“Strip,” he said as he stood back and started unbuttoning the rest of the buttons on his white shirt.
She noticed the black jacket he’d taken off, and he was stepping out of his dress shoes. Steele thought about saying they should talk, but once he dropped his pants and his huge erection sprang out, she forgot what she wanted to say anyway.
Steele shimmied out of the tight, black pencil skirt and pulled the blue blouse off over her head. She managed to get the bra unclasped before he pounced on her as he had finished undressing.
He pulled it off this time without ripping it, but her black lace panties were history as he ripped them off. Arsen pinned her body beneath his and kissed her again. Hard and wanting, he kissed her as his huge cock pushed into her.
The pain reignited, and she writhed under him. He pounded into her as she wiggled as the burning sensation was nearly unbearable. His hand wrapped up in her hair and he pulled it hard.
His mouth left hers and he ran his tongue up her neck then his teeth bit her earlobe. “Be still,” he said.
Steele stopped wiggling. “It burns.”
“After how I fucked the shit out of you last night, it better burn,” he said as he continued to thrust hard strokes into her.
His words had her going to another place and for some reason she thought how hot it was that he was so brutally honest with her. She raised her knees to better accommodate him and he pushed even harder into her.
The pain turned to pleasure quickly, and she arched up to meet his thrusts. The wind left her lungs with every hard thrust he made. Her hands ran over his short hair and she moaned at how silky soft it was.
He let her moan, and she whispered, “I wish I could’ve run my hands through it when it was longer.”
“Shh,” he said in her ear. “No talking, only fucking.” His hot mouth moved down her neck then over her chest. He landed on her breast and bit her nipple hard.
“Oww!” she yelped and he let it go and stopped moving.
His eyes searched hers, darting rapidly back and forth. “Did that really hurt you?”
His eyes were narrowed at her and she found herself wondering if it did really hurt. “Not really, just surprised me I guess.”
“If I really hurt you, our safe word is rose. Okay? Do you understand me?” He ended his sentence with a tender kiss to her nipple which kind of ached for him to bite it again.
Steele nodded. “Rose, I got it. Okay, and just so you know, you can bite it again. It’s kind of nice.”
His smile went all the way over his gorgeous face and she couldn’t help herself as she took it between her palms and pulled him into a kiss. Her lips touched his softly, and he returned a gentle kiss. His tongue stroking her lips.
Arsen pulled his head back and looked at her. “You’re beautiful, Steele. I’m so glad I saw you again.”
“Me too. I could hardly get you out of my mind,” she confessed.
“Me too,” he said then kissed her again softly as he made long, slow strokes.
His hands roamed over her soft body, and he moaned as he caressed her silky skin. Her hands ran over his muscled back and she loved he way the muscles felt.
His body was perfect, and she wanted to taste every inch of it. He was being gentle with her and she liked it, but she loved it when he was rough. She raked her nails over his back and his kiss hardened.
Arsen ran his hands back and took hers into them, pulling them over her head and holding them down with one hand. He pulled his mouth off hers and smiled.
“Scratching, huh? I can fix that.”
He got up and left her lying on the bed. She watched him grab his tie off the floor and come back. He looped it around her wrists, then the other end over the bedpost. She smiled at him as he resumed his position above her.
“Now I’m going to let you have it. Remember, no coming until I say or I will have to.”
She smiled and interrupted him, “I know, spank me until I cry. I remember, don’t worry.”
His eyes went dark, and he growled. “Why did you have to come into my life at this horrible time? You’re fucking perfect for me.”
With that he took her breast and bit it hard, her body arched up but she stifled her scream as he slammed back into her. Her body shook with relief as he pounded her again.
The way he took her like a savage was a thing she found more than exciting. Every nerve was on fire. Every fiber of her being was relishing in the assault his body was making on hers. One of his hands fisted in her hair and he pulled it hard.
Her arms strained against the bond he had her in and she ached to run her hands over his body. She could see the muscles as they rippled over his back with his harsh thrusts. He was using every one of them to pound his hard cock into her tender pussy.
She shuddered as an orgasm began to build and she knew she couldn’t let it go. She wrapped her legs around him to try to hold herself back. She found herself aching to let it all go.
She knew damn well he knew she was fighting to hold on and he reached between them and squeezed her clit between his fingers. He sucked on her breast hard, making her stomach tighten in some deep place with every hard suck he made.
He was going to make her come and then what would he do to her? She held on, clenching her teeth and then she decided to try to make him come so he’d let her.
She did a few Kegel exercises and after about ten of them he groaned and took one last pull on her breast then looked up at her.
“Come.”
Steele found the sound she made a thing she didn’t know she was capable of as her body let go and she felt as if an enormous wave was crashing over her.
Arsen’s body tensed as he shot into her. He groaned like an animal then lay on top of her, letting their bodies pulse around the others.
ARSEN
Arsen had never let anyone control him sexually since Mistress Sinclair. He wasn’t about to let the young thing get the best of him. He finally pulled his head up after both had caught their breaths. He kissed her lips softly then pulled back to look at her.
Her skin was flushed, and she smiled weakly at him.
“My arms hurt.”
He rolled off and untied her, then rubbed her wrists and arms.
“Better?”
She watched him as he carefully rubbed her shoulders.
“That was something, thanks.”
He tweaked her nose and put his hands on either side of her.
“I know what you did to get me to come, Steele.”
She blushed. “You did?”
He nodded. “Sneaky, don’t you think?”
She shook her head. “It got the job done is what I think. You were torturing me.”
One eyebrow raised. “Was I?”
“Well, you know, not actual torture, but my body wanted to release so bad and you were adding more and more stimulation until I was about to come without you telling me to and I knew where that would leave me,” she said and ran a hand across his cheek.
Arsen ran his fingertips over her collarbone and spoke softly, “Steele, I can’t allow that sort of thing. I realize you didn’t know that, so this time there’ll be no punishment for it, but if there is a next time then there will be.”
“Well, what will the punishment be because I may be able to put up with that to get what I want,” she giggled, and he kissed her to quiet her.
“That isn’t how this works, Steele. The punishments are meant to get you to stop the behavior I don’t approve of. If it doesn’t detour you from doing what it is I don’t want you to do, then I’ll have to go to the next level and you don’t want that, do you?” He stroked her arms.
“Arsen, I’m not one of those women. I don’t want to be controlled.”
His laugh came from deep in his chest.
“You sure about that? Because your body begs to be controlled by me.”
Steele looked away and sighed. He pulled her face back to look at him and kissed her softly again. When he released her lip
s, she said, “You’re right.”
He smiled. “Another thing I think is perfect about you is that you’re truthful. Many women are stubborn and hate to admit things. I wish I didn’t have this thing hanging over my head. I wish you weren’t on my legal team and not really a woman I should be even thinking about making into my submissive.”
“Wait? What?” she asked her face riddled with confusion.
The way her eyes went wide had him thinking he’d jumped the gun and said too much.
“I can see that’s something which hasn’t occurred to you.”
Steele pulled her body to sit up, and she leaned against one of the mountainous pillows on his bed.
“Okay, time to talk, Arsen. Those women who you might be accused of killing. Tell me about your relationship with them.”
His face went void, and he got up, strolling in all his glory to the bathroom adjoined to his bedroom. He left her waiting for him to return and when he did he brought in a bottle of water. He took a long drink then handed it to her.
“Drink.”
She took the bottle and a drink then handed it back to him.
“Okay, now tell me.”
She’d wrapped the blanket around her tightly, covering her breasts.
“Steele, I didn’t ask you to come here to tell you anything. I don’t want to talk about them.”
“But I kind of need you too. You see, you’re accused of some bad shit, Arsen. Should I be afraid of you?” Her blue eyes hammered him as she looked at him more than he’d ever allowed anyone to.
“Yes and no,” he said. “You see, I’m sure to make you do things you never thought yourself capable of doing. But as far as killing you, no, you have nothing to fear. I’m innocent of those crimes.”
She let out a sigh, and he knew she was thinking that he might have been guilty.
“I didn’t think you really could kill anyone, but I don’t know you at all.”
“No one really does, so don’t feel bad,” he said as he climbed up next to her and ran his arm around her shoulders. “My story is long and full of terrible things I don’t like to recall. The things I’ve done with women I think are my business and mine alone. Don’t you feel like your sexual business is yours to keep to yourself?”
Steele was eerily quiet, and he found that disturbing. Finally, she said, “I don’t want to tell anyone about how much I enjoy what it is you do to me, if that’s what you mean.”
“Why is that, do you suppose?” he asked then left a kiss on top of her head.
“The obvious reasons. It would make me seem weak and you seem controlling and mean,” she answered.
“As long as you don’t see me like that is all that matters to me,” he said. He tilted her face so he could see her expression. “You don’t think that, do you?”
She shook her head and smiled. “I just never knew I’d want to be done that way. But I don’t want to tell a soul about it, to be honest with you. And to stay in the strain of being honest, I don’t want to be your submissive. I wouldn’t mind dating and seeing where this leads though.”
“Dating,” Arsen said as if he’d just tasted something awful. “I’m not a dating kind of man.”
“I bet you’re not. And the fact is that we can’t really be seen going to the movies and holding hands as we walk through parks,” she said then laughed a little.
“Not that I’d do that sort of thing anyway,” he said with a chuckle.
“Nah, you’d never stoop to such a low-brow thing.” She ran her hand across his chiseled chest.
“You get me, Steele. Somehow I can see that you get who I am without really knowing a damn thing about me,” he said as he ran his fingers along her neck. He pushed the blanket away from her breasts and ran his fingers over one of them. “Your body is beautiful.”
“Said the man with the perfect body.” Steele sighed. “This is such bad timing. But maybe it’s really the perfect time as you don’t seem the type to conform and I, well, I have a goal to get to and being anyone’s submissive isn’t on my agenda.”
With her words Arsen felt himself shifting inside. Could he bend the rules for her? Could he live life a bit differently? Or could he manage to get her to come to see why he needed things the way he did?
“I have no idea if I even have the time to do this with you, Steele. I could be picked up by the police at any given moment after all. But I might not either. The thought of not being with you like this anymore is a thing that makes my stomach hurt. And I’ve already exhibited way too many of my past weaknesses with what’s happening to me. You make me feel strong and hopeful. With you a part of not only my life, but my legal team as well, I think I can manage to live through this crisis in my life.”
She looked at him and took his face in her hands. “Arsen, please never talk about not being able to live through anything. You can make it through whatever is thrown at you. I’m sure of that. The thought of dropping your case and walking away from you is a thing that would break me down. I think above anything else, you can teach me strength. In more than one way.”
Arsen was confused by his feelings for this young woman who laid in his arms. She was a child in so many ways, but she had something about her that told Arsen she was so much more and she was meant to be in his life. Maybe his life needed changing. Maybe hers did too.
“The things I could teach you are things you’ve never even thought about, I bet. For instance, did you know you hold so much power to influence people using your body, and I don’t mean giving it to them?” He stroked her hair and had to lean in and smell it.
“Body language, you mean?” she asked as she lay her head on his chest and ran her fingers in circles over his abs.
“Yes, but it’s so much more in depth than just how you do little things. The moment I saw you, I had a strange reaction to you that I’ve never had before. I also have never talked this much to anyone, especially a woman. You do something to me, Steele.” He leaned over her and kissed her cheek. “This is crazy and I know it, but please try this thing with me. We can hide it until all this legal shit is over.”
Steele’s body froze in his arms as she tensed up.
“Arsen, are you asking me to see you in secret?”
“I am, but much more than that. I want you to start to learn about how it is I want this relationship to be. Fuck, I can’t believe I used the word, relationship. I haven’t had one since, well, in forever. And that one ended horribly, but I always say that you should do what scares you or your life is no life at all. It’s time I follow my own advice.” He pulled her up so they could be face to face.
Her large breasts were a bit distracting, and she was breathing a lot with what he figured was excitement. “Arsen, I can’t be everything you want in a woman. If you expect me to not look at you unless you tell me to, I can tell you right now, that shit will get old quick. Some crazy sex I can handle, but all the rest, I think that’s going to be impossible.”
“All the rest can come in baby steps, and it doesn’t have to be any more than what you want.” He cupped her chin and gave her lips a feathery kiss.
“I could be really good for you and you for me, once I show you how great life is when you follow my rules.”
“Your rules,” Steele said. “I do have to say that you must be right about holding onto an orgasm until the other person is ready to climax too. That was right. You do have to speed up your climax though.” She laughed.
Arsen frowned.
“If I asked that of you would that be appropriate?”
Steele looked as if she was contemplating what he said, yet another thing he absolutely adored about her was the fact she would think about things before answering. Steele said, “No, it wouldn’t.”
“So a small set of rules for you to get used to wouldn’t be too much to ask for a woman who is not my sub as of yet?” he asked.
“Or maybe never,” she said. “How would you feel if I never felt like being put in that category?”
Ar
sen had to stop and think. He had to be honest with himself as well. He was a man who had a single purpose for women in his life. Not a night had passed with him staying in a sub’s bed or her staying in his. Would Steele understand that?
“How about we both bend some of our own personal rules for ourselves? For instance, I’ve never allowed a sub to stay in my bed all night, nor did I stay in theirs. But, I’d like you to stay the night with me. This is a huge rule that I’m letting go for you, so you can let something go for me. I’m all about your safety at all times.”
Steele’s face pinched as she asked, “Your girlfriends never got to spend the night with you?”
Arsen frowned. “None of the women who have been my subs or other sexual partners were my girlfriends. For that matter, nor will you be. I don’t do girlfriends, Steele. I do business transactions.”
“You’re the one who said the word relationship, not me,” Steele reminded him.
Arsen found himself at a loss for words. He was being a man that he wasn’t. He was being the same stupid boy he was with Beth, offering her all he had to give only to be tossed away like trash when he couldn’t stand up to her father.
“I might be wrong about this whole thing,” he said. “Forget about it. I’ll have Paul take you home. Go get a shower and dress.”
Steele could tell something had gone through his mind that shut him down. “I’ll do it, Arsen. I’ll take your secret relationship offer and we can see how this works out with no one being any the wiser if it doesn’t. You can set some rules for me and I can see if I can live my life while following them. You have proven to me that at least one of your rules makes me quite happy after all.”
Arsen shook his head, had she said what he thought he’d heard?
“Are you sure, Steele? I mean, I can’t make you any promises. I can’t tell you there won’t be punishments for breaking my rules. You have to understand that.”
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