall, she saw why.
Alex was not alone. Sharing his pallet, as naked as he, was Leola; Faithe knew it was she by her single disheveled braid. They were both asleep, she curled in his embrace with her back to him. The woolen blanket was drawn up only to their waists, revealing Alex’s hand cradling one of her breasts. Her clothes lay strewn in the rushes, where they’d no doubt gotten tossed during the evening’s frolics.
Faithe couldn’t wrest her gaze from the sleeping couple as she descended the stairs and approached them. Leola, although sound asleep, looked flushed and peaceful. Alex had his face against her hair, his mouth half open. The bandage had come off his head, but at least he was sleeping on his good side. Faithe was both impressed and appalled that he’d taken on Leola in his condition. She hoped he hadn’t done himself any permanent damage.
They looked like two of the barn kittens in their box, she thought, standing over them. Faithe missed that physical closeness, the animal comfort of curling up with another warm body. She envied those two that intimacy, regardless of its basis in simple lust.
Despite her misgivings at being wed to Sir Luke, part of her had been excited at the prospect of his bedding her. God help her, there was something strangely seductive about his predatory nature. He provoked the same thrill in her that she’d felt, as a child, when Orrik had tethered a boar to a tree and she’d challenged herself to see how close she could get to the enraged creature without flinching. She’d gotten near enough to stare into its monstrous black eyes, to tremble at its fearsome tusks and choke on its stink. And then, without warning, it had lunged for her, sending her squealing into Orrik’s arms.
But there was more to the Black Dragon than the beast for whom he’d been named. There was a man as well, a man who could braid hair and massage liniment into bruised wrists, his touch roughly gentle and completely bewitching. He was a creature of contradictions—a fusion of man and beast. When Luke de Périgueux finally saw fit to claim his husb
andly rights, she wondered which of the two would do the deed, the man or the beast.
Faithe uncovered and rebuilt the fire, lit a lantern, then leaned down and whispered Leola’s name until the young woman stirred, blinking. “Milady?” she muttered groggily.
“‘Tis best you get up and get dressed before everyone else is awake.”
Nodding, Leola stretched like a cat, her lush body quivering. Alex growled contentedly as Leola arched against him, then he stretched, too. Their resemblance to a boxful of kittens was now complete.
Leola sat up and tried to rise, but Alex, who hadn’t yet opened his eyes, caught hold of her braid as it brushed across his face and pulled her down. Curling his arm once more around her, he tucked her into the curve of his body and pulled up the blanket. “Stay,” he murmured.
“She can’t stay,” Faithe said. “She’s got to help Cook get breakfast ready.”
Alex squeezed one eye open. “Faithe?”
A smile quirked her lips.
He glanced at Leola as she lifted his arm off her and clambered to her feet, indifferent to her rather spectacular nudity. “Awfully sorry about this,” he said, his gaze fixed wistfully on Leola.
“No, you’re not.” Faithe plucked Leola’s undershift off the floor as she stood and handed it to the shivering wench.
“No.” Alex grinned boyishly. “I’m not.”
“I suppose it’s too much to ask that your poultices have survived intact.”
“Poultices?” Alex lifted the blanket and peeked beneath it. “I can’t imagine what might have become of… ah.” He fumbled beneath him and handed her the squashed remains of one of the herbal compresses.
“Thank you,” she said dryly as she accepted the offering.
Leola lowered her kirtle over her head, wriggling as she smoothed it down. Alex sighed and grabbed at the hem of her skirt, but she laughingly sidestepped him. Snatching her slippers out of the rushes, she balanced first on one foot and then the other to tug them on.
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