I swal owed. Three daimons. The night in Georgia, I’d been surprised by how many were together. Aiden was thinking along the same lines. “The daimons are real y starting to work in groups. They’re showing a level of restraint in their attacks, an organization they never had before. Two of the half-bloods are missing.”
“What do you think it means?”
He shook his head. “We’re not sure, but we’l find out.”
I had no doubt he would. “I’m… sorry you have to deal with this.”
A hardness settled across him. He didn’t move. “Alex…
there’s something I need to tel you.”
“Okay.” I wanted to believe the seriousness in his voice was due to al the heavy stuff he had been dealing with al day.
“There were surveil ance cameras. They let us get a pretty good idea of what happened outside the house, but not inside.” He took a deep breath and lifted his head. Our eyes met. “I came here first.”
My chest tightened. “This… this is gonna be bad, isn’t it?”
Aiden didn’t mince words. “Yes.”
The air caught in my lungs. “What… is it?”
He twisted his long body toward me. “I wanted to make sure you knew before… anyone else did. We can’t stop people from finding out. There were a lot of people there.”
“Okay?”
“Alex, there’s no easy way to say this. We saw your mother on the surveil ance cameras. She was one of the daimons who attacked them.”
I stood, and then I sat right back down. My brain refused to process this. I shook my head as my thoughts went on repeat. No. No. No. Not her—anyone but her.
“Alex?”
It felt like I couldn’t catch my breath. This was worse than seeing dul ness in her eyes as she’d lain on the floor, worse than hearing she’d been turned. This… this was worse.
“Alex, I’m so sorry.”
I swal owed hard. “Did… did she kil any of them?”
“There’s no way to know unless we find either of the halfs alive, but I’d assume so. It’s what a daimon does.”
I blinked back hot tears. Do not cry. Don’t do it. “Have…
you seen Lea? Is she okay?”
Astonishment flickered across Aiden’s face.
The laugh that came out of me was shaky and broken sounding. “Lea and I aren’t friends, but I wouldn’t… ”
“You wouldn’t want her to go through this. I know.” He reached over and took my hand in his. His fingers felt remarkably warm, strong and grounding. “Alex, there’s more to this.”
I almost laughed again. “How could there be more?”
His hand tightened around mine. “It can’t be a coincidence she is this close to the Covenant. It leaves no doubt she remembers you.”
“Oh.” I stopped there, unable to go any further. I turned away from Aiden, staring at our hands. Silence stretched out between us, and then he leaned over and wrapped his other arm around my shoulders. Every muscle in my body locked up. Even in a time like this, I could recognize the wrongness of this situation. Aiden shouldn’t be offering me any sort of comfort. He probably shouldn’t have even come to tel me. Halfs and pures didn’t comfort one another.
But with Aiden I never felt like a half-blood and I never thought of him as a pure-blood.
Aiden murmured something I couldn’t make out. It sounded like ancient Greek, the language of the gods. I don’t know why, but the sound of his voice ripped through the barriers I was trying and failing at stitching together. I sunk forward, resting my head against his shoulder. I squeezed my eyes against the harsh stinging. My breath came out in short, shaky gasps. I don’t know how long we stayed like that, his cheek against the top of my head, our fingers wrapped together.
“You show amazing strength,” he murmured, stirring the hair around my ear.
I forced my eyes open. “Oh… I’m just saving al of this up for years of therapy later.”
“You don’t give yourself enough credit. What you’ve had to face? You’re very strong.” He pul ed back, his hand brushing across my cheek so quickly I truly believed I’d imagined the touch. “Alex, I have to go check in with Marcus. He’s waiting for me.”
I nodded as he let go of my hand and stood. “Could…
could there be a chance she didn’t kil them?”
Aiden stopped by the door. “Alex, I don’t know. It would be highly unlikely.”
“Wil … you let me know if they do find either of the halfs alive?” I knew it was pointless.
He nodded. “Yes. Alex… if you need anything, let me know.” He pul ed the door closed with a click behind him.
Alone, I slid to the floor and pressed my head against my knees. There could be a chance Mom hadn’t kil ed anyone.
She could be with the other daimons because she didn’t know what else to do. Maybe she was confused. Maybe she was coming for me.
I shuddered, pressing further down. My heart hurt. It felt like it was shattering again—al over again. There was the smal est, tiniest chance she hadn’t kil ed anyone. Even I knew how stupid it was to real y hold onto that chance, but I did. Because what else did I have? Grandma Piperi’s words became clearer to me—not just what she’d said, but what she hadn’t.
For whatever reason, Mom had left the safety of the community to pul me away from the Covenant, setting al of this—this huge mess—into motion. During those three years, I’d never once cal ed out for help, never stopped the insanity of living unprotected among mortals.
The countless times I’d done nothing flashed before me.
In a way I was responsible for what’d happened to her.
Worse yet, if she’d kil ed those innocent people, I was responsible for their deaths, as wel .
My legs didn’t shake when I stood. Certainty fil ed my mind—maybe it’d been made up the night I heard what’d real y happened to her. There was a smal chance she hadn’t committed horrific crimes, but if… if the daimon who had been my mother had kil ed someone, then one way or another, I was going to kil her. She was my responsibility now—my problem.
CHAPTER 14
I PRETENDED NOTHING WAS WRONG THE NEXT
DAY IN practice. It worked wel until we took a break and Aiden asked how I was doing.
I kept my voice even. “I’m fine.”
Then I beat the crap out of the dummy.
Toward the end of practice, a surge of energy shimmied down my back right before Seth showed up. He stood by the door, watching quietly. I had the sinking suspicion he was there for me. Groaning, I took my time rol ing up the mats.
Aiden nodded in Seth’s direction. “Is everything okay?”
“Who knows?” I scowled.
Aiden straightened, coming to his ful height. “Has he been bothering you?”
A huge part of me wanted to say yes, but in reality, Seth hadn’t real y bothered me. And if he had, what could Aiden do about it? Aiden was a badass Sentinel warrior, but Seth was the Apol yon. Where Aiden control ed fire— pretty awesome—and he could fight, Seth control ed al four elements— pretty scary—and could wipe the floor with Aiden’s face.
Aiden stared at Seth in a way that said he had no problem confronting Seth on my behalf. As stupid as it seemed, I felt a smile tug my lips.
So wrong.
Forcing the smile off my face, I skirted around Aiden. “I’l see you later, okay?”
He nodded, eyes stil trained on Seth. Okay then.
Grabbing my bottle of water off the floor, I trudged across the floor. I nodded at Seth as I passed him, half-hoping he was there to partake in the epic stare down with Aiden and nothing else, but he turned and immediately fel in step with me.
Seth’s smile looked self-satisfied. “Your trainer does not like me.”
“He’s not my trainer. He’s a Sentinel.” I kept walking.
“And I doubt he’s even concerned with you.”
Seth chuckled. “Your trainer, who is also a Sentinel, barely spoke to me while we were in Lake Lu
re. And when he did, I would say it was quite coldly. It hurt my feelings.”
I doubted that. “He probably wasn’t up to making friends considering what was going on.”
“Considering your mother was a part of the attack party?”
He raised a casual eyebrow. “He seemed abnormal y affected when we reviewed the recordings and saw her.”
His words were a wel -placed smack in the face.
Stopping, I faced him. “Seth, what do you want?”
He tipped his head back. A dark cloud rol ed in overhead, casting a gray gloom over the quad. It was going to storm. “I wanted to see how you were doing. Is that so wrong?”
I thought about that. “Yes. You don’t know me. Why would you care?”
He looked down, meeting my eyes. “Okay. I don’t real y care. But you’re the reason I’m stuck in this hil bil y rathole, babysitting a self-righteous prick.”
My eyes widened. The lilt of his voice made those words sound classy. It was almost funny. “You know, I real y don’t care about that right now.” I stopped as several halfs passed us. They looked at us—looked at me. I did my best to ignore their stares.
“Of course you don’t. Your mother murdered a classmate’s family. My mind would be elsewhere, too.”
“Gods!” I gaped. “Real y, that was great.” I walked off ahead.
Seth fol owed. “That wasn’t… very nice of me. I’ve been told I’m painful y blunt. Perhaps I should work on that.”
“Yeah, perhaps you should go do it right now.” I tossed the words over my shoulder.
Undaunted, he caught up with me. “I asked Lucian, you know. I asked why I was here.”
I gritted my teeth and kept walking. The ominous looking clouds continued to rol in. The sky looked like it was going to split open any moment.
“Do you know how he responded? He asked what I thought about you.”
I was only half curious to hear his response.
“He was eager to hear what I had to say.” Lightning shot across the sky, striking off the coast. A fraction of a second later, thunder silenced the conversation. I picked up my pace as the girls’ dorm came into view. “Don’t you want to know?”
“No.”
Another flash of lightning lit the sky. This time it struck inland, somewhere beyond the marshes. It was close, too close. “You lie.”
I spun around. My smartass response died before it ful y took form. Inky marks broke the golden tone of his skin on every piece of exposed flesh. They twisted into designs, held for a few seconds, and then moved into another form.
What were they?
I tore my eyes from his arms, but the tattoos stretched across his otherwise flawless cheek, etching toward the corners of his eyes. An urge to touch them slammed into me.
“You see them again, don’t you?”
There was no point in lying. “Yeah.”
Anger and confusion flared deep in his eyes. Lightning shrieked across the sky. “That’s impossible.”
Thunder sounded so loud I flinched. It clicked into place.
“The storm… you’re doing it.”
“It happens when I get moody. I’m pretty irritable right now.” Seth took a step forward, towering over me. “I wouldn’t be so temperamental if I knew what was going on.
I need to know how you can see the marks of the Apol yon.”
I forced myself to meet his eyes. That was a mistake—a huge, stupid mistake.
Power surged, raw and intense. I felt it crawl over my skin and slither down my spine.
And at once, my head emptied of everything except the need to find the source of the crazy power. I need to get away as fast as possible. Instead, in sort of a daze, I stepped forward. It had to be what he was. The energy coursing through him had this kind of pul ing effect, one that gripped pures, halfs… even daimons.
I was feeling those effects now. The wildness that lingered in me reared its head and urged me forward. It urged me to touch him, because I was pretty sure whatever was happening would somehow be exposed the moment our skin touched.
Seth didn’t move as I gazed up at him. He looked as if he was working to put together a puzzle and I was one of the pieces. The lazy smile faded and his lips parted. He inhaled sharply and reached out with one hand.
It took a lot, but I ducked away. Seth didn’t fol ow. As soon as I stepped inside the dorm, the sky ripped open, and another flash of blinding light cut across the dark sky.
Somewhere, not too far away, it struck once again.
Somewhere, not too far away, it struck once again.
***
Later that night, I confided in Caleb as we stood together in the back of the packed rec room. The rain had driven everyone inside and our privacy wasn’t guaranteed for long.
“Do you remember what Grandma Piperi said?”
His brows rose. “Not real y. She said a lot of crazy stuff.
Why?”
I played with my hair, twirling it around my finger.
“Sometimes I think she isn’t so crazy.”
“Wait. What? You’re the person who said she was crazy.”
“Wel , that was before my mom turned al dark side and started kil ing people.”
Caleb glanced around the room. “Alex.”
No one was listening, although people looked over every once in a while and whispered. “It’s true. What did Piperi say? ‘You’l kil the ones you love?’ I thought it sounded crazy, but that was before I knew Mom was a daimon.
We’re training to kil daimons. Seems pretty obvious, doesn’t it?”
“Look. Alex, there is no way you’d ever be put in that situation.”
“She’s about four hours from here. Why do you think she ended up in North Carolina?”
“I don’t know, but the Sentinels wil get her before you… ”
He trailed off at the look on my face. “You won’t have to deal with it. You’re in the Covenant for the next year, Alex.”
In other words, a Sentinel would kil her before I graduated, eliminating the chance of our paths ever crossing. I real y didn’t know what to think about that.
“Alex, are you doing okay?” He tipped his head, watching me closely. “I mean… real y doing okay?”
I shrugged off his concern. “Aiden said they couldn’t be sure Mom was actual y a part of the attack. She was on the camera, but… ”
“Alex.” Understanding and sadness grew on his face.
“She’s a daimon, Alex. I know you want to think she’s not. I understand that, but don’t forget what she’s become.”
“I haven’t!” Several kids by the pool table looked up. I lowered my voice. “Look. Al I’m saying is there could be a chance, a smal chance she is—”
“That she’s what? Not a daimon?” He grabbed my arm, pul ing me around one of the arcade games. “Alex, she was with the group of daimons who kil ed Lea’s family.”
I pul ed my arm free. “Caleb, she came to North Carolina.
Why else would she come here if she didn’t remember me, want to see me?”
“She could want to kil you, Alex. That’s for starters. She’s already kil ed.”
“You don’t know! No one does.”
His chin came up. “What if she did?”
My anger faded into determination. “Then I’l find her and kil her myself. But I know Mom. She would fight what she has become.”
Caleb ran a hand through his hair and clasped the back of his neck. “Alex, I think you… oh.”
I frowned. “You think what?”
His expression took on the awed look he got whenever he saw Seth.
Twisting around confirmed my suspicions. Seth stalked through the doors, immediately surrounded by his groupies.
“You know, you keep getting that look on your face whenever he comes around, people are gonna start to talk.”
“Whatever.”
I changed the subject. “By the way, what’s up between you and Olivia? Did you talk to her about Myrtle?”<
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“No, I didn’t. Nothing’s up between me and her.” Caleb faced me, his expression curious now. “What’s up with you and Seth? Wait, let me rephrase that: What’s up with you when it comes to Seth?”
I rol ed my eyes. “I just don’t… like him. And don’t change the subject.”
He made a face. “How can you not like him? He’s the Apol yon. As half-bloods, we’re obligated to like him. He’s the only one who can control the elements.”
“Whatever.”
“Alex. Look at him.” He tried to turn me around, but I held my ground. “Oh, wait. He’s looking over here.”
I pushed him back further. “He’s not coming over here, is he?”
He grinned. “Yes— No. Wait. Elena cut him off. “
“Oh, thank the gods.”
Caleb’s brows furrowed. “What’s your deal?”
“He’s weird and… ”
He leaned closer. “And what? Come on. Tel me. You have to tel me. I’m your best friend. Tel me why you hate him.” His eyes narrowed. “Is it because you’re undeniably attracted to him?”
I giggled. “Gods. No. You’l think the real reason is even crazier.”
“Try me.”
So I told him about Seth’s suspicions considering why he’d been ordered here and about the tattoos being real, but I left out that part about me wanting to touch him. That was too embarrassing for me to even speak out loud. He looked utterly mystified… and excited.
He practical y bounced. “The tattoos are real? Only you can see them?”
“Apparently.” I sighed, glancing over my shoulder. Elena stood awful close to Seth. “I have no idea what it al means, but Seth isn’t too happy about it. The storm earlier? The rain? That was him.”
“What? I’ve heard of some of the pures being able to control the weather, but I’ve never seen it.” He sneaked a glimpse at him. “Wow. That’s amazing.”
“Would you get the awestruck look off your face for two seconds? It’s creeping me out.”
He chucked me in the arm. “Okay. I need to focus.” It took visible effort for him not to look at Seth. It wasn’t because Caleb was attracted to him. Honestly, Seth was just chock-ful of aether. None of us could help it. “Why would Lucian’s order have something to do with you?”
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