by Eliza Knight
“Why not? Your father is legendary for his service to the crown.”
“While I am proud of him, I am not my father.” And I’ve already given up enough for the king. My arm. My future.
Magnus’s dark gaze settled on his, staring him down so hard he thought the man might be able to see straight into his soul. “How will ye protect your clan?”
“The same as ye, my laird. My father is still chieftain, and my brother will follow in his footsteps. With the king as his father-in-law, my clan will be safe.”
“Enter the tourney.” Magnus refilled his cup.
Without sipping, Niall answered, “Begging your pardon, my laird, but if I decline?”
“Then I will find another husband for my daughter. One who will pick up his sword for her.”
Niall grimaced, feeling the prick to his pride. “I have not agreed to marry her. Nor did I say I’d not pick up my sword if it were to protect her.”
“After being spurned by the king’s daughter, and by refusing me, do ye think there will be any other offers?”
Niall straightened. He didn’t care if there were any other offers, but he knew a warning when he heard one. “Are ye threatening me, my laird?”
Magnus raised his glass. “Let us call it a recommendation.”
Niall grunted. “’Haps I want to spend my life alone.”
“Then what are ye doing here?”
The man had a point. He could have remained at Dupplin Castle in Aberdalgie. He’d known before arriving in Sutherland that he didn’t want to marry Princess Elizabeth. Had he hoped that he’d find some way of breaking it off with her while he was here? Why else had he come? Deep down, he knew it was because he was searching for a reason to go on. Because he’d hoped to see Bella one more time. Hoped to prove to himself she was not the lass he remembered, not the fantasy he’d created. That she was a heathen with horns and no teeth and a voice that could curdle milk. Ballocks!
Maybe the tourney was the opportunity, the sign, he was looking for. The test of whether or not he was worthy of life. Of happiness. “And if I prove myself?”
“Then I will gladly gift ye a future with my beloved eldest daughter.”
Niall didn’t hesitate this time in drinking down his whisky in one swallow. Was he really going to do this? A tournament? Make a spectacle of himself… That was the last thing he wanted. He’d been happy to lay low, to sink into obscurity. To wallow in the grief of missing his arm and let the world believe him disabled and weak.
He could hear his brother now. If that be true, then why do ye keep training?
Niall didn’t know why, but perhaps he’d soon find the answer. This was a chance to prove to everyone that he was worthy, not just to everyone, but to himself. He needed a wife. His father had been begging him, even going so far as to say he wished Niall to marry before he passed on to his great reward. If anything, marrying would dispel his parents’ fears of him being alone forever, and remove suspicion regarding the rumors he’d spread. But he wasn’t certain he was ready to be a husband in more than anything but name, to reveal his wounds to anyone. His true self. Yet the convenience of it would certainly lay to rest many of his current irritations—namely his brother, his parents and any bastard who would dare take Bella from him.
He cleared his throat, looked Magnus in the eye and said, “I am honored, my laird.”
The earl’s eyes sparked with something that looked a little like pride. “I’d verra much enjoy seeing ye prove everyone wrong.”
Niall was surprised by the words. “Why?”
Magnus shrugged and raised his cup, swallowing the spirits. “My daughter sees something in ye that the rest of the world doesna. I want to know what it is.”
“I’ll do my best.” Niall gave the earl his thanks, then walked out of the study and followed him into the great hall, where he entered his name into the tournament.
Needing to feel the cool night air on his overheated skin and to hide the trembling in his hand, Niall attempted to make his escape outside. But before he could, the grand double doors swung open and the sound of Princess Elizabeth’s voice came echoing through, sending him backward up the closest flight of stairs to hide. Ballocks! The princess was now ascending, her voice growing closer.
Mo chreach, can I nae escape her?
Chapter 6
Niall ducked into the first door he found, closed it and sagged his forehead against the wood paneling. Too late, the floral scent of a woman reached him. Niall whirled around, fearing he’d stepped into a lady’s bedchamber. He found himself both relieved and panicked to realize he was in a solar, without a bed in sight.
Lady Bella was perched on an ornate chair with a thick sheaf of parchment in her hands. Golden candlelight glinted from the glorious golden curls framing her face, and violet eyes taunted him. Her rose-red lips quirked in a teasing grin.
“Well, sir, this is most inappropriate. Our betrothal has not even been formally announced.” Saints, but her voice and the way her lips moved when she formed words took his breath away.
“My lady.” He bowed, swallowed hard and then managed to find his tongue. “How can ye be so certain I have accepted our betrothal?”
She pursed her lips. “Have ye not?”
He shrugged, and at that noncommittal movement, the mirth that had filled her eyes dimmed slightly.
“What are ye doing here in my solar, Sir Niall, if not to find me?”
Ballocks, but he’d not meant to offend the lass. He glanced toward the door. The sounds of feminine laughter filtered through, and for one fearful moment, they seemed primed to enter, but then they passed. There was no use but to be honest with Bella. “Escaping.”
He glanced back at her to gauge her reaction and was glad he did. She winged a golden brow, and he had a similar response to his blatant honesty. The lass seemed to tear down his defenses without him even realizing it. He could have told her anything, like how his heart was pounding or that he was glad to see her.
“From whom?” she asked.
“The princess…” But his throat tightened, and he found himself unable to finish his sentence.
She waved the papers at him in dismissal of his words. “Say no more. Come and sit. I will tell ye a story.”
Sit with her? Nay. There was no way in bloody hell he was going to get closer to her. Just being in the same room made him feel witless. Besides, even if he had agreed to fight in the tournament to prove himself to Magnus and accepted the challenge in order to win her hand, they should not be alone together. “I canna.”
“Why not?”
Why did her voice have to be so smooth and melodic? “As ye said, my lady, ‘tis most inappropriate.”
That taunting smile remained. Not much had changed from when they were young, and he wanted to slink closer to sit beside her and tug her onto his lap. To ask her all of the things he wanted to know about her. To kiss her.
“Did my father speak with ye?”
Niall cleared his throat, trying to clear his mind of his improper thoughts. “Aye,” he barely croaked out.
“And?” Her eyes bore into him, seemingly reading every thought that dared cross his mind.
Niall leaned his back on the door and considered barring it from anyone who might want in. He considered charging forward, crowding her space, pinning her there and pressing his lips hard to her taunting mouth. “If I do well in the tourney, we shall wed.”
She frowned, clicked her teeth with a fingernail. “Ye may not recall, Sir Niall, but I’ve seen ye fight before. I’ve every confidence ye will please my father on the morrow and we shall be wed, so sit.” She tapped the arm of a wooden chair to her left.
Niall glanced at her, a little surprised at her certainty of his doing well. He was also warmed by the fact she remembered him. There appeared to be no doubt in her mind of his skill, and he found it unnerving. How could she believe in him when she knew full well he was missing an arm—the limb that should protect him from a blow when his other
was on the assault? But rather than ask, he simply said, “Nothing is guaranteed, my lady.”
She uncurled her legs from beneath her, tiny slippers touching the bearskin rug before her chair. “Well, there are some things that are guaranteed, such as we all die sometime. And that I will not relent on ye listening to my story.”
How effortlessly she changed the subject. How easy it was to be with her. He wanted to shout with joy and run with fear. “Ye’re a stubborn lass.” Still, he didn’t move, though he did find himself smiling.
Bella grinned widely, leapt to her feet and dipped into a mocking curtsy. There was such vibrancy about her it made him want to laugh. A feeling he’d not had in a long time. In fact, he couldn’t remember the last time he’d smiled.
She was making it so uncomplicated. As if his being in her solar was an everyday occurrence. The chair beside her beckoned, and her scent tugged him forward. For the first time in over a year, Niall’s mind skipped over his weaknesses and leapt right into flirtation. “Verra well, my lady, what will ye give me if I sit and listen to your story?”
She sat back down and pursed her lips at him, those golden arched brows dancing upward on her forehead. “I didna realize I had to give ye anything. Is my story not entertainment enough?”
“We shall see,” he teased, the corner of his mouth quirking into a smile.
“And if it is not, what will ye demand of me?”
Och, but that was a loaded question, one he could not help give a goaded response to, one that shocked him even as it left his mouth. “A kiss.”
Violet eyes widened in surprise, but not with disgust. Nay, in fact, her gaze held a hint of interest. “It will be verra entertaining then, I assure ye.”
Oh, what a clever tease. The sound of his laugh was foreign, as though hearing something from a long-lost friend. He even startled himself when he did it. But Niall couldn’t help but chuckle at her certainty, and what it meant—that she didn’t want to kiss him, or perhaps she was afraid to, for there had been interest sparking in her gaze. Curious, considering she had requested her father arrange for them to be wed. What did she hope to gain from the union?
The lass gestured for him to sit, a stern look on her face. Just as when they’d been younger, Niall was loath to disappoint her. On legs that were sturdier than an hour before, he crossed the room. She smiled up at him as though she’d won a battle, and his chest squeezed in response. Her floral scent was all the more powerful now he was standing this close to her. In the candlelight, he could see her creamy skin was perfection, and he had to fist his hand to keep from reaching forward to touch her and see if it was as soft as he imagined.
Saints, when her father said she was unique, he might have also mentioned how bossy she still was. Niall wouldn’t quite call her a shrew, because she was charming as she dictated what she wanted. Just as she had been when they were children. The insight brought on another smile—as he realized the woman he’d dreamed her to be was also just as commanding.
“Can I get ye a glass of ale or wine?” Lady Bella’s voice sounded deeper, throatier, and the arch of her cheekbones had taken on a pink twinge.
Niall bit the tip of his tongue and then muttered. “Nay, I thank ye.”
“All right.” She cleared her throat. “Then so we shall begin.” Again, she indicated for him to sit, and he did so swiftly, without taking his eyes from hers.
“I’m all yours, my lady.”
She raised a brow at that, and he winked. Dear God, he was flirting. The lass had opened up a whole ocean of emotion and desire he’d keep locked up tight and threatened to never see again.
The delicate blush creeping over her cheeks deepened at his wink. “Well, then, I shall begin. Listen carefully, and prepare to be entertained. On a dusky morning, a warrior returned from battle, hardened by the things he’d seen and wounded by his enemy’s blade.”
Niall frowned, gaze locked on hers as he realized she wasn’t reading from the parchment but staring straight into his soul. It was unnerving. And yet he couldn’t tear himself away. Her face was full of admiration, and it made him want to run once more.
“This warrior’s name was Strength.”
Niall shook his head. “’Tis not a name, but a trait.”
“Shh,” she admonished, reaching forward and tapping him where he rested his elbow on the arm of the chair, “Let me tell the tale.”
“Verra well.” His skin sizzled where she’d tapped him.
“Strength had been tested. He’d been pushed to his limits and still did not falter, not even when his enemies took parts of him that would never heal.”
Was the lady taunting him? Throwing his wounds back in his face? He frowned, moving to cross his arms over his chest and nearly breaking down when he realized the position was rather awkward with only one arm. It was a wound he wished away, a wound he knew would forever make him lame in the eyes of all. In her eyes. Gritting his teeth, he stood and marched to the window, her voice trailing behind him as she spoke of the empty village mirroring the emptiness in the warrior’s heart.
“With all his prospects hanging in the balance, his lost love dead in a siege, Strength was certain he’d not the will to go on.”
Niall wanted to hate her. Wanted to go back in time and instead of letting her thump on him in hand-to-hand combat, to lay her on the ground and pin her there, where she couldn’t beat him.
“But a fairy came to him, beautiful and golden, she rose majestically from the mist and offered him a different future.”
Niall turned around then, leaning against a tapestry, the thickness of it not hindering the biting chill of the stone beneath it. He narrowed his eyes and glanced at her with all the pent-up frustration he had inside. What, did she think she was his savior? He had thought briefly in her father’s study that the proposal might be one of pity, and now he was almost certain. “Let me guess, the fairy offered him marriage?”
She cocked her head to look at him, interest in her eyes that he’d not seen from any woman since he’d lost his arm. Interest and something deeper that had him questioning his theory on pity. “Nay. She did not offer him marriage, for what marriage could they possibly have? Instead, she offered him a truce.”
“A truce?” he asked mockingly.
“A wish,” she countered with a delicate shrug.
“A penance,” Niall growled.
But Bella only smiled. “The fairy was in need of a protector, and the warrior was in need of—”
“I dinna need anything, lass.”
Lady Bella tsked. “How conceited of ye to think this story is about ye, Sir Niall.” She pushed out her lower lip in a pout.
“Isna it?” He hated the harshness in his tone and admired her all the more for being seemingly immune to it.
“Nay. Any similarities are merely a coincidence.” Again, that hint of a smile.
He laughed harshly this time, not mirroring at all the joy in the sound earlier. “I am not entertained.”
Lady Bella harrumphed from across the room. “Well, that is indeed a shame. I was trying to be clever.”
“About?”
“A lady never divulges the inner workings of her mind.”
“Humor me.”
“If ye insist.”
“I do.”
“Fine.” Bella shrugged and set her parchment aside. “I was merely trying to give ye my reasons for wishing a marriage betwixt us in a more interesting fashion than blurting them out like milkmaid.”
“I’m a warrior, not a child, lass. I dinna need fairytales, I need facts.”
She twirled a lock of hair around her finger, and he had the sudden urge to be the one doing so. To grab her. To shake the truth out of her. To rail at the world for the loss of his arm and this mocking lass.
“Believing in a little magic now and then never hurt anyone.” Her soft words put a dent in his anger.
“It wouldna have saved me, either.” He glanced down pointedly at his empty shirtsleeve.
“Perhaps it will now.” Her voice was soft, having lost all the sarcasm she’d dared imbue earlier. There was a sweetness that drew him in. It made him want to lay his head in her lap and feel her stroke his hair. Och, but I’m so weak.
“Tell me why, and be done with it,” he demanded. “I dinna want your pity, and I dinna need saving.”
She let out a great sigh and locked her gaze on his. “I am in need of a husband, Sir Niall, though I dinna want one. Ye’re in a need of a wife, and given your reaction, or lack thereof, to being rejected by the princess, ye dinna want a wife—but whether ye want one or not, ye need one. Ye’re the heir to the Oliphant Clan.”
He shrugged, still frowning. “I’ll pass that title on to my brother and his wife.”
“Fine, then for your own pride.”
Again, that bitter laugh escaped him. “I’ve verra little pride left.”
“I dinna believe ye.” She’d straightened her shoulders, and her teasing eyes were replaced by something stronger, that resolute lass he’d first met.
He ignored her. “Why would ye choose me when ye can have any man ye want?”
Bella let out a short, sarcastic laugh and stood. He watched the gentle sway of her hips as she approached him, feeling an ache of desire deep inside.
When she stopped in front of him, the answer she gave was like an arrow straight to his heart, and it hurt like bloody fire. “Because ye canna be a true husband to me.”
He narrowed his eyes. “What is that supposed to mean?”
She gestured to his arm. “With your injury.”
“What has that got to do with being a true husband?” Och, but she had the power to ignite every emotion inside him. Anger. Desire. Compassion. Humor. Fury. Humiliation.
Her face flamed with color and she avoided his gaze. “Ye know what I mean.”
“Do I?”
Uncertain eyes met his. “Dinna toy with me, Sir Niall.”
“I fear I am lost,” he ground out.
“Then let me save ye.” There was a slight tremor in her jaw that showed she was vulnerable behind the strength and the teasing, too. But how? Why? “Now go ahead and kiss me.”