He froze, then faced her warily. “Why not?”
“I’d like to tell Sydney first.”
His eyes glittered dangerously as he strode up to her. “Send him a letter. Better yet, let him read it in the paper. He’s a poet—I’m told they read a lot.”
She bit back a smile. “I’ve been half-betrothed to him most of my life. He at least deserves the courtesy of hearing about my engagement in person.”
“I see.” A muscle worked in his jaw as he glanced away. “So how long will you make me wait? He’s in the country, and you don’t know when he’ll return.”
“Lord Napier’s estate is only a short ride from London. I’ll call on Sydney’s mother tomorrow to find out the direction, then send a message saying I want to see him. If he doesn’t come in a few days, then we can assume we’re free to announce the marriage.”
He scowled at her. “We are free. You’re the only one saying otherwise.”
He looked so delightfully grumpy about the whole thing, she couldn’t help smiling. “You’re adorable when you’re jealous, you know.”
His rigid features slowly relaxed, though he grumbled, “Adorable, am I? Next you’ll tell me I’m sweet.”
“You are sweet.” She laid her hand on his arm. “Most of the time.”
Drawing her close, he kissed her roughly, brazenly, his hands roaming her body as if to mark his claim. When he pulled back, her heart was racing.
“And the rest of the time?” he rasped. “What am I then?”
“The only man I can ever imagine marrying.”
Relief showed in his eyes as he rubbed his thumb over her lower lip. “How in God’s name will I wait until after we marry to make you mine? I can hardly bear to leave you now.”
The sincerity of his tone warmed her heart, making her smile and lean into him. With a sigh, he lowered his head toward her lips again, but the sound of the door rattling, followed by a loud knock, made him release her.
“Blast. I have to go. If they can’t get in the front, they’ll come to the back and I’ll be trapped.”
The door rattled again. “Miss?” came a worried voice. “Are you in there?”
“I’m here!” Katherine turned to the door to call out. I m coming.
When she turned back to tell Alec she would see him outside, he was gone.
Chapter Sixteen
The rake should never let duty come in the
way of pleasure—unless he wants lectures
on crop planting to be his only
entertainment.
—Anonymous, A Rake’s Rhetorick
As the carriage trundled back to the town house, Alec ignored Mrs. Merivale’s nonstop gushing about his “feats of daring.” All he thought of was Katherine, all he saw was Katherine, sitting across from him in her demure gown.
Which now hid nothing from him. Because he knew what her pert breasts looked like under the layers of fabric, how fine her skin was to the touch… how reckless the nature that lay coiled beneath her controlled demeanor.
His wife-to-be might possess the practical instincts of a woman used to taking care of everybody and everything… but they were tempered with a healthy dose of pure animal lust.
And when do I get to taste and touch you? He broke out in a sweat just thinking of her lips pressed to his chest, her teeth tugging on his nipple, her tongue licking over his—
By God, how would he make it until their wedding night? Especially with her no longer resisting his physical advances. Just to see what she’d do, he stroked his boot up the side of her leg farthest from her mother, using the darkness and her skirts to cover his actions.
Her eyes widened, then grew sultry. Casting a furtive glance at her mother, she echoed his caress with her slipper.
Every muscle in his body went instantly hard. Which wasn’t wise when he wore glove-tight breeches and sat across from his future mother-in-law.
Ruthlessly he wrestled his lust into submission. Had he ever desired a woman this intensely? If so, he didn’t remember it. But Katherine was no ordinary woman. Who else could take in stride his impulsive inclusion of her in an equestrian performance?
Not to mention his revelation of secrets any other woman of rank would have found appalling. But not Katherine; oh no. She merely found them intriguing.
Thank God she didn’t know the worst of them. He must go to any length to keep her from finding out until after the wedding.
But what then? After they were married and back at his estate, she would have to learn how poor he was. Given her clever little mind, she would probably realize that her fortune had provoked his initial interest.
She wouldn’t like that one bit. And when he revealed that he was really the by-blow of a debauchee whom she regarded with contempt…
He shook off his niggling unease. It didn’t matter what she thought. By the time she discovered all his secrets, it would be too late for her to do anything but resign herself to the marriage.
The thought of a resigned Katherine going through the motions as his wife chilled his blood, but he refused to let it bother him. She wouldn’t sulk for long—he’d make sure of that. He’d simply use Katherine’s wanton nature against her, pleasure her so often and so well in bed that she’d eventually forgive his deception.
A smile touched his lips. That certainly gave him something to look forward to.
But he had to get there first. That meant he’d have to keep her too busy to look closely into his finances.
When Mrs. Merivale paused for breath, he seized the opportunity to speak to Katherine. “We never did have that ride in the park. Perhaps we should attempt it again tomorrow.”
Her smile faded. “I can’t. I have a prior engagement, remember?”
Ah, yes, Lovelace. She was going to see Lovelace’s mother. Damn that poet and his hold on her. “Sorry, I forgot. What about tomorrow evening, the fete at Holland House?”
Katherine sighed. “We weren’t invited. Mama and I don’t exactly move in the same circles as you do.”
Mrs. Merivale scowled at her daughter. “We were invited. You don’t see all the invitations we receive, you know.” When Katherine raised an eyebrow, her mother grew suddenly absorbed in straightening her skirts. “I turned it down, is all. That Lady Holland is too scandalous a woman for my daughter to associate with. A divorcee, imagine!”
“That divorcee is the toast of London except among the high sticklers, Mama. You would never have turned down her invitation.” Katherine shot Alec a rueful smile. “Mama simply doesn’t want you to know that we are so low on the social ladder that even a ‘scandalous’ woman like Lady Holland wouldn’t invite us to a party.”
“Katherine, really!”
“It’s all right, Mrs. Merivale,” Alec said, suppressing a chuckle. “I’m not courting your daughter for her connections, I assure you.”
Katherine rewarded him for that truthful statement with a warm smile that sent the blood rushing right to his head.
“If you aren’t invited,” he continued, “I won’t go, either.” He winked at Katherine. “It sounds like too shocking a party for a respectable man like me.”
Her mother’s face lit up. “Do you hear that, my angel? Isn’t his lordship the very model of propriety?”
Katherine’s lips twitched. “Yes, Mama. We should all follow his sterling example.”
“And here you were worried that he was a wild sort,” her mother said.
“Surely not,” Alec retorted in mock outrage. “Miss Merivale, have you been thinking unjustly of me?”
“I don’t believe so, my lord,” Katherine said sweetly. “But then, I’m still trying to determine your true character.”
That worried him. She’d agreed to marry him… but she didn’t quite trust him even now. He would have to stay on his guard.
“If you have no other engagement for tomorrow night,” her mother said, “you must dine with us.”
“It would be an honor,” he replied. “The night after, I’d lik
e to accompany you to Lady Purefoy’s birthday supper. And if you have no invitation—”
“We were invited to that,” Katherine said with a relieved smile. “Lady Purefoy and Mama came out together— they’ve been friends ever since.”
“Oh, yes,” Mrs. Merivale gushed. “We were like three peas in a pod before we married, me and Lady Purefoy and Lady Lovelace—” She broke off. “Of course, Lady Lovelace and I no longer see each other. I don’t even know if she will attend, and—”
“It’s all right, Mama,” Katherine interjected. “His lordship is a gentleman. He understands these things.”
Alec grimaced. In other words, her former suitor might be there and she would expect them both to behave like gentlemen. What a damned annoying prospect. “Then it’s settled. Evening after next, I’ll come for you at eight o’clock.”
“And you’ll come for dinner tomorrow night,” Mrs. Merivale prodded.
“Yes. Tomorrow night.”
But even the prospect of two evenings in Katherine’s company couldn’t revive his lowered spirits. The very thought of her anywhere near Sydney Lovelace dampened all his pleasure.
What if the pompous ass tried to change her mind? Or worse yet, tried to kiss her again? The possibility sickened him.
By God, what was wrong with him? This jealousy nonsense—even his former mistress had never roused it in him. Why must it appear with Katherine, the one person he should be calm and reasonable and blasted gentlemanly around?
But the mad possessiveness she brought out in him did shed new light on his parents’ marriage. He’d never understood how a man who ignored his wife could treat her badly when she found pleasure elsewhere.
Now he understood. Not the bad treatment; there was no excuse for that. But the power of jealousy was stronger than he’d realized. Acting on a bitter man of no character, like the old earl, it was bound to wreak havoc.
He mustn’t let it wreak havoc on him. He had Katherine now—he mustn’t jeopardize that. Follow the rules. Don’t let passion deter you from your objective.
So after they arrived, and he accompanied the ladies into the town house, he was surprised to hear himself say, “Mrs. Merivale, may I speak to your daughter privately?”
The woman’s gaze grew speculative as she glanced from him to Katherine. “I daresay you’ve been private enough with my daughter this evening.” She smiled. “But I suppose a few minutes more can’t hurt.”
She strode off down the hall as Alec led Katherine to the parlor. As soon as they entered, he hauled Katherine into his arms and kissed her thoroughly, seeking reassurance in the sweet warmth of her mouth.
When he drew back, she gaped at him. “Alec? What—”
“That’s to remind you of me when you meet with Lovelace. In case he resorts to my own tactics to tempt you back to his side.”
Her eyes gleamed with mischief. “What happened to the man who urged me to try other men’s kisses? And said I needed more of a basis for comparison? Perhaps you’re right—if Sydney will kiss me again, I can make a proper—”
He cut her off with a kiss so long and deep that she melted completely in his arms. When he pulled away to see her eyes closed, her breath coming in urgent gasps, and her body swaying, the hard knot in his gut finally loosened.
As she opened her eyes in a daze, he growled, “And that, you impertinent minx, is for having so much fun tormenting me.”
“Just wait until we’re married,” she teased, undeterred by his gruff manner.
“I’m not sure I can last until then if we’re always seeing Lovelace in society,” he grumbled.
She eyed him askance. “Promise you’ll be civil to him at Lady Purefoy’s supper.”
He scowled. “I’ll be very civil. If he attempts to kiss you, I’ll use great civility in knocking him into the next county.”
A shadow fell over her features. “Now, Alec, you would never—”
“No.” With an effort, he reined in his powerful feelings. “I’m only joking.” When both her eyebrows arched high, he added ruefully, “Half-joking anyway. But I promise not to embarrass you.”
“And after we’re married? Will you refrain from embarrassing me then?”
“I’ll try not to be too jealous a husband, if that’s what you mean.”
She chewed her lower lip. “And will you… um… give me cause to be jealous? I know most gentlemen have their dalliances, but—”
He pressed a finger to her lips. “I’m not like most gentlemen. And I intend to share my bed with only one woman once I marry.” As the product of a household shattered by a single unfaithful act, he had no intention of repeating history. “Some of us gentlemen do believe in fidelity, you know.”
“I hope so. Because I won’t stand by and meekly accept infidelity—I’m not like most ladies, either.”
He bit back a smile. “I came to that conclusion the first time I met you, sweetheart. It’s what I like about you.”
Her features softened. “As long as we understand each other.”
A throat being cleared in the hall made him groan. “Your mother is signaling that it’s time for my retreat.”
Katherine sighed. “Mama is nothing if not subtle.” He turned away, but she stayed him with one hand. “Just so you’ll know, you were right about Sydney’s kiss that day at the reading—it didn’t live up to my expectations.”
“I figured that out, too.”
She stiffened. “Rather sure of yourself, aren’t you?”
“If you’d enjoyed kissing Sydney, you would never have let me court you,” he said simply. “You wouldn’t have toyed with either of our affections like that.”
“Then why did I agree to your scheme?”
“Because deep down you wanted to marry me, and it gave you an excuse to be with me.” With a grin, he glanced down to where her hand lay on his arm. “And because you can’t keep your hands off me, any more than I can keep mine off you.”
With a sniff, she withdrew her hand, but he caught it and lifted it to his lips, pressing kisses against her gloved palm and each fingertip until her eyes softened, and she smiled. Only then did he release it.
“Sleep well, sweetheart. Because we won’t get much sleep after we’re married.”
She was still blushing as he left. It took all his will to order the coachman to “go on,” when all he wanted was to toss her in the carriage and carry her off with him to Gretna Green.
That wouldn’t be wise, considering what was at stake. Men were hanged for kidnapping heiresses. So he’d have to resign himself to a few more restless nights while he imagined their future wedding night.
His pleasant thoughts of such delights only lasted until he reached the hotel, where he was accosted by a surprise visitor awaiting him in the lobby.
“Emson!” he exclaimed as his aging butler approached. “What are you doing in London?”
Emson had stayed at Edenmore when many of the other servants left. They’d feared Alec might not turn the place around after it had been neglected for so long. “Mr. Dawes sent me to fetch you home.”
Dawes was the new steward. Alec’s blood chilled. “What’s wrong?”
With a glance at the other men milling in the lobby, Emson drew him outside. “It’s that dreadful Mr. Harris in Ipswich. He’s returned early from his trip to Scotland to see his sister. Mr. Dawes rode over there yesterday to fetch the new tillers and plows you ordered for the barley sowing, but Harris says he wants his money in cash, or he’ll not release them.”
“But his son agreed to let me have them on credit.”
“As it happens, Mr. Harris had left strict instructions not to allow anyone from the estate to purchase on credit anymore, but young Master Harris says—”
“That I talked him into it, which is exactly what I did. Harris’s son appreciates the difficulties a man might find himself in.” He sighed. “Very well, I’ll write a note explaining that I’m now engaged to marry an heiress. If he can only wait a while longer for his money�
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“A note won’t convince him, my lord. You must come yourself. ‘Tis the only way. Mr. Dawes says if you don’t get the new plows—”
“I know—I can’t plant that new strain of barley in my untenanted fields. And the tenants won’t try it in their own fields until they see me succeed with it. If I’m to expand the farms and increase all our incomes, I must improve their yields.”
“Mr. Dawes says that the seed must go in the ground now, or it will be another year before he can try it.”
“Without those tillers, they’ll never get that soil turned. Blast, blast, and double-blast.” Perhaps he shouldn’t have been so eager to hire a new steward with modern ideas.
But what else could he do? His “father’s” old steward had been stealing him blind, something Alec had figured out within two days of taking over the estate. And the tenants, burdened by increasing rents and low yields, were too beaten down to try anything new—they considered themselves lucky if they eked out a living.
The new steward was trying to change all that, but though the tenants had hated the old steward, they hadn’t yet come to trust the new one. Or Alec himself, for that matter. And they weren’t alone, judging from Harris’s behavior.
Alec dragged his fingers through his hair. Damn, what to do now? If he could order the equipment in the village of Fenbridge near the estate, he could use his lordly influence to intimidate the merchant into doing as he wished, but the village was too small to provide such things.
Unfortunately, the owner of Harris’s Fine Agricultural Implements in Ipswich was immune to influence. He supplied half the landowners in Suffolk—so he would hardly squawk if an impoverished earl withdrew his business.
“How can I improve an estate when no one will even give me the chance?” Alec bit out. “Harris doesn’t trust me, my own tenants don’t trust me—”
“That is not entirely true, my lord. But you must realize that with your being off in town, some of the tenants think—”
“I’m my ‘father’s’ son. But I have no choice. I have to marry—it’s the only answer. Which means I have to be in London right now.”
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