by Rachel Lee
“Death from impalement by means unknown. What else could I put? Nobody but you saw what happened and the guy was found hanging on a wall on the horns of an elk. Someone else can wrestle with how it happened. I only need to report the facts.”
Caro smiled crookedly. “I tried to report the facts.”
“Eyewitnesses mess things up from shock. I’m not suggesting that you did, but it’s a great cover for you. Just let it go at that, Caro. Some people are happier labeling things unknown than they are dealing with the truth. And speaking of shock...how are you handling the vampire thing?”
“Maybe I’m still in shock, but right now it doesn’t seem like a terribly big deal. My grandmother used to talk about them. What about you?”
Terri laughed and turned to dump her coffee in the sink. “I threatened Jude with his own sword. I’ll tell you about it sometime, but right now I have to run or I’ll be late.”
Caro lingered a few minutes longer in the kitchen, trying to imagine Terri, who was tiny, threatening Jude with a sword. That actually seemed like a rational response to her, and she wondered at her own lack of upset. Maybe Terri was right. Maybe she’d suffered too many shocks in a short space of time.
Maybe she was just numb.
Well, except for that ever-present desire to jump in the sack with Damien, which was even more nuts than seeing that guy impaled, when she came right down to it. What the heck did she really know about Damien? Not enough to trust him with her body and her most vulnerable emotions.
Certainly not.
She refreshed her mug and returned to the office to find Damien and Jude in deep discussion.
“The victim,” Jude said, looking up as she joined them, “appears to be clean in all his dealings. No hint of anything unsavory. Same for his family.”
Caro couldn’t keep quiet. One thing she had learned on her way to making detective was how dangerous it could be to assume the obvious. “We’re presuming the guy was the intentional victim here. Maybe he was collateral damage. Anyone in that family could have done something wrong.”
Jude looked at Damien and they appeared to agree.
“You’re right,” Damien said. “For all we know, the mother may have been dabbling with dark powers. Or one of the teens. There may be no purpose behind these killings at all.”
“Which only makes them harder to solve,” Caro admitted grimly. “But it remains that we narrow our focus too much if we assume the father was the intended victim.”
“He just seemed the likeliest,” Damien said. “He was a real-estate developer. The mother didn’t have a career. The kids were in school. Although these days, just going to school seems to be enough to set off the worst in some people.”
Caro couldn’t deny that. “It’s sad but I see it too often. Some kids gang up on some other kid. Just to gang up. We need to look more closely at that. Who knows what one of the victim’s children might have done if they were being picked on badly? Or if they were picking on someone else?”
“I’ll get on it,” Jude said.
Chloe, sitting at her desk, sighed. “You mean I’ll get on it.”
“No, you’re going to get some rest so you can keep an eye on Caro tomorrow.”
Chloe rolled her eyes at him.
“Me, I’m going to a bookstore,” Damien said. He eyed Caro almost warily. “Want to come?”
“Depends on what you’re looking for.” Although that wasn’t true. Amazingly, frighteningly, she just wanted to be with him. What the heck was wrong with her?
“Esoterica.”
“Count me in.”
* * *
Damien climbed into the car with Caro and proceeded to castigate himself for stupidity. Even well fed, as he was now, she was still as tempting to him as candy in a store window to a kid. Maybe more so. He just had to remember that a pane of glass lay between them.
If only it were so. At least then he wouldn’t have to deal with the aromas as well as the sights. Renewed Hunger pounded throughout him.
Then Caro startled him with a statement.
“You guys seem too normal.”
He glanced at her. “Would you prefer it if I flashed my fangs?”
“You have fangs? Really? That’s not a myth?”
“Retractable. Of course we act normally. Would you have us skulking around like creatures out of a bad movie? We were human once. And now that we’re not, appearing as human as possible is our camouflage.”
“That makes sense.”
He almost thanked her sarcastically, then reminded himself he was on edge because she awakened such a powerful need in him. He lived to drink blood and have sex. Sex was his lure, blood his food. Seeming normal was merely survival strategy.
“Do you ever get tired of living so long?”
“Not usually.”
“Not bored?”
He rolled down his window a bit in self-defense. “Our experience is much more vivid, much stronger than when we were human. Knowing that you’ll die adds the piquancy to your life. For us it is the strength of our experience.”
He noticed her hesitation. Then she asked, “In sex, too?”
“Most especially in sex.”
“That must make you promiscuous.”
A laugh escaped him. “It can.” He supposed he was promiscuous by her lights. But her survival depended on different things, and that admission probably hadn’t helped his case any. Although why he should want to help his case remained a mystery. He was beginning to think Caro could be a danger to his conscience and self-respect. For all he knew, given that her grandmother was a mage, she might even be dangerous to him in ways he hadn’t imagined.
Damn, couldn’t the traffic move any faster? He was dangerously near the point of finding a dark alley in which he could teach her that sex with a vampire exceeded her wildest imaginings. That would not do.
Gritting his teeth, tightening his grip on the wheel, he sped up a bit—not enough to draw the attention of the police—and tried to get there faster.
He also tried to focus on other things. The night came alive for him in ways humans couldn’t imagine. Distracted though he was by Caro’s scents, he was still aware of other things: the hum of tires on the pavement, sounds issuing from apartments around them, the laughter in a movie theater and the amazing, brilliant colors that brightened his nights, colors that made up for the lack of sunlight. More than made up for it.
The moon didn’t wash out his world—it brought it to luminous life. Every sense was exquisitely tuned to his existence. All he remembered about being human was how dull the experience had been by comparison.
With relief he found the shop at last, on a dimly lit and quiet side street. It looked innocent enough, with neon signs announcing New Age books and supplies for adepts. He liked the innocuous “adepts.” So few really were, but so many tried.
But they no sooner approached the door of the shop than he froze.
“Do you feel it?” he asked Caro.
“What?”
“That energy has pulled back.”
She closed her eyes a moment, nodded, then looked at him. “But why?”
“There must be power within this store.”
“I wonder if it’s what we’re looking for? The source.”
“I don’t know. I’m just glad to know that something can make it withdraw. It’s still out there, but not as close. Not nearly as close.”
When they opened the shop door, a small bell jingled. The shop itself was crowded with old books, their musty scent mixing with incense. There was barely enough room to maneuver through the stacks, and the wood of old floors creaked beneath their feet.
A woman immediately emerged from a curtained door at the back. Small and wiry, with long curly hair, beautiful café au lait skin and dark eyes that seemed big in her fine-boned face, she regarded them with a smile.
“What can I do for you?”
“I wanted to browse your books,” Damien answered. “Your oldest books.”
The woman’s eyes narrowed as she studied Damien. “Perhaps something very old?”
“The oldest you have.”
“I have a special shelf I don’t show many.”
“I’d like to see it.”
“Not until I know more about you. Some things are meant only for initiates.”
He felt Caro’s eyes snap to him. She was probably wondering how he was going to handle this. He studied the woman before him a few seconds before he spoke, “I am mogh,” he said. “And you are an initiate, as well. I could feel the power before I entered. You have a strong spell for protection.”
“A thing one too often needs, sadly.” The shopkeeper extended her hand, and Damien gripped it palm down.
“I’m Alika. And you are?”
“Damien. Formerly Atash.”
Alika’s eyebrows lifted. “I rarely meet one who touches such a distant past.” She turned to Caro. “And you, too, have the power, although I can see it is not focused. My books won’t help you.”
Then she closed her eyes, lifted her arms a bit and stood very still. “You come seeking a way to cast off a spell.”
Alika opened her eyes and dropped her arms. “It wants her.” She frowned at Caro. “Vodoun. Did you anger a bokor?”
“What’s a bokor? You mean this is voodoo?”
“In its current incarnation, yes. And a bokor is one who practices the dark arts.” Alika returned her attention to Damien. “Come, I’ll show you the books. But I want to hear about this.”
“And I want your help. I wasn’t aware there were any bokors here.”
Alika shook her head. “Sometimes one becomes a bokor temporarily for a reason. Never wise. Never.”
“Playing with dark forces is usually disastrous. So you have no idea who it might be?”
“None. And if you don’t mind, I’d rather not get directly involved.” She looked again at Caro. “But why would it be after her?”
Caro answered. “Because I saw what it did.”
* * *
Caro wasn’t allowed in the small back room along with Damien and Alika, but she had enough to absorb from the shelves out front. She dove into a book on Louisiana voodoo and was overcome by the numbers of saints who seemed to have individual powers that practitioners could call on. Most of it seemed benign, though, a fascinating blend of animism and Catholicism.
There was nothing in the book, however, that suggested or even encouraged calling on darker forces. No help, she thought as she closed it and tucked it back onto the shelf.
Just then, Damien emerged carrying an old book. “Alika would like us to leave.”
“Is something wrong?”
“Apparently she senses we’re drawing attention her way.” He reached her and took her hand, pressing a small leather pouch into it. “Some gris-gris for you. She hopes it will help. Now let’s go before we draw her into this mess.”
Caro shoved the pouch into her jacket pocket and hurried to keep up with Damien as he sped from the store. She was now so full of questions she felt she could burst.
She saw the trouble as soon as she stepped onto the street beside Damien. A group of five youths were standing around, and they didn’t look as if they were there by accident. Their gazes immediately locked on her and Damien, and they seemed to pull together before they even took a step. Then their postures shifted, knives came out of pockets and they stepped forward as a unit. Just like a gang fight, Caro thought, and somehow they had become the target. Danger was written all over this, and ordinarily she’d have been reaching for her radio. But she didn’t have her radio.
Had the power summoned them? Were they being influenced to make something unnatural look natural? This whole scene seemed off somehow.
“I can handle them,” Damien murmured.
Caro might be on leave. She might have even fallen off the cliff of reality, but she was still a police officer. No way was she going to encourage violence and most especially from a vampire who could probably leave these guys shredded on the pavement, if what she remembered was true.
She stepped forward, throwing back her jacket, revealing her weapon and her badge clipped to her belt. “You boys have a problem?”
Behind her, she heard the door of the shop lock. She certainly couldn’t blame Alika for that.
And then something shifted. It was one of the weirdest things she’d ever seen. Usually it took time to talk down troublemakers, but this was so different. Their gazes, intense only a moment before, changed. They looked around a bit as if wondering where they were.
She took advantage of the moment. “Just go find legal fun. Okay?”
Then she heard Damien speak in a tone that sent shivers all the way to her toes. “You heard the officer.”
As if on marionette strings, the young men turned and walked away together. No hesitation, just instant obedience.
She watched them disappear down the street and around a corner, uneasiness crawling coldly along her spine. Bad enough to face some unseen force, but to see it manipulate others was scary indeed. Damien was counting on keeping her surrounded by witnesses to protect her. Had this thing figured out a way around that? By using humans as its tools?
Annoyance, a good antidote to fear, reared up and she turned to Damien. “I could have handled that.”
“I’m sure. But how much time do you want to waste?”
“All we seem to be doing is wasting time.”
“Time is never wasted in the company of a beautiful woman.” Then before she could tell him to cut the crap, he added, “Actually, I learned a few things. My place, your place or Jude’s?”
Jude’s would have probably been the safest choice, because even though he had sent Chloe home, he was probably still there himself. But all of a sudden she didn’t want to be safe. Maybe it was the result of adrenaline, affecting her sense of risk.
Regardless, she knew she needed some answers, answers to questions she should have asked years ago of her grandmother, and questions she needed answered for her own peace of mind.
Then there was curiosity. The kind that made her body shiver. The kind that pooled heavily between her legs. She wanted to know. It was as simple as that, adrenaline or not. If she could get him to promise not to drink from her, how much harm could a fling do? Maybe it could drive away this damn sexual miasma that filled the air around him.
Nothing, life had taught her, was ever as good as you anticipated it to be. With any luck, he’d turn out to be a selfish, lousy lover and she could kick him to her mental curb and get past this.
One thing for certain, she had to get her head clear to deal with this threat. She couldn’t afford the continuing distraction of wanting Damien. Not if she had to be around him so much, and considering the limited number of allies she had right now, it appeared she was going to be around him a lot.
“Your place,” she said. Then she watched his eyebrows climb in surprise and enjoyed a brief sense of pleasure at having startled him. Small consolation considering what he was doing to her mind and emotions.
God, was she really thinking about making love with a vampire?
But it wouldn’t be lovemaking, she assured herself. Damn, she hardly knew the guy. All it could be was sex. Simple and straightforward coupling. Uncomplicated. Just to get it off the table.
Caro liked to keep her tables clear. It was part of what made her such a good cop and such a good candidate for detective: problems were meant to be solved or dealt with, not allowed to linger and thus cloud one’s thoughts.
Dealing with this vampire seemed to have risen to the level of clearing the air or becoming swamped until she couldn’t see clearly. While she was distrustful of her ability to keep her emotions out of something like that, she was even more distrustful of her ability to concentrate when she kept getting drowned by the seductive presence of Damien Keller.
Just sitting beside him in the car had her aching with the anticipation of a teen about to make out in the backseat for the first time.
Vampires. Damn. Grandma had warned her. Which for some reason made her think of Red Riding Hood and the wolf concealed in granny’s clothes. She glanced at Damien as they drove toward his place and wondered if she was planning to get in bed with a wolf. Hell, he’d said flatly that he was a predator, and she was definitely on his menu.
Yet he claimed certain restraints. Well, she guessed she was going to find out. Of one thing she was absolutely certain: he had revealed something when he’d expressed concern about whether she would expose Jude. So he wanted to protect Jude. That meant he wouldn’t do anything that might cause her to hurt Jude.
And that, she reasoned, made her fairly safe. He had, after all, backed off like a scalded cat when she had rejected him. Although how she was supposed to protect herself against a creature that could move faster than her eyes could see, she wasn’t quite certain.
Somehow she imagined he wouldn’t hold still for a wooden stake through his heart—even if that might actually work.
Then the ridiculousness of her own thought processes struck her. She was thinking about having sex with Damien while also thinking about how to kill him. Maybe it was a damn good thing she was on medical leave.
“I’m losing my mind,” she said to the night.
“Want to go to Jude’s?” he asked.
“What good will that do?”
“Well, I don’t know why you think you’re losing your mind. I thought you’d decided you didn’t want to be alone with me any longer.”
“If that were my only problem....” If that were her only problem, what? There was no thought to complete. She sat staring into the yawning pit of a world she had refused to believe in all her life, and now she could no longer pretend it wasn’t so.
“Hah!” The sound escaped her sharply.
“What?”
“I’m fairly smart. It’s not easy to pull the wool over my eyes. I spend an awful lot of time outwitting people who make the mistake of thinking they’re smarter than the average cop. It’s actually usually easy. Do you have any idea how stupid most criminals are?”
“I can guess.”
“The idea of a criminal mastermind is mostly the invention of fiction.”