“I’ve got some reading I need to catch up on,” Alec spoke quickly.
Before his brother left the room, Derek watched him caress the side of Vince’s face with the back of his hand. Vince looked Alec in the eyes. The stare Vince gave his brother made Derek regret his words even more. There was no denying Vince’s love.
“I’m in love with you, Alec.”
“I am, too, honey. This morning meant everything to me. Now spend some time with Derek. Maybe we can take that nap this afternoon.”
Derek watched as Alec tenderly brushed his lips against Vince’s mouth, before walking up the stairs to the guest bedroom. As soon as Derek was sure he was alone with Vince, he turned his back to his husband, bracing himself against the kitchen countertop with his hands. He closed his eyes, wishing he could also close off the jealousy that continued to rage.
Feeling a hand on his back, Derek didn’t respond. Instead he shook his head. He felt Vince’s hand leave his body. He walked the short distance back to the bar, taking a seat. When Vince sat down beside him, his eyes met his lover’s stare.
“What’s going on?” Vince asked. “Derek?”
When Derek didn’t respond, he heard Vince’s voice pleading with him again.
“Derek? Please tell me what’s wrong.”
“I love you.” Derek replied.
“I love you, too.” Vince responded. “I’ve always loved you.”
“I know. I asked you to follow you heart, and now I’m the one who’s jealous. The idea doesn’t make a lot of sense.”
“Are you playing another game?” Vince asked. “If you are, I don’t know what to say, or do, except what’s in my heart.”
“No, Vince, I’m not playing a game this time. I wish I was. This is reality, our reality now, as a couple.”
“What about last Saturday night, and this whole week? Have you been jealous this whole time?”
“No. Maybe I have been. I’m not sure. I saw your love for Alec. I knew you were in love with him, even before you admitted it yourself.”
“I’m still in love with you, too.”
Vince reached for Derek’s hand. Their fingers entwined.
“I love you, baby. Hearing the two of you alone this morning, deepening your commitment, scared me a little I guess. The level of intimacy you shared with Alec this morning is a dynamic you’ve only experienced with me.”
“I know,” Vince replied. “I am sorry if I hurt you. I don’t ever want you to be jealous, because there is nothing to be envious of. Being with Alec was exactly the experience we discussed. I had needs I didn’t know were there, until I surrendered those feelings to him. They are needs I only allowed in order to have a relationship with him. He can never be you, just like you can never be him. Each of you completes me in his own way. I can’t forget what I shared with him this morning, or this past week, nor can I forget my history with you.”
“I don’t want you to forget. There would be two hearts broken. Mine, too.”
“I can’t bear to see your heart hurting. Tell me what to do. I’ll do anything for you.”
“There are no answers. Yesterday morning in the bathroom, when I told you this was the beginning of a new chapter in our marriage, I meant just that. We’re writing it now. I don’t know why I’m jealous, except for what I said about you sharing what had always been just between us. Hearing the two of you together this morning sent all kinds of doubts through my mind. Most of which are unfounded, I know.”
“I was afraid this morning I would make comparisons between the two of you. I didn’t, and it surprised me, but it also felt good. I opened up to him, Derek, and if you could have seen the love on his face and the change in him.”
“I’ve seen it since Saturday night, and it’s growing stronger every day.”
Derek felt Vince put his arms around him, as they shared a close embrace. When he pulled back, Vince’s eyes had the same expression as when they first met. The gaze prompted Derek to speak again. “I’ve seen that look before.”
“I would imagine you have,” Vince countered.
“I know he didn’t fuck you, and I’m sorry for how I said that.”
“Well, actually he did ‘fuck me’ some this morning.”
Derek smiled. “And you enjoyed it, too, didn’t you?”
Vince nodded. “Very much.”
“I noticed your flush. Remember, I’ve seen the ‘he’s fucked me’ stare before, too.”
“Do you still feel jealous?” Vince asked.
“Yeah, I do, a little bit. I’m going to try to work on it though. I need to watch my mouth.”
“I’ve thought about us, the three of us together again. I like both pairs of hands touching me at the same time. I can’t describe how it feels, only it is like a coming home of sorts. I’m sharing my relationship with each of you at the same time, acknowledging those feelings to myself in front of both of you. It feels good.”
“I would imagine it does.”
Derek had been so consumed with jealousy he hadn’t even noticed the gold and amethyst band Vince now wore on his right ring finger. His partner must have put it on before he made love with Alec early that morning. In seeing his brother’s ring, Derek also saw the diamond anniversary band he had given Vince a few months earlier. His lover wore it almost constantly on his left hand.
“Alec knows we have a history together.”
For a brief moment, Derek wondered if Vince had read his mind.
“Derek, before Alec and I made love this morning, he told me he knew how hard it was for me to acknowledge my feelings for him. He asked if I wanted you to join us, and he didn’t mind if I chose that. I was the one who said no.”
“I was the one who suggested you spend some time alone with him.”
“His heart needed that. Alec is hard on himself. He’s a tender and gentle man with a dominance that had to be brought to the surface.”
“I told him you needed his dominance and love, too.”
“He had some acknowledging of his own.”
Derek continued to hold Vince in his arms, as the pair sat together on the barstools. Vince’s head was against his chest, as he tenderly stroked his lover’s back with his hands. His thoughts took him to the future. They involved an intimate scene with himself and Alec fulfilling all of their husband’s needs.
“Last Saturday night was a product of love, but also of passion,” Derek said. “Alec was right when he said things got of hand. I knew they would, but I wanted this, just as much as the two of you did. Now, we’re moving forward into real life.”
Derek grew quiet, as he heard footsteps on the stairs. He turned to see his brother standing in the kitchen.
“I know I should not intrude on your conversation, but I feel I need to say some things.”
“Sit down, Alec,” Derek said, releasing Vince from their embrace. “We all need to talk about this.”
“Derek,” Alec said. “I meant what I said yesterday, about not wanting to mess up a twenty year marriage.”
“Brother, you haven’t messed anything up,” Derek replied. “I’ve just let jealousy get the best of me. I shouldn’t have said what I did. We don’t ‘fuck’ anyone in this relationship.”
“Well, that’s not entirely true,” Vince said, with a smile.
“Dirty boy,” Alec said. “How would you like my brother and I to fuck you this afternoon?”
Derek looked at Vince smiling. “Yes, ‘dirty boy,’ you need to answer my brother.”
“Yes, Derek, he does need to answer me,” Alec replied. “I know I did not get enough of his sweet love this morning.”
“Maybe,” Vince replied.
Derek smiled, running a hand over his face. “This is new for all of us.”
“Derek,” Alec said, “I would never try to come between the two of you, but after this morning, I know I could never leave him.”
“Leave?” Vince asked.
“Settle down, baby. No one wants you to leave, Alec,” Derek said.
“I know we both have our own jealousies. Maybe we could use those to learn how to be better partners to Vince.”
“I told Vince this morning,” Alec said, “I am not returning to teaching this fall. At least, not at the high school level. College is a thought. I want to finish my doctorate. I’m burned out. I have been for years, just too ashamed to admit it. I see what you’ve accomplished and the life you’ve built with Vince, and I’ve been envious of that.”
Derek reached for Vince’s hand, looking into his partner’s eyes.
“We want you in our commitment, Alec. Vince is your partner now, too.”
“Before Saturday night, it had been two years since I’d been in bed with a man,” Alec said. “I don’t always have to be alone with him, but sometimes I’d like that. I want to build a deeper relationship with him. If it takes playing drag show games to do that, then I am a willing participant.”
Chapter Nine
“I firmly agree this is what quiet Sunday afternoons should be about,” Derek said.
“Derek, I believe you are right,” Alec replied.
Derek kissed the left side of Vince’s neck, watching his brother kiss the other. Vince was between them in their bed. Their partner’s eyes were closed.
“We’re going to get you ready to make love,” Derek whispered against Vince’s ear. “Alec, hand me the lube on the nightstand.”
Derek took the tube from Alec’s hand and applied the slick to his fingers. He inserted two digits inside of Vince’s ass, watching the desire form in his lover’s face.
“Alec has got his mouth wrapped around your cock, baby.”
“Mmm, Alec!” Vince moaned.
“Baby, so damn tight,” Derek said.
Both of his fingers were buried inside Vince’s body, when he added a third. Derek saw his partner’s eyes open, and their gazes locked. He then watched Vince looking down at Alec’s head in his lap. Vince’s hand went to the back of his brother’s neck.
“Fuck! Feels so good!” Vince whispered.
“Damn right it feels good,” Derek said.
“I’m in love with both of you,” Vince spoke quietly.
“We know, but we’d rather you show us. Words don’t mean shit,” Derek replied.
Vince’s anal muscles were opening around Derek’s fingers. He swirled his digits a few times, making sure the internal flesh was coated with slick. Vince was growing restless beneath his touch. A sign his partner was ready to make love.
“He’s ready, brother,” Derek said.
“I would agree. My mouth is full of his pre-cum.”
“Should we take him like we talked about?” Derek asked, watching Vince’s face for more sensual expressions. “I’ll say it again, Vince, you’re such a beautiful and naughty queen, for letting two brothers into your bed.”
“I do not have a problem with it,” Alec replied.
“Get on your knees, Vince,” Derek said. “Then sit back on your heels.”
Derek watched as Vince did what he asked. Derek moved behind Vince’s body. He saw the flush in his partner’s skin, and felt the sweat beneath his fingertips. Alec moved in front of their husband.
“Lube his cock, Alec, while I take care of him back here.”
Derek parted Vince’s buttocks with his fingertips, applying more lube to his lover’s anal opening. He put the remainder of the slick in his palm on his own cock. Vince’s groaned, leaning his head back against Derek’s shoulder.
“What’s going on? Why is Alec slicking my dick?” Vince asked.
“Well, my cock is going to be buried in your asshole, and your dick is going up Alec.”
“Alec’s a top…like you,” Vince said.
“I am, mostly, but this afternoon I am going to be versatile,” Alec replied.
“Baby,” Derek said. “If you don’t like the game, you don’t have to play. I have always given you that option.”
“I want to play,” Vince said.
“Yeah, I thought, so.”
“He’s so fucking hard, Derek,” Alec said.
“I’ve never been inside a man,” Vince whispered.
“Do you want to be?” Derek asked.
“With, Alec? Yes, hell yes. I don’t want to hurt him, though.”
“Then you’d better get to prepping me, sexy ass queen,” Alec said tossing the lube to Vince.
Derek placed his cockhead against Vince’s entry. Alec’s back was now facing Vince’s body. Even though he couldn’t see what was going on, he heard the tender words exchanged as Vince gave Alec foreplay.
“Feel good?” Vince asked.
“Been a long…long time,” Alec replied. “Go slow.”
“That’s just one finger. Do you want another?”
Derek saw Alec nod.
“Shit! Vince!” Alec cried.
“Let’s get more lube inside you, Daddy.” Vince whispered.
Derek pushed his hips forward, causing his cockhead to slip inside Vince’s ass. He wanted to go deeper, as far as his dick would reach, but chose to wait until Vince was inside Alec.
“He’s not ready, Derek,” Vince said. “So tight in there.”
“Pump him a little bit, baby,” Derek replied. “Use some of the techniques I use on you.”
Derek’s hands were caressing Vince’s body, paying attention to his shoulders and the small of his back. The touch was more of a massage, as he kneaded his lover’s muscles.
“Relax, Vince,” Derek whispered, “you’re in love with both of us. Show him your heart.”
“Oh, Alec! There you go! Open up, Daddy.”
Derek pressed his dick halfway inside Vince, as he watched Alec turn around. His brother was going to face them both, and sit in Vince’s lap, and slide down their husband’s cock.
“Take it slow, Vince,” Derek said. “Let Alec decide how much.”
Vince arched backward against Derek’s body, as he caught his lover’s upper torso in his arms. He felt Vince’s head fall back once more against his shoulder.
“Shh…shh…steady your body, baby,” Derek whispered. “Let Alec get you inside him.”
“Oh, fuck! That feels good!” Vince moaned. “Alec!”
“Fuck!” Alec said.
“Are you all right, Daddy?” Vince asked.
“Just burns,” Alec replied.
“Mmm…Derek!” Vince said.
Vince’s moan of pleasure was likely because Derek had buried the other half of his cock inside his husband’s body. His lips placed tender kisses along the side of Vince’s neck, trailing to his shoulders.
He watched as Alec claimed Vince’s lips in a passionate kiss. Both of them had laid a claim to their husband, which could not be broken. Vince was in love with them both, and the reality of that made Derek’s cock swell harder inside his lover’s body.
“So fucking hard!” Vince moaned.
“I want you thinking about how you’re going to make love to Alec,” Derek said. “He’s looking to you for pleasure.”
Derek began to gently thrust his hips. Vince was warm, tight, and looked so damn hot sticking his cock in another man. Alec had called Derek aside before the three of ended up in bed that afternoon. The new sexual position had been Alec’s idea, as Derek learned sometimes his brother enjoyed versatility. Alec had shared that type of relationship with his last lover, two years prior. Derek had agreed the position would allow them both to connect more intimately with the man they loved.
Alec had begun to ride Vince’s cock. Derek saw vertical motions of his brother’s body against their husband. He matched Alec’s sensual movements. As Derek rocked upward into Vince’s body, Alec pressed downward. The motion created a rhythmic rocking that had elicited sounds from Vince he had never heard. The cries from his husband were erotic and honest. Judging from the smile that briefly could be seen on Alec’s face, he was sure his brother hadn’t heard the moans from Vince before either.
“Am I playing fair?” Vince asked.
“More than fucking fair, baby
!” Derek replied.
“Damn, being in your ass this morning felt like heaven,” Alec hissed, “but this…shit this feels good!”
“I need to thrust,” Vince said.
“Give him more time to adjust to you, baby,” Derek spoke. “Remember our first time together? Hmm? I know you do. I remember it every fucking time my hands touch your body and my cock goes up your ass.”
Derek felt one of Vince’s arms reaching backward around his head, pulling them close. Instead, he pulled it away.
“Put your hands on his hips, baby. Guide him while he rides you.”
“I’m buried,” Vince said breathless.
“Damn right you are,” Alec moaned. “I’m in love with you, Vincent.”
“I’m in love with you, too, and you, Derek. God, I love the two of you so much.”
“Baby, I’m in love with you, too,” Derek said.
The muscular walls of Vince’s ass were gripping Derek tightly. He didn’t know how much longer he would be able to hold off his release. He wanted to come with Vince and was sure his brother also wanted the same.
He smiled when he felt Vince’s hips thrusting forward. Alec had stilled his own movements. His brother’s knees were still on either side of Vince’s hips. His husband’s hands were likely holding Alec in position.
“Do you like your sexy queen fucking you?” Vince asked Alec.
“Yeah,” Alec responded. “We’re fuckin’ all right. My grammar is shot to hell.”
Derek could tell by the excitement in their voice that the pair of lovers in front of him were about to come. He increased his own movements, wrapping his arms around Vince’s torso. He laid his cheek against the small of Vince’s back. His husband’s smell was masculine, and his partner’s sweat tasted salty against his lips.
“Jack me, honey. Oh, fuck! Yes! Vince!”
Alec was coming, Derek knew with certainty. Then without warning, Derek felt Vince bending forward. He removed his cock to allow his husband to position Alec back against the sheets. Vince was topping his brother, and the sight of that surged raw passion through Derek’s veins. In the twenty years they had been together, he had always shared a top/bottom dynamic with his husband. Now, Vince was taking a more dominant role with his brother.
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